"Oh, that men should put an enemy in their mouths, to
steal away their brains."— Shakespeare.'
Chapter I.
While a few words in the way of advice from a
metropolitan physician, who adds M.D. to his name, and rides in his
carriage, are sometimes considered worth almost as many guineas, there
is another class of medical practitioners who, with humbler aims and
more circumscribed prospects, must often perform much real drudgery for
a few shillings. The individuals who compose this class derive their
origin, for the most part, from the middle and lower ranks of society;
and after having obtained, with considerable difficulty, a medical
education, and qualified themselves to practise as surgeons, they
establish themselves in our provincial towns, villages, and obscure
country districts, often spending laborious lives in visiting the
sick-beds, and endeavouring to alleviate the sufferings of a poor and
scattered population, who, from the very limited nature of their
incomes, can seldom afford to give them more than the most scanty
remuneration. "What they lose in profit, however, they may, perhaps,
gain in honour and professional importance; for whatever degree their
respective colleges may have conferred on them, in the estimation of
their patients and the public, they are all doctors, without
distinction; and of many of them, at least, it may still be said,—
Their virtues walk their narrow round,
Nor make a pause nor leave a void;
And sure the Eternal Master finds
The single talent well employ'd.
But though much of their care, and by far the greater
part of their time, must be unavoidably devoted to the poor, the
patronage of the rich must always be an object of ambition, and, in some
instances, an auxiliary without which they could scarcely subsist; for
it may be easily supposed, that where a great quantity of labour must be
performed below the average rate of rewards, unless the labourer should
contrive to get occasionally into the service of those who may be able
to pay him better, he could scarcely find it possible to keep himself
and his implements in repair. But as the merchants, manufacturers,
farmers, &c, who, when not eclipsed by greater lights, may be regarded
as the aristocracy of such places, are always conscious of their own
importance, and, in many instances, jealous of conferring their favours,
this patronage can only be obtained by very delicate management. Should
there chance to be a rival of the same profession in the place, then
matters are rendered still worse: all the difficulties are doubled, and
it requires more than an ordinary degree of tact and perseverance to
overcome them. For these reasons, an introduction to the family of a
wealthy citizen, or even of an ordinary farmer, is frequently regarded
as a very important obligation by the party introduced; and in a state
of society where men who act upon the principles of disinterested
benevolence, are not over and above rife, it may be expected that cases
will occur in which calculating individuals may not be altogether averse
from taking advantage of the feelings of those they have obliged. This
is, no doubt, telling truths which are as obvious as can well be
imagined, and with which the world might have been familiar long ago;
but then, as they are truths respecting a particular class, of which the
world, when in health, seldom takes time to think, for that very reason
their repetition may be pardonable.
Roland Bridges had been early smit with a love of the
medical profession: from a boy it was the object of his ambition to be a
surgeon, or a doctor, as he phrased it; his parents, who were
only small farmers, or rather palachlers, did not thwart his
inclination; and after having gone through that preparatory course of
instruction which was to fit him for his intended station, he settled in
the town of Auldenburgh. Here he engaged for "bed and board," with the
wife of a respectable shopkeeper, and took a small room fronting the
street, over the door of which he got the word Laboratory painted in
blazing characters; and then in the window of the said room, he
exhibited, to all and sundry, his "well crammed magazines of health," in
the form of a goodly array of bottles —square, globular, and
round—containing liquids of various colours, from the transparent, the
pale blue, and the light crimson, to the deep purple, and the almost
inky black.
About three months previous to the time at which
Roland Bridges began his Esculapian labours, another individual, whose
name was Arthur M'Quiddit, had come to reside in Auldenburgh. In stature
he was about the middle size, square made, and well proportioned; his
forehead was erect, but rather low; his hair dark, thick, and curled;
his eyes were of the same colour, not remarkably large, but penetrating,
and deep set in his head. His complexion had in it, perhaps, a little of
that dusky hue which, for want of a better name, has been called iron
colowred; but this was either never noticed or immediately forgotten
in contemplating the general expression of his countenance, which was
strongly marked, and had in it a something between good-nature and
sarcasm — a sort of mixture which, according to the mood of the
beholder, with a little assistance from imagination, might have been
easily resolved into either of these qualities. In addition to this
hasty sketch of his personal appearance it must be stated that, after
having served the usual time in a writer's office, and passed some eight
or ten years -with various masters in a number of different places,
following the same profession, he had now commenced Business on his own
account. For such an undertaking he might have been considered perfectly
qualified, both by education and experience, his age being somewhere
between twenty-eight and thirty: and with a prepossessing address,
pleasing manners, and a sort of satirical humour, which he knew well
when to curb, and when to let loose; backed by some pretensions to
fortune, which he was supposed to possess, he had found his way into a
number of respectable families, where he was received upon all occasions
as an agreeable guest. With the better sort of people in general he
maintained a favourable footing: business, too, seemed to be increasing,
and thus his prospects were every way encouraging.
Roland Bridges, on the other hand, who was six or
eight years younger, was but indifferently qualified for elbowing his
way into the better circles. Neither his conversational powers nor his
wit were greatly inferior to those of Mr. M'Quiddit, but he wanted that
art, so to speak, which is often necessary to procure a field for the
display of these talents. He possessed a stock of varied and useful
information, and could speak with propriety on most subjects when in a
company with which he was perfectly acquainted, and at his ease; but
among strangers he was bashful, diffident, and sometimes even awkward in
his attempts at conversation; and instead of thrusting himself into an
opening wherever it appeared, and attracting and dazzling the attention
of his listeners, in most instances he would have required a guide to
lead him forward. On numberless occasions he fancied that he could say
fine things, and really had these things at his tongue's end, but
somehow, when an opportunity for saying them occurred, he could rarely
utter a word; and as conversation can seldom be long kept to one
subject, it had in general changed before he could settle on the manner
in which he should introduce himself. "When he came to Auldenburgh he
had, moreover, an established rival in the person of Dr. Drugster, who
had long been in quiet possession of the practice of the place, and was
backed by a numerous circle of friends and acquaintances. With these
disadvantages his assistance was seldom sought except by the poorest of
the inhabitants; the fees which he could take from them were always of
the most moderate description; and in some cases, so far from receiving
anything, he was obliged to part with a shilling or a half crown, which
he could ill spare, to save his patients from death by starvation. His
prospects were thus the very reverse of flattering, and after
having passed something more than two months without any perceptible
improvement, as he was returning from visiting a patient in the country
he met Mr. M'Quiddit, who had sauntered out to take a walk, and who, it
seemed, knew him, though neither of them had been formally introduced to
the other.
"Happy to see you, Dr. Bridges," said he, advancing
to shake hands with him; "and as we have both come to this place with
pursuits and prospects almost the same I think we should be better
acquainted."
There was such an appearance of frank hilarity in the
manner in which these few words were spoken that Dr. Bridges felt at
once inclined to return the salutation in the same spirit in which it
had been made. "I am happy," he said, "at any occurrence which promises
to make me acquainted with you. But," he added, with a faint smile, "I
suspect no one except an experienced lawyer would attempt to establish
the similarity, not to mention the sameness, of our pursuits."
"As to that," rejoined the other, "it does not
require so much experience as you would imagine. For instance, you
came here to live upon the diseases of men's bodies, and to make my
bread by preying upon the crotchets and caprices of their minds; you
are to give personal attendance and advice wherever there is real
distress, I am to be attended in all cases of bad humour or
imaginary wrong; you are to use your utmost endeavours to promote
head-breaking, if you are your own friend, and then spread plasters for
the heads which have been broken, and sell physic and cordials wherever
you can find a market—no offence, for I will make my own calling as
black as yours presently; and / am to foment mischief to the extent of
my ability, setting people by the ears upon all occasions, that they may
break each other's characters without mercy; and then I am to sell
threatening letters, warrants, and other legal papers to whosoever will
buy them. And now, I think, my friend will acknowledge that our
pursuits, though not exactly the same, are pretty nearly allied."
Dr. Bridges could not help laughing heartily at the
ludicrous comparison which had been thus placed before him. "I must
confess," he said, "that you have succeeded much better than I had
anticipated; and I wish to Heaven you could now establish as good a
parallel between our prospects as you have done between our
pursuits—yours, they say, are nattering; but what with the want of
employment, and what with employment without reward, I verily believe
the people of this place -intend to transform me into a skeleton for the
benefit of science; and for any reasonable argument which I could oppose
to such a proceeding they may even complete the work as soon as they
please, and then hang me up in their old steeple or elsewhere for the
edification of the public."
"We must try and baulk them of their intentions
though,'' said the other: "and I will tell you how we shall do it—it
shall be in this wise. Wherever I can find an individual dying of a
broken head, or a broken heart, not forgetting broken legs and arms, and
all manner of diseases, I will either send him to you, or direct him to
send for you; and swear, at the same time, that you could cure
him, though he were dead, which would be no great falsehood after
all—seeing that herrings, as well as other kinds of living creatures,
are mostly cured after that event has taken place. And that you may not
be at all burdened with gratitude, for which some people are sad
anglers, wherever you find a patient who wishes to have his will made,
or an individual who has got the vapours, and is dissatisfied with his
friend or his enemy, or his master or his servant, or his brother or his
sister, or the whole world together, then send him to me, and declare,
that if the devil himself had wronged him, I would find means to do him,
the devil, and the world, the most perfect justice."
This second sally produced another laugh, in which
Mr. M'Quiddit was not slow to join; more conversation followed, and when
the two parted, it seemed as if they had been friends for more years
than they had really been acquainted hours.
Shortly after this conversation, as Dr. Bridges was
one evening busily engaged in his little Laboratory, or rather
pretending to be busy, compounding and preparing medicines, for which he
had no immediate demand, Mr. M'Quiddit came in rather abruptly—"What!"
he said, as he entered, "still busy with extracts, and essences, and
tinctures, and other preparations, which healthy people seldom think of
purchasing."
"In good sooth, I am busy with the things of which
you speak, because I have nothing else to do," said the pharma-copolist.
"Well and if a friend should procure you some other
work, what in the name of wonder could you do?" again inquired
the lawyer.
"Why, as to that, I cannot exactly say," rejoined the
other, catching at the same time the tone of good-natured banter in
which he had been addressed; "but something I certainly could do. For
instance, I could poison people as fast as the most dignified M.D. of
the whole profession; I could keep accounts, too, and make demands upon
their purses like a very lawyer; I could let blood, from a thimbleful to
the last drop which could be with safety extracted; I could plaster a
wound, after the most approved fashion, or if the said wound were
sufficiently large, I could play the tailor, and stitch it up at once;
and if you, or any friend, would be so kind as to employ yourself a
little in the way of bone breaking, I hereby promise to mend the whole
in the most scientific manner—that is to say, one half of my patients
shall be lameters for life, and the other half shall have their legs as
strong and as crooked as any lover could wish the legs of a rival to be;
and lastly------"
"Nay, hold there; what you have already said is
enough for me," said the lawyer. "And now, when I can get in a word, I
may tell you for your consolation, that my landlady's youngest son has
been pleased to consider your case so far, as to allow a cart-wheel to
pass over his arm, by which the bone has been broken between the wrist
and the elbow, so that you may now have an opportunity of mending it,
and making it as crooked as you please. Dr. Drugster would have been
called, but I peppered them with some phrases about recent
discoveries, improved methods, and so forth. And now, Master
Hippocrates, will you be pleased to select such of your tools as may be
needful, and make haste, for I have run all the road to tell you."
Dr. Bridges, as may be easily supposed, lost no time
in making the necessary preparation, and hastening to the boy's relief.
The fracture was a simple one, the bone was soon set, bandages, etc.,
applied, and the first part of the business finished : he, however,
continued to give his attendance till the cure which he had begun was
completed, and then the mother was pleased to say, that she could not
tell which of her boy's arms had been broken.
It was Christmas, the annual round of festivities had
begun, and when Mrs. M'lntosh's turn came, out of gratitude, she could
do no less than invite the doctor, who had been so successful in
rescuing her boy from deformity, to be a partaker in the hospitality of
the season.
Mrs. M'Intosh was the widow of a respectable cloth
merchant, with two sons and two daughters, one of each grown up; the son
had continued to keep the shop after his father's death, and though not
remarkably rich, they were well connected, and well received in the best
circles of the place. Dr. Bridges was, therefore, fain to attend on the
appointed evening, in the expectation that his doing so might be the
means of introducing him to better and more extensive practice than he
had hitherto enjoyed. When he arrived, among a number of other guests,
he found Mr. Forester and his daughter; the former a rich widower, who
had retired from business to live upon his money, and the latter a
delicate but interesting girl, in her twentieth, or one-and-twentieth
year. From the circumstance of Miss Forester having been born and bred
among them, and living rather retired, she had not hitherto attracted
much notice. She was spoken of rather as an affectionate and dutiful
daughter than as a beauty ; and while all admitted that her
conduct in every respect was most exemplary, very few talked of her
charms. But notwithstanding this silence, there was a peculiar charm in
her quiet unassuming manners—a charm which, in some eyes, might have
compensated for many personal defects, of which, however, she had none.
She did not appear to consider herself as deserving of attention, she
gave herself no airs to procure it, and she never seemed to think
herself in the shade when it was withheld. Though her face and figure
were not of that sort which draw immediate admiration, yet when once
observed, she lost little by being compared with others; her
charms, such as they were, had rather a tendency to grow upon the heart
of the beholder; and as she was the last of her father's family, and
likely to inherit whatever he might leave behind him, this consideration
was by far too important to be wholly overlooked. The lining of a purst
has often more attractions than the colouring of a cheek, or the
brilliancy of an eye, and thus she had become the subject of
interested, if not interesting, speculation, with those fathers and
mothers who were anxious to see their sons well married; but of these
sons themselves, no one as yet had proposed for her hand, or even paid
her any marked attentions.
Few persons who will give themselves the trouble of
casting a retrospective glance over their own experience can be ignorant
of a certain tendency in the youthful mind to give a sort of arbitrary
preference to some particular individual, even in the largest company.
That individual may be a perfect stranger, and the preference may be
founded upon the most trifling circumstance—the colour of the hair, the
eye, or the complexion—the form of the mouth, the forehead, or any other
feature which chances to strike the fancy of the observer; or it may owe
its origin to a well-worn ornament, or a fanciful piece of dress, or, in
short, to anything; but when once it has taken possession of the heart,
there it remains, till something more interesting is seen, or till some
reason appears for withdrawing it: and thus it was with Roland Bridges.
After he had surveyed the company at leisure, measuring their most
interesting points with his eye, and scanning their various tempers and
characters in his own mind, he at last settled upon Miss Forester, as
one who deserved a decided preference. The only other individual present
who, in his estimation, would at all bear to be compared with her, was
Miss M'Intosh, who appeared to be some years older, and who, by most
judges, would have perhaps been considered the better looking of the
two. There was, he readily acknowledged, an energetic expression about
her countenance, which contrasted finely with her delicate complexion.
