IT is a good rule, I
believe, to give up doing what you wish to do, provided it is not an
absolute duty to do it; for if you err, you err on the safe side. Now, I
am heart and soul in these wilds, and I believe I could find something
to say about them as long as life lasts. Every day brings some fresh
occurrence, creating some new idea. Above all, every day seems to
sharpen up the memory of the past. As, then, I feel how bitter it is to
tear myself away from a subject so dear to me; as each companion in
these wild regions is recalled to my memory, how gladly would I say
something of him as his shadow passes before me, and seems to hover
about the spots endeared by some recollection !—as I feel all this, it
makes me sad to think that the time is come when I must part with the
shadow, as I have already parted with the substance. But it must be
done. Were I a poet, how should I endeavour to describe what I so
acutely feel?“ The old man’s occupation’s gone.”But there is a
consolation still. Do you remember that great man’s picture—great let me
call him, for he painted, and paints, dogs as they are—Landseer’s,
“There’s life in the old dog yet”? There is much that I still could say
which might do in a book, but would not suit the columns of the Field,
to whose editor, for his courtesy and kindness in allowing me scope to
express my real feelings about the Lews, I take this public opportunity
of returning my sincerest thanks. There are visions passing through the
old man’s brain, as old Whack lies dreaming and whining at his feet over
the woodcocks on Dalbeg Hill, of, if time and opportunity permit,
retouching and adding to these sketches till they attain the form of a
book, and their writer going down to posterity as having written one ;
for “ it is a very great performance,” as a very clever woman once said
to me, “to write a book at all, bad as it possibly may be.” For the
present, however, he feels, and with deep sorrow, that it is time to
draw his mantle round him.
Before quitting the
subject, however, allow him to hang a little more upon it. Like the old
hound, he will keep sniffing about a scent, still remembering how once
he could throw his head to the wind and run it breast high.
It has been my endeavour
in these reminiscences to give a thoroughly truthful and impartial
account of a wild region—its pros and cons. Those as well acquainted
with the country as myself tell me I have succeeded in doing so. I have
written, too, with a sincere love for the Lews warming my heart, and the
wish therefore to do it good. I feel bound to do so, not only in
gratitude for the happy times spent there, but for the repeated acts of
disinterested kindness received at the hands of many, many of its
inhabitants. I believe I have left some friends, few enemies, in that
country, and feel certain that if polled, the great majority of the
Lewisians will do full justice to these Reminiscences and the spirit in
which they are written. Of course, no one expects or wishes to please
the whole world—nay, more, as some celebrity once said of another, “
Thank God, he has always abused me!” and there may be, and no doubt are,
those who are highly offended at the freedom of these Reminiscences. Of
such the opinion is to me matter of the most supreme indifference. But
even liere the time will come when justice will be done and the
ridiculous idea abandoned that the Reminiscences were undertaken with
the view of “crabbing the Lews shooting." I entirely repudiate so
unworthy an imputation, and am convinced the exact contrary will be
their effect. Now, I will just tell a little Irish story of days of
yore, and try to apply it here.
A long, long time ago, I
was invited to a merry party at an Irish country-house, where was a
great “gathering of the clans,” for it was in the heart of the best part
of the Kilkenny country, towards the close of the November meeting. We
had a rattling run from Knockroe that day, and I arrived at my
destination in bare time to dress for dinner. I was in high glee, for I
was to ride my pet grey horse the next morning—the draw, Bally-spellan
and the Rock. On the stairs I met our kind hostess, who, after the usual
salutations, asked me whether I was hungry. I replied that I had been on
horseback since six in the morning—it was now near that hour in the
evening—done at least fifty (Irish) miles along the road, besides a very
heavy run, and this upon one’s biscuit and sherry-flask. “Very sorry for
it, for it is unknown when we shall dine. Mr. B. was obliged to go to
Dublin this morning, and the whole establishment is drunk.” I reached my
room, where I found my things ready to dress—only, my coat was before
the fire, my dressing-gown laid out on the bed. I looked at my servant.
