Death of Saunders's daughter
Janet—Death-bed experience— Triumph of faith—Funeral—Strange customs.
An event now befel which
filled the household of honest Saunders with mourning. His daughter Janet,
whose conversion we have already noticed, was seized with a disorder which
terminated in death. She was of a delicate frame, was unfit for any active
employment, and was therefore confined to the house and to her needle. So
long as her strength permitted she was never absent from the church—a
distance of about two miles and a half; but gradually her attendance became
more seldom, through infirmity. This she much regretted, from the love she
bore to the ordinances. She was always anxious to be present at the
dispensation of the Lord's Supper, that she might obey the command, "This do
in remembrance of me." The last sacramental occasion she attended was a time
of much enjoyment to her, but it was observed by her in the midst of much
exhaustion. On the evening, when she reached her home, she felt herself so
feeble and faint, that she leaned upon the bed, scarcely able to move a step
farther, and with great solemnity she said to her mother, "This, I think,
will be the last time that I shall drink of the fruit of the vine on earth
in commemoration of my Lord's atoning death." And it was the case. But then,
He who was weakening her strength in this way, was maturing her in her soul
for the heavenly rest, and preparing her for sitting down in the kingdom of
God, with the great redeemed family, at a table that shall never be drawn.
As her weakness increased, and death appeared in the
prospect, her faith and fortitude arose in proportion. Her fear of death had
vanished—her faith had conquered that. Her confidence was strong, her
consolations abounded, her prospects were glorious. She waited the event of
her dissolution with a heavenly calmness that was truly edifying and
encouraging to the faith of those who beheld her. Her heart was already in
heaven; she longed to reach her Father's house, gloomy as the passage might
be through which she was to reach it. Heaven was familiar to her; she had
often tasted of its joys, and she was willing to submit to the painful
stroke that was to dismiss the soul from its earthly prison-house, and to
introduce her into the presence of the Lord.
As she drew near her end her pains were sometimes very
severe, and though they extorted groaning, they excited no murmurings. She
had resigned herself entirely into the hands of her heavenly Father. She
knew that all was working for her good, and that the Lord chastened her for
her profit.
On one occasion, when she had recovered from one of her
severe turns, she said to her mother, "I thought I was just entering into
the haven, but I find I must put out to sea again, and be for a while longer
tossed on the ocean." O how sweet is rest to the weary, and especially that
rest that is to be found in the bosom of the Saviour! What a change must
heaven be to the believer when there he finds himself or ever free from pain
and sorrow, for ever free from sin and guilty fears, and swallowed up in the
plentitude of the Divine fulness, world without end! O earth, how frivolous
art thou! how trifling are all thy pleasures and pursuits, when viewed in
the contrast of a blissful eternity! How precious is that gospel which
raises the lowly heart to the loftiest heights of heavenly bliss, from
which, on looking down on earth, every sublunary thing dwindles into
nothingness.
At another time she awoke
from a pleasant dream, in which she thought she was in heaven, and heard the
blessed voices of an innumerable throng uttering joy and songs of praise to
the Highest One on His lofty throne in glory; and, said she, "I thought that
every one strove to raise his voice to the loudest pitch, and in the
sweetest tones to celebrate the praises of redeeming love unto Him that
loved us and washed us from our sins in His own blood, and hath made us
kings and priests to God and to His Father, to Him be glory and dominion for
ever and ever, Amen!"
On another occasion, when she
awoke from sleep, she said u she imagined that she felt the sweet influences
of the blood of Christ coming warm upon her cold heart, and oh how pleasant
it was!" Happy they who have taken refuge under the covert of this blood; it
is their shield and their salvation.
The day before she died she
was much tossed with a restlessness that sometimes precedes dissolution. She
could find no ease for her weary body, there was no rest for it but in the
grave; but, then, the mind was in peace, in perfect peace, trusting in the
Lord. The day following her pains and toils had greatly abated, for her
constitution was worn out, and her life hung by a single thread. At length
the moment came when that thread was to be broken, but it was broken by a
gentle hand, and she expired like a child falling into a sweet sleep.
