OH what a blessing it is to
have time to breathe, and think, and look around one! I mean, of course,
that all this is a blessing to the man who has been overdriven: who has been
living for many days in a breathless hurry, pushing and driving on, trying
to get through his work, yet never seeing the end of it, not knowing to what
task he ought to turn first, so many are pressing upon him all together.
Some folk, I am informed, like to live in a fever of excitement, and in a
ceaseless crowd of occupations: but such folk form the minority of the race.
Most human beings will agree in the assertion that it is a horrible feeling
to be in a hurry. It wastes the tissues of the body; it fevers the fine
mechanism of the brain; it renders it impossible for one to enjoy the scenes
of nature. Trees, fields, sunsets, rivers, breezes, and the like, must all
be enjoyed at leisure, if enjoyed at all. There is not the slightest use in
a man’s paying a hurried visit to the country. He may as well go there
blindfold, as go in a hurry. He will never see the country. He will have a
perception, no doubt, of hedgerow’s and grass, of green lanes and silent
cottages, perhaps of great hills and rocks, of various items which go
towards making the country; but the country itself he will never see. That
feverish atmosphere which he carries with him will distort and transform
even individual objects; but it will utterly exclude the view of the whole.
A circling London fog could not do so more completely. For quiet is the
great characteristic and the great charm of country scenes; and you cannot
see or feel quiet when you are not quiet yourself. A man flying through this
peaceful valley in an express train at the rate of fifty miles an hour might
just as reasonably fancy that to us, its inhabitants, the trees and hedges
seem always dancing, rushing, and circling about, as they seem to him in
looking from the window of the flying carriage; as imagine that, when he
comes for a day or two’s visit, he sees these landscapes as they are in
themselves, and as they look to their ordinary inhabitants. The quick pulse
of London keeps with him: he cannot, for a long time, feel sensibly an
influence so little startling, as faintly flavoured, as that of our simple
country life. We have all beheld some country scenes, pleasing but not very
striking, while driving hastily to catch a train for which we feared we
should be too late; and afterwards, when we came to know them well, how
different they looked!
I have been in a hurry. I have been tremendously busy. I have got through an
amazing amount of work in the last few weeks, as I ascertain by looking over
the recent pages of my diary. You can never be sure whether you have been
working hard or not, except by consulting your diary. Sometimes you have an
oppressed and worn-out feeling of having been overdriven, of having done a
vast deal during many days past; when lo! you turn to the uncompromising
record, you test the accuracy of your feeling by that unimpeachable standard
j and you find that, after all, you have accomplished very little. The
discovery is mortifying, but it does you good ; and besides other results,
it enables you to see how very idle and useless people, who keep no diary,
may easily bring themselves to believe that they are among the
hardest-wrought of mortals. They know they feel weary; they know they have
been in a bustle and worry; they think they have been in it much longer than
is the fact For it is curious how readily we believe that any strongly-felt
state of mind or outward condition—strongly felt at the present moment—has
been lasting for a very long time. You have been in very low spirits: you
fancy now that you have been so for a great portion of your life, or at any
rate for weeks past: you turn to your diary,—why, eight-and-forty hours ago
you were as merry as a cricket during the pleasant drive with Smith, or the
cheerful evening that you spent with Snarling. I can well imagine that when
some heavy misfortune befalls a man, he soon begins to feel as if it had
befallen him a long, long time ago: he can hardly remember days which were
not darkened by it: it seems to have been the condition of his being almost
since his birth. And so, if you have been toiling very hard for three
days—your pen in your hand almost from morning to night perhaps—rely upon it
that at the end of those days, save for the uncompromising diary that keeps
you right, you would have in your mind a general impression that you had
been labouring desperately for a very long period— for many days, for
several weeks, for a month or two. After heavy rain has fallen for four or
five days, all persons who do not keep diaries invariably think that it has
rained for a fortnight. If keen frost lasts in winter for a fortnight, all
persons without diaries have a vague belief that there has been frost for a
month or six weeks. You resolve to read Mr Word's valuable History of the
Entire Human Race throughout the whole of Time (I take for granted you are a
young person): you go at it' every evening for a week. At the end of that
period you have a vague uneasy impression, that you have been soaked in a
sea of platitudes, or weighed down by an incubus of words, for about a
hundred years. For even such is life.
Every human being, then, who is desirous of knowing for certain whether he
is doing much work or little, ought to preserve a record of what he does.
And such a record, I believe, will in most cases serve to humble him who
keeps it, and to spur on to more and harder work. It will seldom flatter
vanity, or encourage a tendency to rest on the oars, as though enough had
been done. You must have laboured very hard and very constantly indeed, if
it looks much in black and white. And how much work may be expressed by a
very few words in the diary ! Think of Elihu Burrit’s “forged fourteen
hours, then Hebrew Bible three hours.” Think of Sir Walter’s short memorial
of his eight pages before breakfast,— and what large and closely-written
pages they were! And how much stretch of such minds as they have got—how
many quick and laborious processes of the mental machinery—are briefly
embalmed in the diaries of humbler and smaller men, in such entries as,
“After breakfast, walk in garden with children for ten minutes; then Sermon
on 10 pp.; working hard from 10 till i p.m.; then left off with bad
headache, and very weary?” The truth is, you can’t represent work by any
record of it As yet, there is no way known of photographing the mind’s
exertion, and thus preserving an accurate memorial of it You might as well
expect to find in such a general phrase as a stormy sea the delineation of
the countless shapes and transformations of the waves throughout several
hours in several miles of ocean, as think to see in Sir Walter Scott’s eight
pages before breakfast an adequate representation of the hard, varied,
wearing-out work that went to turn them off. And so it is, that the diary
which records the work of a very hard-wrought man, may very likely appear to
careless, unsympathising readers, to express not such a very laborious life
after all. Who has not felt this, in reading the biography of that amiable,
able, indefatigable, and over-wrought man, Dr Kitto 1 He worked himself to
death by labour at his desk : but only the reader who has learned by
personal experience to feel for him, is likely to see how he did it.
But besides such reasons as these, there are strong arguments why every man
should keep a diary. I cannot imagine how many reflective men do not. How
narrow and small a thing their actual life must be! They live merely in the
present; and the present is only a shifting point, a constantly-progressing
mathematical line, which parts the future from the past. If a man keeps no
diary, the path crumbles away behind him as his feet leave it; and days gone
by are little more than a blank, broken by a few distorted shadows. His life
is all confined within the limits of to-day. Who does not know how imperfect
a thing memory is? It not merely forgets; it misleads. Things in memory do
not merely fade away, preserving as they fade their own lineaments so long
as they can be seen : they change their aspect, they change their place,
they turn to something quite different from the fact. In the picture of the
past, which memory unaided by any written record sets before us, the
perspective is entirely wrong. How capriciously some events seem quite
recent, which the diary shews are really far away; and how unaccountably
many things look far away, which in truth are not left many weeks behind us!
A man might almost as well not have lived at all as entirely forget that he
has lived, and entirely forget what he did on those departed days. But I
think that almost every person would feel a great interest in looking back,
day by day, upon what he did and thought upon that day twelvemonths, that
day three or five years. The trouble of writing the diary is very small. A
few lines, a few words, written at the time, suffice, when you look at them,
to bring all (what Yankees call) the surroundings of that season before you.
