The Kirk of Auchindown
stands, with its Burial-ground, on a little green hill, surrounded by an
irregular and straggling village, or rather about an hundred hamlets
clustering round it, with their fields and gardens. A few of these
gardens come close up to the church-yard wall, and in Spring-time, many
of the fruit-trees hang rich and beautiful over the adjacent graves. The
voices and the laughter of the children at play on the green before the
parish-school, or their composed murmur when at their various lessons
together in the room, may be distinctly heard all over the
burial-ground,—so may the song of the maidens going to the well;—while
all around, the singing of birds is thick and hurried; and a small
rivulet, as if brought there to be an emblem of passing time, glides
away beneath the mossy wall, murmuring continually a dreamlike tune
around the dwellings of the dead.
In the quiet of the evening, after the Elder's Funeral, my venerable
friend and father took me with him into tlu- church-yard. We walked to
the eastern corner, where, as we approached, I saw a Monument standing
almost by itself, and even at that distance, appearing to be of a
somewhat different .character from any other over all the burial-ground.
And now we stood close to, and before it.
It was a low Monument, of the purest white marble, simple, but perfectly
elegant and graceful withal, and upon its unadorned slab lay the
sculptured images of two Children asleep in each other’s arms. All round
it was a small piece of greenest ground, without the protection of any
rail, but obviously belonging to the Monument. It shone, without
offending them, among the simpler or ruder burial beds round about it,
and although the costliness of the materials, the affecting beauty of
the design, and the delicacy of its execution, all showed that there
slept the offspring neither of the poor nor low in life, yet so meekly
and sadly did it lift up its unstained little walls, and so well did its
unusual elegance meet and blend with the character of the common tombs,
that no heart could see it without sympathy, and without owning that it
was a pathetic ornament of a place filled with the ruder memorials of
the very humblest dead.
“There lie two of the sweetest Children,” said the old Man, “that ever
delighted a mother’s soul—two English boys-—scions of a noble stem. They
were of a decayed family of high lineage; and had they died in their own
country a hundred years ago, they would have been let down into a vault
with all the pomp of religion, Methinks, fair flowers, they are now
sleeping as meekly here.
“Six years ago I was an old man. and wished to have silence and
stillness in my house, that my communion with Him before whom I expected
every day to be called might be undisturbed. Accordingly my Manse, that
used to ring with boyish glee, was now quiet; when a Lady, elegant,
graceful, beautiful, young, and a widow, came to my dwelling, and her
soft, sweet, silver voice told me that she was from England. She was the
relict of an officer slain in war, and having heard a clear friend of
her husband’s, who had lived in my house, speak of his happy and
innocent time here, she earnestly requested me to receive beneath my
roof her two sons. She herself lived with the bed-ridden mother of her
dead husband; and anxious for the growing minds of her boys, she sought
to commit them for a short time to my care. They and their mother soon
won an old man’s heart, and I could say nothing in opposition to her
request but that I was upwards of threescore and ten years. But I am
living still—and that is their Monument.”
We sat down, at these words, on the sloping headstone of a grave just
opposite to this little beautiful structure, and, without entreaty, and
as if to bring back upon his heart the delight of old tender
remembrances, the venerable Man continued fervently thus to speak.
“The Lady left them with me in the Manse—surely the two most beautiful
and engaging creatures that ever died in youth. They were Twins. Like
were they unto each other, as two bright-plumaged" doves of one colour,
or two flowers with the same blossom and the same leaves. They were
dressed alike, and whatever they wore, in that did they seem more
especially beautiful. Their hair was the same, a bright auburn—their
voices were as one—so that the Twins were inseparable in my love,
whether I beheld them, or my dim eyes were closed. From the'first hour
they were left alone with me, and without their mother, in the Manse,
did I begin to love them, nor were they slow in returning an old man’s
affection. They stole up to my side, and submitted their smooth, glossy,
leaning heads to my withered and trembling hand, nor for a while could I
tell, as the sweet beings came gliding gladsomely near me, which was
Edward and which was Henry; and often did they, in loving playfulness,
try to deceive my loving heart. But they could not defraud each other of
my tenderness; for whatever the one received, that was ready to be
bestowed upon the other. To love the one-more than the other was
impossible.