He was also forced to confess, that she had exquisitely formed lips,
dark commanding eyes, and a fine expanse of forehead, on which, when the
light fell upon it from a certain direction, two or three lines were
just perceptible. These, as may be readily supposed, were not the work
of time: they father seemed to indicate strong thinking faculties, in
connection with strong passions; the last of which, however, she never
exhibited in such a way as to detract from her fame. With these
attributes she was, at least, a fair specimen of female beauty. But
though Holand Bridges would have acknowledged frankly that she was so,
he still persisted in giving the preference to Miss Forester, who—while
the elder females were busy in discussing scandal, and other serious
subjects, and the younger ones were dealing around their smiles and
small talk, and setting all the sail they could to catch the gale of
admiration—was for the most part silent, and seldom raised her eyes from
the table. He soon began to entertain a very high opinion of her modesty
and delicacy of feeling; and after looking round the company to try if
he could discover any counterpart to these, when his eye returned to its
former object, he was not displeased to find that she had been stealing
a glance at himself.
When the repast to which they had been invited was
over, and conversation had walked its round, Mr. M'Quiddit, reckoning,
no doubt, on being supported by the younger part of the company,
proposed that they should have a dance. This proposal was not at all in
accordance with the etiquette of the higher circles, and for this
reason, perhaps, Mrs. M'Intosh rather seemed to demur as to the
propriety of adopting it; but she had herself been bred in the country
where unfashionable revels of this kind are quite common; and as she
recollected having been as happy in her younger days dancing to a
blind fiddler in her father's kitchen, as ever she had been at a
regularly got up ball, she offered no serious opposition. The motion;
moreover, was warmly seconded by Miss M'Intosh, while her oldest
brother, who was an amateur violin player, offered his services upon the
occasion, and in the end the table was removed, chairs were lifted back,
and a space cleared for a reel. Dr. Bridges offered his hand to Miss
Forester, Miss M'Intosh accepted that of Mr. M'Quiddit, and when all
were accommodated, to it they went with at least a whole world of
good-will.
Miss Forester did not dance with any very
extraordinary degree of spirit—that was not her forte. The animating
exercise, however, seemed to hring the simple elegance of her form more
prominently into view, while it certainly added a fresher colour to her
cheek. The excitement of the music, too, to which she was far from being
insensible, gave a brighter sparkle to her eye; and when she sat down,
Dr. Bridges felt inclined to be better pleased with her than ever. He
even congratulated himself on that penetration which had enabled him to
discover and to appreciate,, almost at first sight, the charms of one
who was so little anxious to exhibit them, and who was, at the same
time, so deserving of notice. In the course of the evening, he had an
opportunity of dancing with her several times : indeed, he danced with
no other; and the attention which he thus bestowed exclusively upon her,
seemed to have the effect of bringing her all at once into general
notice. Of six or eight young men who were present, each and all
appeared to have become rivals for her favour; every one seemed anxious
to have her for a partner, and among them she was scarcely allowed to
rest for a single minute. In this manner an hour or two passed rapidly
away; and when the time came at which her father thought proper to go
home, numerous were the gallants, and not the most backward was Dr.
Bridges, who offered to escort her; but after assuring them with a
naivete which was peculiarly her own, that she apprehended nothing, she
took the arm of her parent, and left them all alike disappointed.
On his way home, Dr. Bridges recollected the case of
an unfortunate young man, who had been sadly addicted to the bottle, and
who was, at the time, suffering severely from having stumbled over the
perpendicular front of a rock while in a state of intoxication. As he
had seldom been able to keep a shilling in his pocket if the means of
spending it were within his reach, he was one of those from whom a fee
could not be expected; but in every case where an individual recovers
from what is deemed a dangerous condition, a certain degree of honour
always attaches to the medical attendant; and this consideration,
together with a sort of pleasure which he had often derived from a
consciousness of having mitigated pain, made Dr. Bridges, at the time,
more ready to listen to the calls of humanity, than the voice of
selfishness. It was only ten o'clock: the poor fellow, he thought, might
feel easier for having his wounds dressed, and he accordingly hastened
to his bedside. But though his patient upon the whole did not appear to
be worse, he was rather surprised to find his pulse considerably
increased, with some other symptoms of nervous excitement, which he had
not before noticed. On inquiring the cause of this change, he was told,
that a few hours ago he had received a letter, stating the death of an
uncle in the West Indies, who had left money and property to the value
of £500, which would fall to him if he could only succeed in
establishing his relationship. "But," continued the poor fellow, "I am
so ill that I can do nothing, and there will be so much to prove—so many
parish registers to examine—the dates of so many births, baptisms, and
burials to arrange, and so many letters to write, that I have been
thinking of sending for the town-clerk, and letting him manage the
business any way he pleases."
Dr. Bridges saw at once
that this was an affair which could only be managed properly by a man of
business; and considering, at the same time, that it was one from which
some emolument might be derived, gratitude made him recommend Mr.
M'Quiddit, instead of the town-clerk, and as a very slight
recommendation in such cases will often suffice to turn the balance, the
former was employed.
Next morning, Miss
Forester, as the consequence of having been exposed to the night air,
after being heated with dancing, complained of hoarseness and sore
throat. The affection did not appear to be at all serious; few would
have thought it worth noticing, and she even thought so herself; but her
only brother had died of consumption, which was brought on by a
neglected cold, and her father, anxious for the health of his remaining
child, immediately proposed sending for Dr. Bridges.
To this proposal Miss
Forester did not readily agree. She declared that she would soon
recover; and if a doctor were to be called at all, hinted that she would
prefer Dr. Drugster.
"Why, what can make you
prefer Dr. Drugster to Dr, Bridges?" said her father. "People are
beginning to say that the latter has more knowledge of the healing art,
and has been more successful than the former; and as it is hardly
possible that he can have given you any real offence, I would almost be
tempted to inquire what cause you can have for disliking him1?"
"Indeed, indeed," said Miss Forester, rather
disconcerted by the question; "indeed, I can have no cause for disliking
him at all—only he is so forward, and it was him who made me dance so
much. But I do not want a doctor at all, really I do not; or if you call
one, call Dr. Drugster."
"Foolish girl!" said Mr. Forester, in a half angry
tone; to make a long story short, I tell you Dr. Drugster has gone on a
visit to his friends in the country, and we may all be dead before he
comes back. But from your unaccountable apprehensions, one would almost
be led to suppose that you believed this same Dr. Bridges was some great
leviathan, who swallowed his patients, one and all, without distinction
of age or sex, and that you were afraid of being devoured along with the
rest. If you really dislike him, however," he added, lowering his voice
to a tone of affection, "you have only to tell him the symptoms of your
disorder, and then go to your own room."
Miss Forester was not perhaps greatly offended with
her father's pertinacity, in this respect, after all. She felt,
however—she scarce knew what—a sort of flutter and apprehension at the
idea of her professional visitor, which, though not exactly so
distressing as if he had been a leviathan coming to swallow her up, was
nevertheless enough to disconcert her. How should she receive him, was
with her a question of considerable importance, and one which she had
decided half-a-dozen different ways in half as many minutes ; but as she
could not at the moment determine which was the best, the object of her
anxiety and apprehension arrived before she could finally fix upon any
particular plan, and she received him with a cold, distant, and somewhat
embarrassed civility, which she either mistook for politeness, or
adopted because she could not at the time substitute any thing better in
its stead. While he was questioning her as to the symptoms of her
supposed disorder, she answered in tones so low as to be scarcely
audible, and hardly ventured to lift her eyes from the carpet. The
professional part of his visit, however, was soon over, and when it had
been despatched, as he still felt a wish to linger, with the intention
of leading her into conversation, he expressed his regret at her having
suffered from the effect of the last evening's revel, and then inquired
if she "were fond of dancing."
"Not remarkably fond," was the somewhat laconic
reply. But the desired effect followed. Some other commonplace remarks
served as the prelude to a conversation which, to the parties
themselves, at least, became interesting as it advanced ; that reserve
and diffidence which, in spite of every effort, occasionally clings to
youthful individuals of different sexes, when they find themselves for
the first time left to each other's company, seemed to wear; off, and
they began to feel almost as easy as if they had been old acquaintances,
or rather friends.
"Though beauty, I believe, is a quality which is in
general highly prized by young ladies," said Dr. Bridges, in answer to
some previous observation, "yet I can easily suppose that it is not
without its inconveniences; for had your own personal charms been less,
you would have had fewer admirers last evening, and consequently fewer
solicitations to dance, by which means you might have escaped your
present cold."
This compliment was wholly unexpected: it was,
moreover, bestowed on one who had been but little accustomed to such
things; and thus the individual to whom it was addressed felt rather at
a loss for a suitable reply.
"My present cold is a mere trifle," said she,
"scarcely worth mentioning. But I hope Dr. Bridges has not conceived so
poor an opinion of me, as to suppose that I am vain of what he has been
pleased to call my personal charms."
There may be such a thing as a possibility of
schooling people of both sexes into a method of managing conversations,
and perhaps everything else, by rules previously laid down; but when
such a course of instruction has never been attempted, blunders and
mistakes, which may be either amusing or distressing, according to the
nature of the case, must frequently occur. Of the truth of this, the
experience of almost everyone will furnish him with at least some
examples. While Miss Forester pretended to disclaim all vanity, the
blush which rose to her cheek told that she was not altogether deaf to
the voice of praise. This, however, the inexperience of the other led
him to mistake for an expression of displeasure. He was not by nature
very well qualified either for disguising his own feelings, or
discovering the real sentiments of others. Highly susceptible of
impressions, and but little practised in the arts of the world, as soon
as this idea had got into his head, he felt like one who all at once
discovers that he has done something to forfeit the very esteem which he
was labouring to conciliate.
"By no means, ma'am," he stammered out. "I, I"—he
would have made some apology, but he found himself getting more and more
embarrassed, and he could only articulate the words, "I but spoke the
truth;" after which he bowed and made his exit. Thus terminated an
interview from which he had promised himself much pleasure, and from
which, if he had deserved any, it was counter-balanced by at least as
much vexation.
In an affair of honour, or in an ordinary case, the
manner in which he had endeavoured to exculpate himself must have been
regarded by the offended party as a high aggravation of the original
offence; but in the present instance it were difficult to say if it was
not the very best apology which he could have offered; for he was
no sooner gone than Miss Forester, who had observed his embarrassment,
and partly guessed the cause of it, began to accuse herself for having
treated him uncivilly, and to wish that he had only stayed till she
could offer some explanation. "It was kind in him," she argued, "to pay
even an unmeaning compliment to one with whom he was so little
acquainted : and then he did not look like a practised flatterer." The
natural conclusion was that she had done wrong, from which it was only a
natural transition to wish for an opportunity of remedying her mistake.
Her wish was not long in being gratified; for though
Dr. Bridges did not call, as she had almost expected he would, next day,
on the day following that his professional concerns led him to the same
quarter of the town in which she lived. He had previously determined on
going straight home, and thinking as little as possible, either of Miss
Forester or his former visit, upon both of which it was somehow painful
to reflect; but when he came in sight of the house he began to consider
if it were not alike inconsistent with the established rules of his
profession, and the safety of his patient, thus to discontinue his
visits without any assurance of her health being fully re-established.
He called to mind several cases in which a trifling indisposition, from
being neglected, had produced the most serious consequences; and before
he reached the door he had fully satisfied himself of the propriety of
making another visit.
On this occasion he was received with the greatest
cordiality by both father and daughter, the latter of whom was
completely recovered. Mr. Forester, in particular, who, with some
eccentricities, was warm hearted in the extreme, where he considered
himself obliged, appeared to feel grateful for his daughter's speedy
restoration, beyond what the case really merited.
"Welcome, doctor!" he exclaimed, shaking him by the
hand at the same time with old-fashioned frankness; "and as I much doubt
whether Eliza will have the grace to thank you for the services you have
rendered her, you must permit me to offer you the thanks of her father,
which, after all, may not he much worse than those of a foolish girl."
After some farther conversation upon common subjects,
"I daresay you will find it rather difficult to establish yourself among
us," said he; "for we are a bigoted sort of people. With us everything
which is old is good, and everything which is new is worthless, at least
for a time; but if you can only afford to wait till you get us on the
go I have no doubts of your carrying all before you."
"I am aware," said the other, "that it is always an
affair of some difficulty to get into practice; and where a professional
rival is already established I know, too, that this can only be done
either by servility or superior talents. The first alternative I cannot
think of adopting; and as I have used my best endeavours to make myself
master of my profession, if my abilities, such as they are, do not
recommend me to notice, I must even try to live without it."
"I honour you for your sentiments," said Mr.
Forester, with an approving smile. "But is it not hard," he continued,
"in these days, when the whole of us must be gentlemen at once, for a
young fellow to subject himself to all those hardships and
inconveniences which he must unavoidably encounter before his talents
can be discovered and appreciated by a world which grows old, and seldom
wears spectacles, when looking for those who are willing to make their
fortunes by an honourable application to an honest calling ?"
"It may be hard, as you observe," rejoined the other;
"but methinks those who never encountered hardships can hardly be said
to conquer, even when they obtain a victory; and besides, I have not
been such a stranger to those hardships and inconveniences of which you
speak as to feel very uncomfortable in their company."
Though not exactly qualified to shine in a
fashionable circle, or to attract general attention by brilliant
conversational powers, there was about Roland Bridges a degree of
firmness and manly sentiment, which formed at least a good basis for
future eminence. This Mr. Forester, who was a man of considerable
penetration, soon discovered; and after a long and interesting
conversation, when he was about to depart, in addition to the father's
assurance, that "he would always be glad to see him when he had a moment
to spare," he had the farther satisfaction of seeing Miss Forester, who
said, "she hoped, as often as his professional duties permitted, he
would honour them with a call, without being sent for, as was the case
the. last time they had the pleasure of his company."
To the young surgeon these invitations were highly
gratifying; but every one has heard of there being "a tide in the
affairs of men"—that tide was now beginning to flow, and in putting him
in the way of receiving such invitations, dame Fortune was playing
exactly the same game which she has played to thousands. A few weeks
ago, when his time was almost wholly at his own disposal, no one seemed
to think his society worth the asking; but from the period here referred
to, his prospects improved so rapidly, that in a few weeks more he had
scarcely a moment to spare; and then he was pressed with invitations to
dinners and tea parties on all hands. Most of these, as a matter of
course, he was forced to decline; but whether invited or not, he seldom
wanted some excuse for seeing Miss Forester, at short intervals; nor
upon these occasions was a friendly welcome from her father awanting.
One evening, as he was on his way to make one of
these casual visits, he met his friend Mr. M'Quiddit, who appeared to
have been looking for him.
"Whither away in such a hurry V
said the lawyer, in his usual tone of light raillery.
