“Let us sit down on this
stone seat,” said my aged friend, the pastor, and I will tell you a tale
of tears, concerning the last inhabitants of yonder solitary house, just
visible on the hill-side, through the gloom of those melancholy pines.
Ten years have passed away since •the terrible catastrophe of which I am
about to speak; and I know not how it is, but methinks, whenever I come
into this glen, there is something rueful in its silence, while the
common sounds of nature seem to my mind dirge-like. and forlorn. Was not
this very day bright and musical as we walked across, all the other
hills and valleys; but now a dim mist overspreads the sky, and,
beautiful as this lonely place must in truth be, there is a want of life
in the verdure and the flowers, as if they grew beneath the darkness of
perpetual shadows.”
As the old man was speaking, a female figure, bent with age and
infirmity, came slowly up the bank below us with a pitcher in her hand,
and when she reached a little well, dug out of a low rock all covered
with moss and lichens, she seemed to fix her eyes upon it as in a dream,
and gave a long, deep, broken sigh.
“The names of her husband and her only son, both dead, are chiselled by
their own hands on a smooth stone within the arch of that fountain, and
the childless widow at this moment sees nothing on the face of the earth
but a few letters not yet overgrown with the creeping time-stains. See!
her pale lips are moving in prayer, and, old as she is, and long
resigned in her utter hopelessness, the tears are not yet all shed or
dried up within her broken heart,—a few big drops .-ire on her withered
cheeks, but she feels them not, and «s unconsciously weeping with eyes
that old age has of itself enough bedimmed.”
The figure remained motionless beside the well; and, though I knew not
the history of the griefs that stood all embodied so mournfully before
me, I felt that they must have been gathering together for many long
years, and that such sighs as I had now heard came from the uttermost
desolation of the human heart. At last she dipped her pitcher in the
water, lifted her eyes to Heaven, and, distinctly saying, “O Jesus, Son
of God! whose blood was shed for sinners, be merciful to their souls!”
she turned away from the scene of her sorrow, and, like one seen in a
vision, disappeared.
"I have beheld the childless widow happy,” said the pastor, “even her
who sat alone, with none to comfort her, on a floor swept by the hand of
death of all its blossoms. But her whom we have now seen I dare not call
happy, even though she puts her trust in God and her Saviour. Her’s is
an affliction which faith itself cannot assuage. Yet religion may have
softened even sighs like those, and, .as you shall hear, at was religion
that set her free from the horrid dreams of madness, and restored her to
that comfort which is always found in the possession of a reasonable
soul.”
There was not a bee roaming near us, nor a bird singing in the solitary
glen, when the old Man gave me these hints of a melancholy tale. The sky
was black and lowering, as it lay on -the silent ‘hills, and enclosed us
from the far-off world, in a sullen spot that was felt to be sacred unto
sorrow. The figure which had come and gone with a sigh was the only
dweller here; and I was prepared to hear a doleful history of one left
alone to commune with a broken heart in the cheerless solitude of
nature.
“That house, from whose chimnies no smoke has ascended for ten long
years,” continued my friend, “once showed its windows bright with
cheerful, fires; and her whom we now saw so woe-begone, I remember
brought home a youthful bride, in all the beauty of her joy and
innocence. Twenty years beheld her a wife and a mother, with all their
.most perfect happiness, and with some, too, of 'their inevitable griefs.
Death passed not by her door without his victims, and, of five -
children, all but one died, in infancy, childhood, or blooming -youth.
But they died in nature's common decay,-—peaceful prayers were said
around the bed of peace; and when the flowers grew upon their graves,
the mother’s eyes could bear to look on them, as she passed on with an
unaching heart into the house of God. All but one died,—and better had
it been if that one had never been born.
"Father, mother, and son now come to man’s estate, survived, and in the
house there was peace. But suddenly poverty fell upon them. The
dishonesty of a kinsman, of which I need not state the particulars,
robbed them of their few hereditary fields, which now passed into the
possession of a stranger. They, however, remained as tenants in the
house, which had been their own; and for a while, father and son bore
the change of fortune seemingly undismayed, and toiled as common
labourers on the soil still dearly beloved. At the dawn of light they
went out together, and at twilight they returned. But it seemed as if
their industry was in vain. Year after year the old Man s face became
more deeply furrowed, and more seldom was he seen to smile ; and his
son’s countenance, once bold and open, was now darkened with anger and
dissatisfaction. They did not attend public worship so regularly as they
used to do; when I met them in the fields, or visited them in their
dwelling, they looked on me coldly, and with altered eyes; and I grieved
to think how soon they both ‘ seemed to have forgotten the blessings
Providence had so long permitted them to enjoy, and how sullenly they
now struggled with its decrees. But something worse than poverty was now
disturbing both their hearts.
