German Band of 1739:
With Piper in the Foreground.
From an old Engraving presented to the Author by Mr W. K. Gair, The
Kilns, Falkirk.
I HAVE no wish to pose as
an authority on the Bagpipe, nor is this book meant to be authoritative
in any way.
It is but a beginning; a
groping for the light in dark places. If I correct some very palpable
errors, which through constant repetition have gained currency among a
certain section of the public, I also lay myself open to correction, and
will welcome such. I have avoided conjecture as much as possible, but it
is impossible to avoid it altogether when writing of a subject whose
history reaches back to the remote and misty past—to “an axe age, a
spear age, a wolf age, a war age.”
I have lectured on this
subject for many years, but always as a student; always with the hope of
improving my own knowledge.
And to-day, in the light
of such knowledge as I have been able to pick up, I proclaim myself to
be one of the “unwary,” as Mr MacBain of Inverness calls them, “who
postulate for the Bagpipe a hoary antiquity ” in the Highlands and
elsewhere. This book is the result of accident rather than of design.
When President of the Falkirk Highland Society,
I was one night
impressing upon the members the necessity of each doing something for
the Society and not leaving the burden of the work on two or three
shoulders, as had been done in the past, if it were to be a permanent
success. Among other subjects suitable for short papers I named the
Bagpipe, and at the mention of the word an audible smile rippled along
the benches. I was somewhat annoyed at this, and although I did not
myself know anything of its history at the time, I promptly accepted the
challenge to write a paper on it. This was the beginning of my book.
One month later I gave my
first lecture on the Bagpipe to a crowded house, the largest gathering
ever held under the auspices of the Society, and one of the most
successful.
The great enthusiasm
displayed during the evening by the Highlanders present was the highest
compliment which could be paid to the choice of a subject which, as I
have said, was in a manner forced upon me, and also shewed that the dear
old “ Pipes ” could still delight and enthuse as in days of old.
Pipe-Major Bulloch and Pipe-Major Simpson gave selections on the Bagpipe
illustrative of the lecture ; both shewed themselves masters of the
instrument, and their delightful playing added largely to the success of
this, the first lecture, I believe, ever delivered on the Bagpipe.
During the month of
preparation not a saleroom or bric-a-brac shop in Glasgow or Edinburgh
but was visited in search of old “Pipes,” and the joy in each new find
still remains for me a sunny memory.
I need hardly remind my
readers that it was in Falkirk that the revival of the Bagpipe took
place after its suppression by the Government in 1747: here was held the
first competition promoted by the Highland Society of London in 1779;
and here too it seems only fitting that the first lecture on the
Bagpipe, one hundred and odd years later, should have been delivered.
For this reason, too, if
any “kudos” should happen to follow upon this venture, I would like the
good old town of Falkirk to share in it.
My book has been thought
out while walking through its streets, or cycling in the country round
about, or wandering over its old battlefields, or seated in the cosy
corner waiting upon some case or other while the rest of the world
slumbered.
A chapter has been
written, now here, on a plain deal table, almost the only piece of
furniture in a one-roomed house ; now there, on a table of beautiful
ormolu design, one of half-a-dozen decorating the drawing-room of some
wealthy citizen; and in this way the book has become “part and parcel”
of my every-day life and work in Falkirk during the past few years.
I am therefore having it
published in Falkirk, and printed by a Falkirk “Bairn,” so that
everything about it may be redolent of the town which has been for so
many years my abiding place.
I know that my
qualifications for the task of writing a History of the Bagpipe are few,
and it was therefore rather tantalizing some years ago to have the one
qualification, my Celtic blood, on which I prided myself the most,
ruthlessly trampled upon by Dr MacPherson, now one of His Majesty’s
Commissioners in Lunacy. The Doctor lectured one evening to the Falkirk
Highlanders on “The Celt in History,” and his conclusion of the whole
matter, which was received in grim silence by his hearers, each of whom
had hitherto considered himself as The Celt—I had almost said the
salt—of the earth, was that there is no such thing as a pure Celt in the
Highlands to-day.