"Only to Mr. Forester's, to whom you were so good as
to afford me an introduction," was the reply.
"By the Apostle John, and John Bull," said the other,
"and the bones of all the popes and cardinals who lived, died, and were
buried before the flood, I could not possibly introduce you to a family
to which I was never introduced myself, and with which, from the little
company they keep, I have never been able to make an acquaintance."
"That is not exactly what I mean," said the surgeon;
"but by introducing me at Mrs. M'Intosh's, you were indirectly the means
of getting me introduced both here and elsewhere."
"Well, well," rejoined the lawyer, "I am glad to hear
you say so; and as I have been the indirect means of introducing you, if
you have no objection, you shall be the direct means of introducing me.
This same rich citizen must have a will to make, and sundry
things of that sort to do, which lie in my way; and there is no great
harm in looking out for a job—-sailors must keep their eyes on the wind,
you know, though it is probable they see just as little of it as we do."
This request was at once complied with; and whether
it were that Mr. Forester really entertained a previous respect for Mr.
M'Quiddit, or that he only extended to him that respect which is due to
a friend's friend, it matters little, but both were received with the
usual welcome. The man of business and the surgeon repeated their visits
oftener than once in company, and they always found the father the same,
though by no means rash in extending either his friendship, or the
circle of his acquaintances, it even seemed as if he had begun to
entertain a very favourable opinion of the young lawyer; but somehow the
daughter, after the first time, could rarely be prevailed upon to honour
them with her company. She always found some excuse for leaving the room
at the earliest opportunity; and Mr. M'Quiddit, either satisfied with
the progress which he had already made, or having business of importance
which demanded his presence elsewhere, began to relax his attention, In
this respect, however, Dr. Bridges did not follow his example. The
intimacy between him and the family of the retired merchant seemed
rather to increase, while he at the same time seemed to be sensible,
that it was to this friendship he owed at least a considerable portion
of his success.
"Before Miss Forester caught cold," he said, on one
occasion, "nobody thought of calling me; but since I had the honour of
attending her, people seem anxious to become sick, that I may have an
opportunity of either killing or curing them, and at the same time the
inexpressible satisfaction of putting my hand as deep as I please into
their pockets."
"And since this is the case," said Miss Forester,
"out of gratitude for so eminent a service, you can do no less than
regard me as your patron saint ever after; and if such a thing should
happen to be in your power, I hope you will not neglect to have my name
duly inserted in the calendar."
In answer to this piece of raillery, Dr. Bridges
whispered something in her ear about "giving her a new name, and getting
that name inserted in the parish register instead of the calendar of
saints," which made her push him from her with a half playful motion of
her hand; while it brought the blood to her cheek in a
spring-tide flush, which made her glad to leave the room upon some
pretended errand, from which she did not return till he was gone.
People are seldom long without some cause of anxiety.
While everything else was prospering with Dr. Bridges, he had of late
seen little of Mr. M'Quiddit, and he almost began to suspect that he had
unwittingly given him some cause of offence. Though he could not
discover what this cause might be, he felt extremely uneasy at the idea
of such a thing being in existence. But one day as he was passing along
the street, revolving the matter in his own mind, he saw Miss Forester
approaching, in an opposite direction, and just as he was about to
salute her, he was agreeably surprised by the friend of whom he had been
thinking slapping him on the shoulder, and exclaiming, "What, doctor! so
busy now dealing out medicines, writing out accounts like a lawyer,
letting blood, and making crooked legs to other people, that I suppose
you don't know your oldest and your hest friends in passing."
The surgeon laughed, and shook him heartily hy the
hand, while Miss Forester passed on without speaking.
"By mine honour," said the other, in a tone loud
enough to be heard at some distance; "by mine honour, a noble looking
girl that, and I only wish I knew where to find an individual of the
other sex who might deserve such a treasure. But," he continued,
lowering his voice to a confidential whisper, "they tell me you are the
happy man yourself Ho'; and now that we have met after so long an
absence, pray he pleased to step into the tavern here, and permit me to
drink her health, not forgetting your own.''
Dr. Bridges said something about "not having been
accustomed to frequent taverns," and was proceeding to decline the
invitation, but his friend interrupted him before he could arrange his
ideas.
"Well, I declare," he said, "one would almost be
tempted to think you were going to turn puritan, and hold forth on the
streets to a crowd of gaping ignoramuses upon the wickedness of the
world, and the unpardonable sin of eating and drinking —concluding your
sermons, as in duty bound, with a full assurance that fasting is
preferable to prayer; and, in order to reach heaven, that men must take
care to starve themselves while on earth. Well if you persist in these
laudable intentions, you will be reckoned a saint: there can be little
doubt of that. But in this degenerate age, saintship, I fear, will not
sell at a great premium among your patients. The calendar, moreover, is
already full; and the publicans say that your tailor has forgot to
furnish your unmentionables with pockets; for they never see your money.
These people really have influence; and if they should raise the hue and
cry, who knows what might he the consequence? Come, come, man! it is for
your good I counsel you, and unless you are determined on becoming a
ranter, you will not doubt me now."
Overcome by this species of oratory, which has in
general more power over young people than most of them would be willing
to acknowledge, Dr. Bridges suffered himself to be conducted into the
tavern, where his friend immediately called for a quantity of liquor, of
which, as soon as it was brought, he poured out a glass, drank it off to
the health of Miss Forester; and then filling up another, handed it
across the table to the surgeon.
When the liquor was finished—"Now," said Mr.
M'Quiddit, "as I brought you here, I will deal honourably with you; your
tailor's mistake shall not be brought to light if I can help it; for I
will pay what I have called, and then, as you have so many patients to
attend, and so much physic to mix, I will not press for your longer
stay." With these words he was reaching his hand to the bell; but the
other stopped him by saying, that "he hoped he did not consider him
either unable or unwilling to take a glass with a friend, and to pay his
share of the reckoning like an honest man."
"Well," said the lawyer, "if you will only promise to
he a man, and drink half, I have no objection to sitting another
quarter of an hour or so." Upon these conditions the liquor was called
for, and the drinking of it commenced. Mr. M'Quiddit was of that
particular temperament upon which ardent spirits produce comparatively
little effect; though partially intoxicated, he could say things to make
others laugh, without allowing a single muscle of his own face to be
disturbed; even when so drunk that he could scarcely walk, he
could still maintain all the gravity of a judge; and upon these
qualities he could safely presume. With the other it was widely
different: there was in his disposition a natural sensitiveness and
excitability, which seemed to be the cause of much of his awkwardness
and diffidence among strangers, but which, when acted upon by any
stimulant, at once rose into noisy mirth. Some allusions to Miss
Forester, which were made in the most flattering manner, had tended to
elevate his spirits above the ordinary level; and thus before the second
supply of liquor was concluded, he was exactly in that state of sobriety
in which men are inclined to be pleased with the whole world, and to
call for more of that which has made them so. Accordingly, when Mr.
M'Quiddit again spoke of going home, he was warmly opposed by the
surgeon, who now said, that "they might surely each spare a single
afternoon from the drudgery of their professions, in which to enjoy
themselves a little." It did not require any extraordinary degree of
persuasion to induce the other to sit down—once seated, he again
enlivened the conversation with quaint observations and humorous
sallies, which never failed to draw peals of laughter from his
companion; and when the afternoon was nearly spent, Dr. Bridges seemed
determined to pass the evening in the same manner. Mr. M'Quiddit,
however, represented to him in strong terms the impropriety of doing so,
and, at a little after sunset, he succeeded in getting him to the door.
The poor surgeon, as drunken people usually do, had all along supposed
himself quite sober; but when he got into the street, he found that he
could not walk; and his friend, if such he may be called, had to bribe
the waiter to assist him home.
In the meantime, the servant of a wealthy individual,
whose wife was on the eve of being confined, had called at his lodgings
to tell him that her mistress was taken ill, and to request his
immediate attendance; but as he was absent, his landlady had sent her to
Mr. Forester's, where he had sometimes been found on former occasions.
There, however, he was not; but the circumstance alarmed Miss Forester,
and taking her mantle, she followed the messenger in the direction of
the tavern, where she had last seen him, with the expectation that she
might learn by accident the cause of his absence. She had not ,gone far
when she saw him in charge of the waiter: as usually happens in such
cases, he had grown much worse after coming out to the open air; the
ribald jest, the silly question, the sentence broken off in the middle
by a hickup, and the heavy lurch, told too plainly what he had
been about; and Miss Forester, who, unobserved by him, had come near
enough to see and hear these things, almost sickened at the sight.
Unfortunately, drunkenness is too common to excite
much surprise in any rank of society; but still, to a virtuous woman,
who has given her heart, with all its warm affections, to one whom her
imagination has been busy clothing in the best attributes of humanity,
nothing can be more distressing than to see that favoured object reduced
with his own consent, and by his own act, to a state of drivelling
imbecility, worse than the worst idiocy which Nature ever produced.
Affection may try to plead excuses, and pass slightly over the darker
evidence against him, but still, to a reflecting mind, the question must
occur—What prospect of honour or fame for the man who can wilfully throw
away his reason.
When Dr. Bridges arrived at his lodgings, his
landlady told him that Mr. Potter's maid had been there to request his
immediate attendance on her mistress's account. He had been previously
engaged to give his attendance on that particular occasion, and the
information which he now received tended materially to dissipate the
fumes of the liquor. There was in Mrs. Potter's case some peculiarities
which rendered it a pressing, and if not properly treated, a dangerous
one; it was upon Miss Forester's recommendation that he had been
engaged; and as soon as he could walk without assistance, he proceeded
to the house. But the girl, on getting home, had told her master in what
state she saw him, and as time> was too precious to be lost, Dr.
Drugster had been already called. The consequence of all this was, that
the servant, instead of admitting him to the patient, showed him into a
separate room, and said, "she would tell her master." He immediately
began to suspect that something was wrong. Had he been in the full
possession of his reasoning powers, candour would have drawn from him a
ready confession of his misconduct; but those who have made only a
slight deviation from the paths of rectitude, can seldom stop till
something more serious occurs; and when Mr. Potter confronted him, he
began to stammer out some excuse about "being called away to attend a
dying patient." As he spoke, his breath smelled strongly of the liquor
he had been drinking, there was a haggard expression about his
countenance, which told too plainly of his late debauch; and Mr. Potter,
who, besides being naturally of a passionate disposition, already knew
the real cause of his absence, and who was, moreover, quick-sighted
enough to detect those evidences of intemperance which he still carried
about his person, cut him short by observing, dryly— "A pretty fellow,
indeed; first to get drunk, and then follow the example of other
drunkards, by adding falsehood to drunkenness !"
By this time, Dr. Bridges was in that state of morbid
nervous sensibility, which often follows a fit of intoxication; the word
falsehood stuck in his throat. For a few seconds he seemed at a
loss what to say or do, and then trembling with passion, he exclaimed,
"He is a villain who will say that I—I ever was guilty of falsehood!"
"I think, young man, you carry your head too high,"
said Mr. Potter, regarding him the while with a look which was meant to
be one of calm contempt; "but I can forgive you, and time will prove who
is the greatest villain. Recollect," he added, as he was leaving the
room, " that Dr. Drugster served the people of this place, in the
capacity of medical attendant, before they saw your face, and the good
man can do so still, though some folks, who do not seem to consider
punctuality a virtue, should choose to forget their own interest, and
endanger the lives of their patients, by their bacchanalian exploits."
Thus left to his own meditations, the surgeon stole
back to his lodgings, where he spent a sleepless night, in a state of
mind not easy to be described. Next morning he received a very polite
and very formal note, from Mr. Potter, requesting him to send in his
account, and hinting that neither his presence nor his services would be
required in future. Had his nerves retained their wonted firmness, and
its mind its usually vigorous tone, such an occurrence would have
probably made little impression upon either; but while both were out of
tune, he felt that the excesses of which he had been guilty were, to say
the least of them, in one of his profession, highly unbecoming; he felt
farther, the risk which he ran of incurring the disapprobation of his
friends and the public; under the pressure of these feelings, he had no
heart to make the necessary calls upon his patients, and after pushing
aside an almost un-tasted breakfast, he directed his steps to Mr.
Forester's, in the hope that he might have an opportunity of explaining
the whole affair to that gentleman and his daughter, before any
exaggerated report could reach them.
The moment he saw Miss Forester, however, his
resolution failed him : she appeared anxious to treat him with civility;
but there was a something both sad and constrained in her manner. Those
indications of feeling which are so minute that they might escape the
observation of the innocent, after being seen for the hundredth time,
frequently attract the attention of the guilty at the very first glance.
Though she strove to appear kind, her eye did not meet his with that
intelligence, warm from the heart, which was its wont; on the contrary,
it either drooped, or seemed to wander in search of other objects. He
immediately concluded, that some one had brought her intelligence of
that which, in reality, she had herself seen; and while he wished to
make the fullest confession of his fault, and to promise that it should
never be repeated, he could not find words with which to introduce the
subject. Miss Forester, oh the other hand, was almost equally
embarrassed. No one could have been more ready to forgive than she was,
but then it became not her to interrogate; and thus their first efforts
at conversation were of that kind which is sometimes resorted to as a
substitute for silence.
"A most delightful morning this," said the surgeon;
"the fresh air is so cool, and everything is so agreeable, I suppose it
has tempted your father to take a walk."
"I rather think it was some business which led him
out," said Miss Forester, affecting a careless ease which she did not
feel.
"I should have been glad to see him had he been at
home,'' rejoined the surgeon; "but I suppose we must bear these little
disappointments with patience—there is no other remedy for the evils of
life."
"We should try to overcome them when it is in our
power," said the other, attempting to smile; but the sudden recollection
that the words contained an implied rebuke, quenched that smile in an
instant, and she added, rather confusedly, "My father will soon be
back—he promised to return by ten, and he is always punctual."
The word punctual, though spoken by a voice
which was at all times gentle, grated harshly on Dr. Bridges' ear : it
seemed to glance at the manner in which he had neglected his interest
and his engagement in Mrs. Potter's case; the confusion with which it
was uttered, he mistook for an indication of rising displeasure; and,
again unmanned by his own recollections and fancies, he looked at his
watch, pretended to remember the case of some patient, whom he should
have visited, and took his leave abruptly. "Whatever might be his former
disquietude, it was now increased ten-fold; but he was not long
permitted to muse on the consequences of his own misconduct; for the
next individual whom he met was Mr. M'Quiddit.
"Glad to see you, doctor," he said, giving way to a
suppressed chuckle—"glad to see you able to stir at any after your last
night's glorification. But in the name of how many saints and martyrs
shall I adjure you to tell me what ails you? for you look as melancholy
and woe-begone this morning as if that great barrel, which men call the
world, had been unhooped, and fallen to staves about your ears."
"If I look woe-begone, it is net without a reason,"
retorted the other, rather sharply. He then proceeded to give him a
brief account of what had happened last night, and the note which he had
received that morning, to which he was about to add some bitter
reflections on what he considered the cause of his misfortune when his
friend interrupted him.