Many little things come up again, which you know quite well you never would
have thought of again but for your glance at those words, and still which
you feel you would be sorry to have forgotten. There must be a richness
about the life of a person who keeps a diary, unknown to other men. And a
million more little links and ties must bind him to the members of his
family circle, and to all among whom he lives. Life, to him, looking back,
is not a bare line, stringing together his personal identity; it is
surrounded, intertwined, entangled, with thousands and thousands of slight
incidents, which give it beauty, kindliness, reality. Some folk's life is
like an oak walking-stick, straight and varnished; useful, but hard and
bare. Other men’s life (and such may yours and mine, kindly reader, ever be)
is like that oak when it was not a stick but a branch, and waved,
leaf-enveloped, and with lots of little twigs growing out of it, upon the
summer tree. And yet more precious than the power of the diary to call up
again a host of little circumstances and facts, is its power to bring back
the indescribable but keenly-felt atmosphere of those departed days. The old
time comes over you. It is not merely a collection, an aggregate of facts,
that comes back; it is something far more excellent than that: it is the
soul of days long ago ; it is the dear auld langsyne itself! The perfume of
hawthom-hedges faded is there; the breath of breezes that fanned our gray
hair when it made sunny curls, often smoothed down by hands that are gone;
the sunshine on the grass where these old fingers made daisy chains; and
snatches of music, compared with which anything you hear at the Opera is
extremely poor. Therefore keep your diary, my friend. Begin at ten years
old, if you have not yet attained that age. It will be a curious link
between the altered seasons of your life; there will be something very
touching about even the changes which will pass upon your handwriting. You
will look back at it occasionally, and shed several tears of which you have
not the least reason to be ashamed. No doubt when you look back, you will
find many very silly things in it; well, you did not think them silly at the
time; and possibly you may be humbler, wiser, and more sympathetic, for the
fact that your diary will convince you (if you are a sensible person now)
that probably you yourself, a few years or a great many years since, were
the greatest fool you ever knew. Possibly at some future time you may look
back with similar feelings on your present self: so you will see that it is
very fit that meanwhile you should avoid self-confidence and cultivate
humility; that you should not be bumptious in any way; and that you should
bear, with great patience and kindliness, the follies of the young.
Therefore, my reader, write up your diary daily. You may do so at either of
two times: 1st, After breakfast, whenever you sit down to your work, and
before you begin your work; 2nd, After you have done your indoors work,
which ought not to be later than two p.m., and before you go out to your
external duties. Some good men, as Dr Arnold, have in addition to this
brought up their history to the present period before retiring for the night
This is a good plan; it preserves the record of the day as it appears to us
in two different moods: the record is therefore more likely to be a true
one, uncoloured by any temporary mental state. Write down briefly what you
have been doing. Never mind that the events are very little. Of course they
must be; but you remember what Pope said of little things. State what work
you did. Record the progress of matters in the garden. Mention where you
took your walk, or ride, or drive. State anything particular concerning the
horses, cows, dogs, and pigs. Preserve some memorial of the progress of the
children. Relate the occasions on which you made a kite or a water-wheel for
any of them; also the stories you told them, and the hvmns you heard them
repeat.
You may preserve some mention of their more remarkable and old-fashioned
sayings. Forsitan et olifn hcec meminisse juvabit: all these things may
bring back more plainly a little life when it has ceased; and set before you
a rosy little face and a curly little head when they have mouldered into
clay. Or if you go, as you would rather have it, before them, why, when one
of your boys is Archbishop of Canterbury and the other Lord Chancellor, they
may turn over the faded leaves, and be the better for reading those early
records, and not impossibly think some kindly thoughts of their governor who
is far away. Record when the first snow-drop came, and the earliest
primrose. Of course you will mention the books you read, and those (if any)
which you write. Preserve some memorial, in short, of everything that
interests you and yours; and look back each day, after you have written the
few lines of your little chronicle, to see what you were about that day the
preceding year. No one who in this simple spirit keeps a diary, can possibly
be a bad, unfeeling, or cruel man. No scapegrace or blackguard could keep a
diary such as that which has been described. I am not forgetting that
various blackguards, and extremely dirty ones, have. kept diaries; but they
have been diaries to match their own character. Even in reading Byron’s
diary, you can see that he was not so much a very bad 'fellow, as a very
silly fellow, who thought it a grand thing to be esteemed very bad. When, by
the way, will the day come when young men will cease to regard it as the
perfection of youthful humanity to be a reckless, swaggering fellow, who
never knows how much money h« has or spends, who darkly hints that he has
done many wicked things which he never did, who makes it a boast that he
never reads anything, and thus who affects to be even a more ignorant
numskull than he actually is! When will young men cease to be ashamed of
doing right, and to boast of doing wrong (which they never did).
“Thank God,” said poor Milksop to me the other day, “although I have done a
great many bad things, I never did, fire. &c. &c.” The silly fellow fancied
that I should think a vast deal of one who had gone through so much, and
sown such a large crop of wild oats. I looked at him with much pity. Ah!
thought I to myself, there are fellow’s wrho actually do the things you
absurdly pretend to have done; but if you had been one of those, I should
not have shaken hands with you five minutes since. With great difficulty did
I refrain from patting his empty head, and saying, “Oh, poor Milksop, you
are a tremendous fool!”
It is indeed to be admitted that by keeping a diary you are providing what
is quite sure in days to come to be an occasional cause of sadness. Probably
it will never conduce to cheerfulness to look back over those leaves. Well,
you will be much the better for being sad occasionally. There are other
things in this life than to put things in a ludicrous light, and laugh at
them. That\ too, is excellent in its time and place: but even Douglas
Jerrold sickened of the forced fun of Punch, and thought this world had
better ends ‘than jesting. Don’t let your diary fall behind: write it up day
by day: or you will shrink from going back to it and continuing it, as Sir
Walter Scott tells us he did. You will feel a double unhappiness in thinking
you are neglecting something you ought to do, and in knowing that to repair
your omission demands an exertion attended with especial pain and sorrow.
Avoid at all events that discomfort of diary-keeping, by scrupulous
regularity: there are others which you cannot avoid, if you keep a diary at
all, and occasionally look back upon it It must tend to make thoughtful
people sad, to be reminded of things concerning which we feel that we cannot
think of them; that they have gone wrong, and cannot now be set right; that
the evil is irremediable, and must just remain, and fret and worry whenever
thought of; and life go on under that condition. It is like making up one’s
mind to live on under some incurable disease, not to be alleviated, not to
be remedied, only if possible to be forgotten. Ordinary people have all some
of these things: tangles in their life and affairs that cannot be unravelled
and must be left alone: sorrowful things which they think cannot be helped.
I think it highly inexpedient to give way to such a feeling; it ought to be
resisted as far as it possibly can. The very worst thing that you can do
with a skeleton is to lock the closet door upon it, and try to think no more
of it No: open the door: let in air and light: bring the skeleton out,
and sort it manfully up: perhaps it may prove to be only the skeleton of a
cat, or even no skeleton at all. There is many a house, and many a family,
in which there is a skeleton, which is made the distressing nightmare it is,
mainly by trying to ignore it There is some fretting disagreement, some
painful estrangement, made a thousand times worse by ill-judged endeavours
to go on just as if it were not there. If you wish to get rid of it, you
must recognise its existence, and treat it with frankness, and seek manfully
to set it right It is wonderful how few evils are remediless, if you fairly
face them, and honestly try to remove them. Therefore, I say it earnestly,
don’t lock your skeleton-chamber door. If the skeleton be there, I defy you
to forget that it is. And even if it could bring you present quiet, it is no
healthful draught, the water of Lethe. Drugged rest is unrefreshful, and has
painful dreams. And further; don’t let your diary turn to a small skeleton,
as it is sure to do if it has fallen much into arrear. There will be a
peculiar soreness in thinking that it is in arrear; yet you will shrink
painfully from the idea of taking to it again and bringing it up. Better to
begin a fresh volume. There is one thing to be especially avoided. Do not on
any account, upon some evening when you are pensive, downhearted, and alone,
go to the old volumes, and turn over the yellow pages with their faded ink.