My Celtic qualification
was thus discredited. “But,” added the lecturer, and the fine words that
night did not butter the parsnips for his audience, “you who have been
born in the Highlands, and are of Highland parentage, can call
yourselves instead, and with greater truth, pure Highlanders.”
There was a searching of
hearts and of genealogies after the meeting broke up, and I felt some
consolation in dropping the Celt to know that I could lay claim to the
title of Highlander with some credit. I was born in Argyleshire ; my
father was a Fraser, which goes without saying ! My mother was a
MacLachlan, my grandmother a Gunn ; my cousins in order of merit were
Frasers, Macintoshes, Grants, Shaws, MacLachlans, and MacNicols.
My father was born in the
Parish of Avoch, in the Black Isle, opposite to Inverness, in the
beginning of last century, at a time when the name of the “bloody”
Cumberland was used as a bogey to frighten the children with.
He learned the story of
the ’45 at first hand from his grandfather, who was out in the
“Rebellion,” and many a time and oft his heart burned with indignation
at the recital of the many cruelties perpetrated by “The Butcher’s”
orders.
The story of the murder
of Charles Fraser, jun., of Inverallochy, in cold blood after the battle
of Culloden was often repeated in his hearing. He was a distant kinsman
of ours, and the horror of the tale would lose nothing through this to
the listening boy. The tale, which is a true one, and which was recorded
at the time by more observers of the incident than one, will bear
repetition here.
The Duke, while riding
over the battle-field after the short but sharp tussle was over, saw a
young Highland officer lying wounded on the ground. He was resting on
his elbow, and looked up at the Duke as he was riding by. “To what party
do you belong?” said the ‘Butcher.’ The answer came back proudly, “To
the Prince.” “Shoot me that Highland scoundrel who thus dares to look on
us with so insolent a stare,” shouted Cumberland. This command was
addressed to Wolfe, then an ensign, the General who afterwards died so
gloriously on the Heights of Abraham. He refused to obey, as did the
other officers one by one, and placed their commissions at His Grace’s
disposal, rather than carry out so degrading an order. His Royal
Highness, who, it was said, never forgave the brave Wolfe for this,
commanded one of the common soldiers to shoot this lad, not yet turned
twenty years of age, and the cowardly deed was at length done.
Is it to be wondered at
that the nicknames of “The Bloody Duke” and “The Butcher” were given to
him by the old Highlanders and are still recalled by us their children?
This story, along with
others of the same kind, made so strong an impression on my father that
he found it impossible to take up arms after the manner of his
forefathers, more especially in defence of a Government which he
believed encouraged such cruelties. He accordingly turned his attention
to ways of peace, and became a trader.
He soon owned a fleet of
small sloops, with which he traded among the Western Islands, but
ultimately, tempted by the beauty of the country, settled in business at
Lochgilphead. Here he lived the best part of his life; was elected and
re-elected more than once chief magistrate; and here he died and was
buried at the ripe age of eighty-one. He was a good Gaelic scholar, and
was said to be a very eloquent speaker both in Gaelic and in English.
He was successful in
business, and made a fortune, as fortunes went in the days before the
advent of the millionaire.
He was a very muscular
man, with never an ounce of fat about him; he stood 5 ft. 11½ ins. in
his stockings, and girthed round the bare chest some 48 inches.
He was of great strength,
but seldom if ever used it; peace with honour was his motto; and when
called in to settle a quarrel he always tried peaceful methods first.
For two years or so,
after the bursting of the Crinan Canal, an event which I shall never
forget, nor the fearful night of wind and rain which preceded the
disastrous flood, an army of several hundred navvies was engaged in
mending it.
When pay day came round,
the village of Lochgilphead, in which the pay office was situated,
became a veritable battlefield; a succession of fights, in which we boys
took an unholy delight, went on from morn to night. Old Dugald, the
policeman, wisely shut himself into his house on these occasions, and
there was none to say the fighters nay.
One pay Saturday a little
Highlander was getting the worst of it in a boxing-match with a big
Irish navvy. Our sympathies were with the little Highlander, who,
although he took his punishment like a man, was getting fairly mauled,
and I remember well how I shivered with terror each time he went down
before the powerful blows of his antagonist. The crowd, feeling quite
sure that there would be murder before the fight was over, asked me to
run for my father.