"One gentle sigh her fetters
broke,
We scarce could say she's gone,
Before the willing spirit took
Its station near the throne."
Thus drooped and faded the
lowly flower of Crawick. Her name was scarcely known save by her immediate
acquaintances. Her fame never spread beyond the banks of the secluded stream
on which she dwelt, but she was known to God, and acknowledged as one of his
children. Many a flower of the sweetest hues grow in the lonely desert, and
is beheld by no human eye; but there it lives, and blooms, and smiles in the
face of the glorious sun, from whose beams it drinks in all the rich beauty
of its charming colours, and after flourishing for a season it droops and
dies, and is no more seen on earth. So is it with many a saint of God that
wons in the solitude of the upland wilds. There many a pious family lives
unknown to fame, growing up, generation after generation, in the fear of
God. Janet Gray belonged to this class, and she was simply a specimen of
many that might be given in the same situation of life.
She was buried in Old
Eirkbride, in Nithsdale, the lonely resting-place of her ancestors; and
there, among the ruinous monuments of the ancient dead that have been
forgotten time out of mind, is to be seen the lowly grave of "the flower of
Crawick," which shall bloom again when the morning of the resurrection shall
dawn on the gloom of the sepulchre.
Many precious moments did
Janet spend in poring over the Holy Scriptures, which were the nutriment of
her faith and the solace of her heart. No book was so dear to her as the
blessed Book of grace, with respect to which her motto was—
"Here would I learn how Jesus
died
To save my soul from hell;
Not all the books on earth beside
Such heavenly wonders tell."
The number of Scripture
passages which she had treasured up in her memory was truly astonishing, and
they were all of the richest description. On these she continually
ruminated. But this was not all; she committed large portions of other books
to memory. When she happened to receive the loan of a book, she applied
herself instantly to lay up in her mind the best portions of it; and thus,
as the bee gathers honey from every flower and stores it in the cells, did
she make a sacred treasure-house of her memory. Her mind was literally
filled with Divine things, and she hid God's good Word in her heart, that
she might not sin against Him; and verily it did its work, in sanctifying
her inmost nature and in purifying her life.
Her heart was continually
welling up the precious truths that had an abiding place there, and her
profiting appeared to all, for her lips fed many, for out of the abundance
of the heart the mouth speaketh. It was delightful to hear her repeating not
only whole chapters of the Bible, but page after page of any religious
author whose sentiments were worthy of being retained. What a contrast is
all this to the conduct of many young persons who have pleasure in reading
anything but the Bible, and who never think of storing up its sentences in
their memory. For this they have no heart; songs and romances, and
frivolous, if not profane, writings, are the only things for which they have
any taste. Parents should be on their guard respecting the books that are
found in the hands of their children, for their after life is often the
result of that with which their minds have been imbued in their early years.
In the dreamy watches of the
night she used to occupy herself in repeating hymns and passages of the Word
of God, and in this way she beguiled many a tedious and painful hour. The
spirituality of her mind was such that even in her sleep she was sometimes
as busy as when awake, in giving utterance to the pious breathings of her
heart, and often repeated aloud portions of the Divine Word when she was
unconscious of what she was about. Some have prayed in their sleep as
earnestly and devoutly as when broad awake, and have even experienced
communion with God of the sweetest description. All this displays a
sanctified taste and a heavenly, state of mind that is much to be courted.
Janet's intercourse with
heaven was uniform, for she was never happier than on her knees in secret
devotion before her God, and the blessed communings of her spirit with her
heavenly Father often brought her to the very gates of heaven. Her heart was
far above this earth, and her faith entered into the most holy place. If
ever heaven was enjoyed on earth by any human being, it was by her, for she
seemed to have no other care than to live near God and serve Him. Those who
lived with her knew the secret of her happiness, and could explain the cause
of that sweet placidity which always rested on her countenance. It was
because she was at peace with God, and experienced the ceaseless outlettings
of His graciousness.
