Deformity is daring.
It is its essence to o'ertake mankind
By heart and soul, and make itself the equal-
Ay, the superior of the rest. There is
A spur in its halt movements, to hecome
All that the others cannot, in such things
As still are free to both, to compensate
For stepdame Nature's avarice at first.
Byron.
It has been observed, that deformed people are often
envious and vindictive, and that few of them are remarkable for those
social qualities which are the constituents of domestic happiness. The
mind may sometimes be influenced by the formation of the body, but the
extraordinary development of evil passions, and the comparative want of
kindly feeling, in the victims of deformity, may more frequently be
traced to other causes. The scoffs and ridicule to which they are too
often subjected in youth are in themselves sufficient to dry up the
sources of affection, or convert them into bitter springs from which no
waters of sympathy can afterwards flow.
If the boy should be so fortunate as to experience
the effects of kindness, without being pampered into arrogance or
spoiled by improper indulgence, he will naturally acquire the qualities
and imitate the example of his guardians and protectors, and as he grows
up he may become the ornament of his kind. The fountains of his heart,
by being imbued with kindly feeling at their very opening, may pour
forth the stream of universal benevolence; and by comforting the
distressed, ministering to the wants of the poor, and conferring
happiness on all with whom he is concerned, he may prove, to those who
would darken futurity with sceptical doubts, that so -much excellence
cannot end with "darkness and the worm." But if, on the contrary, the
boy, from deformity or any other cause, should be made the subject of
ridicule and scorn among his play-fellows, and treated with contempt or
left to wither in neglect by older people—should he be condemned to
suffer insults and injuries without pity or protection, his heart will
naturally yearn to be revenged, and as he grows up he will grasp at
every opportunity for gratifying this passion. Marked out as a fit
subject for ridicule when young, he insensibly imbibes the desire
to inflict on others what he has himself suffered^ The lesson of
malevolence is easily learned, and he soon becomes an adept in that
which it should be the care of all to avoid—the art of making others
unhappy.
What the effect of such treatment may be, even upon a
powerful and, naturally, a benevolent mind, the following story is
intended to illustrate.
Hugh M'Arthur was one of those children who, though
born without any apparent defect, became afterwards deformed, no one can
tell how. At three years of age, when he should have been all life and
motion, his legs were so feeble that he was seldom out of his mother's
arms; and when set down, he could only tumble about on the floor,
assuming attitudes so grotesque, that he appeared more than half an
idiot. For the next five or six years, little alteration in his habits
or constitution ensued : his growth was stunted, and the weakness in his
legs still continued. But as it was impossible for his parents, who were
very poor, to provide him with a nurse, he was left to his own
instincts, which led him to crawl forth and mingle with the other
children as he best could. Here a new source of vexation awaited him.
His mis-shapen body and awkward motions made him a common object of
sport. They mimicked his uncouth figure, and waddled along on their
hands and knees, in mockery of his painful mode of progression; and
when, in this way, they had chafed him into a rage, he vented his wrath
in unavailing efforts to take vengeance, which but increased the
merriment of his tormentors', whose superior agility gave them the most
perfect security. They would continue thus to tease him with perverse
ingenuity, till the overwrought passions of the wretched boy, after
having exhausted themselves in fruitless efforts to punish the
aggressors, sunk into moody silence; and then, as a last refuge from
insults which he had neither patience to bear nor power to repel, he
would crawl home, there to sit in a corner, and sob bitterly for hours
together.
To add to his other causes of discomfort and
discontent, his little tormentors now began to bestow on him a number of
opprobrious names, such as "Hirplin' Hugh," "Hugh the hobbler," "Humphy
Hugh," etc.; and the elder boys, improving upon the hints which these
afforded, soon formed them into alliterative rhymes, which were for ever
rung in his ears. Of these the following may serve as a specimen :—
"Hobblin'Hugh!
A hairy worm crawls like you."
"Hirplin' Hugh 'ill never grow Strang,
But creep like a puddock, his hale life lang."
"Humphy M'Arter—hirplin' Hugh,
Gets gutters to hobble in the hale year through."
To these, and many more of the same kind, which were
calculated to keep him in remembrance of his weakness and deformity, he
was compelled daily to listen. It is true, his parents might have done
something to prevent the annoyance to which the unfortunate child was in
this manner exposed; but they were exactly of that class of persons who
never trouble themselves about any thing, so long as they are not
personally affected. They had other children, moreover, who, with the
thoughtlessness of youth, sometimes joined in tormenting their brother
abroad; and then, to save themselves from that chastisement with which
otherwise they might have been visited, combined in misrepresenting him
at home. Hugh was, besides, no favourite with his mother. His own
account was seldom believed; and a kick, or a cuff, accompanied with—"Haud
yer tongue, ye dour little scoundrel!" or, "Gae to the door, ye ill-lookin'
vagabond!" was the only redress he got when he ventured to complain.
Thus he passed his years of infancy and boyhood,—a creature, as it
appeared, destined to receive none of the benefits of parental
tenderness, and an utter stranger to "the milk of human kindness."
About this time, however, he experienced some
alleviation of his sufferings, by being put to school. The school was
kept by a female—-the wife of an artisan—who, having had a better
education than usually falls to her class, conceived she might turn it
to some account, by teaching a few children to read. This individual
felt for the unfortunate boy; and, by interposing her authority,
succeeded for a time in rescuing him from that contempt, with which his
heart had hitherto been crushed. Under her care he took to reading with
extraordinary diligence; and, as a reward for his assiduity and good
conduct, he was permitted to be the playmate of her little daughter—an
only child—during the intervals of school hours. To this humble pair he
looked up with the most deferential respect, and his infant companion
engaged a large share of his boyish attention. When about fifteen years
of age, a remarkable change began to manifest itself in his frame.
Nature, curbed, as it appeared, in his lower extremities, began to
operate, with increased power, in the upper part of his body. His chest
became capacious ; his shoulders swelled out to an uncommon breadth;
and, by the time he attained to years of maturity, but for his legs,
which were still feeble and disproportionably short, his hands, arms,
and the whole upper part of his body, might have passed for those of a
giant. His hands and arms, in particular, gave him a decided superiority
over ordinary men,—the latter being long to deformity; while, in the
former, he possessed such power, that it was almost impossible to loose
his hold. People now became cautious of maltreating him. He was known to
be a dangerous enemy; and thus he commanded a certain kind of respect,
which, however, he attributed solely to fear. He never forgot the ill
treatment he had experienced in infancy and boyhood : and this, together
with the conviction that, were he again to become the helpless being he
had been before, his reception would still be the same, gave an unsocial
turn to his thoughts, and a coldness to his manner, which effectually
repelled all attempts at kindness on the part of others, and kept him in
a sort of isolation from his fellows. His countenance, however, was
manly; and, when silent, a close observer would have said there was in
it an expression of benevolence, or generosity, or some good feeling, at
least; but, when he spoke, there was often biting irony in his very
look. He never forgot his own deformity, nor seemed to wish that others
should forget it; but in his conversation he took satirical vengeance
upon the mental weaknesses of others. For this his early training had
given him uncommon abilities. Despised and scorned when young, he had
been accustomed, from the dawn of reason, to search into the characters
of men; and when he there found scope for the exercise of his satirical
vein, he used it less for the purpose of retaliation, than for the
gratification of that proud sense of mental superiority, which in some
degree compensated him for what he considered the partiality of Nature
to those who were better formed, and more fortunate, than himself. From
this habit of mind, all the weak and inconsistent points of men's
characters became familiar to him: all hearts seemed to be laid bare
before him. He saw through hypocrisy, and detected lurking fraud at a
glance: and his remarks often fell, with fearful effect, on those who
least expected it. The consequence of all this was, that he became
exceedingly unpopular among his neighbours, who would have treated him
with less ceremony, had it not been that no one cared for being the
first to give him offence. Still it must not be forgotten, that this
morbid state of mind, and the position in society in which it placed
him, originated rather in the combination of circumstances already
noticed, than in any natural defect in his disposition, as his
subsequent career may, perhaps, serve to show.