"Pooh, pooh!" said he, "only one of those tricks of
which the blind jilt Fortune plays a thousand every day. I can assure
you she has played me twenty such in my time; but you are only a
recruit, and too raw to be able to look upon these trifles with
indifference. Nevertheless, you must give the good dame the go by
in her own way, and when she sees she has a man to deal with she will be
less ready to jilt you in future. But there is another thing for which I
am really sorry—your ballast was rather out of trim last night,
and------"
"And whose fault was that?" interrupted the
surgeon, in a tone of bitter reproach.
"Nay, hold there," said the other; "you would accuse
me —I know it. But hark ye, and in your haste, do not forget to take
reason along with you. I did but take you into the tavern to drink a
friendly glass, and straightway you would have more. And had it not been
for myself—little as you may think of the service—you might have been
sitting there to this precious moment, or you might have sat till the
day of doom, for anything I know to the contrary, leaving your patients
to pack up their awls for the other world, and your physic as a heritage
to the moths."
"I fear they would find some of it rather
indigestible," said the man of medicine, laughing in spite of himself.
"That may be," continued the other, echoing the laugh
of his friend; "and so much the better, seeing it would make the
heritage last the longer. But as I have got you off this sand bank, and
safe to sea again, I must now tow you into port; for you are in the
horrors I see, or in the dumps, if that name please you
better; and now listen to what I am about to say. I have been drunk
fifty times—ay, a hundred, I daresay —and when I got sober again I was
as sad and dejected, and all that sort of thing, as you can possibly be
; nay, there were times, I believe, when I really thought the world was
going to fall to pieces; but I always found that a single glass of the
right spirit next morning sent the blue devils about their
business, and restored me to my senses again. Now, your patients must be
visited, and at present you have not the heart to go through with it; so
come away and I will put you to rights in two minutes."
There was a something in this rodomontade,
meaningless as it may seem, which, when aided by the voice and manner of
a naturally good speaker, went directly to lessen the disgrace of
drunkenness, and it really lightened Dr. Bridges' heart of nearly half
its load. They, accordingly went into the nearest public-house, where
Mr. M'Quiddit called for a small quantity of their "best spirits," and
when each had drunk their share the remains of his gloomy thoughts
appeared to be dissipated as if by magic. So immediate was the relief
which he experienced that he could not help thanking his friend as they
left the house; who, in return, bade him "never droop, though he should
happen to get a little top-heavy, but take comfort where he could find
it."
He now proceeded to visit his patients as if nothing
had happened. Most of these patients, however, were already aware of
what Mr. M'Quiddit had called his "last night's glorification;" the
odour of his breath, upon the present occasion, did not discountenance
the stories which they had heard; and in more than one family he was
looked upon with suspicion. A drunken surgeon, or a drunken physician,
is an anomaly from which every sane man must turn with feelings of
dislike. In numerous instances the life of a patient may depend upon the
nicest discrimination: a trifling delay, the circumstance of not
detecting some obscure symptom, the prescribing of an improper medicine,
or a mistake as to the quantity of a proper one, may, in some cases,
prove fatal; and there is a general feeling that those who cannot at all
times command their own reason should not be trusted where there are
such dreadful risks.
From that day forward Dr. Bridges' practice began
sensibly to diminish, and. in a short time it was again almost wholly
confined to the poor. Reports, the most prejudicial, as to both his
moral character and professional abilities, got into circulation, no one
could tell how; the public, as most people well know who have had to
deal with it, is ever ready to run into extremes; these reports were
believed without much examination as to their truth ; and now when much
of his time was again at his own disposal very few thought of enabling
him to pass that time more pleasantly by inviting him to their tables.
Mr. M'Quiddit, however, still continued to assure him that it was only a
freak of Fortune, and that the blind dame, when she was tired of
persecuting, would again smile upon him. He was also fortunate enough
still to retain the friendship of Mr. Forester and his daughter, the
former of whom did everything in his power to recall public opinion to
its proper channel, while the latter, who was as willing to forgive as
she was ready to sympathise, felt for what she considered his
misfortunes, as acutely as if they had been her own, and frequently
strove to support and cheer him under them. Had he been satisfied with
the solace which she could afford, time and her father's friendship
might have restored his lost reputation; but unfortunately, in spite of
her endeavours to cheer him, and his own efforts to be cheerful, he felt
occasionally that lowness of spirits from which, when their prospects
are clouded, though it may be but for a season, few are wholly exempted
; and then, recollecting the relief which he had experienced on a former
occasion, he had again recourse to the bottle, and again he felt
relieved. But the relief, not being a natural one, only predisposed him
for an earlier and a deeper relapse into the same melancholy mood; and
every time the experiment was repeated, it required a larger quantity of
liquor to produce the desired effect. In the public-houses, too, and
caverns, of which he became a daily frequenter, he soon began to forget
himself. At first, this only happened when he chanced to meet his friend
Mr. M'Quiddit, who was in most respects too many for him; but then
matters were so managed, that the carouse was of his own
proposing, and the man of business always took care to get him home
before it was dark, for which he took no small credit to himself. By and
by he began to court the company of still more despicable characters;
for when once on the downward road of intemperance, people can
rarely stop till they reach the bottom. In a short time he became a prey
to hangers-on and common topers, who declaimed against Dr. Dragster, and
the ignorant prejudices of the people, and flattered, and pretended to
sympathise with him, for the liquor which, at his own expense, he
allowed them to drink. As the legitimate result of such proceedings, he
was on several occasions, in broad day, carried through the open street
to his lodgings, with a crowd of boys laughing and hallooing behind him;
even the poorest inhabitant of the place became afraid to trust his
health in such hands; his means of supporting himself honestly were thus
destroyed, his expenses incalculably increased, and debts accumulated;
and last and worst, even Miss Forester was forced to acknowledge to
herself, not without a shudder, that when she saw him he was frequently
under the influence of liquor.
To her he had never spoken of his excesses; and now
he was so much altered by that degrading vice, that he no longer seemed
to think any apology necessary. She, on the other hand, saw with the
bitterest regret the termination to which he was hastening, but still,
with characteristic delicacy, she shrunk from the disagreeable task of
admonishing and reproving. She knew that if her father should come to a
full knowledge of his excesses, the connection would be at once broken
off; with a woman's affection for a favoured object, she imputed these
excesses to the misleading influence of his principal associate ; and to
break this influence she at last bethought her of an expedient.
"Jenny," said she to the servant girl, "do you know
Andrew Baxter?" The girl blushed deeply, and acknowledged that she did
know him. "Do you know, then," continued her mistress, "if he has
received the five hundred pounds which were left by his uncle who died
in the West Indies."
"Why do you ask that question at me?" inquired the
girl, still blushing.
"Because I think you know something of his secrets,"
said the other; "and because I believe your happiness is intimately
connected with that circumstance. That you are under a promise of
marriage to Andrew, I know; for I heard that promise made, though you
never supposed any one was near—that it was by accident, you may
believe—nay, do not run away, for your secret is safe in my keeping. And
I know, too, that were he able to furnish a house, you would be married
immediately; but as he has been thoughtless, and spent his money in the
alehouses, you must wait till the five hundred pounds, or at least a
part of it, arrives."
"Ay," interrupted the girl; "and there are some folk,
not far distant, who spend more money in the ale-houses than ever poor
Andrew had to spend; but what is the meaning of all this?"
"I will tell you that presently," said Miss Forester,
blushing in her turn. "Has Andrew ever spoken to you of the new house
which Mr. M'Quiddit is building?"
"Ay has he," said the other: "and Andrew says that he
is building it with his money, and if he was only able to creish the
clerk's loof with twa notes or sae, he would be at the bottom of the
matter in some way or other. But the clerk was angry at not getting the
job, and he cannot face him without money; and he has been so
thoughtless ever since he had the prospect of the five hundred pounds,
that he never has a penny to spare; and as Mr. M'Quiddit says there is
no security for a fcvrden of his uncle's property ever reaching
this country, nobody will lend him siller; and so he maun e'en wait till
I get my half year's wages. I aye wished to tell you, but I never likeit
to speak about it. For mony a time," she added, beginning to sob, "mony
a time I think that Geordie Banks would be a better bargain without a
bawbee, than Andrew wi' his five hundred pounds; but I likeit him first,
and whatever he bids me do, I can never say no."
"You are a good and a warm-hearted lass, Jenny," said
Miss Forester, endeavouring to comfort her; "and it is that partly which
makes me interest myself in your affairs. I will not, however, attempt
to deny that I have an object of my own in view; but of that I can tell
you afterwards. In the meantime, you know that my father never allows me
to have more than twenty shillings in my possession at a time; nor do I
blame him for his care, for it has often been the means of preventing me
from spending money foolishly; but here is a necklace and a ring, which
are worth at least three pounds—dispose of them as you will; take
the money to Andrew Baxter, and do not leave him till you have seen him
on his way to the town-clerk. Tell him, farther, to do everything in his
power to bring this affair to light; and despatch, for my father
will be back by twelve."
While Miss Forester and her maid were thus arranging
matters of their own, her ill-fated lover, and his never-failing friend,
were regaling themselves in a neighbouring tavern, with what they were
pleased to call their morning. For the benefit of the uninitiated
reader, it may be here stated that morning in the language of a
certain class, does not mean the natural return of light, hut a glass of
some strong stimulant taken before breakfast, for the purpose of winding
up the animal machine after a debauch, to enable them to perform the
duties of the day, and also to serve as a whet for that meal. Dr.
Bridges had been late in rising : it was nearly ten o'clock when they
sat down to prepare themselves for future usefulness ; and, as
Mr. M'Quiddit said all his fine things over in his best style, and
rallied his friend on his want of spirits in the most amusing manner,
the latter ventured upon two or three mornings instead of one,
and ultimately forgot that anything more than mornings was
necessary till dinner time. Upon this occasion, however, Mr. M'Quiddit
was decidedly opposed to drinking deep, and so they whiled away their
time in sipping small quantities at intervals, singing songs which they
thought very merry, and saying things which they fancied others would
deem fine, if they were only favoured with an opportunity of hearing
them. In this manner two hours passed away: it was noon, and then the
man of the law proposed that they should each take off a glass, and quit
the premises like men who had determined not to forget their business
for their pleasures.
By this time Dr. Bridges was exactly in that state
which may be termed "gloriously drunk." He fancied himself as rich as a
Jew, as strong as Samson, and as happy as the happiest man that ever
lived; and when the other proposed that they should take a walk
previous to commencing the labours of the day, he assented with a
hiccup, and a declaration that "he would go with him to the world's
end,"
When they had proceeded some way along the street,
"Glory be to the Giver of all good things!" exclaimed Mr. M'Quiddit,
"but where are we now? As I am a good Christian man, and neither a
Mahometan, nor a Jew, I declare we are before the door of your intended
father-in-law, and in no other part of the world. But then he is such a
disciplinarian, and such a saint, that you dare not venture into his
presence, after you have been tasting."
"But I dare though," was the brief and energetic
reply; and therewith the whisky-inspired speaker wheeled off like a
whirlwind to prove the truth of his assertion. But his companion caught
him by the coat-tail, and detained him, whispering at the same time,
"Hold, hold—nay, come along this way a little, and I promise you I will
tell you something which shall be for your advantage." Though sometimes
inclined to be boisterous and self-willed in his cups, he was
easily led away by a show of friendship; and thus counselled, he
followed the man of business in silence, till they reached the outskirts
of the town; but here, as the other still continued silent,—probably
from a wish to enhance his information by delaying it for a time—he lost
patience.
"Come come, Quiddit,'' he said, "do tell me what you
brought me here for, and don't keep me wondering out my very soul about
what is perhaps only a mere trifle after all." "Not such a trifle
either," rejoined the other. "Well, well, tell me—tell me," said the
surgeon, "I am all out of impatience, as you know,—ha, ha, ha."
"Well," said the lawyer, yielding at last to his
importunity. "I brought you here as a friend, to tell you, that I fear
your affairs are getting rather embarrassed. There is that bill which
becomes due by the end of next week, you know. Now I much doubt if you
have the ready."
"Why, where is the hundred pounds you promised to
borrow for me?" inquired the other, growing serious for a moment.
"To say truth," replied the lawyer, "money has become so scarce in these
latter days, that I have not been able to borrow a farthing, though I
have done all that a friend could do; and after having failed myself, I
even went so far as to give your note to an intimate acquaintance to try
what he could raise on your account, but I am almost certain he will not
succeed."
"That accursed bill," muttered the surgeon in a low,
tone of bitter reflection,— "cannot borrow a farthing, and I have
not one to meet the demand. Well, there is not much friendship, after
all, in bringing a man so far to remind him of his poverty. But the
thought has made me sad, so come away back, for I must have another
glass, or, if you won't, by Heaven! I go alone."
"Why, man, do not twist your mouth so terribly on one
side, and look so cavalierly at me," said Mr. M'Quiddit, "I have no mind
to fight, I assure you, and if I had, I should never think of beginning
with my friends. I should have never thought of mentioning either the
bill or your poverty, were it not that I have a plan in my head, which,
if properly followed out, will enable you to pay the one, and remedy the
other."
"Well, I am a fool—a hasty fool," said the other
laughing; "I acknowledge that. But you are a good-hearted fellow, my
dear Quiddit—I know you are. But you must tell me this same plan
immediately; for, as I said before, I am all out of impatience."
Here he again laughed heartily at what he supposed his own jest.
"Since you desire me to proceed," said the lawyer:
"there is Mr. Forester, who, with a few exceptions, is the richest man
in the town. With all his riches, he must, as a matter of course, give
his daughter a handsome portion when she is married; and besides, as he
has no other child, she must ultimately be his heir. Now, I believe the
girl loves you to distraction—upon my soul I do. And what hinders you, I
would ask, from going to this Jew, this Croesus, this same hopeful
father-in-law, and demanding pretty Miss Eliza in marriage at once.
Why, man, she would be better to you than all the physic you ever
sold, or are likely to sell—By Heaven ! she would be the making of your
fortune in a single day."
"You are right—you are right!" rejoined the surgeon,
slapping the former speaker on the shoulder as he spoke. " A glorious
fellow, Quiddit! but, by Jove, you are right—she does love me; for now
that I recollect, when I once gave her a hint about getting her name
inserted in the parish register, she blushed as deep as a midsummer
rose. And now I will have her—yes : by all the asses whose pates
I ever plastered, when they complained of fever, and all the boobies
whose blood I ever let, when they supposed themselves dying of plethora,
I swear I will have her!"
"If you can get her," said Mr. M'Quiddit in a
sneering tone, but so low as not to be heard by his enthusiastic
companion, and then raising his voice, he added, "But do you think you
have really fortitude sufficient, to go through with this affair which
is to be the making of your fortune? Young fellows like you, are
sometimes faint-hearted when they must come to the scratch in
matrimonial matters."
