NADIR, most people know, is the point diametrically opposite
to the zenith, the lowest pole in the horizon. Burns uses the word with a different
bearing when he says, in his letter to Dr. Moore, "The baleful star which had so long
shed its blasting influence on my zenith for once made a revolution to the Nadir."
The darkest hour usually precedes the dawning. And assuredly this was the case with Burns.
The presentiment or prophecy which crossed his soul at the sight of the "Mouse
I backward cast my
ee
On prospects drear;
And forward, though I canna see,
I guess and fear!"
was now about to be fulfilled. Evil deeds are often punished
long ere they occur by misery which appears causeless in the offender at the time, who is
in this way "paid in advance" after a terrible fashion. Burns might have read a
rehearsal of his own fate in that of Peggy K, the daughter of a landed
proprietor in Carrick, whom he met, admired as one of the first accomplished young ladies
of the upper classes he had ever seen, and on whom he wrote the song "Young
Peggy." Her fate was wretched, although it is only indicated, not fully stated in any
biography we have read. At seventeen, engaged to an eligible lover in her own rank of
life, she was hanging already over the precipice, and doomed to lose first her good name,
and afterwards her young life. We might conceive her referred to in the lines on the
"Daisy"
"Such is the fate of artless maid,
By loves simplicity betrayed,
And guileless trust."
And if so, this is but a pendant to the
stanza which follows:-
"Such is the fate of simple bard,
On Lifes rough ocean luckless starred,
Till billows rage and gales blow hard,
And whelm him oer."
Charles I. had, it is said, a look of dim, settled sadness on
his face, which was thought to prognosticate a violent death. And amid all the fun and
riot of Burns poetry, there peers out ever and anon a look in which one may read
strange matters and woeful prophecies, even as on his face, above the blaze of his bright
black eye and the mirth that lurked about his mouth and chin, there lay a dark, unmoved
cloud of profound and melancholy feelingnot merely of reflection, not at all of fear
: it was a face confronting and defying the scowl of Destiny!
We linger as long as we can ere we venture to narrate the
lamentable events which now occurred in the poets history, and may first record for
praise one man in Ayr who was of material service to Burns success as a poet. This
was Robert Aiken, to whom, as we saw, his "Cottars Saturday Night" was
inscribed as
"My loved, my honoured, much respected
friend."
Aiken was a writer and tax collector. He was
a man of great natural eloquence, as we have seen from his successful defence of Gavin
Hamilton; and above all, he was a warm admirer and powerful reader of poetry. He was said
by Burns to have read him into fame. Wherever two or three were gathered together, the
enthusiastic Aiken was sure to introduce the name and read the poetry of Burns. He had two
criteria of good poetry: it was good if, first, it brought tears to his eyes; and
secondly, if it made the buttons of his waistcoat "skelp." Once, when reading a
poem on the death of Burns by some admirer or other, the latter catastrophe was produced:
his vest had burst open, while his eyes were streaming. It reminds us of a late eccentric,
clever, but very nervous clergyman in Newcastle, who was always imagining himself at the
point of death with one imaginary disease or other. One day walking in the country with a
friend, he suddenly got pale as a corpse, and exclaimed, "Its all over now; did
you not hear that dreadful sound? Some vital part of my interior has burst, and I have
only a few minutes to live." On investigation it was found that he had broken his
waistband! This, the crack of doom to him, was the signal of loud and inextinguishable
laughter to his cornpanion and to everybody else. On one occasion Aiken, who was a nephew
of Dr. Dalrymple, Ayr, made a speech at a private party about his venerable uncle, which
melted the whole assembly into tears. An Irish officer, blubbering like a child, looked
round on the company, and exclaimed, Can you tell me the maning of this?" One is
reminded of Dandie Dinmont" Deils in the man; he has made me do that I
have not done since my auld mither deed!" To use a vulgar expression, Burns and Aiken
"jumped at each other," and became fast friends. Nor did the relation of patron
and patronized produce its usual unhealthy effects. The choice of Aiken to head the
"Cottars Saturday Night" was enough to stamp him as a worthy and noble
man, whatever might be his faults and failings; and Aiken reciprocated and in some measure
repaid the honour.
It was in the spring of 1786 that Burns sorrows came
upon him, as usual in a complex form. His farm was becoming every year a more ruinous
concern. How much this was the effect of misfortune, and how much of Burns
engrossment with society and literary matters, cannot now be ascertained. Both probably
contributed. Burns often acknowledges that he was not a good man of business or farmer,
and few of his kindred are
"The enthusiast Fancy was a truant
ever."