Never recur to volumes telling the story of years long ago, except at very
cheerful times, in very hopeful moods:—unless, indeed, you desire to feel,
as did Sir Walter, the connexion between the clauses of the scriptural
statement, that Ahithophel set his house in order, and hanged himself. In
that setting in order, what old, buried associations rise up again: what
sudden pangs shoot through the heart, what a weight comes down upon it, as
we open drawers long locked, and come upon the relics of our early selves,
and schemes and hopes! Well, your old diary, of even five or ten years
since, (especially if you have as yet hardly reached middle age,) is like a
repertory in which the essence of all sad things is preserved. Bad as is the
drawer or the shelf which holds the letters sent you from home when you were
a schoolboy; sharp as is the sight of that lock of hair of your brother,
whose grave is baked by the suns of Hindostan; riling (not to say more) as
is the view of that faded ribbon or those withered flowers which you still
keep, though Jessie has long since married Mr Beest, who has ten thousand
a-year: they are not so bad, so sharp, so riling, as is the old diary,
wherein the spirit of many disappointments, toils, partings, and cares, is
distilled and preserved. So don’t look too frequently into your old diaries,
or they will make you glum. Don’t let them be your usual reading. It is a
poor use of the past, to let its remembrances unfit you for the duties of
the present
I have been in a hurry, I have said; but I am not so now. Probably the
intelligent reader of the preceding pages may surmise as much. I am enjoying
three days of delightful leisure. I did nothing yesterday: I am doing
nothing to-day: I shall do nothing to-morrow. This is June : let me feel
that it is so. When in a hurry, you do not realise that a month, more
especially a summer month, has come, till it is gone. June: let it be
repeated: the leafy month of June, to use the strong expression of Mr
Coleridge. Let me hear you immediately quote the verse, my young lady
reader, in which that expression is to be found. Of course you can repeat it
It is now very warm, and beautifully bright I am sitting on a velvety lawn,
a hundred yards from the door ot a considerable country-house, not my
personal property. Under the shadow of a large sycamore is this iron chair;
and this little table, on which the paper looks quite green from the
reflection of the leaves. There is a very little breeze. Just a foot from my
hand, a twig with very large leaves is moving slowly and gently to and fro.
There, the great serrated leaf has brushed the pen. The sunshine is sleeping
(the word is not an affected one, but simply expresses the phenomenon) upon
the bright green grass, and upon the dense masses of foliage which are a
little way off on every side. Away on the left, there is a well-grown
horse-chestnut tree, blazing with blossoms. In the little recesses where the
turf makes bays of verdure going into the thicket, the grass is nearly as
white with daisies as if it were covered with snow, or had several
table-cloths spread out upon it to dry. Blue and green, I am given to
understand, form an incongruous combination in female dress; but how
beautiful the little patches of sapphire sky, seen through the green leaves!
Keats was quite right; any one who is really fond of nature must be very far
gone indeed, when he or she, like poor Isabella with her pot of basil,
“forgets the blue above the trees.” I am specially noticing a whole host of
little appearances and relations among the natural objects within view,
which no man in a hurry would ever observe; yet which are certainly meant to
be observed, and worth observing. I don’t mean to say that a beautiful thing
in nature is lost because no human being sees it; I have not so vain an idea
of the importance of our race. I do not think that that blue sky, with its
beautiful fleecy clouds, was spread out there just as a scene at a theatre
is spread out, simply to be looked at by us; and that the intention of its
Maker is balked if it be not. Still, among a host of other uses, which we do
not know, it cannot be questioned that one end of the scenes of nature, and
of the capacity of noting and enjoying them which is implanted in our being
is, that they should be noted and enjoyed by human minds and hearts. It is
now 11.30 A.M., and I have nothing to do that need take me far from thi
s spot till dinner, which
will be just seven hours hereafter. It requires an uninterrupted view of at
least four or five hours ahead, to give the true sense of leisure. If you
know you have some particular engagement in two hours, or even three or
four, the feeling you have is not that of leisure. On the contrary, you feel
that you must push on vigorously with whatever you may be about; there is no
time to sit down and muse. Two hours are a very short time. It is to be
admitted that much less than half of that period is very long, when you are
listening to a sermon; and the man who wishes his life to appear as long as
possible can never more effectually compass his end than by going very
frequently to hear preachers ot that numerous class whose discourses are
always sensible and in good taste, and also sickeningly dull and tiresome.
Half-an-houi under the instruction of such good men has oftentimes appeared
like about four hours. But for quiet folk, living in the country, and who
have never held the office of attorney-general or secretary of state, two
hours form quite too short a vista to permit of sitting down to begin any
serious work, such as writing a sermon or an article. Two hours will not
afford elbow-room. One is cramped in it Give me a clear prospect of five or
six; so shall I begin an essay. It is quite evident that Hazlitt was a man
of the town, accustomed to live in a hurry, and to fancy short blinks of
unoccupation to be leisure,—even as a man long dwelling in American woods
might think a little open glade quite an extensive clearing. He begins his
essay on Living to One’s-self by saying that being in the country he has a
fine opportunity of writing on that long-contemplated subject, and of
writing at leisure, because he has three hours good before him, not to
mention a partridge getting ready for his supper. Ah, not enough! Very well
for the fast-going, high-pressure London mind; but quite insufficient for
the deliberate, slow-running country one, that has to overcome a great
inertia. How many good ideas, or at least ideas which he thinks good, will
occur to the rustic writer; and be cast aside when he reflects that he has
but two hours to sit at his task, and that therefore he has not a moment to
spare for collateral matters,' but must keep to the even thread of his story
or his argument! A man who has four miles to walk within an hour has little
time to stop and look at the view on eithei hand; and no time at all for
scrambling over the hedge to gather some wild flowers. But now I rejoice in
the feeling of an unlimited horizon before me, in the regard of time.
Various- new books are lying on the grass; and on the top of the heap, a
certain number of that trenchant and brilliant periodical, the Saturday
Review. This is delightful! It is jolly! And let us always be glad, if
through training or idiosyncrasy we have come to this, my reader, that
whenever you and I enjoy this tranquil feeling of content, there'mingles
with it a deep sense of gratitude. I should be very sorry to-day, if I did
not know Whom to thank for all this. I like the simple natural piety which
has given to various seats, at the top of various steep hills in Scotland,
the homely name of Rest and be thankful! I trust I am now doing both these
things. O ye men who have never been over-worked and over-driven, never kept
for weeks on a constant strain and in a feverish hurry, you don’t know what
you miss! Sweet and delicious as cool water is to the man parched with
thirst, is leisure to the man just extricated from breathless hurry! And
nauseous as is that same water to the man whose thirst has been completely
quenched, is leisure to the man whose life is nothing but leisure.