He came at once, not even
waiting to put his hat on, and taking in the situation at a glance, he
suddenly seized the Highlander from behind with one hand and carried him
off the field, the small man struggling in the air the while like a
little child ; shoved him into a house near at hand, and shut out the
Irishman, whom he faced up to and was prepared to tackle, but who, I
must say, for reasons best known to himself, did not make any very
serious objections to the Chief Magistrate’s original method of stopping
an unfair fight. This was done without any seeming exertion on my
father’s part. Twice, however, I did see him exert himself, and the two
feats of strength—both also shewing great bravery— were the talk of the
town for many a long day after.
Once a mad Highland
bullock—mad because it had been struck badly by an incapable butcher at
the killing stone in Menzies’ yard—broke away and charged wildly at a
group of people, including my brother and myself, who were looking on.
The men and all who could run away bolted from the infuriated animal,
but my brother and I, holding each other’s hands tightly, stood rooted
to the spot in terror.
As the huge beast charged
down upon us my father appeared on the scene, and, quick as thought,
threw himself in the way of the angry bullock, drawing its attention
away from us to himself. The ruse was successful, and after a moment’s
indecision the enraged animal, with the red foam flying from mouth and
nostrils, and madness in its eye, charged away from us to the spot where
father stood expectant. By a quick movement, more like legerdemain than
anything else, he stepped to one side on its approach, thus avoiding the
charging horns, which in the twinkling of an eye he seized from behind,
and standing close up to the neck of the animal, and planting his foot
firmly against a projecting stone in the yard, which was known as the
small killing stone, he held the struggling brute as in a vice until the
frightened men returned with new ropes and secured it once more, when he
himself, by request, and to avoid any further mistake, gave it the
death-dealing blow, and all was over.
On another occasion, the
partition wall between two houses in a large three-storied building was
being removed from the basement floor. The methods then in vogue were
very primitive, and incurred much more danger to the masons engaged in
the operation than in these days. The great wooden beam, which was
already fixed into a niche in the wall by one end, and which was to take
the place of the removed wall, was being supported on the backs of a
dozen or more strong men, ready to be slipped into its place the moment
the centre prop, which was really a piece of the wall itself, was
knocked away.
But the moment this last
support was removed, the wall was heard and seen to crack in an ugly
manner, and it was evident that the partition was coming down before the
beam could be got into place. The unusual operation had drawn a great
crowd of villagers to the spot, and these began to clear out in a hurry
when it was believed that the house was falling about their ears ; but
my father, who was also looking on, shouting encouragement to those
above, swarmed up on to the platform beside the men whose lives were now
in serious danger, and, putting his back under the end of the beam, he
cried out cheerily, “Now, men, heave! ho!”—and all putting forth their
best strength, the great beam slowly rose against the descending wall,
and was shoved into place, but not a moment too soon.
A sigh of relief, which
was almost a sob, rose from the crowd below when it saw that the danger
was past, and the tension of feeling found vent in a spontaneous
outburst of cheering, renewed again and again. My father, his assistance
no longer required, stepped down from the platform and went quietly home
to breakfast, himself the only one of the crowd who saw nothing heroic
in a deed which won for him, on that still summer’s morning, the hearts
of the people.
His quiet courage and his
manliness on all occasions made us feel that he was a grand soldier lost
to his country, and that the sword, not the ell wand, would have best
graced his side.
My grandfather was a
soldier, and served for many years with the first regiment of the
Sutherland Highlanders. His father and grandfather before him were
soldiers ; and soldiers my people were as far back as tradition goes.
And before that? Well! as the Book of Books says, “In those days Noah
made unto himself an ark of Gopher wood.”