When young, Hugh had been considered incapable of
learning any trade, and he was therefore allowed to loiter about, doing
occasionally little jobs, though much oftener idle. But, when about
seventeen, both his parents died. As this event threw him utterly
destitute upon the world, it became indispensable that he should do
something for his own support. In this many supposed he would utterly
fail, and that he would ultimately settle down into a wandering beggar;
but here they were mistaken; there was a latent energy in his
character, upon which they had not calculated.
He now became a doer of all sorts of drudgery;
sometimes feeding cattle for the neighbouring farmers; at others,
thrashing with the flail, when he could procure such employment— any
thing by which he could command a livelihood, no matter how coarse or
mean the labour. Not choosing to become a lodger in the houses of
others, he hired a house of his own, which he supplied with some rude
articles of furniture, such as a bed, a chair, and a few culinary
utensils. Here he lived a sort of hermit; no one intruded upon his
privacy, and for a time he showed no disposition to intrude upon that of
others. But the most unsociable being on earth can seldom live long in a
state of perfect loneliness. It is natural for the heart of man to seek
the support of some human sympathy—the intercourse of some kindred
spirit,—in short, a refuge from itself; nor was even Hugh M'Arthur
altogether without this relief. With his early friends, the
schoolmistress and her husband, he was brought once more in contact.
With them were associated no bitter recollections. They both possessed
feeling dispositions; and, as his helplessness had formerly induced them
to afford him all the protection they could, the loneliness in which he
now lived elicited their sympathy, and made them treat him with even
more than ordinary kindness. It was here he found all the friendship he
sought, and, perhaps, all he could enjoy.
The schoolmistress, who had discontinued teaching,
now took an interest in some of his domestic arrangements; and the
attentions he received were to his heart like the " spring of the
desert," which gives a freshness to the arid soil around it. They came
mingled with no alloy of bitterness; the recollection that he had
experienced the same treatment in his feeble and defenceless boyhood
enhanced their value, and he regarded those who bestowed them with an
affection only- the deeper for its being thus concentrated. The better
part of his nature was thus brought to light; and his humble friends, in
their turn, manifested a growing esteem for him. But like the water of
the desert, which vivifies and fertilises that portion only of the wide
waste which lies nearest to it, the new feelings thus awakened in
M'Arthur's breast were only local in their operation. His heart
overflowed with grateful affection to his generous friends, but to the
rest of the world he was still the same. Thus, without any visible
alteration in his manners, he reached his twenty-sixth year, hated by
some, feared by others, and treated with the mere semblance of respect
by all save the members of one little circle.
It was now his misfortune to lose both his friends,
who died, leaving an only daughter to the protection of a world, which
too often cares but little for such wards.
Lilias, at the time of her bereavement, was about
seventeen —a slender, brown' haired, blue eyed lass; and though many
have been left destitute at an earlier period of life, yet her prospects
were sufficiently dreary. Infancy may look upon the death of the nearest
and dearest without fully comprehending the extent of its loss; and
riper age, with blunted feelings, accumulated interests, and gathered
experience, may better bear it; but Lilias was exactly at that time of
life when the feelings are keenest, when the counteracting influence of
time is unfelt, and the lessons of experience are scarcely begun.
Thus situated, Hugh M'Arthur felt for her as if he
had heen a brother: not only did he sympathise with her in her sorrow,
but, for several days, he laboured incessantly to devise some means by
which he might assist her in providing for herself. This, however, was
no easy task. Delicacy prevented him from taking a young female under
his own protection, because he knew the world would not be tardy in
making its own uses of the circumstance; and the habits of thought which
his early ill-treatment had produced, deterred him from making any
application to others in her behalf. The only scheme he could think of
was to pay the rent of the house in which her father and mother had
died, if she would consent to remain in it; and, by lessening his own
expenses, to assist her in supporting herself there, until marriage, or
some other honourable means of subsistence, should render farther aid
unnecessary. This alternative he determined to adopt; but he had himself
a stern regard for independence, and a horror at the bare idea of
incurring an obligation. He sometimes made his own heart a key to the
hearts of others—ascertaining their feelings through the medium of his
own; and here a voice within made him pause and ponder over the
most delicate way of offering his services. While he thus hesitated
between an ardent desire to befriend this deserted orphan, and an almost
unnecessary jantion as to the manner in which it should be done, a kind
lady came forward, and proposed to engage her as a servant to her son,
who was then establishing himself, for the first time, upon a farm. He
was a young unmarried man; an experienced female had been already
procured to manage the affairs of his household, and Lilias was to be
her assistant. The situation seemed exactly fitted to her years and
capacity; and, in her destitute state, it was an easy matter to prevail
upon her to accept of it.
Her master's farm was at a distance of several miles,
and Hugh now saw her but seldom, though she still continued to occupy a
place in his thoughts. He would have kept up a more friendly
intercourse; for the respect which he entertained for her parents, now
that they were no more, had been transferred to her, and he regarded her
with an affection which would have been love, had it not been for
the idea of his own deformity, which never ceased to haunt him. But he
knew that were he to appear on terms of intimacy with her, his most
disinterested attentions would be attributed by others to a different
motive than mere friendship; and many scornful jests at her expense, and
witty allusions to her mis-shapen lover, would be the certain result.
For these reasons, he locked up his feelings in his own breast, and
forebore all exhibition of kindness; reserving his friendship till she
should stand in need of such assistance as he could bestow.
The reader must now suppose that an interval of
nearly two years has been passed over.
Early in the month of November, an annual fair was
held in the principal town of the district in which the subject of our
narrative had settled himself: and to this fair the peasantry, for many
miles round, dressed in their holiday apparel, had long been accustomed
to go indiscriminately. The men went, home to be in the way of procuring
masters, others to purchase articles of clothing, and many merely "to
see and be seen." The young women, on their part, rarely failed to frame
some excuse for going, the real object being that they might have an
opportunity of seeing old sweethearts, or, where these were ranting, be
in the way of making new ones. The presence of he matrons was also
necessary to see that their husbands did lot indulge in too much
spirituous liquor, and to direct them n buying clothes for the children,
or their own winter dresses. Thus, all went, and most were happy in the
anticipation, if not in the actual enjoyment, of Martinmas Market.
It was, moreover, considered a point of etiquette among the
unmarried men, that each should have his less to come home with; and
when two or more became rivals for the smiles of some rural beauty,
animosities, and petty brawls, and cuffs, and' sometimes broken leads,
were the consequence. But this seems to be a cause which operates in the
same way everywhere, however its effects nay be restrained or modified
by fashion or education. Nor does it appear that the rich and the
learned possess the slightest advantage over the poor and the ignorant
in these matters; for very rich and very learned men have frequently
been known to forge an excuse out of such an affair for shooting a
fellow-creature, or standing up themselves to be shot, when their poor
and unlearned brethren, in all probability, would have only exchanged a
few bad names, or, at worst, taken a bout at fisticuffs. But both
systems are moral evils, the existence of which in society is the more
to be deplored, that there is little likelihood of their ever being
eradicated.