Let me pick up that number of the Saturday Revitio, and turn to the article
which is entitled Smith's Drag That article treats of a certain essay which
the present writer once contributed to a certain monthly magazine; t and it
sets out the desultory fashion in which his compositions wander about I have
read the article with great amusement and pleasure. In the main it is
perfectly just Does not the avowal say something for the -writer’s good
humour? Not frequently does the reviewed acknowledge that he was quite
rightly pitched into. Let me, however, say to the very clever and smart
author of Smith's Drag; that he is to some extent mistaken in his theory as
to my system of essay-writing. It is not entirely true that I begin my
essays with irrelevant descriptions of scenery, horses, and the like, merely
because when reviewing a book of heavy metaphysics I know nothing about my
subject, and care nothing about it, and have nothing to say about it; and so
am glad to get over a page or two of my production without bond, fide going
at my subject. Such a consideration, no doubt, is not without its weight;
and besides this, holding that every way of discussing all things whatsoever
is good except the tiresome, I think that even Smith’s Drag serves a useful
end if it pulls one a little way through a heavy discussion; as the short
inclined plane set Mr Hensom’s aerial machine off with a good start, without
which it could not fly. But there is more than this in the case. The writer
holds by a grand principle. The writer’s great reason for saying something
of the scenery amid which he is writing is, that he believes that it
materially affects the thought produced, and ought to be taken in connexion
with it. You would not give a just idea of a country house by giving us an
architect’s elevation of its facade,, and shewing nothing of the hills by
which it is backed, and the trees and shrubbery by which it is surrounded.
So, too, with thought We think in time and space; and unless you are a very
great man, writing a book like Butler’s Analogy, the outward scenes amid
which you write will colour all your abstract thought Most people hate
abstract thought Give it in a setting of scene and circumstances, and then
ordinary folk will accept it Set a number of essays in a story, however
slight, and hundreds will read them who would never have looked twice at the
bare essays. Human interest and a sense of reality are thus communicated.
When any one says to me, “I think thus and thus of some abstract topic,” I
like to say to him, “Tell me where you thought it, how you thought it, what
you were looking at when you thought it, and to whom you talked about it” I
deny that in essays what is wanted is results. Give me processes. Shew me
how the results are arrived at In some cases, doubtless, this is inexpedient
You would not enjoy your dinner if you inquired too minutely into the
previous history of its component elements before it appeared upon your
table. You might not care for one of Goldsmith’s or Sheridan’s pleasantries
if you traced too curiously the steps by which it was licked into shape. Not
so with the essay. And by exhibiting the making of his essay, as well as the
essay itself when made, the essayist is enabled to preserve and exhibit many
thoughts which he could turn to no account did he exhibit only his
conclusions. It is a grand idea to represent two or three friends as
discussing a subject For who that has ever written upon abstract subjects,
or conversed upon them, but knows that very often what seem capital ideas
occur to him, which he has not had time to write down or to utter before he
sees an answer to them, before he discovers that they are unsound. Now, to
the essayist writing straightforward these thoughts are lost; he cannot
exhibit them. It will not do to write them and then add that now he sees
they are wrong. Here, then, is the great use— one great use—of the Ellesmere
and Dunsford, who shall hold friendly council with the essayist. They,
understood to be talking off-hand, can state all these interesting and
striking though unsound views; and then the more deliberate Milverton can
shew that they are wrong. And the three friends combined do but represent
the phases of thought and feeling in a single individual: for who does not
know that every reflective man is, at the very fewest, “three gentlemen at
once?" Let me say for myself, that it seems to me that no small part of the
charm which there is about the Friends in Council and the Companions of My
Solitude arises from the use of the two expedients : of exhibiting processes
as well as results, of shewing how views are formed as well as the views
themselves; and also of setting the whole abstract part of the work in a
frame' work of scenes and circumstances. All this makes one feel a life-like
reality in the entire picture presented, and enables one to open the leaves
with a home-like and friendly sympathy. Do not fancy, my brilliant reviewer,
that I pretend to write like that thoughtful and graceful author, so rich in
wisdom, in wit, in pathos, in kindly feeling. All I say is, that I have
learned from him the grand principle, that abstract thought, for ordinary
readers, must gain reality and interest from a setting of time and place.
There is the green branch of the tree, waving about The breeze is a little
stronger, but still the air is perfectly warm. Let me be leisurely; I feel a
little hurried with writing that last paragraph; I wrote it too quickly. To
write a paragraph too quickly, putting in too much pressure of steam, will
materially accelerate the pulse. That is an end greatly to be avoided. Who
shall write hastily of leisure ! Fancy Izaak Walton going out fishing, and
constantly looking at his watch every five minutes, for fear of not catching
the express train in half-an-hour! It would be indeed a grievous
inconsistency. The old gentleman might better have stayed at home.
It is all very well to be occasionally, for two or three days, or even for a
fortnight, in a hurry. Every earnest man, with work to do, will find that
occasionally there comes a pressure of it; there comes a crowd of things
which must be done quickly if they are done at all; and the condition thus
induced is hurry. I am aware, of course, that there is a distinction between
haste and hurry—hurry adding to rapidity the clement of painful confusion;
but in the case of ordinary people, haste generally implies hurry. And it
will never do to become involved in a mode of life which implies a constant
breathless pushing on. It must be a horrible thing to go through life in a
hurry. It is highly expedient for all, it is absolutely necessary for most
men, that they should have occasional leisure. Many enjoyments—perhaps all
the tranquil and enduring enjoyments of life—cannot be felt except in
leisure. And the best products of the human mind and heart can be brought
forth only in leisure. Little does he know of the calm, unexciting,
unwearying, lasting satisfaction ol life, who has never known what it is to
place the leisurely hand in the idle pocket, and to saunter to and fro.
Mind, I utterly despise the idler —the loafer, as Yankees term him, who
never does anything—whose idle hands are always in his idle pockets, and who
is always sauntering to and fro. Leisure, be it remembered, is the
intermission of labour; it is the blink of idleness in the life of a
hard-working man. It is only in the case of such a man that leisure is
dignified, commendable, or enjoyable. But to him it is all these, and more.
Let us not be ever driving on. The machinery, physical and mental, will not
stand it It is fit that one should occasionally sit down on a grassy bank,
and look listlessly, for a long time, at the daisies around, and watch the
patches of bright-blue sky through green leaves overhead. It is right to
rest on a large stone by the margin of a river; to rest there on a summer
day for a long time, and to watch the lapse of the water as it passes away,
and to listen to its silvery ripple over the pebbles. Who but a blockhead
will think you idle ? Of course blockheads may; but you and I, my reader, do
not care a rush for the opinion of blockheads. It is fit that a man should
have time to chase his little children about the green, to make a kite and
occasionally fly it, to rig a ship and occasionally sail it, for the
happiness of these little folk. There is nothing unbecoming in making your
Newfoundland dog go into the water to bring out sticks, nor in teaching a
lesser dog to stand on his hinder legs. No doubt Goldsmith was combining
leisure with work when Reynolds one day visited him; but it was leisure that
aided the work. The painter entered the poet’s room unnoticed. The poet was
seated at his desk, with his pen in his hand, and with his paper before him;
but he had turned away from The Traveller, and with uplifted hand was
looking towards a comer of the room, where a little dog sat with difficulty
on his haunches, with imploring eyes. Reynolds looked over the poet’s
shoulder, and read a couplet whose ink was still wet:—
By sports like these are all
their cares beguiled;
The sports of children satisfy the child.