But let us remember that the very greatest of
Englands tuneful tribe have been regular and laborious men Shakspeare, Milton,
and Wordsworth. But Burns, with perhaps as bold and broad a sail as these men, wanted
their ballast ; and ere he had time to take it in, he died. But while his farm was going
wrong, other circumstances were clouding his horizon. He had now for nearly a year known
and loved Jean Armour. She was rather more than an average specimen of a Scottish maiden
of the middle rank of life, although, we have heard, counted a little "glaikit"
by the matronage and female critics of her neighbourhood. She was tall and well built,
rather than particularly good-looking. But she had fine dark eyes, a complexion slightly
olive, and a bewitching smile. She sung and danced well. In her latter years, and after
the poets death, she seems to have been all that was sensible, respectable, and
motherly. Burns love for her was not romantic, like that he felt for Mary Morrison
and Mary Campbell ; nor ideal, like that he felt for Charlotte Hamilton; nor a compound of
desire, vanity, and literary sympathy, like that he felt for Clarinda: it was a fresh,
warm, and hearty outcome of his physical and passionate naturea young mans
love for one he did not look at from afar with chivalric and awestruck affection, but whom
he knew familiarly, met often, and clasped to his bosom when he did so, sans phrase or
form. It may be that the prejudice felt by the Armours at "Rab Mossgiel" kept
him out of the house, and led to private assignations and the train of dangerous
consequences flowing therefrom. Jean, at all events, became as " ladies
hove to be," &c., and the effect of the eclaircissement was disastrous to our
poet. Jean urged Burns to give her a written acknowledgment of her as his wife, an act
equivalent in Scottish law to a marriage. At first Burns refused to consent to this
arrangement ; but an interview with her melted his resolution, and he gave her what she
desired. Jeans object was to conciliate her parents, but in this she failed. Old
Armour, who had no great idea of Burns from the beginning, and who overrated the value of
his daughter, knew well, too, that Mossgiel was not thriving. Had this event occurred a
year afterwards, it had been different; but the daughter of a stone-mason was thought too
good a match for the bankrupt and unfortunate poet. Armour sought to anul the marriage,
and prevailed on Jean to surrender to him the paper, which he put into the hands of Mr.
Aiken, Ayr. In vain did Burns offer to go to Jamaica to better his condition, promising to
come back in some years and claim Jean as his wife; in vain did he offer, if this plan
failed, to become a common labourer, to support his wife and her expected family. Armour
was inexorable, and Jean, too, at last yielded to the strength of his persuasions and
threats ; and as she had previously given up the paper, she now surrendered the poet. We
neither deeply blame nor greatly wonder at her conduct. Like Lucy Ashton, she was sore
beset by the influence of father, mother, family, public opinion, and had nothing to
support her but her love to a man who was standing at the lowest point of depression, with
no fortune, little fame, and a damaged moral reputation. She was too melancholy and
utterly depressed to sing, as Burns represented his former sweetheart singing-
"The rantin dog the daddie
ot"
She became the most miserable of women, and her misery only
wanted one element to make it despair, and that, too, seemed at this time very
nearthe madness or suicide of her poet-lover. And now came the darkest point in
Burns history, unless his rejection at Dumfries at a later date was a yet deeper
deep, because succeeding a great triumph. Hugely indignant at Jean, yet loving her still,
he ran, he tells us, into dissipation of every kind, attending mason-lodges and other
merry meetings, vainly seeking "to drown in rant the heartache of the night." He
wrote "Laments," odes to "Ruin," and so forth, forcing out thus a
brief and imperfect solace to his woes. All, all were found miserable comforters
"Hungry Ruin had him in the
wind."
A hundred plans of extrication from his
difficulties floated through his mind. At last one of some feasibility presented itself;
he would go to the West Indies, and to purchase a passage would publish a volume of poems.
Gavin Hamilton advised him to do so, and Burns eagerly consented. Proposals of publication
and subscription papers were instantly thrown off.
While pressed down by these woes, and with the cares of
publication coming upon him, this extraordinary being was engaged in an under-plot of
passion and sorrow, enough itself to have crushed many ordinary men to the dust; we refer,
of course, to the history of Mary Campbell, or "Highland Mary." She was of
Highland extraction, from Dunoon, and daughter of a sailor in a revenue cutter, whose
family resided in Cantyre. She had spent some of her earlier years in the family of the
Rev. David Campbell of Loch Ranza, in Arran, a relation of her mothers. She became a
servant in the family of Gavin Hamilton in 1785, acting as nurse-maid to one of his sons.
She is said not to have been peculiarly graceful or feminine, but very sweet and artless.
The tradition of the village generally attests her purity, although calumny has not spared
her connection with Burns. She was sprightly and blue-eyed. She knew Burns some time
before their final courtship, although Mrs. Begg remembers no reference to her from her
brothers lips except once, when he told John Blane that Mary had refused to meet him
at the Old Castlea ruined priory near Gavin Hamiltons house.