“Sweet creatures! it was not long before I learned to distinguish them.
That which seemed to me, at first, so perfectly the same, soon unfolded
itself out into many delightful varieties, anti then I wondered how I
ever could have mistaken them ibr one another.
Different shadows played upon their hair ; that of the one being silky
and smooth, and of the other slightly curled at the edges, and
clustering thickly when he flung his locks back in playfulness or joy.
His eyes, though of a hazlehue like that of his brother, were
considerably lighter, and a smile seemed native there; while those of
the" other seemed almost dark, and fitter for the mist of tears. Dimples
marked the cheeks of the one, but those of the other were paler and
smooth. Their voices too, when I listened to them and knew their
character, had a faint fluctuating difference of inflection and
tone—like the same instrument blown upon with a somewhat stronger or
weaker breath. Their very laugh grew to be different unto my oar—that of
the one freer and more frequent, that of the other mild in its utmost
glee. And they had not been many days in the Manse, before I knew in a
moment, dim as my eyes had long been, the soft, timid, stealing step of
Edward, from the dancing and fearless motion of Henry Howard."
Here the old man paused, not as it seemed from any fatigue in speaking
so long, but as if to indulge more profoundly in his remembrance of the
children w hom he had so tenderly loved. He fixed his dim eyes on their
sculptured images w ith as fond an expression, as if they had been alive
and had lain down there to sleep— and when, without looking on me whom
he felt to have been listening with quiet attention, he again began to
speak, it was partly to tell me the tale of these fair sleepers, and
partly to give vent to his loving grief.
“All strangers, even many who thought they knew them well, were
pleasantly perplexed with the faces and figures of the bright English
Twins. The poor beggars, as they went their rounds, blessed them,
without knowing whether it was Edward or Henry that had bestowed his
alms. The mother of the cottage children with whom they played confused
their mages in her longing heart, as she named them in her prayers. When
only one was present, it gave a start of strange delight to them who did
not know the Twins, to 6ee another creature so beautifully the same come
gliding in upon them, and join his brother in a share of their suddenly
bestowed affection.
“They soon came to love, with all their hearts, the place wherein they
had their new habitation. Not even in their own merry England had their
young eyes ever seen brighter green fields,—trees more umbrageous—or,
perhaps, even rural gardens more flowery and blossoming, than those of
this Scottish village. They had lived, indeed, mostly in a town; and, in
the midst of the freshness and balminess of the country, they became
happier and more gleesome—it was said by many, even more beautiful. The
affectionate creatures did not forget their mother. Alternately did they
write to her every week—and every week did one or other receive from her
a letter, in which the sweetest maternal feelings were traced in small
delicate lines, that bespoke the hand of an accomplished lady. Their
education had not been neglected ; and they learnt every tkmg they were
taught with a surprising quickness and docility—alike amiable and
intelligent. Morning and evening, too, did they kneel down with clasped
hands—these lovely Twins—even at my feet, and resting on my knees; and
melodiously did they murmur together the hymns which their mother had
taught them, and passages selected from the Scriptures,—many of which
are in the affecting, beautiful, and sublime ritual of the English
Church. And always, the last thing they did, before going to sleep in
each other's arms, was to look at their mother’s picture, and to kiss it
with fond kisses, and many an endearing name.”
Just then, two birds alighted softly on the white marble Monument, and
began to trim their plumes. They were doves from their nest in the
belfry of the spire, from which a low, deep, plaintive murmuring was now
heard to come, deepening the profound silence of the burial-ground. The
two bright birds walked about for a few minutes round the images of the
children, or stood quietly at their feet; and then, clapping their
wings, flew up and disappeared. The incident, though, at any other time,
common and uninteresting, had a strange effect upon my heart now, and
seemed dimly emblematic of the innocence and beauty of the inhabitants
of that tomb, and of the flight of their sinless souls to heaven.
“One evening in early Autumn, (they had been with me from the middle of
May,) Edward, the elder, complained, on going to bed, of a sore throat,
and proposed that his brother should sleep in another bed. I saw them
myself, accordingly, in separate places of repose. But on going, about
an hour afterwards, into their room, there I found them locked, as
usual, in each other’s arms—face to face—and their innocent breath
mingling from lips that nearly touched. I could not find heart to
separate them, nor could I have done so, without awaking Edward. His
cheeks were red and flushed, and his sleep broken and full of starts.