“The unhappy old Man had a brother who at this time died, leaving an
only son, who had for many years abandoned his father’s house, and of
whom all tidings had long been lost. It was thought by many that he had
died beyond seas; and none doubted, that, living or dead, he had been
disinherited by his stern and unrelenting parent. On the day after the
funeral, the old Man produced his brother’s will, by which he became
heir to all his property, except an annuity to be paid to the natural
heir, should he ever return. Some pitied the prodigal son, who had beer
disinherited—some blamed the father—some envied the good fortune of
those who had so ill borne adversity. But in a short time the death, the
will, and the disinherited, were all forgotten, and the lost lands being
redeemed, peace, comfort, and happiness were supposed again to be
restored to the dwelling from which they had so long been banished. .
“But it was not So. If the furrows on the old Man’s face were deep
before, when he had to toil from morning to night, they seemed to have
sunk into more ghastly trenches, now that the goodness of Providence had
restored a gentle shelter to his declining years. When seen wandering
through his fields at even-tide, he looked not like the Patriarch musing
tranquilly on the works and ways of God; and when my eyes met his during
divine service, which he now again attended with scrupulous regularity,
I sometimes .thought they were suddenly averted in conscious guilt; or
closed in hypocritical devotion. I scarcely know if I had any suspicions
against him in my mind or not; but his high bald head, thin silver hair,
and .countenance with its fine features so intelligent, had no longer
the same solemn expression which they once possessed, and something dark
and hidden seemed now to belong to ,them, which withstood his forced and
unnatural smile. The son, who, in the days of their-former prosperity,
had been stained by no vice, and who, during their harder lot, had kept
himself aloof from all his former, companions, now .became .dissolute
and profligate, morbid he meet with any reproof from .a father whose
heart would once have burst asunder at one act of wickedness in his
beloved .child.
“About three years after 'the death of his father, the .disinherited son
returned to his native parish. He had been a sailor on .board various
ships on foreign stations—but hearing by chance .of his father’s death,
he came to claim his inheritance. Having heard, on his arrival, that his
uncle had succeeded to the property, he came to me and told me, .that
-the night before he left his home, .his father stood by his bed-side,
kissed him, j and said, that never more would he own such an undutiful
son—but that he forgave-him-all his sins—at death would not defraud him
of-the pleasant fields that had so long .belonged to his humble
ancestors—and hoped to meet reconciled in Heaven. “My uncle is a
villain" said he, fiercely, “and I will cast anchor on the green bank
where I played when a boy, even if I must first bring his grey head to
the scaffold!”
I accompanied him to the
house of his uncle. It was a dreadful visit. The family had just sat
down to their frugal mid-day meal; and the old man, though for some
years he could have had little heart to pray, had just lifted up his
hand to ask a blessing. Our shadows, as we entered the door, fell upon
the table—and turning his eyes, he beheld before him on the floor the
man whom he fearfully hoped had been buried in the sea. His face was
indeed, at that moment, most unlike that of prayer, but he still held up
his lean, shrivelled, trembling hand. “Accursed hypocrite,” cried the
fierce mariner, “dost thou call down the blessing of God on a meal won
basely from the orphan? But, lo! God, whom thou hast blasphemed, has
sent me from the distant isles of the ocean, to bring thy white head
’nto the hangman’s hands!”
“For a moment all was silent—then a loud stifled gasping was heard, and
she whom you saw a little while ago, rose shrieking from her scat, and
fell down on her knees at the sailor’s feet. The terror of that
unforgrven crime, now first revealed to her knowledge, struck her down
to the floor. She fixed her bloodless face on his before whom she
knelt—but she spoke not a single word. There was a sound in her
convulsed throat like the death-rattle. "I forged the will,” said the
son, advancing towards his cousin with a firm step, “my father could
not—I alone am guilty, I alone must die.” The wife soon recovered the
power of speech, but it was so unlike her usual voice, that I scarcely
thought, at first, the sound proceeded from her white quivering lips.
“As you hope for mercy at the great judgment day, let the old man make
his escape—hush, hush, hush—till in a few days he has sailed away in the
hold of some ship to America. You surely will not hang an old
grey-headed man of threescore and ten years!”
“The sailor stood silent and frowning. There seemed neither pity nor
cruelty in his face; he felt himself injured; and looked resolved to
right himself, happen what would. “I say he has forged my father’s will.
As to escaping, let him escape if he can. I do not wish to hang him;
though I have seen better men run up to the fore-yard arm before now,
for only asking their own. But no more kneeling, woman—Holla! where is
the old man gone?”
