William Hill was born
March 3d, 1769, in Cumberland County, Virginia. His parents were of
English descent. When five years old he was deprived of his father by
death. After a few years of widowhood, his mother was married to Daniel
Allen, a widower with children, an elder in the church of which Mr. John
B. Smith was pastor. He could not remember when his mother began to
treat him in a pious, godly manner. Before her marriage with Mr. Allen
she was considered as belonging to the Established Church, as all
persons were that did not express dissent; after her marriage, she
united with the Presbyterian Church. For a few years young Hill enjoyed
the instructions and example of his pious mother ; all the recollections
of whom were intensely sweet to her son, and those also of a godly
step-father, whom he reverenced. In his twelfth year he was deprived of
his mother’s care and counsel, and left an orphan, that never found one
to take the mother’s place in his heart.
From about his tenth year
till his fourteenth he was favored with the instruction of Drury Lacy,
employed by Mr. Allen to teach his children. This gentleman possessed
some peculiar capabilities as a teacher, and gave young Hill and Cary
Allen an uncommonly good English education. While residing with Mr.
Allen, Mr. Lacy made profession of religion, and was connected with the
church under the care of Mr. Smith. By the counsel of that man he
commenced a course of classical study; went to reside in the family of
Judge Nash; became a sub-tutor in college ; and subsequently prepared
for the ministry. Mr. Lacy retained through life the affections of his
pupils, Hill and Cary Allen, and heard them preach the gospel he loved.
Young Hill had for the
guardian of his property the brother of his father. By him he was
encouraged to efforts for a classical education, with the design of
pursuing the study and practice of the law, a course of life presenting
at that time great inducements to aspiring young men; and was placed at
Hampden Sidney College. His uncle induced the young man to hope that his
small patrimony would, by economy and judicious management, be made
sufficient for his education and entrance upon his profession. While a
member of college the revival of religion, with which Charlotte, Prince
Edward and Cumberland were visited, arrested his attention and agitated
his heart. This revival, as ha3 been noted in the Sketches of Virginia
already published, began in the Baptist Church in Charlotte, and in a
little time was felt under the preaching of the Methodists and
Presbyterians. Mr. Smith set up prayer-meetings in his congregation, and
began to see among his charge evidences of the presence of the holy
spirit. Cary Allen openly professed conversion in circumstances so
peculiar as to excite the fear of Mr. Smith lest there had been a
mistake in the young man. The earnestness and frankness of Allen,
however, removed all apprehension from his pastor’s mind, and arrested
more particularly the attention of the students. This was in the fall of
1787.
After the students were
returned to College, one and another felt the necessity of religion.
Young Hill, who was with Allen at the time of his conversion, was
greatly troubled. During the whole of the preceding summer he had been
in perplexity and distress. The talk about awakening and conversion
called up the instructions of his mother, deeply impressed on his
feelings and memory. She had prayed for him, and with him; and often,
with her hand upon his head, blessing him she had expressed her hope
that he would become a Christian, and a minister of the gospel to
others. He seemed to himself to hear again his mother’s prayers, and to
feel her hand upon his head. Often would his conscience cry out to him,
“is this your mother’s little preacher for whom she so often prayed?” He
would weep and fall on his knees and pray; and then go among the
thoughtless boys of College and become merry. He did not wish them to
know that he was enquiring after religion. He had not read much in his
Bible after his mother’s death. He had no copy of that book with him. He
knew of no student that had a Bible; and was ashamed to enquire of them
any thing about it. He finally applied to the steward, Major James
Morton, a godly man with a kind heart, and obtained, for a Saturday, the
use of hi3 family Bible. In the deep woods he read through the gospel
according to Matthew, passing the day without refreshment and in entire
seclusion. After this day he felt his determination to seek his
salvation greatly strengthened, yet he had not courage to disclose it
openly.
A sedate young lad,
member of College, William Calhoon, was in the habit of returning, on
Saturday, to his parents who lived near. His father was an elder in the
Church and esteemed by all a godly man; a number of his family were
professors of religion. As this youth was about to return home on a
certain Saturday, young Hill asked him to bring a good book on religion
for him to read, when he returned. On reaching home young Calhoon told
his father in presence of the family, that William Hill said “he wanted
a good book on religion to read.” His sister Peggy, a young lady of much
intelligence and warm piety, said at Once, “I have the very book he
ought to read.” On Monday she sent him an old and much worn copy of
Allein’s Alarm to the Unconverted. This, book young Hill packed in his
trunk till the next Saturday. His room-mates having gone out for the
day, he locked the door and began to read his old book. He went on with
tears and sighs. His distress of soul was greater and greater. He had no
appetite for his dinner. One and another gentle rap at his door had been
made and unanswered. At length a violent rapping, accompanied with a
threat of breaking in induced him to open the door. There stood a
student from North Carolina, James Blythe. He had suspected that Hill
was serious, and was determined to know the certainty for himself.
Looking around he saw the old book upon the bed. Taking it up and
reading the title, he exclaimed — “Hill, are you reading this book?”
Hill was agitated. Should he confess the truth and become the sport of
the College boys, or should he deny the fact and hide his sorrows in his
bosom? A strong temptation came upon the youth to turn the subject into
a laugh. Blythe stood trembling with remorse of conscience, for he had
come from North Carolina a professor of religion, and had been induced
to conceal his professions to avoid notoriety, and finally to escape the
ridicule of the students who generally were very far from religion.
After a violent struggle, Hill at length said — “Yes, Blythe, I have
been reading it.” “Are you anxious about your soul?” said Blythe with
great emotion. “Yes” replied Hill, “I am. I have neglected it too long,
I fear too long. I am resolved to be more earnest hereafter.” “Oh,
Hill,” exclaimed Blythe with a flood of tears, “what a sinner I am,
would you believe 1 came from Carolina a professor of religion ! Here I
have neglected my Bible, and have become hard and cold.” He wept and
groaned aloud and threw himself upon the bed ; crying out, “Oh Hill,
seek your soul’s salvation — you may be saved — I fear I cannot. I have
denied the Lord, I fear I am lost.” The two youths wept and talked and
confessed and read together. It was a precious day to both.
Cary Allen soon came to
know the condition of things, and made them acquainted with another
youth, a resident graduate, Clement Bead, who was under deep religious
impressions. The next Saturday they retired to the deep woods in
company, and held a prayer-meeting; each one, in his turn, read a
chapter, gave out a hymn, and prayed. On the next Saturday on account of
the weather they procured a room in College, and locking the door began
their prayer-meeting in suppressed tones. But the singing and prayers
were overheard, and speedily a crowd of wild youth assembled at the
room, shouting, swearing and thumping the door. The noise and confusion
attracted the attention of the officers of College; they quelled the
riot and dispersed the mob, who were rejoicing in having broken up the
prayer-meeting. After prayers in the evening, President Smith called for
an explanation of the disturbance. Some of the ringleaders at once
arose, and said, that they heard singing and praying in one of the
rooms, like the Methodists; and had broken up the disorderly proceeding.