Surely, my friend, you will
never again read that couplet, so simply and felicitously expressed, without
remembering the circumstances in which it was written. Who should know
better than Goldsmith what simple pleasures satisfy the child.
It is fit that a busy man should occasionally be able to §tand for a quarter
of an hour by the drag of his friend Smith; and walk round the horses, and
smooth down their fore-legs, and pull their ears, and drink in their general
aspect, and enjoy the rich colour of their bay coats gleaming in the
sunshine; and minutely and critically inspect the drag, its painting, its
cushions, its fur robes, its steps, its spokes, its silver caps, its lamps,
its entire expression. These are enjoyments that last, and that cannot be
had save in leisure. They are calm and innocent; they do not at all quicken
the pulse, or fever the brain; it is a good sign of a man if he feels them
as enjoyments; it shews that he has not indurated his moral palate by
appliances highly spiced with the cayenne of excitement, all of which border
on vice, and most of which imply it.
Let it be remembered, in the praise of leisure, that only in leisure will
the human mind yield many of its best products. Calm views, sound thoughts,
healthful feelings, do not originate in a hurry or a fever. I do not forget
the wild geniuses who wrote some of the finest English tragedies—men like
Christopher Marlowe, Ford, Massinger, Dekkej-, and Otway. No doubt they
lived in a whirl of wild excitement, yet they turned off many fine and
immortal thoughts. But their thought was essentially morbid, and their
feeling hectic: all their views of life and things were unsound. And the
beauty with which their writings are flushed all over, is like the beauty
that dwells in the brow too transparent, the cheek too rosy, and the eye too
bright, of a fair girl dying of decline. It is entirely a hot-house thing,
and away from the bracing atmosphere of reality and truth. Its sweetness
palls, its beauty frightens; its fierce passion and its wild despair are the
things in which it is at home. I do not believe the stories which are told
about Jeffrey scribbling off his articles while dressing for a ball, or
after returning from one at four in the morning: the fact is, nothing good
for much was ever produced in that jaunty, hasty fashion, which is suggested
by such a phrase as scribbled off. Good ideas flash in a moment on the mind:
but they are very crude then; and they must be mellowed and matured by time
and in leisure. It is pure nonsense to say that the Poetry of the
Anti-jacobin was produced by a lot of young men sitting over their wine,
very much excited, and talking very loud, and two or three at a time. Some
happy impromptu hits may have been elicited by that mental friction; but,
rely upon it, the Needy Knife-Grinder; and the song whose chorus is
University of Gottingen, were composed when their author was entirely alone,
and had plenty of time for thinking. Brougham is an exception to all rules;
he certainly did write his Discourse of Natural Theology while rent asunder
by all the multifarious engagements of a Lord Chancellor; but, after all, a
great deal that Brougham has done exhibits merely the smartness of a sort of
intellectual legerdemain; and that celebrated Discourse, so far as I
remember it, is remarkably poor stuff. I am now talking not of great
geniuses, but of ordinary men of education, when I maintain that to the
labourer whose work is mental, and especially to the man whose work it is to
write, leisure is a pure necessary of intellectual existence. There must be
long seasons of quiescence between the occasional efforts of production. An
electric eel cannot always be giving off shocks. The shock is powerful, but
short, and then long time is needful to rally for another. A field, however
good its soil, will not grow wheat year after year. Such a crop exhausts the
soil: it is a strain to produce it; and after it the field must lie fallow
for a while,— it must have leisure, in short So is it with the mind. Who
does not know that various literary electric eels, by repeating their shocks
too frequently, have come at last to give off an electric result which is
but the faintest and washiest echo of the thrilling and startling ones of
earlier days'? Festus was a strong and unmistakable shock; The Angel World
was much weaker; The Mystic was extremely weak; and The Age was twaddle. Why
did the author let himself down in such a fashion1? The writer of Festus was
a grand, mysterious image in many youthful minds: dark, wonderful, not quite
comprehensible. The writer of The Age is a smart but silly little fellow,
whom we could readily slap upon the back and tell him he had rather made a
fool of himself. And who does not feel how weak the successive shocks of
various eminent authors are growing1? They strike out nothing new. Anything
good in their recent productions is just the old thing, with the colours a
good deal washed out, and with salt which has lost its savour. Poor stuff
comes of constantly cutting and cropping. The potatoes of the mind grow
small; the intellectual wheat comes to have no ears; the moral turnips are
infected with the finger-and-toe disease. The mind is a reservoir which can
be emptied in a much shorter time than it is possible to fill it. It fills
through an infinity oi small tubes, many so small as to act by capillary
attraction. But in writing a book, or even an article, it empties as through
a twelve-inch pipe. It is to me quite wonderful that most of the sermons one
hears are so good as they are, considering the unintermittent stream in
which most preachers are compelled to produce them. I have sometimes
thought, in listening to the discourse of a really thoughtful and able
clergyman—If you, my friend, had to write a sermon once a month instead of
once a week, how very admirable it would be!
Some stupid people are afraid of confessing that they ever have leisure.
They wish to palm off upon the human race the delusion that they, the stupid
people, are always hard at work. They arc afraid of being thought idle
unless they maintain this fiction. I have known clergymen who would not on
any account tak& any recreation in their own parishes, lest they should be
deemed lazy. They would not fish, they would not ride, they would not
garden, they would never be seen leaning upon a gate, and far less carving
their name upon a tree. What absurd folly J They might just as well have
pretended that they did without sleep, or without food, as without leisure.