In the proceedings thus imperfectly sketched, Hugh
M'Arthur bad no share. An event which involved the interests of many
—which was a source of mirth and enjoyment to thousands— and which would
afford abundant topic for future gossip to all —possessed no interest
for him. No one thought of the poor reformed recluse, and he cared not
for them. On that day he toiled as usual; and when night set in
clear and frosty, he reared to his solitary abode by the road-side, and
betook himself ;o his book, after closing his door, that he might not be
disturbed by the groups of people who were now returning from ;he
market,—some sober and silent, some half tipsy and noisy, and others in
such a plight that they could not walk without ;he assistance of their
more temperate companions. It was now nine o'clock, and Hugh, having
laid aside his book, was preparing to extinguish his light and go to
bed, when he was alarmed by an impatient knocking at his door. He arose
and approached it, with what haste he could, to drive away the
disturbers of his peace; but on removing the bolt, what was his surprise
to see Lilias stand before him, with her hair dishevelled, her dress
partially torn, and her whole manner and appearance bethkening a state
of the greatest agitation and alarm. In the middle of the road two men
were staggering to and fro, quarrelling, and occasionally exchanging
blows. To see the being for whose welfare he was most warmly interested
so situated, was enough for Hugh. Lilias was kindly welcomed in; but
before he could inquire the cause of her distress, the belligerent
parties on the road had cemented their quarrel, and united in demanding
her back. "They would have her," they said. "She had promised to go
along with them; and Humpy M'Arter had better give her up, or they would
beat his bones for him." To this Hugh made no reply; but laying hold of
them, one in each hand, he led them to the middle of the road, as easily
as if they had been children, and then pushing them as far apart as the
length of his arms would admit, he brought them suddenly together, as if
he intended to make their heads clash; but, by another effort, checking
them as suddenly before they met, he let them go, and asked, in a calm,
but stern voice, "What more they wanted?"
The touch of his hand, like the spell of a magician,
dissipated the fumes of the liquor, and restored them to their sober
senses. They felt that farther resistance would only be provoking an
enemy with whom they had no power to contend; and without a word they
walked off, glad, as it seemed, to be thus permitted to depart.
Lilias explained that she had been at the fair. The
fellow-servant who accompanied her deserted her in the early part of the
day; and when about to return home, she was compelled to accept the
escort of another. But her first companion overtook them on the road,
and claimed her as his charge. Both being excited with liquor, a violent
altercation ensued, which, but for Hugh's timely interference, might
have terminated seriously to her.
Hugh, with all his eccentricities, and in the midst
of that misanthropy which circumstances had conspired to infuse into
him, was still a man, and liable to be affected by all that affects
others. He felt proud of being thus trusted by a woman in the bloom of
youth and beauty. He would have been proud of the distinction, trifling
as it was, though conferred by a stranger ; but when it was bestowed by
the sole-surviving stem of the only two individuals for whom he had ever
cherished the glow of friendship, its value was increased a thousand
fold.
That Lilias might not again be exposed to insult or
ill treatment, he offered to accompany her home, and the readiness with
which his offer was accepted, awakened feelings of gratification he had
never known before. There is no heart so callous as not to exult in the
consciousness of having done a virtuous or a generous deed., Mortals are
so constituted, that they 6an enjoy little hut in communion with their
kind—to give is to receive; and a trifling service bestowed may return,
either at the time or long afterwards, in a host of pleasing
recollections, worth ten times the labour which it cost: nor does it at
all invalidate the truth of this, that there are men who will not allow
themselves to be beguiled into the purest pleasure which man can
enjoy—that of increasing the happiness of another.
On the road to her master's farm, the girl's
gratitude for the protection and kindness she had met, gave a warm
frankness to her voice and manner, which would have gratified anyone not
wholly dead to the charms of female society. Her words, indeed, were
only such as might have been used hy another in the same situation; but
to the discriminating ear of her deformed guide, the tone in which they
were uttered told that they came from her heart. And on him, accustomed
as he was to the show rather than the reality of feeling, their effect
was scarcely to he calculated. He felt as if he could have sacrificed
life, and all he held dear, to be of the slightest service to one who
could repay with gratitude so deep the trifling effort he had made in
her behalf. He strove, however, to conceal his emotions, lest their
expression should alarm her; and for a time he succeeded. But when they
were about to part, as he took her hand to bid her "good night," his
pent-up feelings rushed to his lips, and forced a vent for themselves in
words.
"Lilias," said he, "I know that I am deformed; but I
loved your parents for the respect and kindness which they extended
towards me when I was scorned and rejected by every one else; I shall
cherish their memories while life remains; and now, I cannot tell the
pleasure I have derived from being thus honoured by you, their only
daughter! Yes," he continued, his enthusiasm increasing, "I know that I
am deformed and ugly—that scorn and contempt, in the garb of respect, is
all I must look for; hut I have a heart to feel like other men; and
though the feelings of that heart have been seared, and its sympathies
recklessly trampled down, it has ever scorned a dishonest deed; nor has
it once stooped to the meanness of deceit!"
"I know your worth," said the girl, half timidly.
"Till this heart ceases to beat," continued he,
placing her hand, which he still held in his, upon that part of his
breast where the strong pulsations of his heart gave an undulating
motion to its surface—she felt alarmed at the unwonted emotion which he
betrayed, and made a. gentle effort to withdraw her hand; but he pressed
it so close, in a tumult of feeling, that the circumstance escaped his
notice, and he proceeded, "Till this heart ceases to beat, continue to
think you have a friend; and whatever your wants or distresses may be,
scruple not to make them known to him, and trust to his affection for
every assistance. I have always looked upon you with a fond
regard. When you were a child, to lead you forth to play was my greatest
happiness; and now, had I been younger, and richer, and fairer, I should
have been proud"------He paused abruptly, and in a dejected tone of
voice continued, "but I am older than you, and deformed, and poor, and I
must keep my affection for you within the bounds of a brother's for a
sister."
Here he paused, as though he expected a reply; but
Lilias had no powers to speak. Young, and susceptible of gratitude for
the slightest kindness, her feelings were at that moment too much for
utterance, and she could not articulate a single word during the short
interval which he allowed her. He, however, did her wrong in supposing
that she could not return his affection; she knew and appreciated his
worth, and there wanted but a more explicit declaration of a warm
attachment on his part to call forth a corresponding sentiment on hers.
Indeed, it was difficult to say, friendless as she was, but she might
even wish for some such declaration, some word which would give her the
prospect of a permanent claim upon that heart which now beat beneath her
hand; and the tumult of these wishes, riot altogether unmingled with
hopes, might contribute materially to her agitation. But upon this
subject he said nothing more, and her extreme sensibility prevented her
from making any reply. A vain or selfish mind might have been piqued at
her silence,—not so her poor mis-shapen friend. He slowly drew her hand
from his bosom, as if loath to lose the grateful feeling which it
imparted, and pressing it gently and even tenderly in his
own,—"Farewell," said he, "I was not made for woman's love; you cannot
look upon me with affection, but if ever your sunshiny friends should
forsake you, come to me, and I will cleave to you in the storm!
Farewell, Lilias. Do not forget what I have said—farewell!"
The sensitive girl faintly returned his parting
salute; and when he was gone, she wept like a child bereft of its nurse.
The sense of safety and protection—the new and conflicting
emotions—which his presence and impassioned language had awakened, gave
place to feelings of loneliness and dejection, rendered the more bitter
by the recollection of her desolate condition.
The lapse of nearly another year found Hugh in every
respect unaltered. His days were spent in the severest drudgery, and his
evenings in the solitary seclusion of his home. One evening in the
latter end of Autumn he had returned from the labours of a wet and
stormy day. The twilight had faded to that faint glimmer which ushers in
the night. He had been drenched by the storm, and, as he sat by a
cheerful fire drying his wet clothes, Lilias once more stood before him.
She had not knocked at the door, nor asked admittance, but opening it
herself, came in, and stood, with a bewildered air, in the middle of the
floor. She was so changed since he last saw her that for a moment he
doubted his senses. The bloom had forsaken her cheeks; she seemed
exhausted; there was an unspeakable wildness in her air; her eyes were
inflamed, and their lashes were still wet with tears.