I should like here to pay
a passing tribute to the memory of an old aunt who lived with us for the
best part of her life, not because I loved her, but on account of the
great love which she bore to the Highlands. She was my father’s sister,
and each was the antithesis of the other. They may have been one at
heart, but father was not the sort of man who wears his affections on
his sleeve, and if he had any predilections for the old life, he was
remarkably successful in concealing them from us. Aunt, on the other
hand, was wholly and frankly Highland. Inverness was the county of
counties ; and its people were the brave ones, the true and loyal and
hospitable ones. There you would always find the open hand and the open
heart ; the spirit of hospitality was as rampant in the poorest
crofter’s hut as in the chiefs castle. When a visitor arrived—a stranger
it might be, and utterly unexpected—the fatted calf, or the fatted kid,
or the fatted hen, was killed in his honour, and not unfrequently the
family starved that he should have plenty. The best chair in the cosy
corner was his during the day, and when he retired at night it was to
the “best” bed covered with the finest linen.
For gentle and simple, it
was the land of unfailing welcome, the land of “the open door.” Aunt
always maintained that the door was never locked in her old home ;
seldom even did it stand on the sneck; but, open all day long, it smiled
a kindly welcome upon every passer-by.
And, I remember well,
that she carried out this welcome of “the open door” to a certain extent
at least in the old home at Lochgilphead, where the kitchen door, with
my father’s consent, was never locked; and in the winter months she
always saw to it that a good fire was left banked up, so that no poor
waif or stray passing by should want for warmth or shelter when the
weather was inclement. Father, however, always took good care to see
that the door between the kitchen and the house was fastened : his trust
in the stranger was not so implicit and child-like.
My aunt was a capital
teller of stories, of which she had a great store, and nothing was more
delightful than to sit round the fire at night and in its cheery red
glow listen to her ever-fresh tales. Her tales of wolves were many and
weird, and were founded on stories handed down from the days when wolves
infested the Highlands : of wolves driven desperate by hunger in the
hard winter months, coming down from their dens in the mountains, and
attacking men in the open : of wolves making a sudden dash in at the
door, in the dusk of the evening, and carrying off the sleeping child
before its mother’s eyes : of wolves— and how creepy this used to make
us feel—climbing on to the roofs at night and eating their silent way
through the soft thatch while the unsuspecting household slumbered.
Or, again, she would tell
of the perils of the chase : of the wild boar at bay turning upon the
hunter and gashing his body with its terrible tusks ; or of the
deer-stalker, in the excitement of the chase, missing his foothold and
slipping over the edge of the treacherous precipice, and falling “down,
down, down,” into empty black space. The grey hag of the single tooth
and grisly paw, was a favourite story of hers ; and many of her tales of
fairies and witches were worthy to rank beside Hans Andersen’s best. In
talking of the dead, which she always did with reverence, she had an
eerie trick of looking over her shoulder, as if the spirits of the
departed hovered near. At such times I often fancied that a breath of
ice-cold wind—cold as the grave from which it came—swept down my back:
an eerie sensation to have. But in one way or another, when in the
humour, she used to thrill us with a delightful sense of fear and
terror, so that we could not go to bed alone. Aunt was also great in
folk-lore, and believed firmly in the potency of healing crystals, and
other Highland charms. She dabbled in medicine continually, and her
advice was valued, and much sought after by the sick poor.
All the old medicinal
herbs were known to her by their Gaelic names, with their several
virtues ; and from these she occasionally made most horrible decoctions,
which, however, I must admit, she mostly drank herself, when B—’s pills,
her favourite remedy, failed to rise to the occasion, and through this,
or in spite of this—it will always be a debatable point!— she lived to
be well over the allotted span of threescore years and ten.
But aunt’s strong point
was genealogy. She could trace the history of every family of
distinction in the North, including our own, from its remotest branches
back to the fountain head.
I remember once coming
home from school somewhat crestfallen and depressed, because some of the
boys had shouted after me in chorus “Frishelach Fraser, Fresh Herring!
Frishelach Fraser, Fresh Herring!” to which I could but feebly reply, “
Better fresh herring (Scattan Ur) than rotten herring” (Scattan gorst).