Until that moment neither the President nor the tutors, Lacy and Mahon,
had any idea that, besides Cary Allen, there was a praying youth in
College. “And who are the culprits?” enquired tne President. The four
youth confessed themselves guilty of the charge. Looking at them with
tears in his eyed, he exclaimed, ‘’Is it possible that some of my
students desire to pray? and is it possible that any desire to hinder
them? Well my young friends, you shall have a place to pray. The next
Saturday’s prayer-meeting shall be in my parlor, and I will meet with
you.” At the appointed hour on the next Saturday the four young men went
trembling to the President’s parlor; the novelty of the thing had filled
the room. They were called on and prayed each in his turn, and the
President gave a warm exhortation. The succeeding Saturday, the whole
house was filled to overflowing. The next meeting was in the College
Hall, which was filled with students, and people from the neighborhood.
The revival which had been heard of in Charlotte and part of Cumberland
was felt in College. Fully half the students were enquiring what they
should do to be saved. Prayer-meetings were set up forthwith in
different parts of Mr. Smith’s charge; and the awakening seemed to
spread over the two Counties. These four young men thus brought out to
notice appeared to have the true faith of the gospel. Allen, as is shown
in its proper place, had fallen on the floor in the agony of his
conviction; the other three obtained a hope in Christ without such
violent emotion. All were busy in prayer-meetings and in exhortations.
In the vacation of the
spring of 1788, Hill and Allen went home, to Mr. Daniel Allen, who lived
on Great Guinea Creek, and were holding meetings around the
neighborhood, with the young people, with great effect. At one of these,
as has been related, Nash Legrand, aroused from his stupidity in sin,
and greatly alarmed by a conversation with Drury Lacy, fell as
completely overcome as Cary Allen had been, and went home professing
faith. In October of this year Mr. Lacy was licensed to preach, as also
Mr. Mahon the other tutor in College. Lacy was full of animation and ran
a useful career. Mahon, in a few years, abandoned the ministry. Cary
Allen died early, but a successful minister of Christ. Legrand was
licensed in about a year, and filled up a measure of usefulness alloted
to few. Clement Read lived to be old and died a faithful minister of
Christ. Mr. Blythe died in old age an active, fervent, successful
minister and teacher of youth, whose memory will long be dear in
Kentucky. Mr. Hill, the subject of this notice, outlived them all,
loving and beloved by them all. William Calhoon, the youth that brought
Alleen’s Alarm to College, lived to old age, a faithful minister of
Christ.
When the guardian, and
uncle of Mr. Hill, understood from him, that he was determined not to
pursue the study of the law, but devote himself to the gospel ministry,
he thought proper to interpose. Being a man of impetuous feelings and
violent temper, and not inclined to favor the religious action of the
students, he determined to use decisive measures. He had imbibed a
strong dislike to the established clergy, and was implicated in some
acts of violence, upon the person of the minister of the parish, which
led to a troublesome lawsuit; and was exceedingly opposed to his
nephew’s entering the ministry in any way. He refused to allow him any
more stipends, either from his own purse or the patrimony in his hands,
hoping that necessity would bring him to terms.
“But,” says Dr. Hill—“I
lived at Major Edmund Read’s, near Charlotte Courthouse, where I was
furnished with a homo from April 1st, 1789, till July 9th, 1790. During
my residence in this hospitable family, I pursued my classical course of
study privately, while my class was prosecuting their studies in
College. I was forced to do this, because my uncle, who was my guardian,
became offended with me for not complying with his wishes in studying
law. He withheld from me every cent of my little patrimonial inheritance
for two years. A comfortable home being thus afforded me, I prosecuted
my studies in the best manner I could, and obtained permission from the
trustees of Hampden Sidney College, in Sept. 1789, to stand my
examination with my class for the degree of Bachelor of Arts, which
examination was sanctioned, and I was permitted to graduate with my
class. After I was graduated I continued to reside with the same kind
family, and prosecuted the study of theology, in the same private
manner, under the direction of my dear and beloved friend Dr. John B.
Smith, who resided near the College, in Prince Edward, about 22 miles
off. All the chance I had for the study of Divinity thus privately was
from the 1st of October, 1789, when I was graduated, till July 10th,
1790, when I was licensed to preach the gospel, a little over nine
months.”
“This family of Mr.
Edmund Read is the same that gave a home to Dr. Alexander, for some
years of his early ministry. Mrs. Paulina Read, more generally known as
Mrs. Legrand, in her widowhood, on the death of Rev. Nash Legrand, wTas
the ready and efficient friend of young men desirous of an education,
particularly those having the ministry in view; and was one of “those
women” to be held in honorable remembrance. While a resident in this
family, “I held meetings of one kind or another, and exhorted in the
best manner I could, in various destitute neighborhoods in Charlotte
County, which county had no regular settled clergyman in its bounds” at
that time. "While he was a resident at Major Read’s, Dr. Alexander on
his visit to Prince Edward, with Mr. Graham, at the house of the widow
of Littlejoe Morton, on the Saturday night before the communion heard
with surprise Mr. Hill deliver an exhortation — “a warm and pungent
address, on the barren fig-tree, which affected my feelings very much.”
Warmth and fluency characterized his addresses. His figure was good, and
voice clear and strong, and his bearing bold but respectful. His
popularity, as an exhorter, induced the Presbytery to hasten his
licensure to meet the great demand for ministers. Young men, as is usual
in times of great excitement, were impatient to engage as exhorters and
ministers, and people encouraged them to enter the harvest field waving
for the harvest. For a series of years Hanover Presbytery, as well as
Lexington, in sending forth laborers, seemed to partake of the hasty
spirit of the inexperienced people, and thrust them out. And ic is to be
remarked that these very young men, living as the majority of them did,
to become old in their useful labors, united in the effort, which was
successful, for enforcing, in the general, the 'rule — that candidates
for the ministry shall pursue the study of theology for at least two
years. They took the lead in founding seminaries, offering inducements
to keep the candidates at study, for the extended term of three years.
Mr. Hill is an example of early licensure, and of activity in forming
seminaries to render a protracted term of study most efficient as well
as necessary.
The Presbytery that met
at Pisgah, Bedford County, Virginia, October 16th, 1789, was opened by
Cary Allen, with his trial sermon for licensure. Mr. Moore was received
from the Methodist Church, as a preacher in good standing, on
recommendation of Mr. Pattillo and seventeen elders — and after long
examination, admitted to ordination. The Presbytery putting in a
declaration that this must not be a precedent. Cary Allen’s trials were
all passed, yet his licensure delayed. Clement Read was called to
account for preaching with the Methodists before his licensure. William
Hill was received as candidate on the 19th. An essay was assigned him on
“The advantages of Revelation above the light of nature to produce piety
and godly living.” The Presbyterial exercise was upon Matt. 5:14, Ye are
the salt of the earth. The members present were McRobert, Smith, Mitchel,
Mahon and Lacy—with Graham and Carrick, from Lexington ; Elders Robert
Franklin, Benjamin Allen and Robert Mitchel, the father of the minister.
At the Presbytery at Briery, opened by Mr. Blair with a sermon on Isaiah
55:1, May 6th, 1790, calls were put in for Legrand; James Turner applied
for advice about becoming a candidate ; Cary Allen was licensed, and the
Presbytery gave him the right hand in token of approbation, and resolved
to do the same in future with licentiates ; Wm. Hill exhibited his parts
of trial assigned, and these being sustained, others were assigned —
viz., a Lecture Luke 11:20 to 26, Popular Sermon Heb. 11:24, 5, 6, By
faith Moses, when he was come to years, refused to be called the son of
Pharoah’s daughter. Presbytery also took some measures to increase the
collections for Missionary purposes. Order was also taken to assist in
getting out an edition of the Family Bible.