Hugh rose from his seat, re-assured himself of her
identity, and, observing that she was shivering with cold, placed his
own chair close by the fire, and then almost forced her into it,
Remarking her visible distress he insisted on knowing the cause of it,
or at least what he could do to assuage it; But not a word could she
speak, every attempt at utterance ended only in tears and sobs.
Anxious and perplexed he. bent over her in silence for a few minutes,
while her bosom seemed to heave with a convulsive motion, and she
covered her eyes with her hands. At last he caught the contagion of her
sorrow; and, while his voice trembled, and a tear stood in his eye, he
entreated her, for God's sake, if the power of utterance remained, to
keep him no longer in suspense. His growing agitation overcame her
scruples, and with a desperate effort she began the story of her
misfortunes.
The lovers of high-wrought character and unmixed
fiction, where all is immaculately good or extravagantly bad, may
perhaps find fault with what follows. But these should be reminded that
perfection is not to be found in man or in woman: the best may fall;
and those who have watched their own hearts most narrowly will
seldom he the most forward to boast of their stability.
Lilias, who was with child by her master, had been
turned out of his house on the forenoon of the day on which she nought
the shelter of Hugh M'Arthur's roof; and it would be impossible to
imagine a state more miserable and forlorn than that to which she was
now reduced. For a young woman, in any circumstances, to have her fair
fame, and prospects of an honourable marriage, thus blasted is
distressing enough; but when the case is that of a friendless orphan it
is much worse. In the present instance, it was supposed, that on the
part of her seducer there existed a disposition to acknowledge his
fault, and make some provision for her and her unborn babe; but he
wanted resolution to avow his guilt at once, and a combination of
circumstances soon put it out of his power.
For more than a year back his friends, and
particularly his mother, had been looking forward to what was considered
an excellent match for him, in the hand of a young lady who was sole
heiress to a considerable property; and when poor Lilias's state could
no longer be concealed, these friends poured in upon him, some with
hopes that he was not guilty, others with representations of the ruin
which it would bring upon his prospects if he were but suspected; and,
among the rest, his mother, who was a well-meaning woman, but too
partial to the so called honour of her son, declared, that if he
should confess himself the father of the child, she would have him
disowned and disinherited. Overborne by the fear of shame and poverty,
the young man, naturally facile, though by no means reprobate, resolved
on sacrificing justice to expediency; and, by so doing, exposed
the deluded victim of his passion and folly to be branded as a strumpet
and a cheat by his mother and her female friends, and, ultimately,
turned out of doors to beg, or starve, if she could not do better.
Among her few acquaintances there were some who
pitied her destitute condition, and would have afforded her shelter;
but to take her in was to give countenance to her story, and certain
offence to the many friends of her seducer. The labouring population in
rural districts are ever fearful of offending those above them. Thinly
scattered, and often but indifferently educated, they have no
organisation among themselves; their living, in many instances, seems to
depend upon the good-will of their employers. And thus it was with these
poor people: they allowed the fear of future evil to overpower their
sense of humanity. All wished to shift the responsibility from
themselves, and each advised the poor outcast to try some other;
declaring, at the same time, that had it not been for their dependence
on Mr. This or Mrs. That, who was an uncle, or an aunt, or a cousin to
her former master, they would have befriended her. Thus disappointed,
heartbroken, and on the point of sinking under the influence of fatigue,
shame, and despair, she at last recollected the words of her
kind-hearted, though uncouth, friend. Her "sunshiny friends" had indeed
"forsaken her," but he had promised to "cleave to her in the storm." His
remembered words served somewhat to revive her; and though the day, wet
and stormy, was wearing to its close, she bent her weary steps toward
his dwelling. But, as she approached the house, a bewildering sense of
her shame and guilt again overwhelmed her, and she stood irresolute
before the door. "What if he too should refuse her admittance". And then
the stormy night—a hedge for shelter, and the hare ground for a bed,
presented themselves to her imagination. She felt her brain reel beneath
the weight of these accumulated terrors; her mind wandered, and, in a
state of temporary insanity, she lifted the latch and entered.
The kind reception she met with gradually recalled
her scattered senses, and strengthened her in the delicate task of
telling her melancholy tale. Nor did she tell it in vain. To be poor,
friendless, homeless, and denied the common privilege of society, were
to the poor deformed peasant sufficient motives to befriend her; nay, to
be disowned by the whole human race would only have stimulated his
generosity, for he even longed for opportunities to show how light the
opinions of others weighed with him. But he needed not this motive to
awaken his benevolence. On that night, he warmed, and fed, and laboured
to cheer her with the words of consolation. No harsh upbraiding of her
weakness, or coarse allusion to "her innocence and honour lost;" no
reflection on the past, or admonition for the future, did he suffer to
escape him—but with courtesy and kindness, he endeavoured to reconcile
the disconsolate girl to her forlorn condition.
As soon as it was day, he left her, and taking with
him all the ready money he could collect, proceeded to the next village.
Here, by dint of entreaties, promises, and pledges of indemnification
for all expenses, he succeeded in procuring her lodgings in the house of
a respectable tradesman, whither she removed without loss of time. After
this, he administered the means of her support till she became the
mother of a boy, and then assisted her in taking a house for
herself—still continuing to contribute such sums of money as he could
spare, to enable h to maintain herself and her child. To make these
contrittions, he was often obliged to subject himself to the seven
privations. He had never exhibited a wish to hoard money and his
employers, aware of this, and thinking that he had one but himself to
provide for, uniformly took advantage him, by allotting him an undue
proportion of labour, and a very meagre remuneration. But Hugh murmured
not at their d honesty; nor, amid the embarrassments to which it subject
him, did he ever regret or grudge to implement the obligation he had
voluntarily imposed on himself. On the contrary, seemed to consider
Lilias as much entitled to his care as if s had a legal claim on him for
support; and it is probable the relation might have lasted during their
lives, had her she continued to require it. But the same Providence—if
we may so far presume to trace the ways of Omnipotence—which he punished
her for her transgression, by the hopeless despair which seemed to close
around her, after her ejectment, had a train of effects ready to bring
into operation for her full support. The extraordinary beauty of her
infant son so drew the general attention of their humble neighbours.
That led to an intimacy with the mother, whose story they listened to
with commiseration, acknowledging her own comparate innocence, and the
injustice with which she had been treat This kind of intercourse
gradually became more familiar, she ultimately attained a place of
permanent respect in estimation of all. Thus a favourable change was
produced in her circumstances. The feelings and responsibility of a moth
roused her to extreme diligence; and, with the native independence of
poverty, she soon found assistance in providing herself unnecessary.
Still, however, her first benefactor continued to watch over her, and to
lend his help when a unforeseen contingency occurred. His last act of
benevolence was to appropriate a small sum of money for the child's
education, who had now grown a fine active boy, and promised soon to be
able to earn his own subsistence, by herding cattle or sheep for some of
the neighbouring farmers.
When he had performed these beneficent deeds,
actuated a desire to see more of the world, M'Arthur left his native
county, and went northward to A---------shire. Here again settled, and
betook himself regularly to the feeding cattle. In this occupation many
years passed over him. Meanwhile his character instead of altering as
his life advanced only became more confirmed. Flashes of eccentric
benefence, or generosity, at times would burst from the cloud of gloom
and mystery which hung over him; but the common tone of his conversation
was as sarcastic and ironical as before; always managed in such a way,
however, that for any one to take offence, would have been to
acknowledge that he deserved personally the censure which was couched in
general terms.
He now became attached to wandering about, seldom
remaining more than a year in one place; and, in that short period,
though those with whom he was associated could easily perceive his
extraordinary personal strength, and forbidding temper, no one had time
to discover his better qualities; and he was generally regarded, all
over the country, as a misanthrope—one whose hatred of mankind would
certainly drive him, sooner or later, to commit some crime which would
bring him to punishment. His only redeeming features were an independent
spirit and strict honesty, and these were acknowledged by all. He was
now in the decline of life; but a robust constitution, strict habits of
temperance, and constant exercise, warded off decay; so that he still
possessed his animal functions unimpaired, and in the full vigour of
health.
