WILLIE deferred his departure for
New York until a week after Jamie’s funeral, and Mr. Rolphe remained
too. He liked the quiet respite from work, and the long drives he took
through the country with the boys were particularly agreeable to him.
Besides, the wholesome, homely fare, the honest welcome, the kindness of
the brothers and sisters, the frank, simple atmosphere of the widow’s
life, and the long conversations that he had with her, appealed
especially to a man of his nature.
He talked with Mrs. McNabb about
the relationship that existed between her son and his daughter Helen,
and so deftly did he approach and discuss the subject, that the
perturbation Willie’s communication regarding his engagement to Helen
caused her at first, owing to the disparity of fortune between the two,
was entirely dissipated. Mr. Rolphe exacted a promise from her that she
would visit New York the following year; he desired that she should meet
Mrs. Rolphe, as well as Helen, who would naturally be anxious to meet
Willie’s mother.
After Mr. Rolphe and Willie
returned to New York, the latter, on Mrs. Rolphe’s advice, retired from
the army, and entered the service of the railway company, taking up the
work Jamie had been doing. By the most assiduous application to
business, the young man rose in the service of the company, and soon
came to be regarded as one of its most efficient and trustworthy
employees. As the fiancé of Helen Rolphe, he was naturally a welcome
visitor at the Rolphe home, while the distinction he gained in the war
made him a young man of some celebrity, all of which, added to his
natural frankness and good breeding, caused him to become very popular.
He had lost his shyness and diffidence, but he was constitutionally of a
retiring disposition, and as long as he lived was never fond of general
society. Indeed, I have often thought that his ideal of happiness would
have been banishment to a secluded island in the sea, with Helen as his
sole companion.
As for Colin, he remained at the
homestead for a time after Jamie’s death, not having settled upon any
plan for the future. He would link his arm in Katie’s and wander with
her about the farm. Sometimes I fancied I liked Colin so well that I was
jealous of the attentions he bestowed upon others, but this jealousy did
not obtain in Katie’s case. I loved the girl, I think, quite as fondly
as a father; she was so bright and cheerful, and withal so wise,
thoughtful for others, and
self-forgetful.
How often, in the evenings, I have
sat in the lane beneath the old butternut tree, and shaded myself behind
its great trunk, as the lovers went by! I think the shadow cast over
their young hearts by the death of Jamie served to enhance the
earnestness of their intercourse, and to bind them more closely
together.
I was sitting under the butternut
tree one evening, in the twilight, when I saw them coming. When they
reached the tree, Colin said, "You’re tired, Katie dear, let us rest
here for a moment, before we go into the house." Katie agreed, and the
lovers sat down. There was nothing for me to do but to make my presence
known. At the risk of startling them I arose hastily, and said : —"I
thought you two would have wandered to the end
of the lane, and not disturbed an
old bachelor in the enjoyment of his reveries and his pipe. I was
willing to allow you to pass without breaking in on you, and you might
have been equally considerate of me, but I shall leave you now to
yourselves. I observe that you manage to bear up with Christian
fortitude in each other’s company."
I was backing away when Colin
said: "Oh, please, Uncle Watty, don’t run off like that! Katie and I
have no secrets, and nothing to say to each other that a dear old soul
like you could not hear. As a confirmed old bachelor, you might not
understand our language, but I assure you, it is quite harmless and
perfectly rational. Is it not, Katie?" And Katie’s eyes gleamed with
delight in the soft moonlight which was stealing upon us.
Ah, yes, I could see that Katie
knew all about it! But I was still fearful lest the lovers desired to be
alone, and was again preparing to leave, when Katie said: "Please, Uncle
Watty, for my sake, if you won’t for Colin’s, sit down, and let us all
three talk. You know such glorious evenings as these can’t last, and you
know how good a thing companionship is."
Katie’s gaze was fixed upon the
far-off hill, over which the moon had just risen; there was moisture on
her long eyelashes and in her glistening eyes. I knew that she was
thinking of Jamie. So I sat down quietly near her feet, and smoked in
silence. A charmed spell seemed to have touched the scene. Katie’s
words, I think, turned our thoughts to Jamie, and we three sat silently
there. I don’t know what Colin and Katie thought of that hour, but it
lives with me. Ah, those sacred hours of silence on the old farm, close
to nature and to God! It was Colin that spoke first.