“We all looked ghastly around, and the wretched wife and mother,
springing to her feet, rushed out of the house. We followed, one and
all. The door of the stable was open, and, the mother and son entering,
loud shrieks were heard. The miserable old man had slunk out of the room
unobserved during the passion that had struck all our souls, and had
endeavoured to commit suicide. His own son cut him down, as he hung
suspended from a rafter n that squalid place, and, carrying him in his
arms, laid him down upon the green bank in front of the house.- There he
lay with his livid face, and blood-shot protruded eyes, till, in a few
minutes, he raised himself, up, and fixed them upon his wife, who, soon
recovering from a fainting fit, came shrieking from the mire in which
she had fallen down. “Poor people!” said the sailor with a gasping
voice, “you have suffered enough for your crime. Fear nothing; 'the
worst is now past: and rather would I sail the seas, twenty years
longer, than add another pang to that old man’s heart. Let us be kind to
the old man.”
“But it seemed as if a raven had croaked the direful secret all over the
remotest places among the hills; for, in an hour, people came flocking
in from all quarters, and it was seen, that concealment or escape was no
longer possible, and that father and son were destined to die together a
felon's death.”
Here the pastor’s voice ceased; and I had heard enough to understand the
long deep sigh that had come moaning from that bowed-down, figure beside
the solitary well. “That -was the last work done by the father and son,
and finished the day before the fatal discovery of their guilt. It had
probably been engaged in as a sort of amusement to beguile their unhappy
minds of ever-anxious thoughts, or perhaps as a solitary occupation, at
which they could unburthen their guilt to one another undisturbed. Here,
no doubt, in the silence and solitude, they often felt remorse, perhaps
penitence. They chiselled out their names on that slab, as you perceive;
and hither, as duly as the morning and evening shadows, comes the ghost
whom we beheld, and, after a prayer for the souls of them so tenderly
beloved in their innocence, and doubtless even more tenderly beloved in
their guilt and in their graves, she carries to her lonely hut the water
that helps to preserve her hopeless life, from the well dug by dearest
hands, now mouldered away, both flesh and bone, into the dust.”
After a moment’s silence the old man continued,— for he saw that I
longed to hear the details of that dreadful catastrophe, and his own
soul seemed likewise desirous of renewing its grief,—“The prisoners were
condemned. Hope there was none. It was known, from the moment of the
verdict—guilty,—that they would be executed. Petitions were, indeed,
signed by many many thousands; but it was all in vain,—and the father
and the son had to prepare themselves for death.
“About a week after condemnation I visited them in their cell. God
forbid, I should say that they were resigned. Human nature. could not
resign itself to such a doom; and I found the old man pacing up and down
the stone-floor, in his clanking chains, with hurried steps, and a
countenance of unspeakable horror. The son was lying on his face upon
his bed of straw, and had not lifted up his head, as the massy bolts
were withdrawn, and the door creaked sullenly on its hinges. The father
fixed his eyes upon me for some time, as if I had been a stranger
intruding upon his misery; and, as soon as he knew me, shut them with a
deep groan, and pointed to his son. “I have murdered William—I have
brought my only son to the scaffold, and I am doomed to hell!” I gently
called on the youth by name, but he was sesensible—he was lying in a
fit. “I fear he will awake out of that fit," cried the old man with a
broken voice. “They have come upon, him every day since our
condemnation, and sometimes during the night. It is not fear for himself
that brings them on—for my boy, though guilty, is brave—but he continues
looking on my face for hours, till at last he seems .to lose all sense,
and falls down in strong convulsions, often upon the stone floor, till
he is all covered with blood.” The old man then went up to his son,
knelt down, and, putting aside the thick clustering hair from his
forehead, continued kissing him for some mmutes, with deep sobs, but
eyes dry as dust.
“But why should I recal. to my remembrance, or describe to you, every
hour of anguish that I witnessed in that cell? For several weeks it was
all agony and despair—the Bible lay unheeded before their ghastly
eyes—and for them there was no consolation. The old man’s soul was
filled, but with one thought—that he had deluded his son into sin,
death, and eternal punishment. He never slept; but visions, terrible as
those of sleep, seemed often to pass before him, till I have seen the
grey hairs bristle horribly over his temples, and big drops of sweat
plash down upon the floor. I sometimes thought, that they would both die
before the day of execution; but their mortal sorrows, though they sadly
changed both face and frame, seemed at last to give a horrible energy to
life, and every morning •that I visited them, they were stronger, and
more "broadly awake in the chill silence of their lonesome prison-house.
“I know not how a deep change was at last wrought upon their souls, but
two days before that of execution, on .entering their cell, I found them
sitting calm and composed by each other’s side, w ith the Bible open
before them. Their faces, though pale and haggard, bad lost that glare
of misery, that so long had shone about their restless and wandering
eyes, and they looked like men recovering from "a long and painful
sickness. I almost thought I saw something like a faint smile of hope.