You cannot always drive the machine at its full speed. I know, indeed, that
the machine may be so driven, for two or three years at the beginning of a
man’s professional life; and that it is possible for a man to go on. for
such a period with hardly any appreciable leisure at all. But it knocks up
the machine: it wears it out: and after an attack or two of nervous fever,
we learn what we should have known from the beginning, that a far larger
amount of tangible work will be accomplished by regular exertion of moderate
degree and continuance, than by going ahead in the feverish and unrestful
fashion in which really earnest men are so ready to begin their task. It
seems, indeed, to be the rule rather than the exception, that clergymen
should break down in strength and spirits in about three years after
entering the Church. Some die : but happily a larger number get well again,
and for the remainder of their days work at a more reasonable rate. As for
the sermons written in that feverish stage of life, what crude and
extravagant things they are: stirring and striking, perhaps, but hectic and
forced, and entirely devoid of the repose, reality, and daylight feeling of
actual life and fact Yet how many good, injudicious people, are ever ready
to expect of the new curate or rector an amount of work which man cannot do;
and to express their disappointment if that work is not done. It is so very
easy to map out a task which you are not to do yourself: and you feel so
little wearied by the toils of other men! As for you, my young friend,
beginning your parochial life, don’t be ill-pleased with the kindly-meant
advice of one who speaks from the experience of a good many years, and who
has himself known all that you feel, and foolishly done all that you are now
disposed to do. Consider for how many hours of the day you can labour,
without injury to body or mind: labour faithfully for those hours, and for
no more. Never mind about what may be said by Miss Limejuice and Mr
Snarling. They will find fault at any rate; and you will mind less about
their fault-finding if you have an unimpaired digestion, and unaffected
lungs, and an unenlarged heart Don’t pretend that you are always working: it
would be a sin against God and Nature if you were. Say frankly, There is a
certain amount of work that I can do; and that I will do: but I must have my
hours of leisure. I must have them for the sake of my parishioners as well
as for my own; for leisure is an essential part of that mental discipline
which wall enable my mind to grow and turn off sound instruction for their
benefit. Leisure is a necessary part of true life; and if I am to live at
all, I must have it Surely it is a thousand times better candidly and
manfully to take up that ground, than to take recreation on the sly, as
though you were ashamed of being found out in it, and to disguise your
leisure as though it were a sin. I heartily despise the clergyman who reads
Adam Bede secretly in his study, and when any one comes in, pops the volume
into his waste-paper basket An innocent thing is wrong to you if you think
it wrong, remember. I am sorry for the man who is quite ashamed if any one
finds him chasing his little children about the green before his house, or
standing looking at a bank of primroses, or a bed of violets, or a high wall
covered with ivy. Don’t give in to that feeling for one second. You are
doing right in doing all that; and no one but an ignorant, stupid,
malicious, little-minded, vulgar, contemptible blockhead will think you are
doing wrong. On a sunny day, you are not idle if you sit down and look for
an hour at the ivied wrall, or at an apple-tree in blossom, or at the river
gliding by. You are not idle if you walk about your garden, noticing the
progress and enjoying the beauty and fragrance of each individual rose-tree
on such a charming June day as this. You are not idle if you sit down upon a
garden seat, and take your little boy upon your knee, and talk with him
about the many little matters which give interest to his little life. You
are doing something which may help to establish a bond between you closer
than that of blood; and the estranging interests of after years may need it
all And you do not know, even as regards the work (if of composition) at
which you are busy, what good ideas and impulses may come of the quiet time
of looking at the ivy, or the blossoms, or the stream, or your child’s sunny
curls. Such things often start thoughts which might seem a hundred miles
away from them. That they do so, is a fact to which the experience of
numbers of busy and thoughtful men can testify. Various thick skulls may
think the statement mystical and incomprehensible: for the sake of such let
me confirm it by high authority. Is it not curious, by the way, that in
talking to some men and women, if you state a view a little beyond their
mark, you will find them doubting and disbelieving it so long as they regard
it as resting upon your own authority; but if you can quote anything that
sounds like it from any printed book, or even newspaper, no matter how
little worthy the author of the article or book may be, you will find the
view received with respect, if not with credence? The mere fact of its
having been printed gives any opinion whatsoever much weight with some folk.
And your opinion is esteemed as if of greater value, if you can only shew
that any human being agreed with you in entertaining it. So, my friend, if
Mr Snarling thinks it a delusion that you may gain some thoughts and
feelings of value, in the passive contemplation of nature, inform him that
the following lines were written by one Wordsworth, a stamp-distributor in
Cumberland, regarded by many competent judges as a very wise man:—
Why, William, on that old gray
stone,
Thus for the length of half-a-day,
Why, William, sit you thus alone,
And dream your time away?
One morning thus, by Esthwaite lake,
When life was sweet, I knew not why,
To me my good friend Matthew spake,
And thus I made reply:
The eye,—it cannot choose but see;
We cannot bid the ear be still:
Our bodies feel, where’er they be,
Against or with our will.
Nor less I deem that there are
Powers Which of themselves our minds impress:
That we can feed this mind of ours
In a wise passiveness.
Think you, ’mid all this mighty sum,
Of things for ever speaking,
That nothing of itself will come,
But we must still be seeking?
Then ask not wherefore, here, alone,
Conversing as I may,
I sit upon this old gray stone,
And dream my time away!
Such an opinion is sound and
just Not that I believe that instead of sending a lad to Eton and Oxford, it
would be expedient to make him sit down on a gray stone, by the side of any
lake or river, and Wait till wisdom came to him through the gentle teaching
of nature. The instruction to be thus obtained must be supplementary to a
good education, college and professional, obtained in the usual way; and it
must be sought in intervals of leisure, intercalated in a busy and energetic
life. But thus intervening, and coming to supplement other training, I
believe it will serve ends of the most valuable kind, and elicit from the
mind the very best material which is there to be elicited. Some people say
they work best under presure: De Quincey, in a recent volume, declares that
the conviction that he must produce a certain amount of writing in a limited
time has often seemed to open new cells in his brain, rich in excellent
thought; and I have known preachers (very poor ones) declare that their best
sermons were written after dinner on Saturday. As for the sermons, the best
were bad; as for De Quincey, he is a wonderful man. Let us have elbow room,
say I, when we have to write anything 1 Let there be plenty of time, as well
as plenty of space. Who could write if cramped up in that chamber of
torture, called Little Ease, in which a man could neither sit, stand, nor
lie, but in a constrained fashion! And just as bad is it to be cramped up
into three days, when to stretch one’s self demands at least six. Do you
think Wordsworth could have written against time! or that In Memoriam was
penned in a hurry!
Said Miss Limejuice, I saw Mr Swctter, the new rector, to-day. Ah I she
added, with a malicious smile, I fear he is growing idle already, though he
has not been in the parish six months. I saw him, at a quarter before two
precisely, standing at his gate with his hands in his pockets. I observed
that he looked for three minutes over the gate into the clover field he has
got. And then Smith drove up in his drag, and stopped and got out j and he
and the rector entered into conversation, evidently about the horses, for I
saw Mr Swetter walk round them several times, and rub down their fore-legs.
Now / think he should have been busy writing his sermon, or visiting his
sick. Such, let me assure the incredulous reader, are the words which I have
myself heard Miss Limejuice, and her mother, old Mrs Snarling Limejuice,
utter more than once or twice. Knowing the rector well, and knowing how he
portions out his day, let me explain to those candid individuals the state
of facts. At ten o’clock precisely, having previously gone to the stable and
walked round the garden, Mr Swetter sat down at his desk in his study and
worked hard till one. At two he is to ride up the parish to see various sick
persons among the cottagers. But from one to two he has laid his work aside,
and tried to banish all thought of his work. During that period he has been
running about the green with his little boy, and even rolling upon the
grass; and he has likewise strung together a number of daisies on a thread,
which you might have seen round little Charlie’s neck if you had looked
sharply. He has been unbending his mind, you see, and enjoying leisure after
his work. It is entirely true that he did look into the clover field and
enjoy the fragrance of it, which you probably regard as a piece of sinful
self-indulgence. And his friend coming up, it is likewise certain that he
examined his horses (a new pair) with much interest and minuteness. Let me
add, that only contemptible humbugs will think the less of him for all this.
The days are past in which the ideal clergyman was an emaciated eremite, who
hardly knew a cow from a horse, and was quite incapable of sympathising with
his humbler parishioners in their little country cares. And some little
knowledge as to horses and cows, not to mention potatoes and turnips, is a
most valuable attainment to the country parson. If his parishioners find
that he is entirely ignorant of those matters which they understand best,
they will not unnaturally draw the conclusion that he knows nothing. While
if they find that he is fairly acquainted with those things which they
themselves understand, they will conclude that he knows everything.
Helplessness and ignorance appear contemptible to simple folk, though the
helplessness should appear in the lack of power to manage a horse, and the
ignorance in a man’s not knowing the way in which potatoes are planted. To
you, Miss Limejuice, let me further say a word as to your parish clergyman.