At Buffalo, July 9th,
1790, present McRobert, Smith, Mahon and Lacy; Elders James Allen,
Andrew Wallace, Stephen Pettus and Littlejoe Morton. The Presbytery was
opened by Wm. Hill with his trial sermon for licensure. His diploma was
received in place of examination on literature and science, he read his
lecture, and passed part of the examination on divinity. On Saturday,
the 10th, his examination was concluded, and he was regularly licensed.
He was directed by Presbytery to spend the months of August and
September in making a missionary tour through Halifax, Henry, Franklin
and Pittsylvania. His exercises of mind are thus stated :
Thursday, July 8th, 1790.
—I set apart this day for prayer and fasting, to beg God’s assistance
and blessing upon the important office I am about to enter upon. I
endeavored to examine the motives by which I was actuated, found it a
very difficult work to perform; being in a state of darkness, and
finding my heart so deceitful I was at a loss what to conclude
concerning myself. Felt somewhat engaged some part of the day in prayer
to God. I think I surrendered myself to him unreservedly, and feel
willing to sacrifice any private interest or happiness of my own in the
world, that I might be useful to the souls of my fellow-men; and I am
willing to throw in my mite towards the advancement of the Redeemer’s
kingdom on earth. Oh that the glory of God lay nearer to my heart, and
that I had a more bleeding concern for poor, perishing sinners. I want
to become an entire stranger and pilgrim upon the earth.
Friday, July 9th.—At
Buffalo, called on by Presbytery for my trial sermon, Heb. 11: 24, 5 :
6, By faith Moses. &c. After I had delivered my sermon Mr. McRobert
preached. I felt almost overwhelmed at the thoughts of entering the
ministry. At night I conducted a society at Mr. Andrew Baker’s, felt my
mind somewhat engaged. Blessed be the God of mercy who begins to look
upon such a dead dog as I am.
Saturday, July 10th. —
Mr. Mahon preached; but it was dead and lifeless work. I was examined by
the Presbytery respecting my acquaintance with divinity, &c.; and
afterwards was licensed to preach the gospel of Christ to a perishing
world. Lord take care of thy own cause, and perfect thy strength in my
weakness. Past the evening at Mr. Foster’s; don’t-remember that I ever
felt my heart so overwhelmed with a sense of my unworthiness in all my
life; never saw more of my nothingness and insufficiency for the work
before me than during my retirement in the evening. I saw clearly that
in me, that is in my flesh, dwelt no good thing, and felt that I could
do nothing but as strengthened from on high, but was fully persuaded
that through Christ strengthening me I could do all things. If ever I
prayed earnestly, and committed myself to God, it was this night; and if
ever my soul drank its fill from a good promise, it was from that sweet
and seasonable one — “My grace is sufficient for thee,” and I trust that
I felt my soul resigned to the will of God in all things. A
prayer-meeting was held at night, and I felt much engaged in speaking,
especially of the love of God through Christ Jesus unto poor sinners.
Some seemed affected and considerably impressed.
The Andrew Baker
mentioned, made, sometime after this, the donations to the charitable
fund proposed by Alexander and others, which now are productive, and the
yearly increase of which is used by West Hanover Presbytery and the
Union Theological Seminary. He thus speaks of some others who were
lights of the church in this day — viz:
Tuesday, July 13 th,
1790. — “Was employed "chiefly this day in fixing and making
arrangements for travelling, as I do not calculate on being stationary
again for some years. In the afternoon rode down to the settlement in
Cumberland County, on Great Guinea, felt a great peace and tranquillity
of soul, and continued breathing after more grace. At night, at my old
friend Nathan Womack’s, felt great fervor in prayer, especially in the
family.
Wednesday, 14th.— “ At
night much of a spirit of prayer, especially in the family, at the house
of Benjamin Allen.
Saturday, VIth. — “ Was
unexpectedly called to preach at Nathan Womack’s, on Great Guinea. The
Lord enabled me to speak with some life and feeling. After I ceased Mr.
Legrand preached an excellent discourse. Mr. Smith then arose, and set
the house in a flood of tears by his animating address.
Tuesday, 20th. —
“Preached Robert Jackson’s funeral sermon, but felt very little
engagedness of soul. Rode to Major Read’s, my good old home, in the
evening; spent the time in profitable conversation with my pious and
estimable friend, Mr. Read ; felt Jesus to be precious to my soul this
night, and went to sleep in a sweet frame of mind.”
With Sabbath, August 1st,
1790, he began his missionary tour, preaching at Vuille’s Meeting House,
in Halifax. “ Went in the evening to see an old aunt of mine I had never
seen before. T think my aunt is a very pious woman. She and my uncle are
both members of the Baptist Church; but was much grieved to see how the
Lord’s day was desecrated and profaned by the family; and from what I
can learn it is a common case in these parts, and there is little or no
difference between professors and non-professors. There are scarcely any
other professors of religion about here but Baptists. It is a common
practice to visit and converse upon worldly topics, while the children
and young people are pursuing their sports and plays more extensively
than on any other day in the week. I tried to remonstrate against these
things. My old aunt joined me ; but my uncle defended these things, and
said the Baptists did not acknowledge the obligation of the Sabbath day.
Whether it was common to that society or not, it certainly was in this
neighborhood.
Tuesday, August 3d. — “
Do not remember that I was ever more distressed about my situation since
I first had a hope in Christ; was awfully afraid I had not experienced
religion myself, and the thought of preaching an unknown Christ was
killing to me — was so distressed that I had not the least appetite for
food. Had to ride about twenty miles through a wet, rainy day, to reach
an appointment at Isham Breton’s; preached to a few people who came
through the rain, and then became quite prostrate by reason of a bad
cold which I had taken by frequent preaching, riding through the rain,
and last though not least, the agitated state of my mind.
'August 6th. —- He
preached at Reedy Creek, and went to Mr. Breton’s. In the evening
worship he spoke on the words, “ Into whatsoever house ye enter, first
say peace be to this house,” &c. “If I ever felt the spirit of prayer it
was then — and if I was not awfully deceived, the love of God was shed
abroad in my poor, unworthy heart by the Holy Ghost, so that I could 4
rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory.’ I was so exercised at
this time that I almost lost my bodily strength.” When he went to rest,
the old gentleman, who was greatly agitated during the exhortation, and
attracted Mr. Hill’s attention by his trembling, followed him to his
room, and confessed that he had been in a sharp quarrel with his wife
that day, supposed he had heard of it, was very sorry, had confessed it
to God, and was deeply humbled for it. An arrow shot at venture ; as Mr.
Hill of course knew nothing of it.