Circumstances about this time compelled him to attend
the great hiring market of the district. Here, after wandering
about in the crowded streets for the greater part of the day, and
hearing his ungainly appearance made the subject of several ludicrous
remarks, towards evening an upland farmer asked him, between jest and
earnest, if he wanted a master; and the question being answered in the
affirmative, they set about making an agreement.
The farmer, not altogether certain if he would answer
his purpose, and thinking, moreover, that he would be easily satisfied,
offered him the merest trifle as wages. Hugh had never been accustomed
to great rewards, but here the matter was carried rather too far: his
temper had been previously ruffled, and he rejected the offer with
marked disdain. The other, who was a humorist in his own way, supposing
him a fit subject for sport, began to jeer him on his uncouth
appearance: "I'm thinkin' I've offered ye owr muckle, man,'' said he; "thae
shanks o' yours wadna carry your maut-seck o' a body atween the barn an'
the byre in a hale half day."
"They've carried me farrer, in less time," was the
reply.
"But if your hands be like your feet," rejoined the
other, "I'm sure ye wad be, at best, but a guid-for-naething kind o'
creatur about a farm town!"
"Whatever my hands may be," retorted the peasant,
"hitherto they've aye provided for my head."
"Troth, I wadna wonder but fat ye're right," said the
farmer: "hands an' head o' ye look no that oonlike things made for
making ither fok's pouches an pantries licht an tooni, an' keeping yer
ain aye moderately foo an heavy."
"And for teaching fools," interrupted Hugh, "
that their owner may not be insulted with impunity!"
"Weel, man, that's wonderfu'," said the farmer in a
sneering tone; "but if they hae ta'en up the trade o' teachers,
I'm thinking they'll no want scholars; for I'm far cheated, if they
haena had, at least, ae fool no far bye since that day your
mother bore you."
"And, perhaps, this day they have another near
enough to be made wiser," retorted Hugh, no longer able to control his
passion; and with these words he lifted his giant arm to fell him to the
earth.
The farmer's wit, such as it was, had attracted a
number of listeners, who now interposed in his behalf, and by their
efforts prevented the parties from coming to blows.
"The filthy creatur!" said the farmer, as he was
leaving the place of contention, "wha wad hae thought it wad hae
the face to offer to strike a man"
"When we next meet," said the other, whose
thoughts were still occupied with the insulting taunts with which he had
been greeted—"when we next meet, maybe we'll hae fewer onlookers, an'
then you may learn at your ain expense, whether it has the face------."
Here he checked himself, and leaving the sentence unfinished, moved away
in a contrary direction; and as he walked off, those who had witnessed
the scene indulged each his own conjecture as to what might be the
purport of the unfinished threat, while all agreed that it was a
threat, and "something no fit to be spoken out."
After being thus baffled in his attempt to take
vengeance for what he considered a gross insult, Hugh's next care was to
steal out of the town, and, by an unfrequented road, return home.
Those who have been exposed to any particular kind of
obloquy, and accustomed to guard against it, are often ready to make
their minds "suspicion's sanctuary." The farmer's remarks might be
dictated by mere thoughtlessness, or a natural turn for dry humour; but
as Hugh proceeded on his solitary route, pondering on the imputations of
dishonesty and folly which had thus wantonly, as he conceived, and
without the shadow of a foundation, been cast in his face, and when he
reflected on the hollow respect with which he had often been treated,
when insolence could not be safely offered, it appeared to him that
mankind were in league against him. Such is the effect of a partial
view. He even questioned the justness of the Creator's laws, in, having
made him a" thing to be hooted and scorned. Dissatisfaction with
himself, and disgust at others, grew upon his mind. He avoided every
house and place, where he had a chance of meeting any one, with as much
care as if it had been contamination to look on a human face; and when
by footpaths and byeways he reached his bothie, he entered it
unperceived, and shut himself in.
On that night, Mr. Oakfield, the farmer with whom he
had the discord, was missing; and the next morning his body was
found at a, solitary part of the road, where he had been
murdered, and afterwards robbed, as it appeared, of a large sum of money
in bank notes, his watch, and every thing valuable which could be found
about his person.
At whose door the murder was laid need hardly be told
; a general suspicion prevailed, that Hugh M'Arthur was the guilty
person; and, on the forenoon of the same day he was taken from his
employment by the executive of the district, and conveyed to prison.
A precognition was immediately entered into. Several
witnesses were examined, all of whom declared that they had been witness
to the quarrel, and heard the half-uttered threat; others had observed
him in the market but, of those present, no one could be found to say,
that they had seen him on the way home, or that he had arrived there
early. A boy was examined, who slept in the bothie with him; but he had
been late in leaving the market, and stopped over night with his mother,
who resided in the outskirts of the town. Against this, it was in vain
that the prisoner urged his having quitted the market early, taken an
unfrequented road, and gone immediately to bed after his return. Nothing
positively exculpatory appeared; the circumstantial evidence went far to
criminate him; and he was finally committed for trial.
In the present instance, the tide of popular opinion
was decidedly against the prisoner. His solitary habits were talked of
in every circle, and invariably attributed to a mind brooding on
desperate deeds. His former sayings were dragged from the oblivion into
which they had fallen, and bandied about from mouth to mouth with
unceasing diligence; his cutting sarcasms, ,and the manner in which he
had been accustomed to speak of the conduct of others, were carefully
commented on; and all concurred in believing that they proceeded from a
heart imbued with bitterness to mankind, and a total want of all
fellow-feeling and natural affection. Those who had suffered, no matter
how justly, from the dissecting criticism of his remarks, or the
heart-searching glance of his eye, were now the most busy in
disseminating bad reports concerning his conduct and character. The
murder, which gave birth to the discussion, gave it also a fearful
interest; and thus distorted accounts and exaggerated stories continued
to multiply and spread, till the indignation of the country against the
supposed murderer was wrought up to the highest pitch. Time would have
moderated this fever of excitement; but unfortunately, in the plenitude
of the frenzy, his trial came on.
Without friend or relation, or any one to comfort or
speak a kind word to him in this trying juncture, he bore all with a
magnanimity and firmness which might have done honour to the greatest
stoic of the Grecian school; but this, so far from securing admiration,
was construed into obduracy of heart, and only served to strengthen the
general impression of his guilt.
In the midst of these malignant influences, all of
which were against him, he found a powerful friend in one who was, to
appearance, a perfect stranger. A young gentleman, by name Mr.
Stevenson, who was fast rising to eminence at the Scottish bar, and at
the time residing with his mother in Edinburgh, happening to read his
name and commitment in the newspapers, immediately left his other
business, and hurried northward to procure the necessary information for
enabling him to conduct the defence. On arriving in the vicinity, his
first care was to examine narrowly what' character the prisoner had
borne previous to the commission of the alleged crime. In the excited
state of the country, it was difficult to come at any thing like the
truth; but he gleaned enough to satisfy him that the temper and general
habits of Hugh M'Arthur were not such as to warrant the belief that he
would engage in a secret murder to gratify a momentary feeling of
revenge several hours after the offence had been given. This, taken in
conjunction with the circumstance that neither the money, watch, nor any
of the other articles abstracted from the pockets of the deceased, had
been found upon the supposed culprit, though his seizure was almost
immediate, convinced him that the murderer must be sought somewhere
else. But for a time nothing transpired which could fix even suspicion
on any other.
The prisoner himself was the first to give the hint.
He recollected having seen two thimble-rig men in the market, who
had endeavoured to inveigle him into their game, and though he had
eluded them, he set them down at the time, in his own mind, for
pick-pockets. One of them was present during the altercation, and when
it was ended Hugh heard him say, with reference to himself: "That old
blackguard would murder a man for his money!"