Mr Swetter, you probably do not know, was Senior Wrangler at Cambridge. He
chose his present mode of life, not merely because he felt a special leaning
to the sacred profession, though he did feel that strongly; but also because
he saw that in the Church, and in the care of a quiet rural parish, he might
hope to combine the faithful discharge of his duty with the enjoyment of
leisure for thought; he might be of use in his generation without being
engaged to that degree that, like some great barristers, he should grow a
stranger to his children. He concluded that it is one great happiness of a
country parson’s life, that he may work hard without working feverishly; he
may do his duty, yet not bring on an early paralytic stroke. Swetter might,
if he had liked, have gone in for the Great Seal; the man who was second to
him will probably get it; but he did not choose. Do you not remember how
Baron Alderson, who might well have aspired at being a Chief-Justice or a
Lord Chancellor, fairly decided that the prize wa? not worth the cost, and
was content to turn aside from the worry of the bar into the comparative
leisure of a puisne judgeship 1 It was not worth his while, he rightly
considered, to run the risk of working himself to death, or to live for
years in a breathless hurry. No doubt the man who thus judges must be
content to see others seize the great prizes of human affairs. Hot and
trembling hands, for the most part, grasp these. And how many work
breathlessly, and give up the tranquil enjoyment of life, yet never grasp
them after all!
There is no period at which the feeling of leisure is a more delightful one,
than during breakfast and after breakfast on a beautiful summer morning in
the country. It is a slavish and painful thing to know that instantly you
rise from the breakfast-table you must take to your work. And in that case
your mind will be fretting and worrying away all the time that the hurried
meal lasts. But it is delightful to be able to breakfast leisurely; to read
over your letters twice; to skim the Times, just to see if there is anything
particular in it (the serious reading of it being deferred till later in the
day); and then to go out and saunter about the garden, taking an interest in
whatever operations may be going on there; to walk down to the little bridge
and sit on the parapet, and look over at the water foaming through below; to
give your dogs a swim; to sketch out the rudimentary outline of a kite, to
be completed in the evening; to stick up, amid shrieks of excitement and
delight, a new coloured picture in the nursery; to go out to the stable and
look about there;—and to do all this with the sense that there is no
neglect, that you can easily overtake your day’s work notwithstanding. For
this end the country human being should breakfast early: not later than nine
o’clock. Breakfast will be over by half-past nine; and the half hour till
ten is as much as it is safe to give to leisure, without running the risk of
dissipating the mind too much for steady application to work. After ten one
does not feel comfortable in idling about on a common working-day. You feel
that you ought to be at your task; and he who would enjoy country leisure
must beware of fretting the fine mechanism of his moral perceptions by doing
anything which he thinks even in the least degree wrong.
And here, after thinking of the preliminary half hour of leisure before you
sit down to your work, let me advise that when you fairly go at your work,
if of composition, you should go at it leisurely. I do not mean that you
should work with half a will, with a wandering attention, with a mind
running away upon something else. What I mean is, that you should beware of
flying at your task, and keeping at it, with such a stretch, that every
fibre in your body and your mind is on the strain, is tense and tightened
up; so that when you stop, after your two or three hours at it, you-feel
quite shattered and exhausted. A great many men, especially those of a
nervous and sanguine temperament, write at too high a pressure. They have a
hundred and twenty pounds on the square inch. Every nerve is like the string
of Robin Hood’s bow. All this.does no good. It does not appreciably affect
the quality of the article manufactured, nor does it much accelerate the
rate of production. But it wears a man out awfully. It sucks him like an
orange. It leaves him a discharged Leyden jar, a torpedo entirely used up.
You have got to walk ten miles. You do it at the rate of four miles an hour.
You accomplish the distance in two hours and a half; and you come in, not
extremely done up. But another day, with the same walk before you, you put
on extra steam, and walk at four and a half miles an hour, perhaps at five.
(Metn.: People who say they walk six miles an hour are talking nonsense. It
cannot be done, unless by a trained pedestrian.) You are on a painful
stretch all the journey: you save, after all, a very few minutes; and you
get to your journey’s end entirely knocked up. Like an over-driven horse,
you are off your feed; and you can do nothing useful all the evening. I am
well aware that the good advice contained in this paragraph will not have
the least effect on those who read it Fungar itiani munere. I know how
little all this goes for with an individual now not far away. And, indeed,
no one can say that because two men have produced the same result in work
accomplished, therefore they have gone through the same amount of exertion.
Nor am I now thinking of the vast differences between men in point of
intellectual power. I am content to suppose that they shall be,
intellectually, precisely on a level: yet one shall go at his work with a
painful, heavy strain; and another shall get through his lightly, airily, as
if it were pastime. One shall leave off fresh and buoyant; the other, jaded,
languid, aching all over. And in this respect, it is probable that if your
natural constitution is not such as to enable you to work hard, yet
leisurely, there is no use in advising you to take things easily. Ah, my
poor friend, you cannot 1 But at least you may restrict yourself from going
at any task on end, and keeping yourself ever on the fret until it is fairly
finished. Set yourself a fitting task for each day; and on no account exceed
it. There are men who have a morbid eagerness to get through any work on
which they are engaged. They would almost wish to go right on through all
the toils of life and be done with them; and then, like Alexander, “sit down
and rest.” The prospect of anything yet to do appears to render the
enjoyment of present repose impossible. There can be no more unhealthful
state of mind. The day will never come when we shall have got through our
work: and well for us that it never will. Why disturb the quiet of to-night
by thinking of the toils of to-morrow? There is deep wisdom, and accurate
knowledge of. human nature, in the advice, given by the Soundest and Kindest
of all advisers, and applicable in a hundred cases, to “Take no thought for
the morrow.”
It appears to me, that in these days of hurried life, a great and valuable
end is served by a class of things which all men of late have taken to
abusing,—to wit, the extensive class of dull, heavy, uninteresting, good,
sensible, pious sermons. They afford many educated men almost their only
intervals of waking leisure. You are in a cool, quiet, solemn place: the
sermon is going forward : you have a general impression that you are
listening to many good advices and important doctrines, and the entire
result upon your mind is beneficial; and at the same time there is nothing
in the least striking or startling to destroy the sense of leisure, or to
painfully arouse the attention and quicken the pulse. Neither is there a
syllable that can jar on the most fastidious taste. All points and comers of
thought are rounded off. The entire composition is in the highest degree
gentlemanly, scholarly, correct ; but you feel that it is quite impossible
to attend to it And you do not attend to it; but at the same time, you do
not quite turn your attention to anything else. Now, you remember how a
dying father, once upon a time, besought his prodigal son to spend an hour
daily in solitary thought: and what a beneficial result followed. The dull
sermon may serve an end as desirable. In church you are alone, in the sense
of being isolated from all companions, or from the possibility of holding
communication with anybody: and the wearisome sermon, if utterly useless
otherwise, is useful in giving a man time to think, in circumstances which
will generally dispose him to think seriously. There is a restful feeling,
too, for which you are the better. It is a fine thing to feel that church is
a place where, if even for two hours only, you are quite free from worldly
business and cares. You know that all these are waiting for you outside :
but at least you are free from their actual endurance herp. I am persuaded,
and I am happy to entertain the persuasion, that men arc often much the
better for being present during the preaching of sermons to which they pay
very little attention. Only some such belief as this could make one think,
without much sorrow, of the thousands of discourses which are preached every
Sunday over Britain, and of the class of ears and memories to which they are
given. You see that country congregation coming out of the ivy-covered
church in that beautiful churchyard. Look at their faces, the ploughmen, the
dairy-maids, the drain-diggers, the stable-boys: what could they do towards
taking in the gist of that well-reasoned, scholarly, elegant piece of
composition which has occupied the last half-hour? Why, they could not
understand a sentence of it. Yet it has done them good. The general effect
is wholesome. They have got a little push, they have felt themselves
floating on a gentle current, going in the right direction. Only
enthusiastic young divines expect the mass of their congregation to do all
they exhort them to do. You must advise a man to do a thing a hundred times,
probably, before you can get him to do it once. You know that a breeze,
blowing at thirty-five miles an hour, does very well if it carries a large
ship along in its own direction at the rate of eight. And even so, the
practice of your hearers, though truly influenced by what you say to them,
lags tremendously behind the rate of your preaching. Be content, my friend,
if you. can maintain a movement, sure though slow, in the right way. And
don’t get angry with your rural flock on Sundays, if you often see on their
blank faces, while you are preaching, the evidence that they are not taking
in a word you say. And don’t be entirely discouraged. You may be doing them
good for all that. And if you do good at all, you know better than to
grumble, though you may not be doing it in the fashion that you would like
best. I have known men, accustomed to sit quiet, pensive, half-attentive,
under the sermons of an easygoing but orthodox preacher, who felt quite
indignant when they went to a church where their attention was kept on the
stretch all the time the sermon lasted, whether they would or no. They felt
that this intrusive interest about the discourse, compelling them to attend,
was of the nature of an assault, and of an unjustifiable infraction of the
liberty of the subject There feeling was, “What earthly right has that man
to make us listen to his sermon, without getting our consent? We go to
church to rest: and lo! he compels us to listen!”