"I must confess," said the other, still rubbing his
hands in great glee, "I must confess that I have thought of the thing
before, and wanted heart to go through with it; but if I had another
glass, I am in the trim to go through with anything just now; and so,
good morning, Arthur—my fortune shall be made before I see you
again—good morning."
"Nay," said the cautious man of business; "if you are
for another glass, I must go with you, to see that you do not take too
much; for of late you have been rather given to forgetting yourself."
"Thank you, thank you," said the poor drunkard, "you
were ever my friend, and you must be so to the end."
Instead of one glass each of them drank three, of
what, in cant phrase, is called double-strong, which, poured into
an empty stomach, produced a powerful effect upon the nervous system of
the poor surgeon, who would have still called for more, had not his
friend urged him to go and despatch his business immediately.
"But perhaps Ma—aster Frosteter is not at
home," said the former, when they were once more in the street.
"Oh yes," rejoined the latter, "the old hunks was to
be home precisely at twelve o'clock, I know that—nay, no offence, I
respect him as much as you or any man living. And now, despatch, my dear
fellow—strike the iron when it is hot, and God go with you, as the
minister would say—The devil, I mean," he muttered between his teeth, as
he turned away.. "Why I should have given myself so much trouble in this
affair, I know not; and yet, as I shall hardly be able to stave off that
drunken blockhead Baxter for ever, unless I can send you a poking, and
get my hand into the old miser's purse, by means of his daughter, I may
soon be as poor as you are."
Chapter II.
At the end of last chapter we left Dr. Bridges on his
way to seek a wife, and here we must again take up his story. After
various circumvolutions, upon which history cannot pause to dilate, he
reached the house of his intended father-in-law in safety, though not
without having been oftener than once in danger of breaking his nose
against lamp-posts and other impediments. Here he was immediately
ushered into a room, at the farther end of which sat Mr. Forester and
his daughter —the last of whom appeared to have been in tears, but she
rose and withdrew the moment he entered. Without seeming to notice her
he staggered to the middle of the apartment, first overturning one
chair, then nearly overturning himself upon another; and when, in
spite of these obstacles, he had taken up his position, " Mr. Fo—oster,"
said he, "I wish you a ve—ery good morning.''
"Your mornings seem to be pretty long
ones—almost as long as they are in London," said Mr. Forester, eyeing
him with a look of mingled pity and contempt. "But pray, what else have
you got to wish, or say, or do here at present?"
"O—o—only this," hiccupped the poor surgeon, who was
getting worse every minute, "O—only this—I came to demand your
daughter—my pretty Miss E—E—liza—Miss Frothester, I mean, in
marriage."
"Why did you not call her Miss Froth at once,"
said Mr. Forester, his features, in spite of himself, relaxing for a
moment into a smile—then resuming his former calm, stern tone, "A
strange mixture of bashfulness and impudence," he added— "A man here
little more than an hour ago to borrow a hundred pounds for you,, and
now you are here yourself to make proposals for all I possess. But I
pity you, poor thing!—I pity you!—You have been both a simpleton and a
sinner, but more of the former than the latter, I believe, and though I
cannot stand to speak to you now, I may perhaps see you tomorrow
morning, if you should chance to be in your senses then."
Of this address the luckless surgeon had scarcely
heard a single word; for the last few minutes he had been growing sicker
and fainter, with almost every breath he drew, and before it was
concluded he had sunk down upon the carpet, where those who have seen
drunkenness in its most degrading form, will be at no loss to guess what
followed. In order to prevent his being exposed to open shame, Mr.
Forester had him conveyed as privately as possible to his lodgings,
where he was immediately put to bed.
After nature, by her own efforts, had expelled from
his system a portion of that poison with which he had been drenching it,
he began to recover his senses, but it was only to make him wish they
had been lost for ever. His potations had never been able to banish the
idea of Miss Forester from his mind: to her, in his sober moments, his
heart always turned as the star of his future destiny; and though his
recollections were confused, he remembered enough to convince him that
he had exposed himself in a manner which could hardly fail to make her
despise him. He had also some indistinct ideas of her father's
displeasure; and, in the midst of his other reflections, the bill
came to sting him like an adder! He could no longer endure his own
thoughts, and rising from his bed, he again hurried to the tavern, where
he soon found oblivion of his care, in that madness which had been the
fruitful source of all his misfortunes. From this place he was carried
to his lodgings, with less ceremony than on the former occasion; and
when he awoke next morning, with his throat parched, and his tongue
almost as dry as if it had been baked in an oven, his landlady told him
that a gentleman was waiting to speak with him. On hearing this
intelligence he rose, huddled on his clothes, swallowed the water which
had been brought for him to wash iu, and scarcely knowing what he did,
hastened to the apartment where he had been told he would find his
visitor. There he found Mr. Forester, who rose and bowed to him very
politely as he entered, but that bow seemed to strike him motionless,
like a flash of lightning.
"Young man," said he, in a calm concentrated tone,
and without taking any notice of the confusion of his auditor, who,
between apprehension, and the effects of his late debauch, now began to
tremble violently—"young man, I came not. here to insult you : fallen as
you are, and wretched as you have made yourself, I can still pity you.
But from the headlong career which you seemed determined to pursue, it
were madness to attempt to save you; and as I will not be insulted in my
own house with such scenes as that which occurred yesterday, you will
oblige me by never appearing there again."
"My dear Mr. Forester," interrupted the trembling
doctor, in a faltering, and at the same time a pleading tone.
"Only a few words more," continued the other, "and I
have done with you now and forever. I need hardly add, that Miss
Forester sends you her forgiveness, and wishes you to carry your
attentions elsewhere. With respect to myself, I could have wished to
serve you; but those who cannot serve themselves, will never be
benefited by the services of another. Your inability to meet the demand
which the bank has upon you is already publicly known: no one will
either lend you money, or be security for you; and as you have nothing
to pay, and your presence here cannot possibly be of any use, your only
chance of escaping a prison is in flight: and now my errand is said, and
I wish you a good morning."
Lightning, thunder, or an earthquake, or all three
together, could have scarcely produced such a stunning effect upon the
self-condemned doctor, as these words. Almost sinking under a load of
nervousness, embarrassment, and shame, he followed Mr. Forester to the
door, and gazed after him with a lacklustre stare, as long as he was in
view. While he stood thus, he was touched from behind by Mr. M'Quiddit,
who drew him a little aside, and then whispering in. his ear: "I have
been looking for you this some time," said he; "do not start—you were
unfortunate in your last night's speculation: I know it; but I have been
myself threatened this morning—uo matter with what—I must have a dram to
enable me to get through, and I cannot go alone. Nay, not a word, I
beseech you." So saying, he led the way, and the other followed like a
sheep to the slaughter.
Upon this occasion, Mr. M'Quiddit drank recklessly
and deep, and the other followed his example; but as liquor always
operates most powerfully upon an empty stomach, and he had not tasted
victuals for more than twenty-four hours, in a short time he fell from
his chair, and in drawing his hand from his pocket to support himself in
falling, scattered several letters and other articles around him. Mr.
M'Quiddit then called the reckoning, paid it hurriedly, and left the
house.
Dr. Bridges was now carried to his lodgings by the
people of the tavern; but his landlady, with whom he was already
considerably in arrears, and who saw no prospect of getting payment,
absolutely refused to take him in; others were unwilling to run the risk
of lodging him for nothing, and in the end he was carried to an empty
house, which served as a sort of barn, and left upon a quantity of straw
in a corner. Here he lay till the afternoon was far advanced, and then a
widow, called Nelly Davidson, from the other end of the town, came and
requested that he might be brought to her house. What idotive she could
have for making such a request, was not distinctly understood, but with
her he found food, kind treatment, and a bed for the present. He passed
a restless night, however, and when he arose next morning, an
unaccountable change seemed to have come over him. His air was dejected,
and his countenance strongly marked with a sort of unnatural anxiety.
Throughout the day he sat by the fire, without once attempting to leave
the house, and sighed frequently and heavily; but when asked "what was
the matter with him?" he obstinately maintained that he was quite
well. In the course of the following night, he started wildly during
those short intervals of slumber which he was permitted to enjoy, and on
more than one occasion he had nearly flung himself from the bed. When he
arose in the morning, his countenance was, if possible, still more wild,
anxious, and confused, than it had been the day before; his breakfast he
scarcely tasted ; and soon after he made several attempts to vomit. When
a little recovered, he was most sedulous in his endeavours to please all
who came near him, and it was with some difficulty he could be prevented
from sweeping the house, and taking out the ashes for his landlady. In
this state he continued for some time, without paying any attention to
his professional duties; indeed, he scarcely mentioned them—then he
became all at once immersed in business, and talked incessantly. He
spoke of going to bleed one patient in the great toe for a pain in the
loins, and to blister another on the thumb and little finger of his
right hand for the toothache. He intended, he said, to take a third
individual to a horse-pond in the neighbourhood, and duck him head and
ears three times, for a scabbed nose; and he even spoke of having an old
woman, who had long complained of rheumatic pains, hung up in the
chimney, and smoke-drying her for three weeks. While thus suspended, the
patient was scarcely to be allowed any solid food, but supported
principally upon a hitherto unknown elixir, which he was to distil from
a mixture of horse hair and ram's wool. All this, he assured his
landlady, must be gone about with the greatest secrecy; for if it was
not, his medicines and applications would lose their effect. These, and
a hundred other whimsical notions, alarmed the good dame, who, when she
could listen no longer, went out and begged a neighbour to "go in, and
sit beside him, till she could run an errand of her own." When she
returned, she begged the same neighbour to make what haste she could,
and call Dr. Drugster; "for," added she, "the poor gentleman is
certainly going out of his reason."
When the senior doctor arrived, his brother
practitioner greeted him with a very profound bow, and a—"Pray who ire
you, sir? if I may presume so far."
"I am Dr. Drugster," said the Esculapian, taking a
large pinch of snuff, and drawing himself up in a very dignified manner.
"Very well, doctor," said the other, it was very kind
in you thus to come to assist me with my patients. But I assure you I
understand their cases perfectly, and can treat them with the greatest
confidence. I understand the diagnostic and pathognomonic
symptoms of all their diseases; and the nosology—hy the by,
doctor—I beg pardon—but your own nose does not seem to be in a healthy
state. There is a discoloration of the skin under the left orifice—the
nostril, I mean—which must proceed either from some organic change in
the cartilaginous structure above, exuding acrid matter, and thereby
excoriating the cuticle over which it passes, or from some cutaneous
disorder, which has its seat in the capillary system, immediately under
the epidermis, or in the muscular fibres lying contiguous to the skin,
but which, if not properly treated, may terminate in schirrous cancer.
Now, sir, if you would allow me to prescribe for your case—and I assure
you I have treated a thousand such—I would recommend a quantity of
blistering plaster spread upon a strip of blue flannel, about an inch
broad, and placed so as to go quite round your nose : this would keep
the place warm, and extract a quantity of the serum from the
blood at the same time. It might also be useful to have a a trip of the
same breadth placed across your forehead, above the eyebrows, so as to
extract the humours before they could descend. But what would be of more
importance in your case than either of these applications, would be a
leech of the sanguisuga genus, or a gray German leech,
placed exactly here, sir, upon the extremity, just under this pimple;
which would take a quantity of blood from the vessels, in the immediate
locality of the disease; and if this did not restore your upper
lip to its proper colour, it might be followed by cupping upon
the chin."
How long this disciple of Hippocrates might have
continued to lecture upon a discoloration of the upper lip, occasioned
by a quantity of snuff adhering thereto, it were difficult to say; but
Dr. Dragster cut him short by leaving the house. Soon after, he returned
with two stout men and a strait jacket. The assistants were instructed
to lay hold of him, and imprison him in this habiliment, which being
done, the senior doctor then proceeded to feel his pulse and examine the
other symptoms of his case; but after the most minute investigation, he
could not determine with any certainty on the nature of the disease. Of
all the maladies with which he was acquainted, it most resembled
inflammation of the brain, or some of its membranes, and for this
disorder he resolved to treat it, but at the same time to proceed with
great caution, lest he should be mistaken. He accordingly confined his
prescription to some palliatives for the present, and left him with the
intention of returning as soon as possible to see what further
confirmation of his opinion he could obtain.
When he returned in the afternoon, another scene,
which would have been highly amusing had it not indicated a total
derangement of the reasoning faculties, ensued.
On being asked how he felt himself. "Me," said the
patient, in a tone of evident surprise, "I assure you I am quite well—
us well as ever I have been since a thousand years before the creation
of the world. Spirits, you know, sir, are not, and cannot be, affected
with fevers and influenzas, and inflammations, and phthisis, and cachexy;
neither are they subject to affections of the cerebrum and cerebellum,
like mortals. But come away, sir, you are growing old, and you will soon
die unless I renew you. I am the angel Gabriel, you know, and I can do
these things. I will take you down presently, and then we shall get John
Laventrough, the baker, to poach the clay, and the boy,
Littlebaps, his apprentice, can carry water; and when we have got you
pounded into a proper consistency, I will fashion you again in a
twinkling. And then we can bake you a little in his oven, you know—not
too much though —that would spoil the colour of your skin, which, if you
were overdone, might be as brown and almost as old as it is at present:
so we must take you out as soon as you are hard enough to bear handling.
I promise you, however, that I will look after all this myself, and see
that they do not put too much fire to the oven either. But you must come
to me, sir; for were I to stretch out my wings to come to you, I might
fly away altogether, and then you might die, and they might bury you
while I was flying round the top of the steeple, and unable to alight—so
come along, and I will begin with your nose and your upper lip, where I
see evident symptoms of decay."
Though Dr. Drugster was a man of temper, he could not
help being rather offended at the pertinacious liberties which his
patient seemed determined to take with his nose, and other parts of his
person; but this feeling was soon forgotten in the intricacy, or rather
obscurity, of the case. As to the real nature of the disease, he was
still as much in the dark as ever; and whether to treat it in a vigorous
manner, or to do absolutely nothing, he could not determine. "Had it
been inflammation of the brain," he argued, "the disease must have made
more rapid progress, and to treat it as such might eventually endanger
the fellow's life." On the other hand, to prescribe nothing after having
been called, was equal to a confession of his own ignorance, which, with
professional men in general, is the last alternative to which they can
be driven. He therefore resolved, as on the former occasion, to adopt a
middle course; but at the same time to make up as much as possible for
the inefficiency of his prescriptions, by their number, and the
magnitude of their names.