Early in the morning I was at their bed-side. Henry was lying apart from
his brother, looking at him with a tearful face, and his little arm laid
so as to touch his bosom. Edward was unable to rise—his throat was
painful, his pulse high, and his heart sick. Before evening he became
slightly delirious, and his illness was evidently a fever of a dangerous
and malignant kind. He was, I told you, a bold and gladsome child, when
not at his tasks, dancing and singing almost every hour; but the fever
quickly subdued his spirit, the shivering fits made him weep and Avail,
and rueful, indeed, was the change which a single night and day had
brought forth.
“His brother seemed to be afraid more than children usually are of
sickness, which they are always slow to link with the thought of death.
But he told me, weeping, that his eldest brother had died of a fever,
and that his mother was always alarmed about that disease.- “Did I
think" asked he, with wild eyes, and a palpitating heart,“ did I think
that Edward was going to die?” I looked at the affectionate child, and
taking him to m3' bosom, I felt that his own blood was beating but too
quickly, and that fatal had been that night’s sleeping embrace in his
brother’s bosom.. The fever had tainted his sweet veins also— and 1 had
soon to lay him shivering on his bed. In another day he too was
delirious—and too plainly chasing his brother into the grave.
“Never in the purest hours of their healthful happiness had their
innocent natures seemed to me more beautiful than now in their delirium.
As it increased, all vague fears of dying left their souls, and they
kept talking as if to each other of everything here or in England that
was pleasant and interesting. Now and then they murmured the names of
persons of whom I had not formerly heard them speak—friends who had been
kind to them before I had known of their existence/and servants in their
mother’s or their father’s household. Of their mother they spoke to
themselves, though necessarily kept apart, almost in the very same
words, expecting a visit from her at the Manse, and then putting out
their little hands to embrace her. All their innocent pla3's.were acted
over and. over again on the bed of death. They were looking into the
nests of the little singing birds, which they never injured, in the
hedgerows and the woods. And the last intelligible words that I heard
Edward utter were these—“Let us go, brother, to the church-yard, and lie
down on the daisies among the little green mounds!” “They both died
within an hom: of each other. I lifted up Henry, when I saw he too was
dead, and laid him down beside his brother. There lay the Twins, and had
their mother at that hour come into the room, she would have been
thankful to see that sight, for she would have thought that her children
were in a calm and refreshing sleep!”
My eyes were fixed upon the sculptured images of the dead—lying side by
side, with their faces up to heaven, their little hands folded as in.
prayer upon their bosoms, and their eyelids closed. The old man drew a
sigh almost like a sob, and wept. They had been intrusted to his
care—they had come smiling from another land—for one summer they were
happy—and then disappeared, like the other fading flowers, from the
earth. I wished that the old man would cease his touching narrative—both
for his sake and my own. So I rose, and walked up quite close to the
Monument, inspecting the spirit of its design, and marking the finish of
its execution. But he called me to him, and requesting me to resume my
seat beside him on the gravestone, he thus continued.
“I had written to their mother in England that her children were in
extreme danger, but it was not possible that she could arrive in time to
see them die, not even to see them buried. Decay wras fast preying upon
them, and the beauty of death was beginning to disappear. So we could
not wait the arrival of their mother, and their grave was made. Even the
old grey-headed sexton wept, for in this case of mortality there was
something to break in upon the ordinary tenor of his thoughts, and to
stir up in his heart feelings that he could not have known existed
there. There was sadness indeed over all the parish for the fair English
Twins, who had come to live in the Manse after all the other boys had
left, and who, as they were the last, so were they the loveliest of all
my flock. The very sound or accent of their southern voices, so pretty
and engaging to our ears in the simplicity of childhood, had won many a
heart, and touched, too, the imaginations of many v ith a new delight;
and therefore, on the morning when they were buried, it may be said
there was here a fast-day of grief.