A pedlar boy was next discovered, who had been
favoured with a night's lodging in Mr. Oakfield's barn, and knew him
perfectly. On the day of the fair he had been enticed into a game by the
thimble men; and, having lost the whole of his ready-money, remained
late in the streets, trying to sell as much as would enable him to pay
for his bed and supper. He recollected seeing Mr. Oakfield enter a
tavern, after it was dusk, and also encountering one of the thimble men
several times in passing and re-passing the street where it stood. The
circumstance caused him some alarm, for hejaloused they were
desperate villains. "When Mr. Oakfield left the house, he saw the fellow
set off with a hasty step, in the same direction, and pass him on the
other side of the street. This was exactly what Mr. Stevenson wanted,
and he now began to entertain hopes, that, if one or both of these
individuals could be found, some circumstance might be elicited which
would give a different aspect to the whole affair. On making farther
inquiry, it was discovered that the thimble men had never been seen
since the night in which the murder and robbery were committed.
Suspicion in his mind now amounted to conviction; and, though the county
magistrates were so prepossessed with the idea that the murderer was
already in custody, as to refuse all assistance, he, at his own risk,
brought Mr. Samuel Sleuth, at the time one of the most eminent
thief-catchers in Europe, to the place, to ascertain the marks of the
fugitives; and, after having procured the necessary warrants, he
dismissed him, with instructions only to make despatch, and spare no
expense in tracking his prey. So far all was well; but still it was to
be feared, unless these men should be found, or strong reasons appear
for transferring the charge to some other, the unfavourable
circumstances in which the prisoner was placed would of themselves
condemn him.
The trial came on, and the last accounts from Mr.
Sleuth; received only three days previous, were, that though he had been
able to track one of the fugitives for a time with tolerable accuracy,
at a place which he named, he had there lost all trace of him; and that
he was now in pursuit of a person bearing some of the marks, but so few
and faint, that his hopes of success were by no means sanguine.
When placed at the bar, to be tried for his life, the
prisoner showed no sign of sorrow or dejection. He was pale from
confinement, but his manner was firm and collected. The indictment,
which had been framed with all the circumlocution of the law, charged
him with the crimes of murder and robbery. After it was read, the
evidence was produced, and a number of witnesses examined, none of whom
had any thing directly criminatory to allege, though they proved a great
deal about the solitary habits, and strange disposition, of the
prisoner, at which a smile occasionally played on his strongly marked
features. The quarrel at the fair, and the subsequent murder and robbery
of Mr. Oakfield, were also clearly proved; and, from the connection
which appeared ,to exist between the two, the guilt of the individual at
the bar seemed to be strangely made- out.
Mr. Stevenson, the counsel for the prisoner, who had
hitherto laboured, by cross-examination, to shake the testimony of the
witnesses, now endeavoured to avail himself of the exculpatory evidence
which had been summoned in. But, as matters stood, this was to little
purpose; for the very witnesses whom he had selected with the greatest
care, though they told what they considered the truth, were so imbued
with the popular prejudice against the prisoner, that their evidence did
not essentially differ from what was already adduced, and tended only to
produce signs of impatience in the jury; nor was it till Mr. Winterface,
the public prosecutor, rose to address them, that they seemed to resume
their attention.
It would be tiresome to the reader, and could serve
little purpose, to give the address at full length. But an extract from
it, and another from that of Mr. Stevenson, may serve to show the
different lights in which the same subject may be exhibited, and the
conflicting deductions which may be drawn from the same occurrences.
Mr. "Winterface, in addressing the jury, said, "that
the crime of murder had been committed on the person of an unoffending
and respectable subject. No one had seen the horrid deed; but an
individual was now placed before them, whom, from all the circumstances
which had been adduced, and so clearly proven, they were warranted to
look on as the murderer. That individual was known to have been a man of
a gloomy disposition, and retired habits. He had never shown the
slightest trait of kindness for his fellow creatures, or kept up a
community of sentiment with them. He had wandered from place to place,
and lived in loneliness—the companion of his own dark thoughts, and a
prey to misanthropic musings. No pity had softened his nature—no
friendly intercourse had humanised his heart—no sympathy with man, or
fear of God, could be found in the tenor of his conduct. His manner of
life had been well calculated to harden the heart, and prepare it for
crime. In such an individual the dark passions of envy, malice, revenge,
were likely to predominate; and these circumstances were of themselves
sufficient to fix suspicion upon him. But when the dark tissue of
events, which preceded the murder, were brought together, in an unbroken
chain of evidence, this suspicion of guilt rose to a certainty of crime.
When a man of such habits and temper had been heard quarrelling with the
deceased in the streets of a populous town, and seen to lift his hand,
in direct violation of the laws of his country, to strike a
fellow-subject in a public market, almost without provocation; and, when
prevented from offering violence on the spot, indulging in muttered
threats, and half finished sentences, the meaning of which evidently
was, that he would wait a fitting opportunity to avenge the supposed
insult; when, after all this, the unfortunate man, who had unwittingly
been the cause of ruffling his gloomy temper, and stirring his worst
passions, is found—murdered! without any assignable cause, and without
even a suspicion attaching itself to any other,—where were they to look
for the murderer?" &c. Mr. Stevenson, after going over the whole of the
evidence, and noticing its inconsistencies and assailable points in the
most forcible and eloquent manner, said, "Gentlemen of the jury, I have
thus endeavoured to show the inconclusiveness of the evidence upon which
you are called to decide; permit me now to remind you of the awful
nature of the trust reposed in you. It is not to settle a disputed point
of property—it is not to decide who shall be the heir of an estate—it is
not to award damages and repel slander propagated by one party to the
injury of another. These, and similar matters of civil discord, are of
every-day occurrence; and although justice ought always to be sacred,
however petty the cause which calls for its exercise, the very
familiarity of such cases may render jurymen indifferent to the
consequences of their judgment—and men who have been ruined by a
judicial verdict may live to attain higher honours and greater
possessions than those of which they were deprived, or to recover, by
future probity, that reputation which the law denied. But it is none of
these matters which awaits your decision on the present occasion. The
case before you is one, the vital importance of which demands the most
calm and profound deliberation. You are to decide whether a
fellow-creature, possessing the same feelings and sympathies, and the
same love of life, as yourselves—whether he shall live to participate in
the enjoyments of that existence which God hath conferred on us all, or,
on the mere suspicion which an accidental coincidence seems to have
woven around him, be condemned to ignominy, and death, and the
execration of all who hear his name spoken. Yes, the life of one, to
whom life is as sweet as to any or all of you, hangs quivering on the
balance of your thoughts. Pause, therefore, and consider, that life is a
gift which God alone can give, and which, if man take away without a
sufficient reason, instead of doing justice, he becomes a murderer; nor
will his crime be lessened, in the- eyes of his Maker, for its being
cloaked by the sanction of law. It is a light thing that one guilty man
may escape, but it is truly awful to condemn the innocent to death.
Gentlemen, the character of the prisoner has already been sufficiently
darkened by that inexplicable train of accidents which has brought him
here. You have heard peculiarities, in themselves innocent, with strange
ingenuity tortured into an evidence of guilt; and seen his solitary
habits, by being viewed through the uncertain medium of suspicion, made
to witness against him, as if it were a virtue to steep his character
and name in the very dregs of infamy, wrung from a crime of which there
is no proof that he has been guilty. It'is a maxim, that wherever there
is an effect, there must be a cause. Let us trace these peculiarities to
their source; and, when we have discovered the cause from which they
sprung, perhaps they may cease to be received as evidence against him.