With such alternations of
light and darkness, joy and sorrow, stupidity and excitement, he made
the tour assigned by Presbytery. Some were awakened by his preaching,
some comforted. The arrows shot at venture often pierced the joints of
the harness. At Franklin Court-House, Monday, September 6th, he says —
“I attended the Court of Franklin County to despatch some worldly
business, and look after some property which I hold in that County. It
was election day. I saw much wickedness this day, and felt much
concerned to see my poor fellow mortals drinking and degrading
themselves below the brutes that perish, and to hear them cursing and
swearing, and using the very language of hell. Some were stripping and
fighting, and tearing each other to pieces like incarnate devils. I saw
one of the candidates walk through the court-yard with a large wooden
can of stiff grog, and inviting the voters to come and drink with him;
and what made the matter worse, this candidate had been an Episcopal
clergyman before the Revolution. I was so disgusted at this sight, that
I determined to go in and vote against him, and did so, though it was
the first vote I ever gave, and I had no intention whatever of voting
when I came to the place, although the property I had in the County
entitled me to a vote.” At Henry Court-house his appointment had been
recalled by some mischievous persons. At the head of Smith’s river, he
preached with great life— “Many were deeply affected, and some old
bigoted Presbyterians looked, and gazed, and wondered. Some came up and
asked me to pray for them, and seemed earnestly to inquire what they
should do to be saved.” He went on through Bedford, and on Sabbath,
19th, preached at Pisgah, having met his old friend Mitchel with joy.
“At night conducted social worship at Mrs. Trigg’s, an old mother in
Israel; Mr. Turner in his exhortation seemed to get at the heart of
every person in the house.”
Mr. Turner accompanied
Mr. Hill across the Blue Ridge to Lexington. Both being of a cheerful
turn, and glad to ride in company, they commenced a free conversation on
their religious experience. They made mutual disclosures for each
other’s benefit, and spoke of their own short-comings and temptations.
Both were gifted with a quick sense of the ludicrous, and both had the
power of exciting ridicule; Hill severe in sarcasm, and Turner
unequalled in fun. Something was said that excited the sense of
ridiculous, and was followed by peals of laughter. A spirit of laughter
and fun seized the young men; and their mutual disclosures of trials,
and temptations, and passions as men, and in their sacred office, and
their failures in preaching, were all sources of ridicule and laughter.
The effect was mutual. Their excited feelings went on with a 12 stronger
and stronger tide, sweeping away the restraints that should have been a
barrier, till levity in excess polluted their hearts, and gave their
consciences weapons for terrible retribution. Their confessing their
faults to one another had ceased to be a Christian virtue, and had
become a snare and a defilement. At night both were sufferers; the
laughter was past, the excitement over; and'a sense of folly and
degradation oppressed the heart. They retired to pray. For a time they
could not. On conversing with Mr. Turner the next day, Mr. Hill says —
“Found he had spent just such a night as I did. We both resolved we
would be more watchful and circumspect for the future.” The record of
opinion which Mr. Hill made respecting himself, is — “This day’s conduct
was matter of grief to me on several accounts : 1st, Because it had no
resemblance to that humble temper which every true disciple of Jesus
ought to possess upon the review of former acts of wickedness, and
discovering the indwelling sin and corruption of his nature, which
should rather make him loathe and abhor himself in dust and ashes. 2d, I
felt in my heart something so different from the gospel charity which
rejoiceth not in iniquity, that I was rather pleased that my brother
Turner felt the same evils I had, and felt as lightly about them as I
did. 3d, I thought I was a stumbling-block in his way, and had led him
astray, by which I had not only wounded my own soul, but destroyed the
peace of my brother for whom Christ died. 4th, Because I was setting a
bad example before some others, who were with us a part of the time,
which must have made them have a contemptible opinion of us, but
especially of me professing to be an ambassador of Christ. I desire to
remember this day with sorrow and regret as long as I live, and humbly
hope it will be a warning I shall never forget. The good Lord forgive
the iniquity of my sins; remove me from the snare of the fowler, and
enable me to be more watchful for the time to come.” By Mr. Hill’s
account in another place, he did not recover serenity of heart and
liveliness of hope till after he had endured an attack of sickness.
The Commission of Synod
met at New Monmouth, Friday, Sept. 24th, 1790. They made choice of
William Hill and Cary Allen, of Hanover Presbytery, and Robert Marshall
of Redstone Presbytery, to be their missionaries, on the usual
condition, that their respective Presbyteries recommend them, and put
them under the care of the Commission. Rev. Messrs. J. B. Smith and
Graham were to apply to Redstone Presbytery, and Mr. Smith to Hanover.
Messrs. Hill and Allen were to labor east of the Blue. Ridge, and Mr.
Marshall on the west side, in Virginia proper, for six months. Mr. Hill
preached before the Commission; his mind was dark and he went heavily;
he says his friend Marshall did well.
From Lexington Mr. Hill
went to Winchester, to attend the meeting of the Synod, on Thursday the
30th of September; was sick most of the way, both in body and mind, and
on reaching Winchester the day Synod opened, took his bed, and did not
attend any of the sessions, and only got to Church with difficulty on
Sabbath.
On Monday October 4th, he
set out for Prince Edward with Mr. and Mrs. Smith, and his friend Mrs.
Read ; unable to ride on horseback, he was accommodated with a seat in
Mrs. Read’s carriage. He slowly gained strength. His sickness did not
have that effect upon his spiritual condition he had hoped. “ I expected
to feel the importance of eternal things, and to be entirely dead to the
world and all its enjoyments, and that if I lived to get well, I should
feel abundantly more for poor sinners. But when sickness came an awful
hardness of heart and insensibility of soul came with it; for I could
neither pray nor think, nor converse, with any satisfaction at all; but
my mind was shut up and dark, and Satan himself, at times, seemed to be
let loose upon me, with temptations of infidelity and blasphemy, so that
I became awfully afraid at times that I should become a castaway. By
this I see God can bless health as well as sickness, and that no
affliction of itself, notwithstanding its natural adaptation to awaken
sinners to reflection, would ever prove a real blessing without its
being sanctified by the grace of God.” He did not recover his peace of
mind until Sabbath the 17th, at a communion at Briery, where Mr. Smith
and Mr. Mitchel were present. On his way to Prince Edward, he went by
Newtown, Gaines Cross Roads, Orange Court House, Colonel Cabell’s,
Warminster and on to Mr. Smith’s, and did not attend the Presbytery in
Goochland, which met October 8th, at the Bird meeting-house, the
sessions being held mostly at the house of Robert Lewis, Elder. Messrs.
Hill and Allen were recommended to the commission of Synod for further
service.
"Tuesday, Nov. 2d. Was
employed in settling and arranging some secular affairs, preparatory to
a six month’s tour of missionary labor, which I am just about to
undertake, in the lower Counties of Virginia, upon the Chesapeake Bay.
Wednesday, od. Rode to Guinea neighborhood and had a society meeting at
Mr. Nathan War-nock’s, a place dear to me by many sacred recollections.
In this house I first obtained a hope that I had passed from death unto
life; and my dear friend Nash Legrand, and many others professed to
obtain religion about the same time, and at the same place.” On Friday
he preached at Gentry’s meeting-house, about the borders of Cumberland
and Powhatan, where Davies used to preach. On Tuesday 9th, he rode into
Richmond—“ there was no place of worship there, for any denomination,
except the capitol. As I found no door open for me, or any one to take
me by the hand, I rode in the afternoon six or eight miles to the Rev.
John D. Blair’s.” On Thursday 11th, he preached in the house once
occupied by Davies, and was oppressed by the thought that the once
flourishing Church was now so small.
Visiting Mrs. Brame in
Caroline County, an old disciple, and hearer of Davies, firm in her
faith though solitary in its exercise, he set off for the Northern Neck,
to visit the congregations once flourishing under the charge of Dr.
