MISS MacKELLAR was constantly impressed with the
thought that God wanted her to do something more for
Him. At the close of the spring season of 1884 she yielded her life
to God to be a missionary if He so willed. Before her lay a testing-time.
It was not due to the encouragement she received at the. beginning of her
career that we have her, a pre-eminent missionary on the field to-day. God
has ways of testing His soldiers as Gideon's were tested, that the
faint-hearted may be weeded out, and in Margaret MacKellar's experience a
period-of hard training had to be undergone before she was ready for her
place in the forefront of the fighting line in India.
Mr. Tulloch, who was minister of Dresden and a Queen's man, wrote of Miss
MacKellar to Principal Grant, telling him of her purpose to become a
missionary, of her lack of education, and of her determination to go back
to school to fit herself for mission work. Dr. Grant wrote in reply that
he thought this was the best thing she could do. Miss MacKellar also
communicated her intentions to Dr Ballantyne, who had been her minister in
Paris. He wrote to Dr. Wardrope, the Foreign Mission Secretary, who
replied that there were other names that would have to be considered
before that of Miss MacKellar:
She saw clearly that the return to school was the first step to be taken,
and wrote to her friends, the MacKellars, then in -Ingersoll, to ask if
she might come there to attend school. Mr. MacKellar replied that she
would be most welcome, and that as long as he had a home, he would be glad
to have a Maggie MacKellar in it. Her sister Annie, to whom she told her
intention, was not surprised. She had always thought something like this
would happen, and declared herself ready to do all she could to forward
her sister's plans.
On arriving in Ingersoll in the summer of 1884, Miss MacKellar called on
Mr. F. W. Merchant, the Principal of the High School
(now Dr. Merchant, Director of Technical Education in Ontario). She
explained her position and asked his advice. Mr. Merchant, a keen
educationalist and an earnest Christian, was much interested in the
would-be missionary. Though she had not passed the Entrance Examination to
High School he said he would take her into the first form of the High
School. After buying her books Miss MacKellar had just five dollars left,
but she had plenty of faith and determination. At the beginning of
September she started to High School, but after two or three weeks she
realized that the work was too hard for her: there were so many new
subjects and she had not learned to concentrate her attention, so it took
her a long time to prepare her lessons. She went again to Mr. Merchant and
suggested that she had better go back to the Public School. Mr. Merchant
knew well what that would mean, and advised her to try again. But after a
week or so more she was utterly discouraged—almost ready to give up. Then
the Lord stood by her and strengthened her with the message, "My grace is
sufficient for thee." Taking her courage in both hands she decided to go
back to the Public School, only praying earnestly that the children among
whom she would be sitting might not make fun of her. Not only was her
prayer answered, but one of the High School pupils, who afterwards offered
to go as a missionary, said that as she met Margaret MacKellar day by day
going to the Public School, she thought "Surely this girl has some great
purpose in her life. I would never have the courage to do what she has
done."
Thus at the age of twenty-two Miss MacKellar returned
to the Public School. The first day when dictation was given from an
unseen passage, she had twenty-two mistakes in spelling out of forty-two
words. But, nothing daunted, she was willing to go back to a still lower
room if necessary. The principal of the Public School wrote as his
contribution to her autograph album: "The race is not to the swift nor the
battle to the strong." "Labor omnia vincit."
So great was her desire to make progress in her
preparation that she decided to devote Saturday to the study of Church
History, but she found it better to give undivided attention to her school
work. She was only absent from school twice in two years. Her progress may
be judged by the fact that she passed the Entrance examination at
Christmas, and in the fall of 1886 the matriculation examination for
Queen's University.
During her stay in Ingersoll she took part in Sabbath
School work, and with Miss Maggie Nichol, a school teacher (who afterwards
volunteered for Foreign Mission service) conducted one of the cottage
prayer meetings in a section of the town. She made many good Christian
friends in Ingersoll, and when she left for college they presented her
with a purse containing fifty dollars in gold. With this she bought a gold
watch, which has been in use ever since that time. |