"Uncle Watty," he said, "I have
been greatly exercised in mind of late with regard to my future. You
know I can’t afford to waste my life here, and I must be up and doing,
for when Katie and I get married there will be two of us to support. I
must come to some decision very soon, and I do wish you would help me to
decide."
This was what I well understood
must come, although I had tried to keep my mind from contemplating the
subject. I was growing old, Colin was all I had on earth to care for, I
had grown to love him very much, and I viewed with pain the prospect of
the inevitable separation; for I well knew that the young man’s ambition
would carry him away from the homely, simple life and scenes among which
I had cast my lot for life. I thought deeply for a moment or two before
answering, then I said, — for I think procrastination has always been
one of my besetting sins : —"Don’t let us worry ourselves to-night about
the subject, my dear Colin, let the present moment be sufficient to us.
To-morrow you and I shall have a talk about your future, and perhaps
decide on the best course to pursue."
Colin seemed satisfied, and we sat
in silence again for a time. Presently a sound came floating across the
fields. We all bent our ears and listened, and soon the words of a song
came to us. In the name of all that is incongruous, it was Goarden, the
hired man! In an instant the whole spirit of the scene had changed. He
was returning from making a call on the young widow who kept the "far
toll-gate," and who, it was reported, had her cap set for Goarden. He
was singing that old song "Lottie Lane," and as it was a full quarter of
a mile to the Concession, the effect seemed much more pleasing than when
sung by Goarden at close range. Here is a verse I recall : —
Oh, I once was gay as a lark in
May,
And my young heart beat in tune;
For my way was bright, and my step was light
As a linnet’s wing in June.
All is sad and drear, all is darkness here,
As I wander in my woe, —
But sometime again I will meet Lottie Lane,
Though never here below.
How often we have all stood at the
door of the homestead of an evening and listened to Goarden, as he trod
the Concession light-heartedly, and sang his songs! I think he fancied
that the settlers used to listen, for he sang with as much gusto as he
would at a "hoe-down," or when the boys were gathered about the
fireplace after a logging bee. Goarden usually sang with special gusto
upon his return from the county town late in the evening of a fall
fair-day. He generally returned "three sheets in the wind," or, as
Muckle Peter would say, "a trifle high"; but as he always had his
pockets full of sugar sticks, "black man," bulls’ eyes, peppermints, and
such like for the
children; who would gather about
him and cry, "Me farin' on you, Goarden, me farm’ on you!" he was
usually a welcome visitor. Drunk or sober, Goarden dispensed his
hospitalities with a lavish hand. By the time he was opposite the gate
to the homestead he had finished "Lottie Lane," and after whistling a
bit, he struck up a livelier song, which opened like this : —
Oh, if ever I get married, it will
be in June,
When the flowers and the meadows they are in full bloom.
It was then I spied my true love by the light of the moon,
All on the banks of the Roses.
Chorus
Oh, it’s come, lassie, come, won’t
you come along with me;
From your daddy and your mammy I’ll soon set you free.
I will fold you in my arms, love,
And happy we will be,
All on the banks of the Roses.
Goarden had reached only the
thirteenth stanza when his voice died away in the distance, as he
drifted over the hill and disappeared in the black ash swamp. His
singing had broken the spell that was upon Colin, Katie, and myself, and
as the last faint note reached us from over the hill and died away,
Katie said, "I think we had better return to the house; mother will be
growing anxious about us, and we must have been here such a long time."
Colin rose at once, but I was
still inclined to give my thoughts, which were busy, full play; so I
said: "You might leave me here, children, for another pipe; the night is
too glorious to forsake, and besides, I want to turn Colin’s affairs
over in my mind, and see what suggestion I can make."
But I had no need to exercise
myself over Colin’s future. Fate was busy with that subject, and was
doing the work far more swiftly and effectively than a hundred poor
instruments like myself could have done.
I watched with fondness the
retreating figures of the lovers as they walked silently, arm in arm, up
the lane. They were happy, and I was not unhappy. I lay till midnight
under the old tree. I watched the moon, after she had risen above the
hill, mount the heavens, and as she mounted, so mounted my hopes and
aspirations for the future of the two young people who were so dear to
me.