Now, my knowledge of Gaelic at that time was so poor that I believed the
word Frishelach, which really means Fraser, meant fresh herring. But
when I told my aunt of my troubles, she explained the word to me, and
said “You shouldn’t listen to what these ill-bred boys say; it is just
because you are a Frishelach that they are jealous of you; you have got
better blood in your veins than any of them.” Whether the boys who
shouted after me understood the words used by them any better than I did
is uncertain, but this I know, that they tapped the nose of a Frishelach
with the same unconcern as they tapped the nose of a common Smith, and
saw no difference in the “claret” drawn. This trifling incident gave
aunt an opportunity when evening came on, to lecture to us on the
genealogy of our branch of the Fraser family, which lecture was
interrupted at the most interesting point by the advent of father, who,
I believe must have been listening at the door for some time, and
said:—the while looking very sternly at aunt,—“ How often have I told
you to give up stuffing the children’s heads with all that nonsense :
much your fine relations will do for you. As for you,”turning to us,“
I’ll have you holding on to no one’s coat-tails, remember that. You have
got your own way to make in the world, so off to bed with you and forget
your aunt’s stories.” Aunt, however, stuck to her grand relations, in
spite of my father’s ridicule ; and although damped down for a time by
one of his attacks, she was sure sooner or later to break out again on
the forbidden subject, which was not altogether good for us. She always
maintained, and we were sharp enough to notice that father never
actually denied the truthfulness of her statement, that we were
descended from one of the most distinguished branches of the family, and
that but for the loss of some papers, which had mysteriously
disappeared, we should have been landed proprietors in the North to-day,
and the stigma of trade, as she called it, would never have fallen upon
us. She never indeed forgave my father for becoming a tradesman, and, I
am sorry to say, made us at times ashamed of his calling. A “parvenu”
she could not stand, and the small “gentry,” of one or two generations
only, she sniffed at. When one of these latter put some real or fancied
slight upon her, she would come home furious. “This is what I have to
stand from these people whose grandfathers were nobodies, because I am
your father’s sister.”
It was on these occasions
that, taking out her geneological tree, she would climb to the topmost
branches, and, perching us around her, she would, from this coign of
vantage, pour out the viols of her wrath upon the head of the
unsuspecting offender below. But if father appeared by any chance on
such occasions, which he had a trick of doing, aunt climbed down the
tree much more quickly than she had climbed up. She certainly stood in
awe of the head of the house—but she was not peculiar in this. Once,
however, when death, for the first time, visited our hitherto unbroken
circle, she asserted herself in strangest fashion, much to our
astonishment, and forcibly seizing hold of the reins of government, she
ordered the household about—including father and mother—in regal
fashion. She would have her mother buried in the old Highland way ; and
would herself arrange everything : she dared interference. All the
invitations — and they were very numerous — were issued by her. To the
principal relations, she wrote herself, in a cramped hand, and with many
a painful effort : the ordinary invitation was printed. Whether any of
our “fine” relations came to the funeral I do not know : if they did, so
far as I can remember, we small boys were overlooked by them in the
bustle and excitement of the day.
Now, my father was an
abstainer all his life, and no strong drink of any kind was allowed in
the house; but on this occasion, aunt brushing aside his scruples with
slightly veiled contempt, ordered in quantities of wine and whisky, to
which he made no demur. Huge kebbocks of cheese also, and delicacies of
all sorts were provided for the coming guests, and the maids were busy
night and day baking cakes and scones ; while the country side was
scoured for hens with which to make a dish, much in demand on state
occasions, a kind of Highland soup,—the most delicious dish in the
world—a single whiff of which would have made hungry Esau sell his
birthright ten times over.
The body of the little
lady upstairs, who was in her 79th year when she died, and was only 4
ft. ii| inches in height, lay in state for ten days. This was to allow
the friends from far off Inverness and Ross-shire to get to the funeral
; and as some of the arrivals were earlier than others, the house
became, during the last few days of waiting, like a hotel; and with each
new arrival aunt’s importance grew.
In this way, for several
days before the funeral, feasting, such as we had never seen before, and
mourning, which we did not quite comprehend, walked the house arm in arm
from morn till night.