Let any of you suppose an exchange of condition with the prisoner, and
then, what an alteration in your feelings and social affections this
exchange would make! Suppose that you were thrown upon the world with
all the ardent feelings and warm-heartedness of youth, but, by some
mischance, less elegantly formed than others; and, in consequence of a
defect which you could not remedy, treated by your play-fellows and
companions as a being made only for their sport—persecuted with
malicious jests and bitter mockery—made a mark for contumely and coarse
wit—loaded with nick-names and low abuse—the laughing-stock and scorn of
all; nor even allowed to enjoy a quiet hour of pleasing reflection, till
Nature, as if repenting of her former partiality, had endowed you with
extraordinary strength of both body and mind. Would your relish for
society have improved, or your sympathies been stirred and expanded in
such a waste, and under the care of such cultivators] Suppose, then,
that those who before had scorned and abused you, finding that they
could no longer do so with safety, should turn and crouch before you,
and, with servile submission, and fawning artifices, seek your favour.
To an individual with little knowledge of man, a weak memory, and feeble
reflecting powers, this might be happiness; but with a mind
constituted like that of the prisoner, and all the insults you had
endured bearing bitter fruit in your bosom, I ask you, would you not
attribute the change to some motive not differing materially from fear?
and would not its natural consequence be, to make you withdraw from that
society where you could expect no return for affections wasted—no
genuine sympathy—and no reciprocity of feeling? Such, gentlemen, is the
history of the prisoner, and the origin of his solitary habits. Yet, for
all this, where he was treated with only common kindness, his affections
were warm, and his gratitude unbounded. And, did the forms of the Court
permit, it could easily be proved that he has exhibited traits of
character, and shown himself possessed of a fund of benevolence which
might shame the pretensions of the greatest philanthropists.
"Though the tide of prejudice and popular
indignation, which has set so strongly in against him, has had a most
unfavourable influence, and tended materially to make the proof less
clear than otherwise it would have been, still it has been proved, that
his previous life, up to the unfortunate night which consigned him to a
prison, has been one not only of strict honesty, but abhorrence of
crime—this has been proved, while not a shadow of proof exists that he
is a robber. Had he been of an inconsiderate or nervous temperament, it
might have been argued, that after taking a fatal revenge remorse had
seized him, and he had fled from the scene of his guilt, leaving the
body to enrich some future passenger. But who among the praised, or the
proudly innocent, ever bore himself with more dignified calmness, or
showed less of perturbation under the trial of misfortune, than he has
done since he was placed at the bar? In the midst of every thing to
appal, and nothing to support the guilty heart, no nerve of his has been
shaken, and he has noticed the grievous accusations which have been
brought against him with a smile. Is this evidence of mental imbecility?
or could he have done so, had an atrocious murder been weighing on his
conscience? And, besides, let it never be forgotten, that the crime, if
perpetrated by him, must have been the offspring, not of a sudden burst
of passion, but of a resolution deliberately formed. And who, I now ask,
after he had contemplated such a deed, and determined to do it, would
have hesitated to avail himself of the only advantage which it offered
1 It may be said, that he has secreted the money; but the thing,
if it were not impossible, is altogether improbable. He had not time to
carry it to a distance, nor did he make the attempt; he could not
conceal it in the fields with the prospect of deriving any advantage
from it, for it consisted wholly of paper; he entered no house, save
that in which he slept, and there, after the most careful search,
nothing was found. Gentlemen, I mention not these things as mere flashes
of rhetoric, or because it is my business to declaim; but from a strong
conviction that the prisoner at the bar has been brought there without a
just cause. And I feel confident, that time will yet unravel this
mystery, and bring to light the secret murderer. For these reasons, I do
hope that you will consider this case well before you come to a
decision; and that you will not, upon the slender evidence which has
been produced, consign a fellow-creature to infamy and an ignominious
death."
A. suppressed murmur of applause ran through the
court as Mr. Stevenson concluded. The spectators had never before heard
one word said in defence of the prisoner; they now felt their minds
wander in uncertainty as to his guilt, and many of them wished that he
might yet escape. The conviction of the jurymen was also shaken: upon
them the efforts of the counsel for the prisoner had produced their full
effect; but the judge, who was himself fully satisfied as to the
guilt of the individual in question, foresaw the turn which this was
likely to give to their decision; and in his charge stated the
case in such a manner that his own opinion of it could not be
misunderstood,
It is quite possible, even at the present day, for a
jury to degrade themselves into becoming the mouthpiece of a judge; and
in this instance, a few men, little accustomed to think for themselves
in aught save the matter of fortune-making, summoned from the obscurity
of their daily employments, and trusting implicitly to the superior
learning and discrimination of a presiding power, easily fell into the
error of adopting the judge's ideas, and echoing back his sentiments.
The jury retired, and after a few minutes'
deliberation, were "unanimously of opinion that the prisoner was guilty
of the crime of murder, as libelled."
The awful sentence of death was then pronounced in
due form, and with the usual exhortation to the prisoner, "to listen
attentively to such spiritual guides as might be provided for him—to
repent of his former transgressions—and, in particular, of that most
aggravated crime which had called down the vengeance of his country—and
to seek mercy while it might be found."
During this awfully imposing part of the ceremony, he
stood with the most perfect composure; and, while the hearts of the
spectators scarcely beat, so intense was their feeling, he noticed its
conclusion with a smile. With him all hopes of escape, if such had been,
were now over, and the officers in attendance were preparing to convey
him back to prison; but while they were endeavouring to open a passage,
he requested permission to speak a few words. The court, thinking he
might intend to thank them for the manner in which his trial had been
conducted, granted his request, and he proceeded. He had anticipated the
issue of the trial; his thoughts had been previously arranged, his words
selected, and his sentences formed; and he spoke without embarrassment
or hesitation.
"Gentlemen of the jury," said he, "I should perhaps
thank you for your good and patient conduct; but as condemning an
innocent man to death is no very fit subject for congratulation, I
cannot presume to praise, and to censure would serve no end. I have read
your thoughts throughout; your minds were open to conviction; and had
you been left unawed by imposing forms, and unswayed by popular
prejudice, you would have done me justice. To those on the bench I have
nothing to say; they have done for me in their vocation what they would
have done for another in my place. But there is one here, whose conduct
should call forth other expressions—I mean the man who has voluntarily
come forward to plead the cause of one, against whom the imputation of
the most horrid crime, and the cry of causeless indignation, has gone
abroad. His exertions have been great; and for the sake of his fame, I
am almost sorry that they have been unsuccessful. For myself, I have no
such feeling. I have been a thing only not made the subject of mockery
every hour of my life, because I had the power of inflicting pain ; not
openly ridiculed by every one I chanced to meet, because I could hurl
back their weapons with a keener edge than they came; and not trodden
into mire, because my frame was not among the substances which yield
easily to the foot of the passenger. I have no dishonest deed with which
to accuse myself; no friend to sympathise with what I suffer, or mourn
my fate; and no infamy can penetrate the grave, Of disturb the repose of
the dead—that repose which awaits alike the king and the beggar, the
sage, so called, who is supposed to die in peace, and the man who makes
his exit amid the execrations of assembled thousands. For me, it is a
light thing to leave the world. My history has been truly narrated; but,
if it were not too much, I should be fain to know how, at this distance
of time and space, from the day and the place of my nativity, the
narrator became so well acquainted with it."
Here the speaker was interrupted, by the attendants
of the court endeavouring to enforce silence among the spectators. For
some minutes past, a faint whispering had prevailed near the door, and
this was now beginning to spread, in spite of the efforts which were
making to suppress it. The last words of the condemned man had been
addressed to Mr. Stevenson; but he either did not hear them, or was too
deeply engaged to make any answer. The whispering was occasioned by a
man on horseback galloping up to the place : some words which he had
dropped at the door had been eagerly "caught up by the crowd, and
communicated from man to man, in an under tone, till the noise began to
disturb the solemnity of the scene within. The horseman was the bearer
of a letter for Mr. Stevenson; it had the word "express" written
in very large characters, and underlined, above the address. He pressed
through the crowd, and without ceremony delivered it to that gentleman
in the court, who immediately broke the seal, and seemed to forget every
thing else in perusing it. Having caught its import, almost without
reading, as soon as comparative silence was procured, he rose, with the
excitement of hope portrayed in his countenance, to request that the
prisoner might not be removed for at least half-an-hour, as he had
strong reasons for believing that some circumstances, to him of the very
greatest importance, would be brought before the court within that time.
