"Now," said the traveller,
as he wandered up one of those retired Highland glens, which characterise
and beautify the Grampian range, "I shall once more visit my dear father
and mother; and my sister, now woman grown; and, what is more, my
sweet Helen M’Donald, who used to gather the mountain berries along with
me, and pursue the little kids and lambs. Ah, Helen was only about
thirteen years old when I left; she will now be eighteen; a full grown
beautiful woman, I have no doubt. I wonder if old Andrew, her grandfather,
be still living; he used to tell me such tales of Prince Charlie, and
Prestonpans, and Culloden, that my hair yet almost stands erect at the
recollection of them. And then there was Euphemia M’Gregor, his son’s
wife, the mother of my dear Helen; and Oscar and Fingal, my
father’s faithful attendants and servants: and we had such fun during the
long winter nights, when the sheep were in a place of safety, and the door
was barred, and the peat-fire was burning clear, and the very cat and
kitten enjoyed the cheery fireside—such questions and commands, such
guessing and forfeiting, and riding round the fire on a besom, and holding
one’s mouth full of water to discharge on the person’s face who should
first laugh at our grotesque gestures and looks: but night is approaching
whilst I linger by the way—my whole heart heaves to behold once more the
sweet home of my youth and innocence."
Thus said, or thought
aloud, a young man, seemingly about twenty-two years of age, as he
ascended Glen —and approached the thatched sheiling which stood on the
margin of a small mountain stream, which wended its mazes along the
tortuous glen. He had been five years, come the time, absent from his
mountain home, and had, during that period, endured and encountered a
variety of fortune. He sung as he went along—
"A light heart and thin pair
of breeches,
Goes through the world, brave boys!"
switching the bent and
heather bells with his cane, and treading with a step as elastic as was
his bosom. At last, just as the sun was tinging with his departing ray the
top of the highest mountain in the neighbourhood, he turned the corner of
a projecting rock, and came at once into full and distinct view of his
home. It was then gray twilight, and objects began to assume an indistinct
appearance. Walking by the side of the stream, as if meditating, there
appeared a figure wrapped up in a Highland plaid. It immediately struck
the young sailor that this was his sister; and in order to give her what
is called an agreeable surprise, he stepped aside unperceived by her, and
stood concealed behind a projecting cliff, which the stream had stripped
bare of soil in its passing current. The figure came nearer and nearer,
and. then, sighing deeply, uttered some sound, which his ear could not
catch. At last, tears and sobs followed, and he heard the words most
distinctly pronounced—" Alas, I can never truly love him! I shall be the
most wretched of women! But he whom I loved as angels love—Oh, he, my own
dear William M’Pherson, is dead and gone, and I can never see him more."
"But you can though, my own
dear Helen; and in an instant he held her lifeless and motionless in his
arms. She had uttered just one awful scream, which was re-echoed by the
surrounding cliffs, and had ceased to feel or know anything connected with
the living world. Alas! she was dead, and he was distracted. He ran to the
house calling aloud for help; but every one of its inmates, even the
mother who bore him, fled from his presence, uttering ejaculations,
intimating the greatest terror at his presence. In vain did he protest
with tears—I am your son and no other—I am Willie M’Pherson, your lost
boy! His words bore no conviction along with them. Avaunt, foul fiend!
Avaunt, in the name of God and the Holy Trinity—trouble me not—trouble me
not; my dear child is in heaven; and thou, foul spirit, are permitted for
a time to assume his shape. His sister, too, was equally incredulous, and
his father had not yet returned from the hill. What was to be done; Helen
M’Donald was in all probability dead, or dying helpless and alone, and yet
no one would come to her assistance. At last, Oscar and Fingal made their
appearance in advance of his father; and though they barked at first upon
his naming them, they immediately ran up to him, and jumped up upon his
back, his neck, his head, his whole person. They seemed in as much danger
of expressing of joy as poor Helen had been of dying of fearful surprise.
"Stand back," said the
delighted and believing father to his wife, who absolutely clung to his
knees to prevent his advance—"Stand back, woman; d’ye think Fingal and
Oscar would caress the foul fiend in that manner? Na—na—na. Ha! ha! ha!"
And he fell upon his son’s shoulders, weeping and crying convulsively.
"My father—my dear, dear
father."
"My son—my lost, my only,
my restored son," was the response.