Waddell, in the Counties of Lancaster and Northumberland. For a
travelling companion he had Mr. David Smith from Western Pennsylvania, a
member of Hampden Sidney College, having the ministry in view, seeking
by the excursion to recruit his health, a godly and discreet young man,
who might check his companions’ tendency to levity and be cheered by his
mirthfulness. Crossing the Rappahannock at Port Royal, Friday 19th, they
passed through the lower end of King George, held a meeting for prayer
and exhortation in Westmoreland, at Leeds, on Saturday, the 20th, “ Rode
constantly all day, and after being lost and perplexed in finding the
right road, arrived at night at Col. James Gordon’s in Lancaster County,
where a letter of introduction procured us a hearty welcome. His house
was full of company, relatives and other friends, when we arrived. They
were generally persons who moved in the higher circles, and apparently
unusually gay and showy in their dress and manners. The Col. took me and
my young friend Smith, in succession, around the room and introduced us
to each of his guests, and the members of , his family, one by one, in
the most formal and stylish manner. This placed us in rather an awkward
situation, as we had both of us been accustomed to the plainest and
simplest dress, so that we were a little disconcerted, when we were
received in this manner by Col. Gordon, whom we expected to find a very
plain and pious man, from the accounts we had heard of him.”
“After supper we were
conducted to bed, without having an opportunity of forming much
acquaintance with any, except from what we saw. After we had got to bed,
my young friend proposed that we should be off in the morning, as he
supposed they were only the gay fashionable people of the world, who
cared very little about religion, and among whom he supposed there was
very little prospect of doing good; but I told him we would try them
awhile and see what could be done.” The next day — Sabbath, Mr. Hill
preached at the Presbyterian Church nearest Col. Gordon’s, sometimes for
distinction called the Upper meeting-house. A Methodist minister, having
an appointment there, also preached. The audience was large and
respectful. Dr. Waddell removed from Lancaster to the mountains about
the year 1778. He had no successor in the pastoral office. Many of the
congregation, urged by the inroads made by the British vessels of war,
and induced by the fertility of the soil, sought the neighborhood of the
mountains. The able session, Messrs. Chichester, Thomas and Dale Carter,
Mitchell, Gordon and Selden, wasted away by removals, age and sickness,
and was never renewed. Some of the Church members died, others,
despairing of having a pastor of the Presbyterian order, had united with
the Methodists, and some with the Baptists. Diminished in all these
ways, the large Church of Dr. Waddell was reduced to about a dozen
members retaining their position as church members, when Mr. Hill
visited the counties.
Tuesday, 22d. Preached at
Downing’s meeting-house in Northumberland. Had some agreeable
meditations by the way, but in reaching was cramped and shut up again.
Went home with Maclaine Selden, an old disciple with whom we should
lodge. Wednesday, 24th. Prcached at Lowry’s ware-house. At night I
attempted to preach at Col. Gordon’s. Began with a cold heart and went
on like an ox going to the slaughter for a while; but before I ended the
Lord was pleased to favor me With considerable liberty, so that I was
enabled to speak with some life and feeling. I have often found my
cheerful and lively feelings have been very much confined to the line of
public exercises. My feelings before have been cold and lifeless, and as
soon as I retired they returned to the same state, so that I have come
to the conclusion that the assistance which I felt in speaking to
others, was rather a favor designed by God for others, of which I was
but the voice of one crying in the wilderness, than any evidence of the
exercise of a gracious affection in my own heart; which has made me fear
sometimes, that after I had preached the gospel and been useful to
others, I myself might be a castaway.” On Thursday night, at “Mrs.
Berryman’s a widow lady living immediately on the shore of the
Chesapeake Bay. Spent the evening very agreeably with that excellent
woman and her pious Baptist sister, Mrs. Maxwell, in religious
conversation, singing and prayer.”
Mr. Hill remained
preaching in the two counties till Tuesday, Jan. 11th, 1791, visiting
the few Presbyterians left, and making acquaintance with pious people of
other denominations. He had frequent interviews with the noted Baptist
preacher, Mr. Lunsford, whom he greatly admired as a Christian man and
minister; visited Judge Henry who was beset with infidel objections, and
perplexed the young minister with his difficulties and metaphysical
inquiries. The Judge was a professor of religion, but was feeling that
trial of his faith, which in the novel form of French infidelity, tested
the hearts of Christian men, the latter part of the eighteenth century.
Mr. Hill had heard but little of such matters till he heard them on the
Bay Shore, and they were strange to him. He attended the death-bed of
old Mrs. Selden, whom he thought one of God’s jewels; and visited old
Mrs. Miller, about 90 years of age, and blind about 7 years, and
confined to her room. “She professed religion under Mr. Waddell, when he
was pastor in the congregation, and had not heard a Presbyterian
minister since his removal. I do not think I ever saw a Christian so
ripe for glory before. I then visited Mrs. Tapscott again,” (a lady
wasting away with consumption and inquiring for salvation); “after
conversing and praying with her I rode to see Dr. Robertson, an old
Scotch Presbyterian, who is very infirm, and prevented from attending
public worship any more.” (See a notice of him in the Sketch of
Waddell.)
Mr. Hill frequently
visited Col. Gordon’s family, and his final opinion may be given in his
own words — “I find notwithstanding the unfavorable impressions made
upon Mr. Smith and myself the night of our arrival, there were some
eminently pious persons in that gay and fashionable circle into which we
were introduced with so much formality. This style of dress and manners
was so entirely different from what we had ever witnessed among
professors of religion, the first impression upon us was very
unfavorable. I find this also, that I had attached too much importance
to dress and manners, and had identified them too much with genuine
piety; and that our good friends in Lancaster, being shut out from the
regular means of grace and religious instruction, and mingling almost
exclusively with men of the world and fashionable life, had only
conformed too much to the spirit of the world, which they readily saw
and acknowledged, when it was suggested to them as incompatible with the
seriousness and simplicity of the gospel of Christ. We found a few
precious Christians in these parts, to whom our coming and conversation
was as life from the dead.”
Leaving his friend David
Smith at Col. Gordon’s, a cripple by the falling of his horse on the
ice, he crossed the Rappahannock at Urbanna, in company with an old
Baptist preacher, Mr. Sutton, and proceeded on through Middlesex, and in
Gloucester lodged at a public house. a We asked permission to have
family worship with them. The good lady of the house said she had fixed
a room for us, and we might go and do what we pleased there. But we said
we had a desire to pray with the family if they had no objection. She
said we might do as we pleased as to that; but made no movement of any
kind. Her husband Was lying on the bed, and she and her daughters were
sewing, and a number of little negroes w^ere picking cotton about the
room. As they made no movement, we knelt down and prayed while they all
continued at their work, as if nothing out of the usual way was going
on.” Detained by high wind he crossed the river late, and reached
Williamsburg in the night. Calling at the house of Mr. Holt,
brother-in-law of Mr. Davies, the only Presbyterian in the place, and
accounted a pious man, Mr. Hill, under misapprehension, though offering
a letter from Col. Gordon, was turned from the door. Not knowing where
to go, he accosted a negro man in the street, “I asked him if he knew
any religious man, a good Christian in Williamsburg. After studying
awhile he said he did not know any such in town, but there was a very
good old man about a mite from town. I told him I would give him a
quarter of a dollar if he would conduct me to his house, which he did
much to our satisfaction and comfort. This good old man was a Mr.