To his request there was some demur, and some
observations about precedents and impropriety; but the court at
last acceded to the proposal.
Before the half hour had expired, the real robber and
murderer was brought before the judges in the person of one of the
before-mentioned thimble men! He had fled from the scene of his guilt to
the remotest parts of the country; and, after being disappointed in
several attempts to leave it, and hearing that he was pursued, with the
cunning of the fox, he had doubled/ and having disguised himself
by dyeing his hair, and otherwise metamorphosed his dress and
countenance, he again made for the vicinity of the place where he had
done the deed. But at the very time when he began to consider himself
safe, and was indulging in a day's rest, he was seized by his
indefatigable pursuer, who had followed him through all his windings,
with a determination not to be baffled while the smallest hope of
success remained.
After divesting his victim of the money and other
articles, the murderer had sewed the large bank notes into the lining of
his trousers; imagining, no doubt, that he would be able to issue them
with safety after the murder was forgotten. On after thoughts, he had
again torn them out and burned them, but still continued to keep the
watch, which, by means of a false crown, he had contrived to secrete in
his hat. The watch, and one of the notes, which had slipped through a
hole from among the rest, and escaped the burning, were found on his
person. These were incontestable proofs against him; and, terror-struck
by the unexpectedness of his capture, and smitten by the pangs of a
guilty conscience, he had already confessed the wh'ole.
When this circumstance was announced, an involuntary
shout of triumph burst from the crowd who now thronged the court-house,
and stood around the doors, anxious to learn the issue of these strange
events. A complete revulsion of feeling had supervened; and they now
rejoiced in the innocence of that individual, of whose guilt, but a few
hours before, they had not entertained a doubt.
Hugh MArthur bore this unexpected brightening up of
his prospects as he had borne his former reverses, without any
extravagant expression of emotion. His manner was composed, with a
slight degree of—it might be assumed—indifference, as if he still wished
to make it appear that the change was to him a matter of no very great
importance; but the events of the day had been working a silent change
in his heart, and he felt a sentiment growing within him which he had
never before experienced. He was still retained a prisoner; but his
confinement was a mere matter of form: no one now entertained the
slightest doubt of his innocence, or of his being ultimately set at
liberty.
On the day after his trial, he was visited in the
jail by a female, having the appearance of a lady : and in her though
much altered, ho instantly recognised his former protege, Lilias,
now Mrs. Stevenson. Such a meeting under any circumstances would have
been interesting; but recent events, combined with the time which had
elapsed, the changes which had taken place in the fortunes of either
since they parted, and the place in which they met—all tended to make it
doubly affecting. Prom her it was that he first learned the extent of
their mutual obligation. It was her son—the very child she had nursed
while he supported her, who had so ably pleaded his cause, and whose
efforts in his behalf had been at last crowned with success in the
detection of the real murderer. That these should still continue his
firm friends was only what he would have expected, but how they came to
be in circumstances to befriend him so effectually required some
explanation.
The reader may now be told, that the name of Lilias's
seducer was Mr. Stevenson. His addresses were rejected by the lady, for
a union with whom, as already noticed, his friends so anxiously wished;
and this disappointment, connected as it was with previous events,
operated so powerfully upon his mind, that he did not afterwards seek
any other alliance. After Hugh M'Arthur left the country, he fell into
ill-health, and became melancholy. A lingering disease, and the prospect
of its probable termination, entirely altered his ideas of the world,
and of his past life. He never approved of some parts of his conduct;
but he now reflected, with feelings of the deepest remorse, on those
promises which, prompted by early passion, he had made and never
performed—the broken vows and solemn obligations he had come under to
his once innocent and unsuspecting servant girl—the sacrifice of that
innocence which she had made tp him, and the degradation and misery into
which it had subsequently plunged her,—all these were conjured up by the
solitude of a sick-room; and his own conscience— that stern monitor
within—now accused him loudly for his infidelity.
He now expressed a wish to make some reparation to
the only individual whom he considered himself to have wronged. Lilias,
he said, was the first and only object of his affection : to please his
friends he had abandoned her after he had done her a deep wrong; and
now, to quiet his own conscience and remove a stigma from the name of
his son—for he acknowledged the child as his—he considered it his duty
to give both a legal claim upon those comforts which he might leave
behind him. And he declared that, unless he were permitted to do this,
he could not leave the world in peace.
He was himself an only son, and his mother doated
upon him with more than common fondness. Her former abuse of the
unfortunate participator in his youthful passion had sprung from an
overstrained anxiety for his respectability in the eyes of the world;
but now when he spoke of leaving it, her maternal solicitude for his
peace of mind overcame every other feeling: her cordial consent was
easily obtained, and he and Lilias were married.
This timely gratification of his wishes brought back
his banished comfort. The consciousness of having acted according to the
dictates of virtue and justice produced the happiest effect upon his
spirits: the change extended itself to his corporeal frame, and his
health began slowly to return. After living happy for a number of years,
he died, bequeathing his name and the whole of his fortune to his wife
and son, with the exception of a small annuity which they were to pay to
their early preserver, if ever he should be discovered. With every
intention to discharge the debt with which they had been intrusted, they
had not been able to find the means till the newspapers announced the
commitment of their creditor for murder: then all was bustle and anxiety
with both mother and son, and the full determination to do for him
whatever his case would admit of.
The events narrated in the former part of this story,
though for the most part of a gloomy texture, were the means of evolving
the true character of the extraordinary individual who forms, the
subject of it. As the thunder-cloud carries in its bosom the electric
flash which penetrates the gloomy recesses of the cavern, those dark
suspicions in which he had been involved emitted a ray which penetrated
that obscurity in which his best actions lay concealed. And, in the
reflux of that tide which had lately threatened to bear him to
destruction, his merit became the theme of every conversation;
the fortitude which he had displayed received its full reward of praise;
and people marvelled at and magnified those stern virtues which, under
his dark exterior, they had never before been able to discover. These
feelings manifested themselves in the most hearty congratulations on his
deliverance, and the deepest sympathy for his unmerited sufferings. He
saw and knew that these expressions were unfeigned. The anxiety of Mrs.
Stevenson, the exertions of her son, and the bequest of her husband, all
originating at a time when no sinister purpose could be placed against
them—these were proofs of a generous and disinterested philanthropy,
which came warm to his heart, and, under their genial influence, united
with the circumstances already noticed, that ice which, in the frost of
neglect and early scorn, had grown over his better feelings, melted
away. He received and returned the looks and the words of kindness in
the true spirit of social intercourse; and in the scene which was thus
opened up, he found what to him. after so many years of seclusion and
solitude, was an unexplored paradise. After his liberation, the annuity,
which he continued regularly to receive, and the bounty of his friends,
more than supplied his few wants: he was in independent circumstances,
and, as long as he lived, it was his delight to contribute to the
happiness of all around him.
If this story possess any moral, it is this: That
kindness is the best teacher of philanthropy, and the only nurse of the
social virtues. It may also remind us, that it is not always the
fairest exterior that encloses the noblest spirit. We ought ever to keep
present to our judgment the distinction thus laid down by Shakespeare:—
In Nature there's no blemish but the mind,
None can be call'd deformed but the unkind:
Virtue is beauty; but the beauteous, evil—
Are empty trunks o'erflourish'd by the devil! |