Ere Tully arose in the zenith of Rome,
Tho' enequaled, preceded, the task was begun—
But Grattan sprung up like a God from the tomb
Of ages, the first, last, the Savior, the One.
—Byron.
THE famine of 1846 in the sister kingdom,
while claiming its victims by tens of thousands, was by no means
unfelt in England and Scotland. My business was thereby ruined
and my houses partially untenanted, so that I very soon found
myself unable to meet my engagements. After struggling for more
than a year, getting deeper in debt, with the help of friends,
and seeing no other alternative, I resolved to bring my property
to the hammer. I wrote to Mr. Horne, of whom I had borrowed
£3,000, to that effect. That gentleman's answer, inclosing a £50
Bank of England note, breathed the kindest feelings of
commiseration and earnest advice against my resolution to sell,
proffering to forego the interest on his loan until it was
convenient to pay. But the die was cast. On the pouring wet 28th
of February, 1848, property worth over £7,000 was, from the
paucity of buyers, sold for £4,600, a sum which, after all
claims were satisfied, left me a sorry margin. The cash from the
sale was to be paid in June, but delayed until July. In the
interim I had to combat the friendly objections to my choosing
the States for my new field of action on the part of the under
secretary of state for the colonies. Mr. Hawes expressed his
sorrow that I should have to leave England, "but in the event of
your so doing," he said, "pray choose one of our
colonies, that I maybe of service to you," a hint that I have
sometimes thought myself silly not to heed. But a desire I had
fostered for many years to visit the great republic not only
conquered all overtures to the contrary but served as a solace
to the severe trials I was then undergoing. On polemics I have
been purposely silent, deeming sentiments thereon to be the
private property of the individual. Still I feel that to leave
England without a passing word of farewell to the Society of
Friends I should be doing an injustice to that warm-hearted '
people. My connection for many years with the Anti-Slavery,
Peace, Temperance, and other kindred societies had the effect of
drawing me into close contact with the salt of the earth, among
which stands prominently the Society of Friends. My admiration
of the "Quakers" induced me to worship with that people for the
last seven years of my English life. In short, I became very
much enamored of their mode of worship. Never before was I so
impressed with the true eloquence of silence in waiting upon the
manifestation of spirituality. The kindly feeling manifested by
that people on my departure for America can never be forgotten,
and I regret the pinching hand of poverty which induced me to
decline the acceptance of the handsome present of a copy of
every book in their extensive library.