Wilkeson, living about a mile north of the town, whom we found to be
just such a man as we took him to be — a plain, artless, unaffected,
hospitable, pious Methodist, who received us very cordially, and treated
us with every possible kindness.” His request next day for the use of
the Episcopal church was refused: the court-house was refused; and
permission to visit an insane person at the asylum refused, because—it
was such persons as I who sent so many persons to bedlam.” A room in the
deserted old capitol was fixed on as the place, and notice circulated.
The two preachers went at the hour, and began singing — a few people
came in—and they each gave a short sermon. He obtained an interview with
some members of the college who had been his fellow students at Hampden
Sidney, and was not favorably impressed with the morals of the college.
Mr. Holt became sensible of his misapprehension, and made the amende
honorable to Mr. Hill, having spent the night sleepless when he
understood that he had turned a Presbyterian minister from his door.
From particular circumstances and the singularity of a man coming at
that time of night, to his house, professing to be a Presbyterian
minister, in a place where one had not been seen or heard of for many
years, he thought it was a hoax for a particular purpose practised by
some persons in the city and neighborhood. But nothing could be done to
assist Mr. Hill in getting a hearing in the city in the short time he
could stay. Previous notice and some arrangement were absolutely
necessary. The excitement on religion from which Mr. Hill had gone was
entirely unknown there, and the remains of a Presbyterian congregation
could not be found as in the Northern Neck; and the only Presbyterian in
the place to whom he had an introduction had moved there for purposes of
trade, and not then in a position to gather a congregation on short
notice, as the Sheriff was seeking to accomplish a peaceable entrance to
his house for some special purposes not the most agreeable to Mr. Holt.
In the apology he made Mr. Hill he exhibited a Christian spirit. Mr.
Hill’s next visit was more agreeable.
Hearing of a Methodist
quarterly-meeting, in James city, he rode over, and passed the 15th and
16th of January, Saturday and Sabbath, with them. The cordiality which
he had experienced from that denomination in Lancaster and
Northumberland, and in all his previous mission, was not exhibited here.
The preachers professed the greatest aversion to the Calvinistic creed,
telling him his doctrine “was forged in hell and beat out on the devil’s
anvil.” At the close of worship on Sabbath, two young men from the pew
in which I sat, stepped upon the bench and gave notice there would be
preaching that night at Mr. Hales’ in the neighborhood. I asked them who
was to preach, and was told they meant to preach themselves. These young
strangers were Mr. Robert Sample and Mr. Andrew Broaddus, Baptists, who
had just commenced preaching, and this was one of their first
excursions.” These young men afterwards became prominent men in the
Baptist Church. As their proposed track was on the same route Mr. Hill
had arranged for himself, for some days they joined company and preached
together. They visited, and were kindly received at Hampton and
Portsmouth, and preached a number of times to large audiences. The
attempt to preach in Norfolk afforded little encouragement, for either
Presbyterian or Baptist, to renew the effort at that time. Mr. Hill
found that the people in this section were generally Baptists, and
thought their tendencies were to the opposite extreme of the Methodists
he had encountered, bigoted antinomianism. “I find,” he says, “that it
has a very pernicious effect, especially amongst ignorant people, to be
continually preaching up the doctrine of the perseverance of the saints,
without enforcing Christian duties, or having it clearly understood,
that the perseverance of the saints taught in the Bible is a
perseverance in holiness, and not in sin. This is the error of too many
of the Baptists now-a-days, which brings Bible Calvinism into contempt,
and gives currency to the doctrine of Arminianism so industriously
circulated by some others.” He parted company with these young ministers
to make a second visit to Williamsburg; their respect was mutual through
life. The Baptist minister, a Mr. Armstrong, at Portsmouth, had been an
officer in the Revolution, and while in the army had been repeatedly
engaged in duels; but professed conversion and commenced preaching while
in the army, and what was a little singular, he thought duels
justifiable, and told Mr. Hill that — "he was insulted by an individual
while preaching in a Court-house, and after he had closed his worship,
he sat down and wrote a challenge to the person before he left the
bench.” He also told Mr. Hill, this was not a solitary event in his
history, and that he defended his course.
A letter was sent Mr.
Hill, signed by several merchants in Williamsburg, saying it was not
known, until he was gone, that he was a Presbyterian minister; and
inviting his return with assurance of a decent audience, and respectful
treatment. He returned on Wednesday the 26th, and found a large audience
assembled in the old capitol. He preached Thursday at old Mr.
Wilkinson’s, and Friday at Mr. Dodd’s, a funeral sermon. On Saturday,
29th, he crossed James River at Jamestown, after visiting the ruins, and
rode on through the cold to get near Ellis’s meeting-house in Surrey
County. “Felt my heart somewhat warmed in conversing with a poor
persecuted negro whom I met with, and who I verily believe loves Jesus,
for he says he has been sorely chastised at times on account of his
religion. I lodged at night with Mr. Moorings, a hospitable Methodist of
Surrey County. 0, what a pity it is that many Methodists have not as
good heads as hearts.” The next morning, Sabbath, 30th, he rode on some
distance and met his old college-mate, William Spencer, who had
professed conversion a little before the revival in the College, and had
left his studies and commenced preaching as a circuit rider. Mr. Hill
preached with another minister. The congregation were vociferous in
their expressions of interest, often entirely drowning the preacher’s
voice with shouts; the negroes were fanatically wild. The young
ministers spent a day or two together preaching repeatedly, and
discussing their different views and doctrines.
When about parting,
Tuesday, Feb. 1st, Mr. Spencer refused to give Mr. Hill letters of
introduction to any of the Methodists in Petersburg, informing him that
the Methodists were not pleased with his doctrine or manner of
preaching, and he need not expect to be invited to preach any more for
them in those parts. u I rode through excessively cold weather through
Prince George to Petersburg. But having no acquaintance in the place,
and no letters of introduction, I met with a cold reception there. There
was not a member of the Presbyterian church I could hear of in the
place, and I could find no one willing to receive me and lend a helping
hand. I asked permission to make an appointment to preach in the
Episcopal church, and in the Methodist meeting-house, the only places of
worship in the town, and was peremptorily refused in both instances. I
then went through the different taverns, and asked permission to use
their public or ball rooms for an appointment to preach, but failed even
in this.” He then rode to a tavern eight miles in the country, and
lodged with a company of boisterous revellers. The next day he visited
the noted Episcopal minister, Devereaux Jarrett; and being kindly
received he remained about a week at the hospitable mansion of this
excellent man, or visiting with him in the neighborhood around. Here Mr.
David Smith having recovered from his lameness overtook him. On Tuesday,
8th, they left the neighborhood of this solitary but firm defender of
evangelical truths, whose life will always be an interesting chapter in
history, and rode over to Mr. Joel Tanner’s, in Nottaway, a Presbyterian
who had not been visited by a preacher of his own denomination for some
years. The remaining part of the month he spent in Nottaway, preaching
repeatedly at Peter Dupuy’s, also at James Dupuy’s, at Mr. Tanner’s, at
the meeting-house near Mr. Tanner’s, at Robert Smith’s, Thomas
Jeffries’, Mr. Hawson’s, Mr. Ferguson’s, at Rowland’s church,
(Episcopal), at Charles Anderson’s, a Baptist minister, where he met
three other Baptist ministers, and at Mr. Vaughan’s, in Amelia County,
at Chinquepin church, and Grub Hill church, (Episcopal). The attendance
was generally good, and the audiences were often deeply affected. The
Rev. James Craig, of the Established church, interposed at Chinquepin,
and would preach himself, and as no one was present of the neighborhood
that would make the responses, he prevailed on Mr. Hill to make them. On
Sabbath he interposed again, but the people insisted on hearing Mr.
