THE reputation gained as a teacher
and especially as a master of discipline, during his two and a half years
in the Corner School, secured for him a larger sphere of work in a school
near Innerkip, where for three years, from 1859 to 1863, he gave himself
with the same vigour and conscientiousness to his work as had made him so
successful in his first school. His experience as teacher had developed
him in many ways, but more particularly had wrought in him a
self-confidence and a mastery of himself and others that led him to take a
position of influence in the community. He is still remembered by those
who were his pupils at that time, for the fearless and indomitable spirit
which distinguished him above others. "He was afraid of nothing," writes
one of his pupils, "man, beast or devil. There was a fractious colt on the
farm where he boarded which none of us dared to handle. Robertson mastered
him and rendered him tractable." The same spirit that made him wrestle all
night long with the Edinburgh problem and afterwards with that of the oxen
and the grass would not let him rest before any unconquered difficulty.
"Frequently," writes the same pupil, "I remember when there were tough,
gnarled pieces of wood lying around the yard that had baffled the skill
and prowess of others to make stove wood out of them, he would go at them
with that vim and vigour which later became so characteristic of the man,
and in a little while he would stand victorious over their scattered
members. What seemed to others impossible, that was the thing that had a
peculiar charm for him."
He had his own opinions and was not
to be moved from them without reason by any man soever, no matter how
great he might be. His minister tells us that at a Sun-day-school picnic
where some three or four hundred people were assembled, the orators of the
day, both lay and clerical, had been emphasizing the importance of aiming
high, pointing to high places in church and State which might be attained.
Not a bit abashed by the high standing or the eloquence of ministers or
Members of Parliament who had preceded him, the young teacher of Innerkip,
in the rough eloquence of common sense, proceeded to demonstrate the
impracticable nature of much of the counsel given. "You cannot all attain
high positions; there are not enough to go round. You cannot all be
preachers or premiers, but you can all do thoroughly and well what is set
you to do, and so fit yourselves for some higher duty, and thus by
industry and fidelity and kindness you can fill your sphere in life and at
the last receive the ‘well done’ of your
Lord."
His stay in Innerkip was marked by
two events which determined for him the course and quality of his
afterlife. It was at this time that he finally decided upon his life
calling. From his childhood, he had shared with his mother the hope that
he might become a minister, though, after the manner of their race, they
never openly to each other expressed such a hope. It was his experience in
Chalmers Church as teacher and superintendent of Sabbath-school, and as
missionary to the Gaelic Cape Breton folk settled in Woodstock, that
quickened his desire and strengthened his hope into a firm resolve to be a
preacher of the Gospel. This aim he henceforth kept steadily before him,
and to its accomplishment he bent every energy of his being.
It was while he was in Innerkip,
too, that another event befell, whose influence followed him through all
his days. He had the happy fortune to meet and to promptly fall in love
with a sweet-faced, leal-hearted young maiden. About a mile from the
school where Robertson taught, lived John Cowing, a well-to-do farmer of
sturdy north of England stock. It had been the custom for the
schoolmasters of previous days to make their home at Mr. Cowing’s house,
but upon the departure of the last teacher it was decided in the family
circle that this custom must end, so the new teacher went to board in the
village. But a week of his boarding-house was enough for him, and on
Monday evening, as the young lady of the house was washing up the tea
dishes, looking out of the window she saw the teacher coming up from the
road with her father, evidently engaged in earnest conversation. Well she
knew what this meant. Disgusted and indignant, she declared to her mother
that they were not to have any man board ing with them, and besides, she
was "sick and tired of having to make up and carry every day to school the
teacher’s dinner." The father brought the young man in and introduced him
to his wife and daughter; an introduction it was, big with result to both
the young people. As the young man looked into the sparkling black eyes
that looked back at him perhaps none too kindly, the hour of fate struck
for him. This young girl, looking back after forty-five years of life,
describes their first meeting in the following words of exquisite and
touching simplicity
"It was in the Fall of 1859 that my
future husband, then a young man of about twenty-one years, came to our
section to teach school, where he used his talents and influence for the
good of all with whom he came in contact. He was an excellent teacher,
loved and respected by parents and pupils alike. He soon found his way to
my and mother’s home, for the former teachers had not been strangers
there. He said afterwards that when he saw me for the first time that day
in my own home, he determined that I should be his. The task proved to be
not as easy as may have seemed, but he had made up his mind, and, as in
after-years in more important matters, when he won in spite of
difficulties, so it was then. He poured forth his wealth of love and
affection and compelled me to love him in return as I had never loved
before. Of course we had to wait, but the time did not seem long. It was
unalloyed bliss. Three years of school, of walks and talks, and when he
left for college there were the letters, the visits, the hopes and
aspirations and preparations, and, with all, at times a tinge of sadness
lest I was not quite worthy of it all."