Spurned by the Armours, and given up by Jean, Burns reverted
to Mary, who was residing as a dairy-maid in Coilsfield House; resumed his acquaintance
with her; and, in fine, determined to affiance her to himself for ever. They met, as
everybody knows, for this purpose on the banks of the Ayr, diverging probably to the woods
of the Faila tributary stream which washes the domain of Coilsfieldon the 14th
of May, 1786, a Sabbath day. They stood on opposite sides of a small brook, laved their
hands in the stream, and exchanged BiblesMary giving her lover a plain Bible in one
volume, Burns presenting her with a handsome one in two. On a blank leaf of one of the
volumes was inscribed in Burns hand the words, "And ye shall not swear by my
name falsely, saith the Lord (Levit. xix. 1~); and on the second, "Thou shalt not
forswear thyself, but shalt perform unto the Lord thine oaths" (Matt. v. 33). On the
blank leaf of each was Burns name inscribed, along with his mason-mark. We see it
reported in a recent number of the Scottish American Journal that Marys mother after
her death gave the two-volumed Bible to her other daughter, Annie Campbell, along with a
lock of Marys hair, who in her turn gave each of her two daughters one of the
volumes. But they became, it seems, the cause of discord in the two families; and to
remove this one William Anderson, a mason, son of one of the families, bought from the two
sisters each her copy, carried them out to America when he emigrated there in 1834, and
thence they were sent home to Ayr to the trustees of the Burns monument, and are deposited
there.
Mary, who seems now to have fixed to be Burns wife, and
to go with or after him to the West Indies, returned and spent the summer with her
parents. She crossed the Clyde to Greenock to visit some relatives, and to have a parting
interview, some say, with Burns before he went abroad; but in the house of a relative,
Peter MacPherson, a ship-carpenter, she fell ill of a fever, caught while waiting on a
sick boy, her brother, Robert Campbell. And in spite of an amulet prepared by her
superstitious friends in the Highlandsconsisting of seven smooth stones, picked up
at a cross burn and boiled with new milkwhich she had to swallow, Mary died, it is
supposed in October, 1786, and lies now in the West Churchyard, Greenock, in a mean part
of the town, but with a tall elegant monument over her. Fortunate, may we not say, she! to
have departed so early to the "Land o the Leal!" With Burns probably she
would not have been happy; and have not his two immortal songs reared such a mausoleum
over her dust,
"That kings for such a tomb might wish to
die!"
He addressed several songs to her while she
lived, such as "My Highland Lassie," "Will ye go to the Indies, my
Mary!" but he never mentioned either his engagement or her death to any of his
relatives. We will see what Mrs. Begg tells about this by-and-by. In the Scottish journal
referred to it is said, that after Marys death Burns went to her abode and asked
some token of her; but her mother, who disliked him, sternly refused. Others, however,
maintain that the mother was more friendly to the poet than was the father, and spoke well
of him as a "real warm-hearted duel, though she did not think her sweet lassie would
have been happy with such a wild and profane genius," and probably she was right.
During the troubled time extending from his
disgrace with the Armours, and his appearance on three successive Sabbaths to be rebuked
in the church for his incontinence, down to the publication of his poems, Burns life
was by no means uneventful. There was a certain Elizabeth Black who ultimately ended
as a very respectable hostler wife in Alva, and who was probably known to our late friend,
Dr. Eadie, of Glasgow, a native of Alva, and who must have been a youth of eighteen when
Mrs. Black diedwho boasted that she knew Burns in his early days, and that he wrote
on her the song, " From thee, Eliza, I must go." About this time, too, he saw
the "Bonnie Lass o Ballochmyle," Miss Wilhelmina Alexander, sister-of
Claud Alexander, Esq., a gentleman who had enriched himself in India and bought
Ballochmyle. We visited the place some years ago, and admired exceedingly its rich-wooded
braes and distant prospect of the Ayr and the village of Catrine, and fancied below the
trees the vision of beauty still passing, and the musing poet still standing with folded
arms and looks of insatiate admiration, like one transfixed by Loves lightning and
rooted to the spot. It was some months afterwards that he sent her the exquisite song, of
which Miss Alexander (prepossessed against Burns by some village gossip) took no notice,
but which she lived to value very highly, and to say of the original copy, that she would
never part with it. Her nephew, Mr. Alexander, erected a bower at the spot, and there a
facsimile of the song and the accompanying letter was framed.
Burns pen did not lie idle during these
anxious and miserable months. He wrote songs, dedications (to Gavin Hamilton), jcux
desprit, such as "The Calf" composed on the Rev. James Steven, of London
and Kilwinning, his famous "Tam Samson," &c. We saw that subscription lists
had been thrown off and the announcement of his volume as advenient had created a buzz
through Kyle, Carrick, and Cunningham, if not through Renfrewshire and Lanarkshire; for in
these shires, and beyond them, many had begun to hear of the fact that there was a great
poet rising among them
At times a warning trumpet blown,
At times a stifled hum,
Told Scotland from his mountain throne
Her King did rushing come."
He had nearly, like Joseph, come out of prison to reign.
He was now called upon to give security for the maintenance
of Jeans expected offspring. This from sheer poverty he was unable to do, and was
obliged in consequence to skulk in a farm-house belonging to a relative of his (an aunt),
named Allan, in Old Rome Forest, near Kilmarnock, lest he should be clapt into jail. His
Nadir was now at its deepest, when there arose in the July sky of 1786 the first streak of
his undying fame. |