The village of Gourock is situated on the
shore of a fine bay, about two miles from the town of Greenock.
I was taken with the pleasantness of its situation, when one day
viewing it at a little distance on the Greenock road, and sat
down on the dyke by the road-side to enjoy the prospect at my
leisure.
Presently an elderly man, of a grave
aspect and a maritime appearance, passing slowly along the road,
came and sat down near the same place. I guessed him to be one
of the better class of fishermen, who had purchased, with the
toil of his youth and his manhood, a little breathing-time to
look about him in the evening of his days, ere the coming of
night. After the usual salutations, we fell into discourse
together, and I found him to be a man who had looked well about
him in his pilgrimage, and reasoned on things and feelings—not
living as the brutes that perish. After a pause in the
conversation, he remarked, to my thinking, in a disjointed
manner—
“Is it not strange, sir, that the thoughts
that sometimes come into the brain of a man sleeping or
waking—like a wind that blows across his bosom, coming he knows
not whence, and going he knows not whither—leave behind them an
impression and a feeling, and become the springs of human
action, and mingle in the thread of human destiny? ”
"Strange, indeed,"
said I. "What you say has more than once occurred to me ; but
being unable to reason satisfactorily on the subject, I set down
altogether such ideas as having no better foundation than the
fears and superstitions of the ignorant. But it seems to me that
your remark, though of a general nature, must have been made in
mental reference to some particular thing; and I would fain
crave to know what it is.”
"You are right,” said
he; "I was thinking at the moment of something which has sat,
for some days past, like a millstone on my mind: and I will tell
it to you with pleasure.”
So I edged myself
closer to him on the stones, that I might hear the better; and
without more ado he began to discourse as follows :
"About six months ago, a wedding took place in the village, and
a more comely and amiable couple never came together. Mr
Douglas, though the son of a poor man, had been an ofhcer in the
army,—an ensign, I believe,—and when his regiment was disbanded,
he came to live here on his half-pay, and whatever little else
he might have, Jeanie Stuart at the time was staying with an
uncle, one of our own folk, her parents having both been taken
away from her; and she made up, —as far as she could, for her
board, by going in the summer season to sew in the families that
come from the great towns for the sea-bathing. So gentle she
was, and so calm in her deportment, and so fair to look on
withal, that even these nobility of the loom and the
sugar-hogshead thought it no dishonour to have her among them;
and unconaciously, as it were, they treated her just as if she
had been of the same human mould with themselves.
"Well, they soon got
acquainted,—our Jeanie and Mr Douglas,—and drew kindly together
; and the end of it was they were married. They lived in a house
there, just beyond the point that you may see forms the opposite
angle of the bay, not far from a place called Kempock ; and Mr
Douglas just employed himself, like any of us, in fishing and
daundering about, and mending his nets, and such like. Jeanie
was the happy woman now, for she had aye a mind above the
commonality; and, I am bold to say, thought her stay long enough
among these would-be gentry, where she sat many a wearisome day
for no use, and would fain have retired from their foolishness
into the strength and greenness of her own soul. But now she had
a companion and an equal, and indeed a superior; for Mr Douglas
had seen the world, and had read both books and men, and could
wile away the time in discoursing of what he had seen and heard
tell of in foreign lands, among strange people and unknown
tongues. And Jeanie listened, and listened, and thought her
husband the first of mankind. She clung to him as the
honeysuckle clings to the tree: his pleasure was her pleasurc—his
sorrow was her sorrow—his bare word was her law.
"One day, about two
weeks ago, she appeared dull and dispirited, and complained of a
slight headache; on which Mr Douglas advised her to go to bed
and rest herself awhile; which she said she would do; and having
some business in the village he went out. On coming back,
however, in the forenoon, he found her just in the same spot,
leaning her head on her hand ; but she told him she was better,
and that it was nothing at all. He then began to get his nets
ready, saying he was going out with some lads of the village to
the deep-sea fishing, and would be back the next day. She looked
at him, but said nothing; long and strangely she looked, as if
wondering what he was doing, and not understanding anything that
was going on. But finally when he came to kiss her and bid her
good-bye, she threw her arms round him, and when he would have
gone she held him fast, and her bosom heaved as if her heart
would break; but still she said nothing.
"‘What can be the
matter with you, Jeanie?` said Mr Douglas.
"‘Stay with me
to-day,’ said she at last; ‘depart not this night, just this one
night—it is not much to ask—to-morrow you may go where you
please, and I will not be your hindrance a moment.’
"But Mr Douglas was
vexed at such folly, and she could answer nothing to his
questions, except that a thought had come into her head, and she
could not help it. So he was resolved to go, and kissing her
fondly, he threw his nets on his shoulders and went away.
"For some minutes
after his departure Jeanie did not move from the spot, but stood
looking at the door whence he had gone out, and then began to
tremble all over like the leaf of a tree. At length, coming to
herself with a start, she knelt down, and throwing back her hair
from her forehead, turned her face up towards heaven, and prayed
with a loud voice to the Almighty, that she ‘might have her
husband in her arms that night.’ For some moments she remained
motionless and silent in the same attitude, till at length a
sort of brightness, resembling a calm smile, passed over her
countenance like a gleam of sunshine on the smooth sea, and
bending her head low and reverently, she rose up. She then went
as usual about her household affairs, and appeared not anything
discomposed, but as tranquil and happy as if nothing had
happened.