Hill, before they separated. Some of the people who heard Mr. Hill
repeatedly, became very anxious about their souls’ eternal welfare.
On Friday, April 1st,
1791, the Presbytery of Hanover, and the Commission of Synod, met at
Briery church; the opening sermon was preached by Robert Marshall,
missionary. Mr. Graham, of Lexington, was present, and preached after
Mr. Hill, on Saturday; and on Sabbath “ Mr. Graham preached in the
forenoon, one of the greatest sermons I ever heard. I sat under it with
great delight, and its fruit was sweet to my taste. I had a sweet time
at the communion. Mr. Mitchel gave an impressive concluding address.” On
Tuesday the Presbytery and Commission assembled at Hampden Sidney, and
were there met by Rev. Devereaux Jarrett, from Dinwiddie, who took his
seat as corresponding member, his old companion in the ministry having
become a regular member. Mr. Jarrett “ gave us an excellent evangelical
sermon.” Mr. Legrand was ordained to the full work of the gospel
ministry, having determined to become the settled minister at Cedar
Creek and Opecquon, in Frederick County. Mr. Smith brought in the famous
resolution on irregularities in church members, intended particularly
for the churches east of James River. (Sec Sketches of his Life;.
After Presbytery, Mr.
Hill resumed his missionary labors; and holding with his step-brother,
Cary Allen, a series of meetings in Cumberland, passed through
Charlotte, Halifax, Pittsylvania, Franklin, Montgomery, Wythe, on to
Abingdon. On the 1st of June, Mr. Matthew Lyle, lately licensed by
Lexington Presbytery, and sent out by the Commission of Synod, met him
while he was staying at Captain Robert Woods’ residence. In this
neighborhood he had been preaching a number of days with great apparent
effect. In the morning he had ascended Chesnut Mountain — “My mind was
greatly elevated with the prospect, and prepared to adore the God of
nature.” He rejoiced greatly that he was to have the company of the
young brother for a length of time. In his previous missions, he had
been, with the exception of a short time with David Smith, without any
regular companion, in his almost daily preachings, and his rides through
heat and cold, through storms and rains, solitudes of the plains and of
the mountains ; and had often suffered for want of that mutual aid
rendered by missionaries who go out two by two.
Required by their
commission to stay but a short time in a place, and having a large tract
of country to pass over, they with regret left the neighborhood of Mr.
Wood’s, and went on through Franklin to Montgomery, preaching almost
every day. They both generally took part in the exercises; either both
preached, or one preached and the other followed with an exhortation,
unless some preacher of another denomination was present, and then
sometimes all took part. Near Abingdon they visited Rev. Charles
Cummings, the pioneer minister, advancing in years. From that place they
turned back on the last day of June. In this tour they passed over part
of the track assigned to Mr. Alexander, within a year or two, so
pleasantly alluded to in his memoirs. On their way out they preached,
starting June 2d from John Martin’s, near Chesnut Mountain— at Mr. John
Dickenson’s, on Pig River — at Iron Creek — at Mr. Turner’s, on Fawn
Creek — at the meeting house near Capt. Hairston’s, the funeral sermon
of old Captain Hairston — at Mr. Pilion’s, on Smith’s River — at the
head of Smith’s River; here having fasted on Saturday, his concomitant
affliction followed him on Sabbath, the head-ache, but he preached
twice, and Mr. Lyle once — at Major Eason’s — at Captain Johnson’s. On
the night of Thursday, 16th, they were belated, and slept in a pen made
for a barn, but without any roof of any kind, having their saddles for
pillows and their great coats for a covering — getting from a miserable
cabin a rye ashpone and a little sour milk for supper — at Mr.
Whitlock’s, on Little Reedy Island Creek, in Wythe County — at the lead
mines in Wythe, entertained by Mr. Frisbee— at Graham’s Meeting House —
at Fort Chissel — Mr. George Ewing’s, on Cripple Creek — at Thorn Branch
Meeting House ; went to Mr. James Campbell’s, a very kind and hospitable
man, but inclined to Swedenborg s doctrines — spent a day at Mr. Arthur
Campbell’s, who was strongly inclined to follow Swedenborg. While
resting here “ My friend and colleague Lyle and myself hit upon some
subjects on which we differed widely in our sentiments, and each
contending for his own opinion with a warmth disproportionate to the
magnitude of the subject, the contest grew so sharp that like Paul and
Barnabas of old, we at last talked of separating. However we agreed to
retire and pray together over the matter, and both became ashamed of
ourselves, buried all our differences, and became more united than
ever.” Preached at Mr. Atkins’ — at Major Bowen’s, in a large room
constructed for a ball-room, and met Rev. Charles Cummings, the pioneer
of the Holston waters at Mrs. Beatty’s — at Mrs. Beatty’s — at Ebbing
Spring Meeting House, and went on to Mr. Cumming’s — and at Abington.
From this place, on the last day of June, they turned their course back
towards Cripple Creek, in Wythe County.
On the 4th of July he
makes this entry— “It is now the height of harvest, when the people are
obliged to be at home, and our horses as well as ourselves need
recruiting, we therefore declined making any appointments during the
week. We continued at Mr. Ewing’s. But to spend day after day doing
nothing made the time pass heavily, so that I wished to be at my
employment again.” After repassing the ground they had traversed, they
sought the head wa! ers of the Potomac, preaching on the fourth Sabbath
of August at Mr. Dinwiddie’s, on the dividing ridge between the waters
of James River and the waters of the Potomac; “the head spring of each
rises in the same hill about one and a half mile apart.” Spending some
days in preaching at Col. Poage’s, in the upper tract in Pendleton, they
passed on to Moorfield, in Hardy County, and preached a few sermons
there in the absence of Dr. Jennings, the successor of Mr. Hoge. Going
across to Winchester, they proceeded to Newtown, and met their young
friend Nash Legrand, the pastor of Cedar Creek and Opecquon ; with him
they spend a few days, and witness the success of his ministry. The
residences of Gordon, Allen, Glass, Gilkerson and Carlisle are mentioned
as places of prayer-meetings and religious worship.
On Tuesday, Sept. 15th,
Mr. Hill made his first visit to a congregation to which he afterwards
preached a series of years ; u I preached to a large congregation at
Bullskin. I preached at the same place at night with a more solemn
impression than in the day. Friday, 16th, I preached at Charlestown, the
congregation but small. I preached at Mr. John White’s, an old Israelite
indeed. The house could not contain the people, whose attention was very
great indeed. Saturday, 17, I preached at Mr. Peter Martin’s. At night I
became acquainted with Mr. Moses Hoge, a very worthy minister, in
Shepherdstown.” On Sabbath having preached at Shepherdstown and
Martinsburg, he went to visit—“ Mr. Vance, the pastor of Falling Water
and Tuscarora, who was upon the borders of the grave, in the last stage
of consumption.”
On Monday, 10th, he
preached at Tuscarora to a small audience. *Mr. Vance rode out, and lay
in one of the pews while I preached.” On Wednesday, 21st, he preached
his first sermon in Winchester, where lie spent many years of his after
life. “ Many could not get into the house, and had to return home
without hearing the sermon. It was a solemn occasion, and many appeared
deeply affected.” After laboring with Messrs. Joseph Smith and James
Hughes, from Redstone, at a communion service at Cedar Creek, he went to
"Winchester on the 28th, to meet the Synod and the Commission of Synod;
and there, as in the preceding year, was taken sick. He was not able, to
resume his labors till November.