It is somewhat amusing to
look back on the old life of fifty years ago. Everything was so
different then from now. On the Greenock and Glasgow line I have
travelled on an open truck to and from college. Habits of thrift were
inculcated week in week out, with a wearisome monotony, and, worse
still, were put into practice, with the result that we seldom or ever
had pocket money given us. A single toy or book would last the year, and
holidays, which were looked upon by our parents as a nuisance, were
spent at home. Children were taught to respect their elders more, which
was a good thing, and the fear of the parent was greater than the “fear
of the Lord,” which was not perhaps so good.
While my father was plain
Donald Fraser to the public—a big, burly, smiling, good-natured man—he
was the Grand Seigneur in his own house, whose slightest word was law.
We always addressed him hat in hand, and prefaced all requests with
“Sir.” He kept up a dignity and a state before us that never slacked,
although for politic reasons these were laid aside during business
hours. His bedroom was a terra incognita to the last. We were never
allowed to take our meals with him ; he always dined alone, while we
passed the time outside,—on the landing opposite the dining-room—with
marbles, teetotum, and such like games, until the command to enter the
sacred presence was given, when we invariably marched in according to
seniority. The pleasure of the game outside, however, more than
compensated for the cold meal inside. The drawing-room was always kept
locked, and opened only when guests of quality arrived. When, by special
invitation, we did enter its sacred precincts— which was but seldom—it
was with bated breath and whispered humbleness. Now, being a professing
Christian, my father had some difficulty in squaring this exclusiveness
with the lesson in the Book which teaches us that “All men are equal in
the sight of God.” And so he tried to get out of the difficulty in this
way. Every Sunday morning we were allowed to breakfast along with him:
but in order to keep our pride within bounds, which otherwise might
o’erleap itself at such graciousness, he had the maid-servants in to
table also : this latter being a survival possibly of some old and
kindly custom.
This he did regularly,
year in year out, and so eased his conscience, and at the same time
squared his dignity with his religion ; but the equality disappeared
with the meal until the next Sunday morning, and if in the interval any
of us dared to presume upon it, woe betide him.
He had some curious
methods of dealing with children. One, I can never forget. He always
insisted on our going to bed in the dark. This was to harden us, he
said, and to strengthen our nerves. It nearly broke mine altogether. For
a child of five or six years old to go up two long stairs in the dark
all alone, and along a narrow dark passage to the sleeping room, which
was situated at the furthest end of the lobby from the stairs,
especially after some wild beast storv with the blood-curdling details
in which she revelled had been told by aunt, was a mighty severe strain
on that child’s nerves. My mode of progression along the passage in
question, off which several doors opened, was as follows:—I knew or
believed that the unseen danger was greatest when passing one or other
of the open doors. I also felt that I was within the danger zone when I
reached the top of the last stair, and kept a sharp lookout, as I tried
to pierce the gloom for what it contained. I then opened the nightly
campaign with a sudden dash for the opposite wall, in which were the
doors, and putting my back to it, and clinging to it with all my might,
I began to sidle along cautiously to the first door. Instinct, I
suppose, taught me that with my back to the wall I could only be
attacked from the front, and should be able to make a better fight with
my unseen foe. But when crossing the open doors I was exposed to attack
from all sides, and it was always in one dark room or another I imagined
the hidden monster—the creature of my own imagination, it is true, but
all too real notwithstanding— lay in wait. I swear even now, that I
often heard in the black darkness of these rooms, the cruel crunching
jaws at work, and often saw the baneful light of the fierce green eyes,
as the brute crouched low, making ready for the spring. And so for
moments, which seemed hours, I stood close to the first door, listening
and shivering with terror. Then would I, in desperation, make one wild
spring past it : when again working cautiously up to the next door,
there was the same hesitation before crossing it, the same straining of
ears, the same holding of the breath. And now, between two doors, I had
to watch on both sides, and my fears thus grew as I neared the goal; the
chances of an attack I calculated increased with each door safely
passed, until the strain on my nerves became all but intolerable, and
reason itself tottered on its throne. Sometimes in my anxiety to get
into the nursery when reached, I missed the door handle in the dark ;
and oh ! the dread of those miserable moments, when open to attack from
behind, and not daring to look back, I fumbled and fumbled with
nerveless fingers, feeling the while the hot breath of the evil thing on
my neck! The dread of those trying moments visits me still in my dreams.