Shortly after Dr. Drugster left him, a new and, if
possible, a still more ludicrous idea took possession of his mind. He
told the widow that he was constantly tormented with evil spirits, who
were every moment endeavouring to get in at his mouth, and possess him
bodily; and after a few minutes, when she did not seem to notice him, he
called out to her, in tones of the deepest terror, either to come with
her besom and sweep them off, or loose his hands, and allow him to do it
himself; for if she did not, he assured her that they would soon
transform him into the great dragon mentioned in the Revelation,
and then he would tear the rag which confined him to tatters, knock down
the house, and set fire to the town! Terrified by his vehemence, she
complied with the last request; and then he sat quiet for several hours,
with his tongue extended over his chin, while he continued to strike it
dexterously, first with the forefinger of the one hand, then with that
of the other, dislodging, as he supposed, a demon with every effort, and
thus making his hands take an equal share in the labour of self-defence.
At times the strokes were so often repeated, that the quick rotary
movement of his hands seemed to resemble a piece of revolving machinery;
and then, as the imaginary attack of his spiritual foes was less ably
sustained, about half a minute might elapse between his efforts to drive
them off. When he had become a little accustomed to this sort of
warfare, and had acquired a consciousness of his own superiority, he
began to mutter to himself at intervals. "That's Beelzebub," he would
say, "with a beard like a goat, and a face as black as a Highland sheep.
That's Mammon, with an old stocking for a purse between his teeth.
That's Lucifer, flying about like a lamplighter; and yonder is Apollyon:
I know him by his long tail." Then, after a considerable pause, and an
unwonted effort with both hands—"That's old Satan himself, with his
coach drawn by four asses, and a grey cat for a coach-driver! but I have
sent them heels-over-head, and there they lie sprawling help them up,
like a good woman—help them up, poor things ! Now, now, they're off
through the keyhole of the cupboard yonder like lightning—I don't think
they'll care for coming back."
It were an endless task to attempt even to enumerate
his whimsical notions. All the symptoms of his malady, whatever it was,
kept steadily increasing; but still there was no indication of local
pain, and when questioned as to the state of his health, he declared
himself quite well. Dr. Drugster was now at his wit's end; and knew not
what to think of it, unless it were, indeed, a case of insanity. His
strength, however, was rapidly sinking—sleep had entirely forsaken
him—his hands and feet were cold and clammy, while the former were
tremulous in the extreme—his pulse was small, frequent, and indistinct ;
and had it not heen for the arrival of a friend, with whom he had become
acquainted at college, and who, in travelling northward, happened to
think of paying him a visit, it is probable the record of his actions
would soon have closed. Dr. G------, however, almost immediately
detected the pathognomic symptoms of delirium, tremens—a disease
which, unfortunately, is at present but too well known, as having its
origin in drunkenness, but which then was, and perhaps in some places
still is, rather new to medical men. The treatment of Dr. Drugster,
though not vigorous, had been the very reverse of what was proper; and
as his constitution and complaint had already been too long tampered
with, his friend resolved to stay for a few days, and render him all the
assistance he could.
In these benevolent intentions, however, he was
thwarted, by a most unlooked for occurrence. A branch of the------Bank
in Auldenburgh, had been robbed of money and notes to a very
considerable amount, on the night previous to his arrival. When the
robbery was discovered, a penknife, with a particular handle, which was
at once recognised as having belonged to Dr. Bridges, and a letter
bearing his address, were found lying near the safe, as if they
had been lost by the robber in his hurry to escape. These were
considered sufficient evidence; and early in the morning, the sheriff's-oflicers
proceeded to take him into custody. Suffering as he was from severe
indisposition, he was dragged to the jail, and shortly after brought up
for examination. When asked by the sheriff-substitute, "What he knew of
the bank being broken up."—"Mr. Bank's leg broken," said he,
after a considerable pause: "it matters little whether it has been
broken up or broken down; the medical attendant must
ascertain whether it is a simple fracture or a compound fracture, or a
comminuted fracture, or a fracture complicated with dislocation. But if
you would bring him here, I would settle the matter at once, and tell
you what sort of splints to provide."
Dr. Drugster, who was next examined as a witness,
stated the inexplicable nature of the disease for which he had visited
him; and this, in connection with his own ravings, seemed to make the
magistrate willing to believe that the whole of his illness, and the
incoherency of his speech, had been feigned to elude suspicion. Nelly
Davidson was then brought forward, and she declared upon oath, that so
far as she knew, he had not left her house that night; but instead of
being able to clear the prisoner, from her own evidence, she came to be
regarded as an accomplice; and had nothing more transpired, it is
probable an order for her commitment would have been issued before she
had been allowed to leave the court. Even the exculpatory evidence of
Dr. G-------, who had never left him
during the night, seemed to go for nothing, till an
officer brought in two notes of the bank—one for £10, and the other for
£'20, which had been found near the door of the house in which
Dr. Bridges formerly lodged. Had he continued to lodge there, this link
would have made the chain of evidence complete, and had he lived so long
it is highly probable that he would have been called upon to answer for
his supposed crime on a scaffold. As matters stood, however, it gave a
new aspect to the whole, and rendered the previous evidence unavailable.
For had he been the robber, it was impossible upon any rational
principle to account for the notes being found where they were; and when
his previous habits came to be disclosed, the presiding authorities
seemed to feel satisfied that the letter and penknife had been lost
while he was in a state of intoxication—picked up by the robber, and
then left where they were found, for the purpose of misleading the
public functionaries, and criminating an innocent person. To this
conclusion, the notes having been dropped near the door of his former
lodging, seemed evidently to point; and upon these concurring
circumstances—supported as they were by the unbiased testimony of Dr.
G-------, he was set at liberty. Thus—while a villain, by making, as he
supposed, "assurance doubly sure," defeated his own scheme—the
unkindness of his former landlady, and the opportune arrival of his
friend, were the means of saving the poor surgeon from an ignominious
death.
But though thus rescued from a prison, the last or
fatal stage of the disorder seemed to be approaching; and though Dr.
G-------had immediate recourse to spirits and opium, which are said to
be almost the only remedies in such cases, it was a considerable time
before sleep could be produced, without which there is no hope of
recovery. At last, however, he did sink to rest, and when he awoke, his
reason had returned. But owing to the mistreatment which he had
received, and the extent to which the disease had been allowed to
proceed, he was so weak that his friend did not deem it safe to leave
him for several days. During this interval he became acquainted with the
real circumstances; and when he was about to depart, he generously
offered him the use of a considerable sum of money to assist in again
establishing him in the world; but this was at once declined.
"No," said he, emphatically, "by my own folly I have
lost my little stock-in-trade, as a merchant would say; I have lost my
reputation, I have lost my health, and what is still worse, I fear I
have lost the esteem of one who was dearer to me than all these put
together; but now, when my reason is restored, I will not borrow money
which I may never be able to repay."
"What do you mean?" inquired his friend, "without
money yon can do nothing—you cannot even begin to redeem your
fortune! Pray, what have you to trust to?"
"I beg your pardon," said the other; "but I have
thought of all this already, and I have my hands. When I was a
boy they were accustomed to labour, and I will teach them that lesson
again. What I earn in this way, as it will be hardly come by, so it will
be likely to be more valued; and as I could not taste that curse of
society, and keep in moderation, I now swear—but I will make no oaths—it
is only the resolutions of children and changelings, which require to be
so confirmed, and I am neither. Henceforth, and forever, my lips shall
not touch it."
His friend tried to convince him of the folly of
forming such resolutions, but he soon saw that it was in vain; and he
left him, not without a suspicion, that these strange ideas might be
only one of those obscure symptoms, by which lurking insanity may be
sometimes detected. But in this he was mistaken; for as soon as he was
gone, Roland Bridges began to question his landlady, in the most
rational manner, as to what he owed her, and the amount of debts which
had been contracted on his account since he became her lodger. He was,
however, gneatly surprised to hear her declare, that she " was paid up
to last Saturday;" for his farther consolation, she showed him Dr.
Dragster's account, which was discharged also; and told him that nothing
was owing but his provisions for the present week.
"Did Dr. G------pay all this?" inquired her
lodger.
"Dr. G-------did not pay a ha'penny o 't," said
Nelly, in a tone which was meant to be repulsive, but which,
nevertheless, had something in it calculated to excite, rather than
repress curiosity.
It did excite the curiosity of the surgeon, and he
insisted on being made acquainted with the name of his benefactor; but
upon this subject she was pleased to appear extremely unwilling to
speak, and it was not till after a great deal of pressing, that she
could be prevailed upon to satisfy him.
"As the lassie is alike beyont the reach of my kennin',
and your thanks, I may e'en tell ye," she at last said. "And she made me
promise faithfully neither to tell man nor woman, and I tak' Heaven to
witness that had it not been for fear it might destroy the little health
ye ha'e, ye had never heard a word o't. And wha should it be, after a',
but Miss Forester. Had it not been for her, ye might been lying, at this
precious moment, on the strae in the corner of Andrew Smibbert's barn,
if ye hadna been lying whaur I'll no name; for folk were sae terrified
at ye, that there was scarce anither in the toun would ha'e cared for
your company. But she paid me handsomely to bring you here; and when you
turned ill, she bade me send for Dr. Drugster, and she gave me siller to
pay him too. But this is no a'; her faither has an ill-faured trick of
keeping her aye short o' siller; and to assist you, the poor lassie
selled her claes, and every thing of her ain that would sell, till she
had little left but. what was on her back. Andjf I maun speak the truth,
she did it for ane that had done but little to deserve sic kindness at
her bands."
"Good heavens!" said the astonished listener; "and do
I owe my life and my all to her—well, this is more than I ever expected
of woman! But she shall learn," he continued with growing emotion,
"though I have been a madman and a fool, and could throw away my
reputation, my health, and my reason, by my own folly, she shall learn
that I am still a man, and that I know how to repair all."
"She'll learn naething about it, I'll warrant her,"
said Nelly, dryly. "And as to yer bein' a man; ilka drucken carle in the
country side is a man, and a great man too, when he is fou; and then' ye
can a' repent, and promise reformation like very saunts, when your heads
are filled wi' the horrors, your gebbies wi' wind, and your
pouches wi' naething. But God be praised, the lassie kens the world ower
weel ever to trust her happiness to a druckerl man. I think some folk I
had ance the misfortune to be ower nearly connected wi' learned her that
lesson. But he was my husband," she continued, lowering her voice, and
wiping away a tear with the corner of her apron; "he was my husband, and
I ance liket him weel for a' that, and I should baud my tongue, now when
he's at his rest. But mony a day I might have made my breakfast on the
wind, and my dinner and rny, supper on the same thing, had it not been
for her—may God reward her ! and, if ever it is her fortune to be
married, send her a kind husband!"
Roland Bridges felt bitterly these reproaches, which,
though couched in general terms, were evidently pointed at his own
conduct; but he was too deeply affected by what he had heard of Miss
Forester, to give vent to any feeling, save that of admiration; and he
now begged Nelly Davidson to try if she could procure paper and a pen.
"For,"' continued he, "though I dare not look her in the face, I must
thank her, and tell her that I am an altered man."
"Maybe your alteration may rub aff when it is dry,
like a weaver's kiss," said Nelly, who seemed to be perfectly conscious
of the superiority which her guest's ignorance of what had passed
conferred on her, and who was, perhaps, willing to lose none of the
importance which she might derive from such a circumstance. "But you may
save yourself the expense of pens and paper," she continued, in the same
dry tone, "and the trouble of writing, too, till you ken whaur to
address your letter."
"That is what you can tell me, I suppose," said the
other.
"That is what I can. not, as I telled you already,"
was the brief reply.
"What am I to understand by all this?" inquired the
surgeon, growing at last impatient of the tart manner in which she doled
out her information. "Do you mean to say, that Miss Forester has left
the place, and that you do not know where she has gone?"
"That is exactly what I mean to say," retorted the
other; " and I say farther, that I believe you, and that daidlin'
claikin' creature of a lawyer, Mr. M'Squintnib, have been the principal
cause of her leaving it, and it will be lang before either of you bring
her like into it again. But if she left the place to be out of his way
and yours, he has been obliged to leave it too, to be out of the way of
that punishment which he deserved for leeing and cheating."
Upon any other occasion, Roland Bridges would have
scarcely borne the great freedom of speech, and the evident superiority
of tone and manner which Nelly had thought proper to assume; but so many
strange events had happened during his illness, and so much in which he
felt interested was yet to be explained, that at present he took no
notice of it. "What can Mr, M'Quiddit have done to deserve punishment?"
he inquired, "and where has he gone?"
"As to where he has gone, I believe that is a secret
he has kept to himself," rejoined the, widow. "But his deservings are by
this time public enough, and anent them I think I can satisfy you, if
you will have patience. First and foremost, he keepit thrang wi' Jenny
M'Intosh, his landlady's daughter— and if we keep my ain Miss Forester
out of the count, there wasna a bonnier lassie in the town than her—till
she, poor thing, could scarce see daylight for him. But, amang a' the
things that you men like, siller seems to hae an unco place in your
heart; and sae, because Jenny's portion was like to be but sma', he
thought proper to keep her between him and want, while he was a' the
time laying close siege to Miss Forester; and, let me tell you, mair
than ane or two wondered how neither you nor Jenny seemed to suspect sic
a thing."
"He is a villain," ejaculated the surgeon, "and I
should have known it."
"Then there was Andrew Baxter," continued Nelly, who
had now got into the full tide of gossip—"by the bye, they say it was
yourself that advised him to employ the rascal Squintnib about his
uncle's property. Well, the poor lad—and a poor lad he is, for he never
could keep a saxpence if a public-house were within a mile of him—and
Jenny Johnston, God help her, poor thing! they say they're to be
married, but how she can ever think of being able to keep a house ower
the head of sic a daidlin' creature, is mair than I ken. But as I was
gaun to tell ye, the poor lad was staved off from time to time, wi' ae
excuse after anither, till he grew impatient, and consulted honest Mr.
Copyhold, the town-clerk. Aweel, twa folk of the same trade in the same
town are seldom great friends: so Mr. Copyhold demanded a sight of a'
the letters and papers connected with the affair, and telled Mr.
Squintnib, that if they were not forthcoming immediately, he would have
him landed in jail for 'bezzling the man's property. Sae ye see, Mr.
Squintnib promised faithfully to show him the whole of the papers next
day; but before the next day cam, baith him and the papers were gane.
And now Andrew maun want his siller, and Jenny maun e'en seek anither
joe, for without the siller she says she'll never marry him. Sae there's
the tap, tail, and mane o' the matter; mak o't what ye like.''
"Strange, indeed," said Roland Bridges; "but what of
Miss Forester? where is she? pray be so kind as to tell me that?"
"I've telled you twice ower already," said the dame,
"that I kenned as little about whaur she is as I kenned about John o'
Groat. A' that I can tell of the matter is, that after his wife's death,
the folk here kenned unco little of Mr. Forester's affairs; and so,
after you and Mr. Squintnib had baith tried to get Eliza-—sorrow
eonfound him at least for his impudence—he saw this was nae place
for her and him to live in, and selled off his things by publie roup.