In this sickness he
received attentions always remembered from a young Scotchman, William
Williamson, whose acquaintance he formed on his mission, ending in a
lasting friendship. At the fall meeting of the Presbytery in October,
numerous calls and invitations were proposed for the services of Mr.
Hill, which were referred to him. On recovering his health, he made
choice of the congregations on Bullskin, and in and around Charlestown,
Jefferson County. In the month of May, 1792, he was by Hanover
Presbytery received back from the commission of Synod, and transferred
to Lexington Presbytery for ordination and installation. When the
Presbytery of Lexington met at Charlestown, May 28th, 1792, the
credentials of Mr. Hill had not arrived. On the testimony of Mr. Andrew
Law, a minister from New England, that he was present at the meeting of
Hanover Presbytery, when the proper papers were ordered and made out,
the candidate was received. The calls from Bullskin and Charlestown
having been accepted, preparations were made for the ordination. On
Thursday, 29th, Mr. Hill preached his trial sermon in Charlestown from
1st John 5th, 10 — He that believeth on the Son of God hath the witness
in himself. On Friday, the 30th, the ordination services were performed
in the Episcopal stone church, near Charlestown. Mr. Hoge preached from
the words — Thou therefore endure hardness as a good soldier of Jesus
Christ, — and gave the charge. Bullskin had been a congregation for some
thirty years, and had enjoyed the services of missionaries, and some
stated supplies from Donegal Presbytery. On account of the distance from
the churches of Hanover and Lexington, Mr. Hill was the first minister
from Virginia whose services they were able to secure. The congregation
of Elk branch, situated between Charlestown and Shepherdstown, about
this time was, by consent, so arranged that part went under the care of
Mr. Hoge, and part under Mr. Hill.
The extracts from Mr.
Hill’s journal have been given at some length for two reasons : 1st.
This is the only journal written by Dr. Hill, and is the only one
containing much information about his field of early labor, written by
any one; and 2d, in it he draws his own picture most graphically. The
youthful missionary was the old man of fourscore. He revised his
journal, and gave some explanatory notes, completing the portrait of
himself and the times and the people. There was always a warmheartedness
in him. What he did, he did with all his might. He was weary of rest
days — as at the house of Mr. Ewing — no matter how kindly cared for;
and would without hesitation encounter great difficulties to fulfil
appointments, or gain a favored purpose. He could, all through life,
ride in the rain, ford rivers, cross mountains to preach to a small
audience, and then feel ashamed of himself that his message was not
better delivered. The propensity to merriment would show itself, as with
Mr. Turner; but never broke forth in the pulpit. There he was always
grave and solemn. He struggled to the last of life with that fiery
temper that was kindled against Lyle in argument, and allayed by prayer.
Tall, slim, broad-shouldered, he possessed a fine figure for an orator.
His breast was thin, in his youth, and showed a tendency to flatness,
indicative of inherent weakness. Till after his twenty-seventh year, he
dreaded consumption, and expected an early death. This expectation, in
connection with his ardent temperament, made him reckless of danger and
exposure ; he would die like a true soldier, in the field. As he
approached his thirtieth year, his chest enlarged, and the
predisposition to stoop gave place to a bold manly bearing, and his
voice became more strong and penetrating. In preaching in the woods, the
largest crowds ever assembled in the valley could hear with ease, and
felt, under his vehement and often passionate declamation, his power to
excite their stormy passions to a tempest. Always grave in the pulpit,
he sometimes forgot himself when he would unbend in private intercourse,
and fail to follow out the deep impression he had made in public; but he
admired the man that could, without sternness, be a preacher everywhere.
Warm in his attachments, and, unless restrained by the high motives of
the gospel, strong in his resentments, the ardency of his temperament,
his lively feelings, and a fund of kindness, softening the natural
severity of his temper, made him an interesting companion and a valued
friend. His power of sarcasm sometimes appeared in the pulpit; his
mirthfulness never.
He presided over a
classical school in Charlestown for a length of time, with great ability
as a teacher and disciplinarian. The remuneration he received, after
paying the expenses of the school and the wages of assistants, was
small, but necessary to make up the deficiency of his salary in the
support of his family. His connection with the school, consuming time
and wasting his strength, he considered necessary to the welfare of his
congregation, which he thought could not flourish without good schools.
William Naylor, in after life a lawyer of eminence and an elder in the
church, was one of his assistants. Mr. Hill thought that he might preach
more effectually, in this way, and his labor was not in vain.
In the fall of 1792 he
was married to Miss Nancy Morton, daughter of Col. Wm. Morton, of
Charlotte, and took over to Jefferson, to bless his house, one of the
sweetest flowers ever transplanted from the lowlands to the fertile
valley of the Shenandoah. Of lovely form, and small delicate frame, of
indescribable simplicity and sweetness of manners, forbearing iu her
disposition and devout in her faith, she reigned in her husband's heart
till death; receiving from him in his age the same respectful, assiduous
attention, with a greater display of unchecked fondness than when he was
striving to win her youthful love. Mr. Williamson, also very happily
married, tells of him, in his early matrimonial days, that reading that
verse of Paul in which he says — “husbands, love your wives,” his single
comment was, “Thankee, Paul, for that.”
The Synod, at its meeting
in Harrisonburg, Sept. 26th, 1T94, resolved to divide Lexington
Presbytery. The dividing line shall begin on that part of the boundary
line between the Presbyteries of Lexington and Redstone, on the
Allegheny Mountains, where Hardy County is divided from Pendleton,
running thence with the line dividing the counties until the same
reaches the corner of Rockingham County; from thence in a direct course
to the place where the great road through Keezletown to Winchester
crosses the Shenandoah; from thence to Swift Run Gap on the Blue Ridge,
which reaches the boundary of the Presbytery of Hanover.” The members
living north-east of said line—Moses Hoge, Nash Legrand, Wm. Hill, and
John Lyle, and William Williamson formed the Presbytery of Winchester.
The first meeting was held December 4th, 1794, in the stone
meeting-house, Winchester, now occupied by the Baptists; members in
attendance were Messrs. Hoge, Legrand and Williamson, with elders
William Buckles, Alexander Feely and James Perry. Mr. Hoge opened the
meeting with a sermon on the words, “The kingdom of heaven is like a
grain of mustard seed.” The members all lived in Virginia, and wTest of
the Blue Ridge. Mr. Hoge, the oldest member, and the first of the
Presbytery located in the prescribed bounds, occupied the lower end of
the Shenandoah Valley from the Ridge to the neighborhood of
Martins-burg. Mr. Hill was next above him with similar boundaries. Mr.
Legrand’s charge reached across the Valley, and extended from below
Winchester to Shenandoah County — some families from that county
attending Cedar Creek meeting-house. Mr. Williamson, Warren County and a
small part of Shenandoah. Mr. Lyle lived upon South Branch of the
Potomac, in Hampshire County; and for a time was head of a popular and
flourishing school. Mr. Legrand’s charge was considered the most
inviting; and he exerted a wider influence than his brethren for a
series of years, and then gave way to Mr. Hill. |