I do not forget, musing in the shade this beautiful summer day, that there
may be cases in which leisure is very much to be avoided. To some men,
constant occupation is a thing that stands between them and utter
wretchedness. You remember the poor man, whose story is so touchingly told
by Borrow in The Romany Rye, who lost his wife, his children, all his
friends, by a rapid succession of strokes; and who declared that he would
have gone mad if he had not resolutely set himself to the study of the
Chinese language. Only constant labour of mind could “ keep the misery out
of his head.” And years afterwards, if he paused from toil for even a few
hours, the misery returned. The poor fisherman in The Antiquary was wrong in
his philosophy, when Mr Oldbuck found him, with trembling hands, trying to
repair his battered boat the day after his son was buried. “It’s weel wi’
you gentles,” he said, “that can sit in the house wi’ handkerchers at your
een, when ye lose a freend; but the like o’ us maun to our wark again, if
our hearts were beating as hard as my hammer"” We love the kindly sympathy
that made Sir Walter write the words: but bitter as may be the effort with
which the poor man takes to his heartless task again, surely he will all the
sooner get over his sorrow. And it is with gentles, who can “ sit in the
house” as long as they like, that the great grief longest lingers. There is
a wonderful efficacy in enforced work to tide one over every sort of trial.
I saw not long since a number of pictures, admirably sketched, which had
been sent to his family in England by an emigrant son in Canada, and which
represented scenes in daily life there among the remote settlers. And I was
very much struck with the sad expression which the faces of the emigrants
always wore, whenever they were represented in repose or inaction. I felt
sure that those pensive faces set forth a sorrowful fact. Lying on a great
bluff, looking down upon a lonely river; or seated at the tent-door on a
Sunday, when his task was laid apart;—however the backwoodsman was depicted,
if not in energetic action, there was always a very sad look upon the rough
face. And it was a peculiar sadness—not like that which human beings would
feel amid the scenes and friends of their youth : a look pensive, distant,
full of remembrance, devoid of hope. You glanced at it, and you thought of
Lord Eglintoun’s truthful lines:—
From the lone shieling on the
misty island,
Mountains divide us, and a world of seas:
But still the blood is strong, the heart is Highland,
And we in dreams behold the Hebrides:
Fair these broad meads, these hoary woods are grand,—
But we are exiles from our fathers’ land!
And you felt that much
leisure will not suit there. Therefore, you stout backwoodsman, go at the
huge forest-tree; rain upon it the blows of your axe, as long as you can
stand; watch the fragments as 'they fly; and jump briskly out of the way as
the reeling giant falls;—for all this brisk exertion will stand between you
and remembrances that would unman you. There is nothing very philosophical
in the plan, to “dance sad thoughts away,” which I remember as the chorus of
some Canadian song. I doubt whether that peculiar specific will do much
good. But you may work sad thoughts away; you may crowd morbid feelings out
of your mind by stout daylight toils; and remember that sad remembrances,
too long indulged, tend strongly to the maudlin. Even Werter was little
better than a fool; and a contemptible fool was Mr Augustus Moddle.
How many of man’s best works take for granted that the majority of
cultivated persons, capable of enjoying them, shall have leisure in which to
do so. The architect, the artist, the landscape-gardener, the poet, spend
their pains in producing that which can never touch the hurried man. I
really feel that I act unkindly by the man who did that elaborate
picking-out in the painting of a railway carriage, if I rush upon the
platform at the last moment, pitch in my luggage, sit down and take to the
Times, without ever having noticed whether the colour of the carriage is
brown or blue. There seems a dumb pleading eloquence about even the accurate
diagonal arrangement of the little woollen tufts in the morocco cushions,
and the interlaced network above one’s head, where umbrellas go, as though
they said, “We are made thus neatly to be looked at, but we cannot make you
look at us unless you choose; and half the people who come into the carriage
are so hurried that they never notice us.” And when I have seen a fine
church-spire, rich in graceful ornament, rising up by the side of a city
street, where hurried crowds are always passing by, not one in a thousand
ever casting a glance at the beautiful object, I have thought, Now surely
you are not doing what your designer intended.' When he spent so much of
time, and thought, and pains in planning and executing all those beauties of
detail, surely he intended them to be looked at; and not merely looked at in
their general effect, but followed and traced into their lesser graces. But
he wrongly fancied that men would have time for that; he forgot that, except
on the solitary artistic visitor, all he has done would be lost, through the
nineteenth century’s want of leisure. And you, architect of Melrose, when
you designed that exquisite tracery, and decorated so perfectly that flying
buttress, were you content to do so for the pleasure of knowing you did your
work thoroughly and well; or did you count on its producing on the minds of
men in after-ages an impression which a prevailing hurry has prevented from
being produced, save perhaps in one case in a thousand? And you, old monk,
who spent half your life in writing and illuminating that magnificent
Missal; was your work its own reward in the pleasure its execution gave you;
or did you actually fancy that mortal man would have time or patience—
leisure, in short—to examine in detail all that you have done, and that
interested you so much, and kept you eagerly engaged for so many hours
together, on days the world has left four hundred years behind? I declare it
touches me to look at that laborious appeal to men with countless hours to
spare : men, in short, hardly now to be found in Britain. No doubt, all this
is the old story: for how great a part of the higher and finer human work is
done in the hope that it will produce an effect which it never will produce,
and attract the interest of those who will never notice it. Still, the
ancient missal-writer pleased himself with the thought of the admiration of
skilled observers in days to come; and so the fancy served its purpose.
Thus at intervals through that bright summer-day, did the writer muse at
leisure in the shade; and note down the thoughts (such as they are) which
you have here at length in this essay. The sun was still warm and cheerful
when he quitted the lawn; but somehow, looking back upon that day, the
colours of the scene are paler than the fact, and the sunbeams feel
comparatively chill. For memory cannot bring back things freshly as they
lived, but only their faded images. Faces in the distant past look wan;
voices sound thin and distant; the landscape round is uncertain and shadowy.
Do you not feel somehow, when you look back on ages forty centuries ago, as
if people then spoke in whispers and lived in twilight? |