The forester’s wife pauses
a moment, looking after the physician’s carriage as it whirls out of sight
in the gathering darkness along the road; then, exclaiming sadly "Poor,
dear young lady!" she closes again the heavy iron gates, and retires to
her own happy hearthside within the lodge.
Night has all but fallen,
and though it is still only dusk upon the open road outside, within the
avenue the gloaming is already deepening into mirk, and under the shadows
of the limes it will soon be quite dark. A quiet spring night. When the
wheels of the doctor’s carriage have retreated in the distance, no sound
is to be heard amid the shadows but the twitter of a blackbird settling
itself again to roost in its perfumed dreaming place among the spruce
branches, and the silvery tinkle of a streamlet making its way at hand
through the ferny under-tangle of the wood. The air is rich with the fresh
sweetness of budding life—the breath of unseen primroses opening their
creamy petals upon dewy moss-banks in the darkness. Born amid the
stillness, new, vague hopes stir within the heart; everywhere seems the
delicious promise of the time of blossom and leaf that is to be; and the
motionless night itself seems conscious of the coming of desire. It is a
night to inspire a poet or a lover; every faint wood-scent, the cool touch
of the night-air itself upon the cheek, bringing with it some subtle
suggestion, the more delightful that it is undefined, setting the pulse of
youth a-beating with thoughts of a glad to-morrow.
Alas for those to whom no
morrow will come!
At the upper end of the
long avenue a faint light is shining yet in two windows of the many-gabled
mansion-house. One of the windows is open, and within, at a small table,
leaning his head upon his hand, can be seen the figure of a man. It is the
master of the house. He has just received the last sentence of the
physician, "I can be of no further service. The end will probably come
before to-morrow"; and the words are still in his ears, beating like a
leaden pendulum against his heart. Straight before him into the dark night
he is gazing; but the eyes that look are tearless: only the drawn line
about his mouth and the pitiful twitching of his lip bespeak the emotion
that is working within. Yet he is not altogether left to himself. The air
from the open window stirs his hair and fans his pale cheek— Nature, like
a sweet and gentle friend, would offer him the soothing of her sympathy.
Probably he is unconscious of it—drowning in the hopeless flood-tide of
his grief; but, with the gentle air stealing in from the darkness outside,
the influence of the great Reconciler, mother-heart of all mankind, is
already touching him. While his ear takes in the soft movements of the
nurse in the next room, tending all that is dearest to him on earth, his
heart, stirred unconsciously by the subtle suggestions of the incoming
night-scents, is travelling, torn with regret, through the tender avenues
of the past. And strangely fresh in every detail reappear those scenes
imprinted upon the pages of memory by the sunshine of love.
He is in a cottager’s
garden, listening, amid the hum of the hives and the glory of
old-fashioned wallflower borders, to the gossip of the simple old soul who
is showing him her little domain. There is the quick trotting of a pony. A
low phaeton drives past on the road beneath. And he has seen and shared
the smiling glance of a gentle, lovely face—a sunny glimpse to be
remembered. Again, he has been picnicking with friends, a family party, on
the shore of a Highland loch, and has noticed with mingled admiration and
resentment that while all others have been seeking their own enjoyment,
one pair of frank and willing little hands has wrought the whole comfort
of the group. They are in the shallops, rowing home, and as, pulling at
his oar, he listens to the innocent freshness of a shy young voice singing
some Highland boat-song, he becomes conscious for the first time of a
vista before him of wondrous new and fair possibilities—of a path in life
which is not to be trodden alone. Once more. It is a secluded spot. He has
wandered in happy company, from his party. Clear as yesterday comes back
the memory of the scene. In front some tented waggons, rust-brown with
wandering years, trail down the woodland by-road. The gipsy woman has
taken his silver coin, and, with a keen, shrewd glance, has wished the
"lady and gentleman a happy bridal!" He has seized the moment, has
whispered the secret which was no secret, and has read in shining eyes the
answer of his hopes.
All that was a year ago,
little more—woodland and lake and garden, with a hundred other scenes and
episodes as tender, which, crowding back, fill his heart to bursting; and
now—
He rises, closing the
window, and passes into the adjoining room.
Treading softly on the
thick carpet, a glance assures him that nothing has altered in the sick
chamber since he left it with the physician. Only amid the momentous
stillness, in the subdued light by the fire, the trim, white-aproned nurse
is trying to read. A whisper to her—she will be called if required; and,
closing the door noiselessly behind her, she leaves him to watch alone.
Alone, for the last time,
with all that is dear to him, the flower that is fading out of his life so
soon! He turns to the bed. There, pale with preternatural loveliness, her
dark hair spread like a cloud upon the pillow, lies the sunny sweetheart,
the shy bride of a year ago. A faint moan, the glistening of a tear
between the closed eyelids, betrays the grief that is haunting that
strange shadowland between this world and the next—grief for that which
was not to be! He can look no more! Sinking into a chair by the fire, he
buries his face in his hands: it is the hour of his despair.
Midnight has long passed;
the fire is sinking unheeded in the grate; and he has not moved.
"Arthur!"
In a moment he is by the
bed, that thin, hot hand in his, gazing heartbroken into the face of his
wife. In those grey eyes of hers there is no second thought. Love, for the
time is short, has dropped his last disguise, and looks forth from them
with unutterable tenderness and regret. "Arthur!" She lingers fondly upon
his name, and her fingers push the hair tenderly from his brow—"Arthur!"
But there is a sudden
change. A look of terror springs to her eyes, and she clings wildly to his
arm. Is this the end? She would have fallen back upon the pillow had not
his arm been round her. With a despairing effort, her eyes filling with
tears, she articulates, "We have—been—very—happy—my dear!" Their lips meet
for the last time—a long, long farewell. Then a second shadow passes over
her face. He lays her gently back upon the pillow. The wistful, eager look
dies away out of her eyes. It is all over. He is alone, kneeling by the
bed, his face pressed deep into his hands. A gust of wind, rising outside,
shakes the sash of the window; the crow of chanticleer is heard far off at
the stables: it is three o’clock, the coldest hour of the night.
And in the lodge at the
foot of the avenue, at that hour, the young forester’s wife, stirring
softly in her sleep, presses the month-old babe beside her closer to her
heart.