"Now the weather was fine and calm in the
morning, but towards the afternoon it came on to blow; and
indeed the air had been so sultry all day, that the seafarers
might easily tell there would be a racket of the elements before
long. As the wind, however, had been rather contrary, it was
supposed that the boats could not have got far enough out to be
in the mischief, but would put back when they saw the signs in
the sky. But in the meantime the wind increased, till towards
night it blew as hard a gale as we have seen in these parts for
a long time. The ships out there, at the Tail of the Bank, were
driven from their moorings, and two of them stranded on their
beam ends on the other side; every stick and stitch on the sea
made for any port they could find ; and as the night came on in
darkness and thunder, it was a scene that might cow even hearts
that had been brought up on the water as if it was their proper
element, and been familiar with the voice of the tempest from
their young days. There was a sad lamenting and murmuring then,
among the women folk especially—them that were kith or kin to
the lads on the sea ; and they went to one another’s houses in
the midst of the storm and the rain, and put in their pale faces
through the darkness, as if searching for hope and comfort, and
drawing close to one another like a flock of frightened sheep in
their fellowship of grief and fear. But there was one who
stirred not from her house, and who felt no terror at the
shrieking of the night-storm, and sought for no comfort in the
countenance of man—and that was the wife of Mr Douglas. She
sometimes, indeed, listened to the howling of the sea that came
by fits on her ear like the voice of the water-kelpie, and
starting would lay down her work for a moment; but then she
remembered the prayer she had prayed to Him who holds the reins
of the tempest in His hands, and who says to the roaring waters,
‘Be still,’ and they are still—and the glorious balm she had
felt to sink into her heart at that moment of high and holy
communion, even like the dew of heaven on a parched land. So her
soul was comforted, and she said to herself, ‘God is not a man
that He can lie;’ and she rested on His assurance as on a rock,
and laughed to scorn the tremblings of her woman’s bosom. For
why? The anchor of her hope was in heaven, and what earthly
storm was so mighty as to remove it? Then she got up, and put
the room in order,and placed her husband’s slippers to air at
the fireside; and stirred up the fuel, and drew in the armchair
for her weary and storm-beaten mariner. Then would she listen at
the door, and look out into the night for his coming; but she
could hear no sound save the voice of the waters, and the roar
of the tempest, as it rushed along the deep. She re-entered the
house, and walked to and fro in the room with a restless step,
but an unblenched cheek.
"At last the
neighbours came to her house, knowing that her husband was one
of those who had gone out that day, and told her that they were
going to walk down towards the Clough, even in the mirk hour, to
try if they could not hear some news of the boats. So she went
with them, and we all walked together along the road—women and
men, it might be, some twenty or thirty of us. But it was
remarked, that though she came not hurriedly nor in fear, yet
she had not even thrown her cloak on her shoulders, to defend
her from the night air, but came forth with her head uncovered,
and in her usual raiment of white, like a bride to the altar. As
we passed along, it must have been a strange sight to see so
many pale faces by the red glare of the torches they carried,
and to hear so many human wailings filling up the pauses of the
storm; but at the head of our melancholy procession there was a
calm heart and a firm step, and they were Jeanie’s. Sometimes,
indeed, she would look back, as some cry of womanish foreboding
from behind would smite on her ear, and strange thoughts would
crowd into her mind ; and once she was heard to mutter—if her
prayer had but saved her husband to bind some other innocent
victim to the mysterious altar of wrath I And she stopped for a
moment, as if in anguish at the wild imagination.
"But now as we drew
nearer the rocks where the lighthouse is built, sounds were
heard distinctly on the shore, and we waved the torches in the
air, and gave a great shout, which was answered by known
voices—for they were some of our own people—and our journey was
at an end. A number of us then went on before, and groped our
way among the rocks as well as we could in the darkness; but a
woeful tale met our ear; for one of the boats had been shattered
to pieces while endeavouring to land there, and when he went
down they were just dragging the body of a comrade, stiff and
stark, from the sea. When the women behind heard of this, there
was a terrible cry of dismay, for no one knew but it might be
her own husband, son, or brother; and some who carried lights
dropped them from fear, and others held them trembling to have
the terrors of their hearts confirmed.
"There was one,
however, who stood calm and unmoved by the side of the dead
body. She spoke some words of holy comfort to the women, and
they were silent at her voice. She then stepped lightly forward,
and took a torch from the trembling hand that held it, and bent
down with it beside the corpse. As the light fell one moment on
her own fair face, it showed no signs of womanish feeling at the
sight and touch of mortality; a bright and lovely bloom glowed
on her cheek, and a heavenly lustre beamed in her eye; and as
she knelt there, her white garments and long dark hair floating
far on the storm, there was that in her look which drew the gaze
even of that terrified group from the object of their doubt and
dread. The next moment the light fell on the face of the
dead—the torch dropped from her hand, and she fell upon the body
of her husband ! Her prayer was granted. She held her husband in
her arms that night, and although no struggles of parting life
were heard or seen, she died on his breast.”
When the fisherman had
concluded his story—and after some observations were made by us
both, touching the mysterious warning, joined with a grateful
acknowledgment that the stroke of death might be as often dealt
in mercy as in wrath—we shook hands; and asking one another’s
names, as it might so fortune that we should once more, in the
course of our earthly pilgrimage, be within call of one another,
the old man and I parted, going each his several way.—Literary
Melange.