She was remarkable for her
love to the Saviour. As she had not the slightest suspicion of His love to
her, so she did not hanker in her love to Him. " We have known and believed
the love that God hath to us" was a statement the truth of which she deeply
felt. Everything she did or said had a reference to Jesus Christ, and she
deemed no duty or privilege greater than to love Him. An aged woman who
lived next door fc^ Janet's abode used to say that a young female friend of
hers was just like Janet Gray in her love to the Redeemer, and that she
often expressed herself in these words—"O, what a pleasant thing it is to
love God!" This love is the essence of all real godliness, the very soul of
all true religion; and where this soul is not to be found, all the rest of a
person's profession is a mere carcase, a dead formalism, and utterly naught
in the sight of God.
The great design of the
gospel is to introduce this love into the heart, and to fasten it there till
it work its blessed work, in conforming the. whole inner nature to itself.
Christ is an object of transcendent loveliness, and on Him the soul may
expand itself in all the depth of its intensest affections and holiest
likings. And oh, what a happiness it is to love such a person! The heart
must have something to love before it can be blessed; for he is of all men
the most miserable, who has nothing to love. Man is made to love; and surely
if we feel a pleasure in loving aught, we must feel the greatest pleasure in
loving Christ, who is the perfection of beauty, and who loved us and gave
himself for us.
This account of Janet is
veritable; it is an authenticated portrait of the original. She was cut off
in the bloom of womanhood, and transported to blossom in the heavenly
paradise of God.
Her funeral was numerously
attended, for the inhabitants of the glen "did her honour at her death," and
all the obsequies common on such occasions were duly observed.
We may here notice the manner
in which, a hundred years ago, funeral services were administered in the
glen. A person was sent round the district, to invite all the male
population to accompany the remains of the deceased to the churchyard. The
company invited assembled in a barn or some spacious apartment, to partake
of the customary entertainment. The people were seated on forms or planks
provided for the purpose, and a number of servitors were ready to carry
round the liquor and the different sorts of bread furnished for the
occasion. A minister or elder present began by asking a blessing, or more
properly by putting up a prayer, which usually extended to half an hour at
least, and sometimes to a much greater length. After this the first round,
as it was called, was served, and this consisted of huge slices of cheese
and loaf bread, preceded by a glass of strong whisky, and sometimes of
home-brewed ale. Next followed a glass of rum, accompanied with shortbread:
this was the second round. The third consisted of a glass of wine, with
large square pieces of rich bun. In some cases these rounds may have been
repeated. And finally, there were carried round the circle, on trays or in
baskets, a large quantity of pipes and tobacco, of which almost all availed
themselves, so that the place was filled with the fumes that were puffed
from a hundred mouths at once; and this, mixed with the fumes of the
liquors, caused a more than usual excitement, and the talking and clatter of
the company became deafening, and the solemnity of the occasion was nearly
altogether forgotten. In many instances not a few were highly intoxicated,
and followed the bier to the churchyard staggering from side to side. The
lovers of drink never missed the occasion of any funeral to which they were
invited. It was a festival, a high day, to which they looked forward with
eagerness.
The abuses on these occasions
were often enormous; and the funerals of persons of some distinction were
all attended by prodigious crowds, and large flocks of the general
beggarhood convened from all parts far and near, in the eager expectation of
a more than ordinary awmus which, at those times, was commonly
distributed. A worthy octogenarian once told us, that at the funeral of an
ancestor of his the whole length of the road, which was the full stretch of
a mile from the house to the churchyard, was filled with a procession, the
rear of which was just leaving the dwelling-house when the van was entering
the "kirk-stile." Some, he said, fell by the wayside, dead drunk, and the
beggar craft, who amounted to about sixty, were laden with the fragments of
the breadstuffs which had been presented in the barn. These were great
abuses—they were peculiar to the time, and were, no doubt, partly deplored
by many who did not see their way to get rid of them. Many poor people who,
on such occasions, wished to be like their neighbours, involved themselves
in difficulties out of which they could never afterwards extricate
themselves. Happily, these customs are now all laid aside, not only in the
glen, but throughout the country generally. Our good friend Saunders
complied with the ordinary usage; and if he had not done so he would have
been regarded as niggardly, and one who, according to the language of the
time, had buried his child like a dog.