I well remember the night
of the day on which grandmother died, although I was too young to know
what death meant. My brothers and I were sitting up much later than
usual, there being no one seemingly to order us off to bed ; but the
liberty thus secured, and which was at first delightful, soon palled
upon us, and I was the first to set off upstairs upon that nightly
lonesome journey. I had just reached the first landing, when I noticed a
light coming from under the drawing-room door. This was in itself such
an unusual thing- that my curiosity was aroused. Surely some guests had
arrived, and we knew it not! I crept forward on tiptoe and listened for
voices ; there were none. The stillness of the house was oppressive. The
fresh odour of pine wood assailed my nostrils.
As the door stood
slightly ajar, after again listening, I gently pushed it open and looked
in. The sight which I saw fairly took away my breath. The room was a
blaze of glorious light ; but where were the guests? I noticed that both
windows, with blinds drawn up, were open, as well as the door. From two
paintings on the wall, father and mother looked down upon the gay scene
in silence, smiling. Nobody else was there, not even aunt. In the centre
of the room was a large table which I had never seen before, dressed in
spotless white, and covered with flowers, and upon it a long black box
surrounded by numerous tall white wax candles, all burning, and flooding
the room with a brillant glow. Little puffs of wind coming in at the
open windows, made the lights flicker and toss their heads: and with
every movement, the tall shapely candles threw long, black, dancing
shadows upon floor and wall. Immediately overhead was a large and very
handsome crystal chandelier, which flashed back, reflected in a thousand
hues, the light below. The old-fashioned wall paper of glistening pearly
white, covered with a thick dark crimson fluff, and the black “papier
mache” furniture, each piece inlaid with irridescent mother-of-pearl,
formed fitting surroundings to the crowning glory of the white
flower-laden table in the middle of the room, with its black burden.
What could it all mean? It was to my childish mind like a beautiful bit
out of Fairyland.
I knew well that I had no
right to be where I was: I knew well what the consequences would be were
I discovered ; but the strange sight fascinated me : it held me
spellbound. What was in that black box? Why was it there? Unsatiable
childish curiosity prompting me, I drew a chair—one of the chairs
forbidden us even to sit upon—close to the table, and stepped lightly up
on to it, and, looking down into the box, who should I see lying there
quietly sleeping but “little grandmother.” She was dressed all in white:
her little face looked no bigger than a child’s. She smiled in her
sleep, and all the wrinkles, which I had often tried to count, but in
vain, were gone. Between her little hands, which were clasped in front,
a little flower was pressed : on her breast was a saucer full of salt,
and lower down another of the red-brown earth. The mystery was solved.
Here lay the honoured guest of the drawing-room, and all the lighted
candles, and beautiful flowers, and sweet fresh airs from outside, were
for ‘little grandmother’ : and she must have fallen asleep in the midst
of all this grandeur, like a tired child in the midst of its toys. And
at the thought I could have clapped my hands and cried aloud for joy,
but I might waken “little grandmother,” so, slipping softly off the
precious chair, which I carefully replaced, I crept quietly out of the
room, leaving the door ajar as I found it. For me that night the lonely
journey to bed had no fears: the light of the tall wax candles dispelled
the gloom: the peace and calm of the sleeper down stairs filled my
heart, leaving there no room for terrors: no fierce, eyes glared at me
out of the doorways: no hot breath lapped my cheek that night; and if
they had, what did it matter so long as “little grandmother,” whom we
all loved, was honoured and happy.
I do not know that I yet
understand all that aunt meant by these arrangements. The open window
and open door, the lighted candles, the saucer of salt, every Highlander
understands. But what of the dish of red brown earth?
The funeral, when it came
off. was, I need hardly say, under aunt’s skilful management, a Highland
success. This is not the correct expression to use of a funeral, I know,
but it is a true one; for more than one old Highlander that day, whose
napless hat and threadbare clothes proclaimed him an experienced judge
in such matters, was heard to say that “It was a ferry fine funeral
whateffer.” |