“The dead children were English—in England had all their ancestors been
born; and I knew, from the little I had seen of the mother, that though
she had brought her mind to confide her children to the care of a
Scottish Minister .n their tender infancy, she was attached truly and
deeply to the ordinances of her own Church. I felt that it would be
accordant with her feelings, and that afterwards she would have
satisfaction in the thought, that they should be buried according to the
form of the English funeral-service. I communicated this wish to an
Episcopalian Clergyman in the City, and he came to my house. He arranged
the funeral, as far as possible in the circumstances, according to that
service; and although, no doubt, there was a feeling of curiosity
mingled in many minds with the tenderness and awe which that touching
and solemn ceremonial awakened, yet it was witnessed, not only without
any feelings of repugnance or Scorn, but, I may in truth say, with a
rational sympathy, and with all the devout emotions embodied in language
so scriptural and true to nature.
“The bier was carried slowly aloft upon men’s shoulders, towards the
church-yardgate. I myself walked at their little heads. Some of the
neighbouring gentry—my own domestics—a few neighbours—and some of the
school-children, formed the procession. The latter, walking before the
coffin, continued singing a funeral psalin all the way till we reached
the churchyard gate. It was a still gentle autumnal day, and now and
then a withered leaf came rustling across the path of the weeping
choristers. To us, to whom that dirge-like strain was new, all seemed
like a pensive, and mournful, and holy dream.
“The Clergyman met the bier at the gate, and preceded it into the Kirk.
It was then laid down—and while all knelt—I keeping my place at the
heads of the sweet boys—he read, beautifully, affectingly, and
solemnly,—a portion of the funeral service. The children had been
beloved and admired, while alive, as the English Twins, and so had they
always been called ; and that feeling of their having belonged, as it
were, to another country, not only justified but made pathetic to all
now assembled upon their knees, the ritual employed by that Church to
which they, and their parents, and all their ancestors, had belonged. A
sighing—and a sobbing too, was heard over the silence of my Kirk, when
the. Clergjman repeated these words, “As soon as thou scatterest them,
they are even as a sleep, and fade away suddenly like the grass."
“In the morning it is green and groweth up: but in the evening it is cut
down, dried up, and withered.”
While the old man was thus describing their burial, the clock in the
steeple struck, and he paused a moment at the solemn sound. Soon as it
had slowly told the hour of advancing evening, he .arose from the
gravestone, as ’f his mind sought a relief from the weight of
tenderness, in a change of bodily position.. We stood together facing
the little Monument—and his narrative was soon brought to a close.
“We were now all collected together round the grave. The silence of
yesterday, at the Elder’s Funeral, was it not felt by you to be
agreeable to all our natural feelings? So were the words which were now
spoken over these Children. The whole ceremony was different, but it
touched the very same feelings in our hearts. It lent an expression, to
what, in that other case, was willing to be silent. There was a sweet, a
sad, and a mournful consistency in the ritual of death, from the moment
we receded from the door of the Manse, accompanied by the music of that
dirge sung by the clear tremulous voices of the young and innocent, till
we entered the Kirk with the coffin to the sound of the priest’s
chaunted verses from Job and St John, during the time when we knelt
round the dead children in the House of God, also during our procession
thence to the grave-side, still attended with chaunting, or reciting, or
responding voices; and, finally, at the moment of dropping of a piece of
earth upon the coffin, (it was from my own hand,) while the priest said,
“We commit their bodies to the ground, earth to earth, ashes to ashes,
dust to dust, in sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal
life, through our Lord Jesus Christ”
“Next day their Mother arrived at the Manse. She knew, before she came,
that her children were dead and buried. It is true that she wept; and at
the first sight of their grave, for they both lay in one coffin, her
grief was passionate and bitter. But that fit soon passed away. Her
tears were tears of pity for them, but as for herself, she hoped that
she was soon to see them in Heaven. Her face pale, yet flushed—her eyes
hollow, yet bright, and a general languor and lassitude over her whole
frame, all told that she was in the first stage of a consumption. This
she knew and was happy. But other duties called her back to England, for
the short remainder of her life. She herself drew the design of that
Monument with her own hand, and left it with me when she went away. I
soon heard of her death. Her husband lies buried near Grenada, in Spain;
she lies in the chancel of the Cathedral of Salisbury, in England; and
there sleep her thus in the little burial-ground of Auchindown, a
Scottish Parish. |