But before they left the town, Hiss Forester sent for me to gie me what
I verily believe wast her^last half-crown, and she bade me be as kind to
you as I could at the same time; but I wish she had bidden me do
something else, for I'm aye ill-natured when I think that you had some
hand in driving my best, and, I may say, my only friend, from the house
in which she was born and bred. But though she said she was convinced it
was for her good to bide nae langer here, the tears ran ower her cheeks
as she bade me fareweel, and then she turned baek to bid me tell your
friend Dr. what-d'-ye'-ea'-him, not to leave you till you was better,
and said she hoped he would give you something to support you till you
was perfectly recovered. Then she said, ' 0 Nelly, I'm vext to leave
ye', and the tears ran ower her cheeks again like beads; and then
she bade me gie ye a' the good advice I eould; and when I said that
drucken folk never listened to good advice, she shook as if she had been
in an ague, and tried to smile as she bade me do the best I could. But,
poor lassie, if she had only seen her ain pale cheek, drenched in tears,
and sic a smile! I never saw its like before, and would never wish to
see it again. But though she wished me to believe that her vexation was
on my account, I could easily see that there was something else at her
heart. Ah, little, little does a young seatter-wit like you ken what
sorrow he may occasion to a woman, or how she may struggle sair, sair to
keep it out o' sight, and assign twenty reasons for it beside the right
ane, while he thinks a' the time he's only making sport."
This long speech of Nelly's, though certainly far
from being an eloquent one, had made sueh an impression on the heart of
her auditor, that when she concluded, he sat in deep meditation, without
appearing to have anything wherewithal to answer; and then, after a
short pause, she was left to take up the discourse again in her own way.
"Dinna tine heart, Mr. Briggs," she said, in a tone
of real sympathy; "dinna tine heart. I'm a hasty body, and I've said
ower muekle, but I'm sorry for ye now, and if ye would only tak' a
thought and mend, wha kens what might happen—the thing is not
impossible. I have kenned Eliza since she was a bairn, and though some
women can change their joes, with as little trouble as they change their
dresses, and nearly as fast as the moon changes her faces, I am far
deceived if she ever marry anither; and if I could only see you fairly
reformed, glad wad I be to hear that ye were man and wife."
What effect these harangues produced on the mind of
the ex-surgeon, cannot be told, for he spoke not of the subject. But his
next care was to see Andrew Baxter, to whose misfortune he considered
himself as having contributed, and after a short conference, during
which he represented to him, in strong terms, the folly of which they
had both been, guilty, they arranged matters for leaving the place
together. In the evening, Andrew went to inform Jenny Johnston of his
intended removal, and early next morning they started on their journey.
After travelling one whole day, and a part of the second, they began to
seek employment, which they soon found, and then Roland Bridges sold his
watch, which was the only available property he possessed, bought a
spade with part of the money, and some articles of dress, suited to his
reduced circumstances, with what remained; and on the following
morning, they both began the world anew as common day-labourers. Andrew,
who did not want natural abilities, though hitherto he had abused them,
was at first by far the best workman; and blistered hands and feet were
rather severe trials for the other: but he had determined to persevere,
and what cannot perseverance overcome. The toil to which he now
subjected himself, soon hardened the skin upon such parts of his body as
were exposed, braced his sinews, and called into vigorous action those
resisting powers of Nature which enable the laborious classes to
sustain, without serious injury, hardships under which those who are
unaccustomed to them would certainly sink. As soon as he supposed
himself sufficiently master of his new calling, he and his
fellow-labourer began to work upon their own account. With indefatigable
care and perseverance, matters prospered in their hands; in a short time
they were enabled to become masters in a small way, by employing two or
three men, which considerably increased their clear profits; and at the
end of six months their prospects were better than either of them had
ventured to anticipate.
About this time Jenny Johnston—led as it appeared by
a liking for Andrew, which his wierdless habits had not been able
to extinguish—came to reside in the same neighbourhood; and so delighted
was she with the change which had been produced upon his manners and
appearance, that, if his reforming partner in business had thought
proper to become a rival, it were hard to say, if she would not have
given him her hand out of gratitude. This however was no part of his
design. They continued in company for a year and some months,
endeavouring to make the most of everything; and then, after making a
fair division of their profits, property in tools, &c. which left about
fifteen pounds, for their respective shares, and seeing Andrew
married to Jenny Johnston, as the best means he could think of for
preventing him from falling into his former dissipated habits, Roland
Bridges took his departure, like the patriarch Jacob of old, with his
staff in his hand.
Thus provided, and thus equipped, he wended his way
to a distance of some sixty miles from the scene of his disgrace; and
with feelings and sentiments widely different from those with which he
had begun the world, he again commenced his medical career, in an
increasing village called Glenlaigh. The place, though small, possessed
several advantages, being situated in the midst of a populous country
district, which hitherto had only been visited, in cases of great
severity, by a medical practitioner from a distance. Experience and
misfortune had now taught him to restrain his former levity;
disappointment had imparted a shade of thoughtfulness, if not
melancholy, to his countenance, which, while it made him more
interesting in the eyes of his new patients, and their friends, was at
once imputed to habits of severe study; and though his practice for a
time lay principally among the poorer sort, his success, and the zeal
and attention which he displayed, soon placed him high in the esteem of
all ranks.
Shortly after his arrival, he was called to visit the
wife of an opulent farmer, who had been lame for more than a year. She
had, as was supposed, sprained her ankle by a fall; little attention was
bestowed upon it at first, but after it began to assume a serious
appearance, the nearest medical gentleman was called, who continued to
treat it, till it broke out into what he declared was an incurable sore,
and then he advised immediate amputation. This, however, was not agreed
to, and for several months the patient had been in extreme pain. But Dr.
Bridges soon succeeded in giving her relief, and ultimately in healing
the sore. Things of this sort frequently make a noise in a country
district; the cure was considered us little less than a miracle, and'
his fame spread with the rapidity of lightning. The other medical
gentleman had by this time saved a moderate competence, and considering
himself insulted, when he was no longer praised, he left the journey, he
resolved on paying a short visit to his friend, Dr. G------, who had
just settled in Glasgow. He accordingly
mounted the stage-coach on its way thither, and
passed with it over many a mile, without feeling any alleviation of his
care. On the road, however, he imagined that he could unbosom himself to
his friend, and that he might reap at least the relief of his sympathy
and condolence; but when he arrived he found that even this was denied
him. The mind, like the body, from being overburdened, becomes weak, and
ceases to perform its healthy functions. Upon this subject he had been
so long silent, that he now found that he could not speak of it at all,
without a most distressingly powerful effort; like the victim of
disease, who calls for meat, and loathes it when it is set before him,
as soon as he found himself in the presence of his friend, he shrunk
from the idea of making the disclosure, and felt as anxious to return
home as ever he had been to travel.
As his visit proved unsatisfactory, he determined to
make his stay short. After spending a day and a night in Glasgow, he
took leave of his friend next morning, and was proceeding along a narrow
and dirty street, on his way, as he supposed, to the place from which
the coach usually started, when a meanly dressed and pale-looking female
attracted his attention. There was something in her dark eye and the
profile of her countenance which he thought he had seen before, though
he could neither recollect when nor where; but after reflecting for a
moment upon the improbability of such an occurrence, he felt inclined to
impute the whole to some distant resemblance, or to the effects of
imagination, and without taking a second look he passed on. At the
turning of the next corner, however, she met him full in the face, and
seemed to solicit his attention, by a timid and, supplicating look. The
fine expanse of forehead, upon which the lines were more deeply marked
than when he had seen it last, the dark eye, still the same, though
clouded with care and anxiety—in short, every lineament of that
countenance flashed at once upon his recollection, and there was now no
mistaking the well-known features of Miss M'Intosh.
After salutations, and mutual inquiries had been
exchanged and answered, she told Dr. Bridges that she knew him at first
sight, and fancying that he had not recognised her, she had again
ventured to throw herself in his way, to beg that assistance for another
which she should have never thought of asking for herself; but though
such a preamble seemed, in her estimation, to be absolutely necessary,
it was not without a strong effort she could overcome her own feelings,
so far as to tell him that the individual she alluded to was Arthur
M'Quiddit.
"And how, if I may ask,'' inquired Dr. Bridges, in a
kind and sympathising tone, "how is it that you come to be here at such
a distance from your friends, and to take such an interest in him t
Tell me, Miss M'Intosh, if I may still call you hy that name, has he
any claim upon you?"
"Upon me he has no claim," said the young woman,
while a slight colour rose to her cheek, and a consciousness of the most
disinterested intentions, and the most perfect innocence, overcame her
former embarrassment. "Upon me he has no claim; and as to my being
interested in him—alas ! there was another, who with as little reason to
be interested as I have, took almost as deep an interest in yourself;
but I would not pain you, sir —God knows, I have enough of my own to
think of."
"Do you know anything of her—of Miss—of Miss
Forester?" inquired the other eagerly.
"Nothing," was the reply; but would to heaven I did,
for here I have no friend—no one to whom I can speak. Poor Eliza, when I
think of her I could almost weep, and yet I have nearly forgotten to
shed tears on my own account, or that of any other, these two months
have so changed and bewildered me! Before she left Auldenhurgh, a sort
of coldness had come between us; but it was my fault, not hers; and if
she saw me now, and heard my story, I am certain she would forgive me."
There was something so touching in these allusions,
and the manner in which they were made, that, had the speaker wept, Dr.
Bridges had certainly done the same to keep her company. As it was,
whatever dislike he might have for Mr. M'Quiddit, the feeling had never
extended to her; he could only regard with sympathy and admiration those
sorrows, and that disinterested affection, of the full extent of which
he was as yet ignorant; and taking Miss M'Intosh hy the hand, he
pressed it warmly —as much as to say, we are fellow-sufferers, and then
begged her to conduct him to some place where he might speak with
freedom. By a short walk, she brought him to the outskirts of the town,
and led him into a private road, which seemed to communicate with a neat
looking little country house at a considerable distance. Here he felt
that he was in the society of one to whom he could unbosom himself: a
strange impulse urged him to tell his story, and he proceeded to give
her a brief sketch of his fortunes, and the cause of his present
unhappiness. He alluded, in feeling terms, to the first time he had met
Miss Forester at her mother's, and spoke of the impression which she had
then made on his heart, and the hopes—vain ones as it now appeared—which
he had long cherished of meeting her again, with so much sincerity, and
truth to Nature, that it affected the other even more than her own
sufferings. Nothing has a greater tendency to unlock the heart, and
bring forth all its secrets, than a similarity of misfortunes and a
ready confidence. When man or woman—but more particularly woman—has been
intrusted with a tale, of sorrow, akin to her own, and when this has
been done without any appearance of reserve, it is hardly possible to
resist the impulse to confide again, and thus make the obligation, if
such it may be called, mutual. In the present instance, Miss M'Intosh
felt what has been felt by others, and while a single tear stole down
her cheek, she began to narrate some particulars of her own story.
She confessed, as plainly as female delicacy would
permit, that she had been warmly attached to Mr. M'Quiddit, though up to
that moment she had never acknowledged it to any one, and that she was
the last to believe him guilty of meanness, or dishonest practices. For
nearly three years from the time of his clandestine departure, she had
heard nothing of him ; and it was but little more than two months ago,
that she received a letter, which did not bear his name, but which from
the penmanship and a particular mark, she at once recognised as his. The
letter stated that he had been unfortunate—that he was in extreme
poverty—very ill, and that he had the prospect of dying amongst
strangers, without being able to procure a nurse, or any attendance
whatever. He spoke of her as being the only friend to whom in his
extremity he could apply, and begged, if it were possible, that she
would send him a small sum of money, to smooth his passage to the grave.
A woman's hopes of being able to reform, and serve, and even save those
she loves, are never at an end. When the caution, and it may be the
stronger understanding, of the other sex would urge them to pronounce
the case desperate, she is ever ready to step forward and exert herself
to the last; nor are instances awanting in which she has succeeded,
after men, with all their boasted powers, had 'yielded to despair. Miss
M'Intosh did more than was requested of her: she fancied that in the
midst of his misfortunes he might be ready to listen to the counsel of a
friend, and with her care that he might still recover. She knew,
however, that she could not accomplish the task she had assigned
herself, with her mother's consent; and poor as he was, and blighted in
fame and fortune as he had been, she left her home secretly to search
him out, and administer such relief as she could. With much difficulty
she discovered him, under an, assumed name, hut at first he pretended he
was not the man she sought, and when at last he was compelled to
acknowledge his identity, he seemed to be rather offended with the rash
step she had taken, and entreated her to say nothing of having known him
previously. Since then she had done her utmost to husband her little
stock of money, living with a poor family, a few doors from him, and
passing for a distant relation of his. But her means of supporting
herself and assisting him were now completely exhausted: "And God only
knows," she added, "what is to become of me ! I cannot leave him to
perish, and if I could, how am I to return home?"
At that moment Dr. Bridges saw his friend turn into
the road which they occupied; from the time which had already elapsed,
he felt certain that he must have lost the coach for that day ;
he felt, moreover, strongly interested in what he had heard, and
resolving to postpone his departure till next morning, he gave her
hastily some money; and after having learned the locality in which she
lived, he promised to call in the evening, to see if he could be of any
service to the sick man.
"If you are determined on doing so, some caution will
be necessary," said the other; "for there is a mystery about him which I
have never been able to penetrate. Had our meeting been less sudden and
less unexpected I should have told you this at first, or perhaps I
should not have mentioned him to you at all; but I had little time to
think, and now I can only entreat you to recognise him as Hubert
Jackson, to appear a perfect stranger, and not to speak of those
scenes in which you knew him; for I have all along observed that any
allusion to his real name, or to anything connected with Auldenburgh,
drives him almost to madness."
"Leave that to me," said the other, and immediately
joined his friend, Dr. G------, who was now close upon them. A short
explanation of the causes which had detained him, followed as a matter
of course, after which Dr. G------ expressed' himself pleased with any
circumstance which would give him the pleasure of his company for
another day, and then requested his professional assistance, with
respect to the patient whom he was then on his way to visit. "Her case,"
he said, "was a mysterious one, having completely baffled several
medical gentlemen before he was called, and during his own short
attendance he had not been able to render her any assistance.'' Dr.
Bridges readily complied, and in a short time they reached the house to
which they were going. The door was opened by a female servant, at whom
Dr. Gr------inquired, "how her mistress was?" but the girl only said,
"she could scarcely tell," and then ushered them on tiptoe into her
room. When they entered she was reclining on a sofa, and seemed to be in
a gentle sleep. Dr. G-------paused for a moment, and would have turned
back; but as she opened her eyes and sat up, before he could do so, he
advanced to address her, and then turned round to introduce his friend.
With the first glance, however, which he caught of that pale
countenance, he had retreated like one in utter bewilderment, and before
Dr. G------could return to the room door, he was leaving the house.