He was steadily drunk. He was the best of men, passionately attached to
his horses, a keen sportsman, and a good and daring horseman, with that
rare gift—a light hand. Yet he never inquired about the hunt, or how his
favourite Paddy had carried me; he did not trust himself to speak. Bad
look-out, thought I to myself, as I dressed and repaired to the
drawing-room. But who, when he entered that pleasantest of rooms,
thought of anything but the merry, laughing, beautiful eyes, and the
batch of pretty musical voices that were inquiring after the run, and
where I came from last, and the particularly meaning inquiries about old
John Downie’s (my man’s) health ? Alas! but few of that joyous band are
now left, though two are, I know, for I saw them last spring; and if
this meets the eye of either —one, I know, reads The Field—let them send
me some token they remember my tale. At no dinner-table I ever sat down,
to have I seen so many beautiful, happy faces ranged under its lights.
One understood then the bashful Irishman asking the beautiful Duchess of
Devonshire to let him light his pipe by the light of her eyes. And there
sat our hostess —the merriest of that merry lot, handsomer even than her
young, beautiful daughter— making the best of everything. The order of
the table was strange—the waiting something wonderful: you got nothing
you asked for, everything you did not want. Still our hostess never
winced till, turning to her butler to beg him to interfere with a
footman who showed symptoms of commencing a jig in the corner with
Buttons, she saw her only stay lost, and she exclaimed, in an agony of
despair, “ Greaves, you are drunk ! ” That, portly, old-fashioned
functionary drew himself up to his full height, and, with consummate
dignity, answered, in a clear, sonorous voice, “ Mrs. B., I’m ashamed at
your entertaining such mane ideas.” This was too much, and I don’t
believe such a roar was ever heard at a civilized dinner-table before or
since. I once dined at a large family party at my banker’s in Berlin,
where the dinner began at three and was not ended at eight, and at
different intervals every male of the party, except myself, got up and
kissed his neighbour. They were all hideous old women, such as Berlin
alone can produce—for though it is the city of heroes, it is not the
capital of beauties. How I did wish it had been the custom at our party
! for my neighbour was “ La Belle Sylvia,” as we used to call her; and I
never shall forget the ring of her voice or the laughter of her eyes at
the butler’s speech.
And now, to apply my
story. To those, then, who, having known me for twenty years, must be
aware that noblesse oblige forms some part of a gentleman’s character,
yet imagine that, from private pique, I would injure the beloved Lews, I
say, “Mrs. B., I’m ashamed at you entertaining such mane ideas.”
Let, then, these
Reminiscences speak for themselves, and those capable of understanding
them will say they are a proud justification, if, indeed, any was
needed.
The mere shooter, who
wants to let off his gun often, and do his grouse, his salmon, his deer,
within a certain space of time, and get back to his partridges, his
pheasants, and his early November hunting; or the man out only for a
limited space of time—the man who don’t like rough weather, rough
country, rough work, or can’t rough it—who is not fond of his dog, or
don’t understand . him—who, above all things, can’t find resource within
himself— had best bide away from the Lews. But the true and genial lover
of one of God’s greatest gifts—the beauties of the wilderness, and being
allowed to roam unmolested through them— this biped, who is thus three
parts bred a hunter of wild things ; who, of course, loves his dog as
part of himself, and therefore understands him, and daily learns a great
deal from, in his intercourse with, him; but which said biped can, if
occasion need, sit for days inside the bothy when the weather won’t let
him go outside ; let such biped eschew the world for some half the year,
pitch his tent in these wilds, and he will be repaid.
I have, as I believe I
have said before, shot grouse on the moss of Monaltree; killed woodcocks
in all the wild coverts of the three Killarney lakes, on Turk Mountain,
and in Mucross; snipes in the old Cambridgeshire and Norfolk fens, in
the bog of Allen, and the shaky swamps of the Rhine; I have killed fish
in most of the best rivers in Scotland, Wales, and Ireland, and white
trout in Galway and Kerry; but give me a ten years’ lease of life, a
fresh pair of legs, my old team of Gordons, with Tom and Jock and Whack
in the pride of their youth, and the Long Island for me against them
all.
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