"God has been merciful unto us,” said the father, with a calm voice "I
must not think that he has forgiven my sins, but he has enabled me to
look, on my poor son’s face—to kiss him—to fold him in my arms—to pray
for him—to fall asleep with him in my bosom, as I used often to do in
the days of his boyhood, when, during the heat of mid-day, I rested from
labour below the trees of my own farm. We have found resignation at
last, and are prepared to die.”
There were no transports of deluded enthusiasm in the souls of these
unhappy men. They had never doubted the truth of revealed religion,
although they had fatally disregarded its precepts; and now that remorse
had given way to penitence, and nature had become reconciled to the
thought of inevitable death, the light that had been darkened, but never
extinguished in their hearts, rose up anew; and knowing that their souls
were immortal, they humbly put their faith in the mercy of their Creator
and their Redeemer.
“It was during that resigned and serene hour, that the old Man ventured
to ask for the mother of his poor unhappy boy. I told him. the truth
calmly, and calmly he heard it all. On the day of his condemnation, she
had been deprived of her reason, and, in the house of a kind friend,
whose name he blessed, now remained in merciful ignorance of all that
had befallen, believing herself, indeed, to be a motherless widow, but
one who had long ago lost her husband, and all her children, in the
ordinary course of nature. At this recital his soul was satisfied. The
son said nothing, but wept long and bitterly.
“The day of execution came at last. The great city lay still as on the
morning of the Sabbath-day; and all the ordinary business of life
seemed, by one consent of the many thousand hearts beating there, to be
suspended. But as the hours advanced, the frequent tread of feet was
heard in every avenue; the streets began to fill with pale, anxious, and
impatient faces; and many eyes w ere turned to the dials on the
steeples, watching the silent progress of the finger of time, till it
should reach the point at which the curtain was to be drawn up from
before a most mournful tragedy.
“The hour was faintly heard through the thick prison walls by us, who
were together .for the last time in the condemned cell. I had
administered to them the most awful rite of our religion, and father and
son sat together as silent as death. The door of the dungeon opened, and
several persons came in. One of them, who had a shrivelled bloodless
face, and small red fiery eyes, an old man, feeble and tottering, but
cruel in his decrepitude, laid hold of the son with his palsied fingers,
and began to pinion his arms with a cord. No resistance was offered;
but, straight and untrembling, stood that tall and beautiful youth,
while the fiend bound-him for execution. At this mournful sight, how
could I bear to look on his father’s face? Yet thither Were mine eyes
impelled-by-the agony that afflicted my commiserating soul, During that
hideous gaze, he was insensible of the executioner's approach towards
himself; and all the time that the cords were encircling his own arms,
he felt them not, —he saw nothing but his son standing at last before
him, ready for the scaffold.
“I dimly recollect along
dark vaulted passage, and the echoing tread of footsteps, till all at
once we stood in a crowded hall, with a thousand eyes fixed on these two
miserable men. How unlike were they to all beside! They sat down
together within the shadow of death. Prayers were said, and a psalm was
sung, in which their voices were heard to join, with tones that wrung
out tears from the hardest or the most careless heart. Often had I heard
those voices singing in my own peacieful church, before evil had
disturbed," or misery broken them;—but the last word of the psalm was
sung, and the hour of their departure was come.
“They stood at last upon the scaffold. That long street, that seemed to
stretch away interminably from the old Prison-house, was paved with
uncovered heads, for the moment these ghosts appeared, that mighty
crowd felt reverence. for human nature so terribly tried, and prayers
and blessings, passionately ejaculated, or convulsively stiffled, went
hovering over all the multitude, as if they feared some great calamity
to themselves, and felt standing on the first tremor of an earthquake.
“It was a most beautiful summer’s day on which they were led out to die;
and as the old man raised his eyes, for the Last time, to the sky, the
clouds lay motionless on that blue translucent arch, and the sun shone
joyously over the magnificent heavens. It seemed a day made for
happiness or for mercy. But no pardon cropt down from these smiling
skies, and the last multitude were not to be denied the troubled feast
of death. Many who now stood there wished they had been in the heart of
some far-off wood or glen; there was shrieking and fainting, not only
among maids, and wives, and matrons, who had come there in the mystery
of their hearts, but men fell down in their strength,—for it was an
overwhelming thing to behold a father and his only son now haltered for
a shameful death, “Is my father with me on the scaffold?—give me his
hand, for I see him not.” I joined their hands together, and at that
moment the great bell in the Cathedral tolled, but I am convinced
neither of them heard the sound.—For a moment there seemed to be no such
thing as sound in the world;—and then all at once the multitude heaved
like the sea, and uttered a wild yelling shriek—Their, souls were in
eternity and I fear not to say, not an eternity of grief.” |