The last mentioned individual followed him out, and
after he had somewhat recovered from the agitation into which he had l>een
thrown, he endeavoured to account as succinctly as possible for his
surprise, and sudden retreat. The features of the patient had been too
deeply imprinted on his memory, to be easily effaced, and, altered in
appearance as she was, by three years of disappointment and suffering,
the moment he saw her reclining on the sofa, he recognised Miss
Forester. But the meeting was so unexpected, she appeared to have
endured so much, and the change which suffering had produced upon her
countenance, was so evident, that his heart smote him as the cause of
all; a simultaneous rush of recollections overpowered him, and he felt
equally incapable of addressing her, or remaining in her presence. A
short consultation followed, during which it was agreed, that to appear
suddenly before her, in her present weak state, might produce
disastrous, and even fatal consequences; but as Dr. Gr------ was now
satisfied, that blighted affection had been the principal, if not the
sole cause of her protracted illness, he was of opinion, that the sooner
she could be made acquainted with his improved prospects, and the
present state of his feelings, so much the better. For these reasons it
was settled, that Dr. Bridges should return directly to his friend's
house, while the other was to repair to his patient, and endeavour by
such hints as he might think proper, to prepare her mind for seeing him.
When he returned to her apartment, Miss Forester
inquired, with some eagerness, "what had become of the gentleman whom he
was about to introduce as his friend?" whose name she had not yet heard.
"Why, as to that," replied the other, "I believe he
had forgot some appointment, or something of that sort, and found it
impossible to favour us with his company; but ever since I saw
him, I have been determined to congratulate you on the hopes which I now
entertain of your speedy recovery, and to banter you out of these
melancholy thoughts which are at present preying upon your spirits.
After him, I think I shall never again speak of any thing as impossible;
for at no very distant period, he had wantonly thrown away his
prospects, his reputation, and very nearly thrown away his life ;
indeed, there appeared to be but' a hair breadth between him and his
end; and now he is completely reformed, rich, respectable, and stands
high in his profession; and I assure you------"
"And what is that profession? if I may be so bold as
to inquire," interrupted Miss Forester.
"Nay, you must not fall in love with him so
suddenly," resumed the other, "though I have been praising him, he may
be both old and ill-looking, for any thing you know to the contrary, so
you must wait till you have seen him, and then, as he is still
unmarried, who knows what may happen?"
To the last part of this discourse she did not appear
to listen, or, if she did, its import had escaped her. . A bright
crimson now flushed her formerly pale cheek, and her whole countenance
bore such an expression of strong and deep interest, that Dr. Gr-------began
to fear he had already approached too near the subject he was
endeavouring' to introduce, and almost trembled for the consequences.
The blush, however, which alarmed him, was not one of passion, or of
maiden shame, but occasioned by that mysterious impulse which hope and
sudden excitement communicate to the heart; and while he stood
confounded at the change in her look and manner, which his words had
produced, "I conjure you, doctor," she said, rising from the sofa as she
spoke, "I conjure you, unless you have strong reasons for withholding
them, to tell me the profession and name of your friend."
"As to that—as to his profession," said the other,
who was still wholly at a loss how to proceed; "as to his profession, I
believe—I think I may tell you—that he is a surgeon; and for his name,
really ma'am—I think—I suppose------"
"And his name is Bridges, you would perhaps
say,'' added Miss Forester, completing the sentence with which he
appeared to be so terribly puzzled.
"I believe your guess is not very distant from the
truth," rejoined the other, while he could not suppress a smile at his
own embarrassment.
"I thought I was right," said she, "from the
slight glance I had of him when he was retiring."
As she uttered these words, she sank back upon the
sofa, faint and exhausted by her own emotions. She did not swoon,
however, as he had almost anticipated. Though he knew nothing of her
previous history, except what had been hurriedly imparted by Dr.
Bridges, she was perfectly aware of his having been at Auldenburgh while
that individual was suffering from delirium tremens: this
circumstance, and the evidence afforded by her own eyes, had partially
prepared her for that information which he had communicated with so much
embarrassment; and as he had been called by her own particular request,
it is, at least, probable, that she might have been expecting some
information of the kind.
"You will think me a strange creature," said she,
after a ahort pause of exhaustion; "and for one so near her grave, as I
have reason to suppose myself, I must confess I have acted
unbecomingly."
"Not a word more of that," said the other, "but
pardon me for speaking plainly. Short as was my interview with Dr.
Bridges, I knew enough of your story to account for every particular of
what I have seen; and as matters now stand, I think I may congratulate
both him and you." Another deep blush was followed by a long and
interesting conversation, in which Miss Forester took part with more
strength and spirits than her medical adviser had supposed she
possessed. Between them it was finally arranged, that if her father's
consent could be obtained, Dr. Bridges should breakfast there next
morning. Just as they had come to this conclusion, Mr. Forester returned
from his forenoon walk, and, that nothing might be awanting, Dr. O------waited
on him in his own room. At first he seemed to hesitate, and would have,
perhaps, declined the honour which was intended him ; but on being
reminded of the different position in which affairs now stood, and of
his daughter's illness, with the probable cause of it, he at once gave
his assent.
Deeply as Dr. Bridges had felt interested in Miss
M'Intosh, the events which followed, and the important intelligence
which his friend had to communicate, completely banished both her and
Hubert Jackson from his mind; and it was not till next morning he
recollected that he had promised to call upon them. As soon as he
mentioned the circumstance to his friend, he offered to accompany him,
and as he was by this time tolerably well acquainted with the town, they
discovered the house in question without much difficulty. At the door
they met Miss M'Intosh, who appeared to be suffering from recent
agitation.
Believing that her former caution was vain, and that
worse consequences might follow if she did otherwise, she had at last
ventured to tell the sick man of his intended visitor ; but as soon as
she mentioned the circumstance, he fell into a most ungovernable
passion, began to rave like a madman, and upbraided her with a wish to
bring him to an ignominious death. These ravings were followed by a
violent trembling, and a depression of spirits, as pitiable as the
former had been appalling, and even after he had sunk to sleep, his
dreams seemed to be haunted with images of horror. For these sudden and
distressing changes, Miss M'Intosh could not assign a reason, and she
now seemed to hesitate as to the propriety of admitting the two medical
gentlemen; but as they expressed themselves ready to do everything in
their power for his health and comfort, and she was still willing to
believe that they might be of some service to him, she ushered them into
his apartment.
When Dr. Bridges addressed him by his assumed name,
and inquired how he did, he fixed his eyes on him with an appalling
stare, but did not attempt' to speak, and it was not till the other had
repeated his words, that he broke silence.
"You need not mock me with that now," he said, at
last, withdrawing his eyes at the same time, and fixing them resolutely
on one of the bedposts: "I am Arthur M'Quiddit, as you perfectly know ;
and, what is more, I am dying; but what do you want with me?"
"To lend you all the assistance in my power,"
said Dr. Bridges, in a soothing tone.
"If that is all," retorted the sick man, "you may
carry your assistance to those who can reward you for it, or, at least,
to those who will thank you—for me I can do neither."
"I look for neither reward nor thanks," said Dr.
Bridges; "but will you be so good as allow me to feel your pulse, and
answer a few questions?"
To this he offered no opposition, but medical
assistance came too late: to his visitors it appeared that his
constitution had sunk under excesses of various kinds, to which he ,had
been addicted; and though neither of them spoke, they both felt certain
that his last moments were hastening on. As medicine could be of no use,
they tried to draw his attention to the consolations of religion;
but they had scarcely alluded to the subject, when he almost gnashed his
teeth with rage.
"Demons and spirits of darkness!" he screamed in
shrill and hissing tones, "if you will have me damned, let me die
first at least! but wait till then; for I tell you that I have despised
and rejected the hypocritical cant and vile delusions which you would
offer—my only hope is in annihilation, and why would you tear that away
when I have most need of it?"
Convinced of the hopelessness of his prospects in
both worlds, and unwilling to embitter by their presence the few hours
he had to live, Dr. Bridges and his friend were about to retire, when
they saw Miss M'Intosh, who, overcome by a feeling of horror, had shrunk
back from the bedside, and now stood pale, trembling, and, to all
appearance, ready to faint. They tried to soothe and comfort her, and
while thus engaged, the scene seemed to affect the dying man deeply: a
sigh heaved his bosom, he shaded his eyes with his hand for a moment,
and then addressed Dr. Bridges in a tone of softened feeling.
"You have spoken of assisting me," he said—"I am
beyond the reach of your assistance, but be kind to that woman—she has
been kind to me, kinder than I deserved, and were I to live, I would be
a better friend to her than ever I was to man or woman before. Be kind
to her, and when I am dead, use your influence with her friends to take
her back/'
Dr. Bridges assured him that his request would be
complied with, and offered him his hand, which he took, as a pledge.
This done, they were again about to retire, when he interrupted them.
"Stay," he said, "there is something yet which I would tell; but
draw near, for I am unable to make myself heard at a distance." Dr.
Bridges drew close to the bedside, and he proceeded to tell him of a
tree which stood in a solitary corn field at a distance of several
miles. After having described the place minutely—"Go to this tree," he
continued, in a low husky voice; "measure exactly twenty feet from its
root, in the direction in which the shadow falls at noon; dig there, and
at the depth of about two feet, you will find a glass bottle, containing
some papers, which may be of use to you or some one else." It was with
considerable difficulty he could articulate the last words, and as he
concluded, he pointed with his finger to the door as a sign that they
might now depart.
It now behoved them to hasten to their appointment at
Mr. Forester's, which they did with all possible speed, and there they
found breakfast on the table, and Miss Forester waiting their arrival
with some impatience. On this occasion, she had bestowed rather more
care on her dress and person than was her wont. Her appearance was still
emaciated; but there was a faint colour on her cheek, which, together
with the sparkle of her excited eye, made her once more beautiful. The
distressing scene which he had just witnessed could not prevent her
lover from worrying himself with apprehensions on the road thither ; but
the moment he took the hand which she held out to welcome him, though
she spoke not a word, the pressure of her slender fingers convinced him
that he was forgiven, and that he still had an interest in her bosom.
Sorry we are to say, however, that there was scarcely anything else in
their meeting which deserves to be narrated. When the simple ceremony of
shaking hands was over, Miss Forester retired to her own room for a few
minutes, and when she returned, with the exception of an occasional
flutter—the natural effect of pleased and excited feelings—she behaved
as if nothing extraordinary had happened. With respect to the other,
there was little in his manner worthy of remark, save that he seemed to
have lost his appetite, and had he been left to himself, he would have
certainly forgotten to take his breakfast. When reminded of what he had
to do, he indeed set about the business in hand with much apparent
satisfaction; but then after the first minute or so, he uniformly
relapsed into inactivity, and the good things upon the table were
suffered to remain untasted, till tome inuendo, or commonplace remark,
again called his attention to the strengthening of his inner man. It may
well be supposed, that Miss Forester had no great reason to be pleased
with this carelessness of a meal which, weak as she was, she had
provided with much care; but such is the natural lenity of woman, that
she showed no sign of having taken offence : On the contrary, she seemed
to derive a sort of pleasure from the forgetfulness of her guest, and on
more occasions than one, it was with some difficulty she could suppress
a smile. When breakfast was ended, matters were so contrived, that they
were left alone ; and here these who have been in a similar situation
must be left to guess what they said—the writer of this story not having
been able to procure any information on the subject. By the time this
private interview ended, it was within an hour of noon, and as the sky
was unclouded, and the sun throwing a distinct shadow from every object
which intercepted his rays, the two friends set out to discover the tree
which Arthur M'Quiddit had mentioned in the morning. By following his
directions, they found the article in question, which contained the most
important letters and papers connected with Andrew Baxter's West Indian
property, along with a number of large notes belonging to the bank at
Auldenburgh, which had unquestionably been abstracted when the robbery
was committed. The notes were privately returned to the proper quarter
as soon as possible; and as the robber had never been discovered, and no
evidence now existed to warrant farther search, the whole affair was
quietly hushed over. The other papers enabled them almost immediately to
institute proceedings for securing to Andrew Baxter what remained of his
uncle's property, which was still well worth attention.
Before Dr. Bridges and his friend could return to the
town, Arthur M'Quiddit had escaped from disease and poverty, from the
hands of that justice of which he appeared to be afraid, and from every
earthly tribunal, and gone to give in his account before his Maker. Miss
M'Intosh, however, remained to claim their care; she had been so
terribly appalled by his last struggles, and the indistinct yet fearful
allusions which he made to futurity before his spirit fled, that she was
now seriously indisposed; and it required the most assiduous attention
to prevent her from sinking under the effects of what she had witnessed.
Our story might now end, but as Sir Walter Scott had
thought proper to introduce to the notice of authors, a numerous class
of readers, from among whom he selected Miss Buskybody, as an
example; and as it is unquestionably the duty of every scribbler to
endeavour, as far as he consistently can, to please this and every other
class who may honour his productions with a perusal, a few words more
may perhaps he pardoned. Dr. Drugster was now dead, and by a subsequent
arrangement, Dr. G------took Dr. Bridges' situation, which was a very
lucrative one, while he returned to the scene of his early labours. Mr.
Forester also returned to Auldenburgh, and took possession of his former
house. Andrew Baxter, who, as already hinted, had learned sobriety and
industry from his connection with the surgeon, was again an inhabitant
of his native town, living comfortably with his wife Jenny Johnston, and
growing gradually rich upon the fruits of their joint labours. He was,
however, soon raised many degrees in the estimation of his former
acquaintances, by being put in possession of three hundred and fifty
pounds ; but though Jenny and his other friends declaimed loudly
upon the villainy of Mr. M'Quiddit, in keeping him so long from his own,
he only shook his head slightly, and thanked heaven in a whisper, that
the villain had done what he did—intimating thereby his conviction, that
had the money come into his hands shortly after his uncle's death, it
might have found its way into the hands of others long ago. On the
Sabbath after Andrew was made a gentleman, and just before the minister
entered, the precentor rose up in the church of Auldenburgh, and
proclaimed to the people there assembled, a certain laudable "purpose"
at the time existing between Roland Bridges and Eliza Forester; and on
the following week there was a marriage, to which Nelly Davidson was
invited. In the course of the evening Dr. Bridges inquired at her if she
were pleased with him now, and if she thought he had done his part, by
bringing back one who, he hoped, would be as good a friend to her, and
in other respects as valuable in the place, as ever Miss Forester had
been. To these questions Nelly did not give a direct answer, but
said, "she much doubted whether he would have ever been able to bring
even a beggar wife to the town, had it not been for one who had
more affection for him than he had for himself." With respect to Miss
M'Intosh, it only remains to be stated, that she is still handsome, and
has lost but little of her personal attractions. Her heart, however,
does not seem to be of that yielding kind which, like warm wax, may be
made to take a hundred impressions, one after the other; and having
seen, and felt, and suffered, as she has done, there is little prospect
of her changing her name. |