But Helen, in an instant,
brought the whole party, consisting of father, mother, sister, and son, to
her aid: a light was procured and held over her face; her bosom was bared,
and rubbed; her forehead had water plentifully poured upon it from the
stream; and, at last, symptoms of returning life appeared. Oscar and
Fingal, in the meantime, had licked Helen’s face, and neck, and shoulders,
all over; and whether from any virtue in the peculiar touch of their
tongues, or from the natural expiry of the trance, Helen breathed
heavily—her bosom heaved; William looked on her cheeks, and they were
flushed with red. In a moment he had her in his arms. Helen, for some
time, suffered exquisite bodily torture; but was at last capable of having
the truth made gradually known to her. She said surely she had been
dreaming, as she had often done, and that she was still surely asleep, and
that she would waken, at last, as she had done before, to a dreadful
perception of the reality. William M’Pherson still continued to clasp and
assure Helen of his personal identity. But even when convinced of the
reality of William’s presence, Helen did not evince that degree of
happiness which might have been expected; she sat stupified and passive,
and seemingly insensible to everything around her; her mind was evidently
wandering to a disagreeable subject. However, she was prevailed upon to
return with the family into the house, and, worn out and fatigued, she was
soon after put to rest in an adjoining apartment.
In the meantime, the young
sailor was questioned minutely respecting the reason of his reappearance
after he had been so long reported and believed by everybody to be dead.
Without repeating his
answer in his own words, which were interlarded with sea-phrases, we may
state, in general, that it was to the following purpose:—He had gone to
Dundee, with the view of making some small purchases for the household,
when he accidentally fell in with a recruiting party, who were beating up
for marines for the fleet, then just returned from the capture of the
Danish fleet at Copenhagen. Inexperienced as he was, he was enticed into a
public-house on the shore, and awakened, after a stupor of some hours, on
board a British man-of-war. In a few hours, he was conveyed out to sea,
along with several others, and was conveyed immediately to Spithead.
Having it ultimately put to his choice whether he would stand by a gun, or
handle a musket and a sabre, he chose the former, and was regularly
entered as an able-bodied seaman on board his Majesty’s ship the
Victory. In her, along with Admiral Nelson, he sailed for the West
Indies, and then crossed the Atlantic, back to the shores of France. The
enemy still eluding the eagle-eye of Lord Nelson, he sailed for the
Mediterranean, and, after various landings and inquiries, came upon the
French fleet, moored closely in and on the coast of Egypt, at the mouth of
the Nile. He was in the dreadful battle of the Nile, and assisted in
rescuing several who were blown up, but not killed, in the L’Orient.
After the battle, he had promotion, and ultimately prize-money, on
account of his brave and humane conduct, and sailed again for Naples, and
latterly in quest of the Spanish fleet on the coast of Spain. He was close
by Nelson when he was shot by a rifleman from the mast of the ship with
which he had grappled, and saw the fellow who did the deed drop on the
deck, being shot through the heart by a marine on board of Lord Nelson’s
ship. After the battle, he was returned to Plymouth, having been wounded
in the leg—a musket-ball had passed through the flesh, and somewhat, but
not greatly, injured the bone. He spent some months in the hospital, and
was then despatched to the coast of France on board the Spitfire.
There he had distinguished himself in cutting out and burning several of
the enemy’s craft at Havre; and being again wounded, though slightly, in
the arm, he was put upon the pension-list, and allowed to dispose of
himself till his country should again require his services. In these
circumstances, he began to think of his home, and, with some hundreds of
pounds in the bank, and a pension order of about two shillings and
sixpence a day in his pocket, he arrived at Dundee in a sailing vessel,
and was on his way to his native glen when the reader first became
acquainted with him. When this narrative was finished, his father retired
for an instant, and then appeared with some papers, which he had extracted
from his private depositories. He first read a letter, which purported to
come from a king’s officer, who signed himself William Wilson, and who
informed his afflicted father that his son had been induced to go on board
a king’s ship, to see the arrangements which it exhibited; but that, in
passing from the small boat to the deck, he had missed a foot, and been
drowned. The letter was dated on board the Spitfire; and mentioned,
likewise, that the ship was under sailing orders for the general
rendezvous at Spithead. The poor distracted parent had come to Dundee, but
could obtain no information of his son—only, about three months after, he
heard that a dead body, severely mutilated, had been thrown out upon the
sands of St Andrews; and, on account of the state of its decomposition,
had immediately been interred in Christian burial-ground. A second
pilgrimage to St Andrews was undertaken by the father and daughter; but
nothing satisfactory was discovered, except that the corpse exhibited
marks of having been dressed in a blue and white striped waistcoat, which
answered to that in which he had left Denhead, his home in the Highlands.
After this last discovery, all further inquiry ceased, and the afflicted
family fulfilled the period of their sincere mourning, and things returned
nearly to their usual bearing. But when father, and mother, and sister had
seemingly got over the worst of their grief, Helen M’Donald still pined in
silence over the recollections of her early companion; and as she expanded
into womanhood, her grief seemed to grow "with her growth;" and her father
became extremely anxious to have Helen properly and creditably disposed of
in marriage.