Ten years after that eventful
evening, the young man writes a love-letter so characteristic in its
manliness and tenderness, and so revealing of the loyalty and patient
fidelity of both, as to be worth reproducing:
"Union Theological Serninary,
"New York City, Sept. 23, 1868.
"My DEAR BATTY:— "To-day is your
birthday, as you call it, or what others would perhaps style the
anniversary of it, and I think I must write you a short letter. It was
almost the first thought that came into my mind this morning after I
arose, but why or how I do not know, for I had not thought of it the night
before. I was thankful, however, that it was so, and I only regretted that
you were so far away and wished that you were near. But why regret what we
all know must be for the best. I hope you are as happy as I wish you on
this day, and I hope you may witness its return often and find pleasure in
it and that it may be mine to help you to make it ever happier. I felt
well all day, I think, from the thought that it was your birthday, and
consequently the day has been to me half a holiday. Were I near you, it
would have been no half, but a whole holiday. A whole holiday in New York,
however, with the work of the Session commenced, is not to be thought of,
especially when one is alone with no kindred spirit to make up what is
really needed to make all go off well.
"I was going to add, and I may just
as well do it, that I hope this will be the last time that I cannot be
with you on the return of this day. It is God’s mercy that we cannot see
so very far down the way. This is, of course, hoping, that is all we can
do for the future except active preparation in the present. It will be
soon ten years since I made your acquaintance first. You know I loved you
at first sight. During that time considerable changes have taken place. I
have ceased to be the Innerkip teacher, the very house in which I taught
has been removed. I have passed through my grammar school studies. I have
lived in Toronto for three years and am now spending one in New York, and
still I think my first impression of you has not changed except in one
way, namely, that it is deeper. The lines that appeared then drawn on the
surface, are now cut deep into the solid, so that effacing them would be
destruction. It might almost appear reckless to choose on the instigation
of an impulse, but never have I regretted my choice, except at those times
when its object appeared to be beyond my reach. Wherever I am, I can look
back on my choice and now turn to the object of my love with a warmth of
feeling, the pleasure of which can be experienced but not expressed. Long
engagements are considered an evil. I really think that, generally
speaking, they are so. Long engagements like mine are not. Could I be free
I would not. Had I the course to pursue again with my present experience,
I would act in that respect as I have done. My engagement has been to me a
source of profit, the fountain of my affections has been kept open, and
while I have been living and acting among men, my heart has been educated
as well as my intellect, and this I consider a real benefit. Had I been
unengaged till now, I think I would stand a good chance of being a
bachelor for life. Study is fascinating to me. But now things are
different and I am glad of it. Of course, your part in the matter has not
been so easy as mine. You had to wait, while with me there has been no
waiting. When you consented to take me you consented to wait these long
years, for you were ready to marry then. The exciting activity of work you
lacked, and your part was harder to bear. Work may not appear easy, yet it
is a relief when you are called upon to lend a hand rather than stand and
look at another work. I had the work, you the looking on, waiting till I
was done. Your part appears the more difficult. I hope for your sake as
well as my own that this waiting will soon cease. None can wish this more
than I.
"But I must bid you good-night,
merely asking you to send one photo out of your album. I could have given
a good deal to have had it to-day, and regretted my having forgotten it
since I came. Forget me not as you are not forgotten.
"Yours ever,
"JAMES."
He is no master in the art of
writing love-letters perhaps, but he is a master in the fine art of
loving, and in this fine art his heart never loses its skill through all
the after-years. |