The son of a small
proprietor in the neighbourhood had lately become laird himself; and,
though far exceeding Helen in years, having had frequent opportunities of
seeing her, particularly at church, on Sabbath, he had become enamoured of
so much beauty and innocence. Proposals had been made to the father, which
were immediately accepted; and the young lady had been dealt with, as
young ladies in such situations generally are, by arguments of interest
and worldly comfort, and even grandeur. First impressions are deep—oh, how
deep!—and Helen could not yet entirely exclude the image of her beloved
William from her recollection. Laird M’Wharry was urgent in his suit—her
father, whom she affectionately loved, was troubled and anxious—her mother
too, pressed home upon her attention prudential considerations—so, after
long delays and many internal struggles, Helen at last consented to
become—but not till some months afterwards — Mrs or Lady M’Wharry, as the
peasantry styled the laird’s wife. It was during her visit (previous to
her marriage) to M’Wharry, that the incident took place which thus
connects our narrative, and brings us up to the point of time when William
M’Pherson arrived at Denhead
William, learning from
Helen, as well as from his father and mother, how matters were situated,
suddenly disappeared, and left no means of tracing the place of his
retreat. Days, and even weeks, passed, but no letter arrived, and no
message came. In the meantime, the day appointed for the marriage
approached, and Helen seemed to have made up her mind to submit to
necessity—at least, she tried to look cheerful, and put as good a face
upon it as many tears, shed in private, would permit.
Laird M’Wharry was a true
Highlander—he had much of that clannish feeling which is peculiar to the
Celt. He was besides, exceedingly passionate, and had more than once got
into trouble from having used hasty and unguarded expressions. Nay, he had
once been prosecuted in the Court of Session, and damages had been
obtained to a considerable amount, by one of his servants, or rather
slaves, whom he had beat most unmercifully. In attending a Perth market,
he had occasion to ride homewards, after dark, with a brother proprietor,
who had lately bought an estate in his neighbourhood. This proprietor
could not boast a Celtic name or origin. He was plain Mr Monnipenny, from
the town of Kirkcaldy, in Fife. They had both been drinking during the
course of the day, and were, therefore, more liable to get into some
dispute or quarrel. M’Wharry began by deprecating Mr Monnipenny’s horse,
whose character the master supported with some warmth; so, to settle the
matter, they both set off at the gallop, and the fire flashed from the
horses’ heels as they passed through Dunkeld. Unfortunately for Laird
M’Wharry, however, about a mile beyond the above town, the saddle-girth
gave way, and he came to the ground head foremost. He was dead when Mr
Monnipenny came up with him. He had suffered a concussion of the brain;
and, notwithstanding that medical aid was immediately obtained from
Dunkeld, nothing could be done.
Poor Helen M’Pherson really
mourned his fate; for though she had no love for him, she had brought
herself to think that it was her duty to fulfil her promise. But where was
he whom her young heart held in its core? No one knew—no one could tell.
Helen had inwardly resolved to live single on his account, even if no
further accounts were received of William M’Pherson. But her father, in
the meantime, died of a fever; and her mother was compelled to remove from
the farm to the village of Dunkeld, where, in order to support herself and
her lovely daughter, she set up a little shop with a small sum which her
husband and she had saved, and was highly respected by all who knew her.
In the meantime, the parish schoolmaster, an excise officer, and a wealthy
sheepfarmer, all solicited Helen’s hand: but she lent a deaf ear to all
these offers, still thinking, and speaking, and dreaming, about her
William.
One day, when she was
standing at the shop door, she observed a crowd gathered about a horse and
gig, out of which a person had just been thrown, and was taken up, as was
feared, lifeless. Helen, from motives of humanity, rushed into the crowd
to make inquiries, and saw the person carried into an adjoining
apothecary’s shop; there he was immediately bled, and, to the infinite
satisfaction of all, had begun to recover. The fact turned out to be, that
he had been stunned by the fall on his head, but no concussion or fracture
had taken place. The gentleman, she learned, had been put to bed, but was
mighty unruly, as he insisted upon pursuing his journey that very evening
into the Highlands; and a post-chaise, with two horses, and a steady
driver, had been brought to the apothecary’s door, and the traveller was
passing into it with his head and arm tied up, when all at once Helen
uttered a scream, and stood trembling betwixt him and the conveyance. It
was her own William, returned from sea—to which he had again fled—and
making all despatch to reach Denhead, as he had learned, on his way
towards the Highlands, the fate that had overtaken the bridegroom, Laird
M’Wharry. Now, reader, you and I part—I can do no more for you; for, if
you cannot far better conceive, than I can describe what followed, you can
be no reader of mine--you will never have perused the story at all.
William was now comfortably circumstanced, pensioned, and dismissed the
service; and the last time I had a week’s fishing at Amalrie, I spent my
evenings and nights under his roof. He is now, like myself, a grandfather;
and Helen, though not quite so young as she was some thirty or forty years
ago, is still in my mind a perfect beauty, and has blessed her husband,
during a pretty long life, with all that kind husbands can expect or
obtain by marriage. She has made him a happy father, and a fond, foolish,
indulgent grandpapa. |