IN THE HIGHLANDS AND IN HIS FAMILY.
The privilege of having for many years enjoyed the
constant presence of a man of true genius can never be forgotten. And if
remembrance might recall much of the wealth of Professor Wilson's great
intellect, yet rather does it boast to acknowledge the "good words,"
with which, during his sojourn upon earth, he soothed the sorrows of
dependents, or rejoiced the hearts of children. Nothing was more
interesting than some one of those rural rambles which I had the
opportunity of enjoying in his society—days which stand out from the
circle of time as favoured spots in my memory.
No place was more frequently sought or seen than the
beautiful mountain-land of the Highlands, where, for days, by the banks
of Loch Awe, John Wilson would wander in silent meditation with the
things of nature. His enjoyment was then intense; and his countenance,
as it lighted up in the presence of a beautiful scene, was in itself a
study. His bright, clear blue eye rested upon the landscape with an
expression of love and gratitude. His own fine words describe the effect
of some such scene upon his own mind—
"The sterner thoughts of manhood melt away
Into a mood as mild as woman's dreams,
And leave the soul pure and serene
As the blue depths of heaven."
Ben Cruachan was an almost constant object of his
admiration; and the head of the Lake at Cladich was the chosen
resting-place during his sojourn in that region. Many were the views he
selected as suited for the skill of the artist; and often he regretted
his want of powers to transcribe with the pencil what he so nobly did
with his pen. Although he had an intuitive knowledge of art, and was led
directly, in a picture gallery, to the best paintings—detecting, even in
inferior works those marks of excellence which an ordinary eye would at
once have passed over, and have condemned the whole as worthless—he
exercised a somewhat tyrannical command over any one who possessed the
accomplishment of drawing, not unfrequently insisting upon
impossibilities, and expecting that something in the landscape more than
the art could easily admit should be introduced upon the canvas.
Firm and stately in step, with a free and joyous look
would he walk, anticipating the pleasures of a long summer's day.
Entering a boat, a few moments found it gliding silently over the glassy
surface of the water, among the bays and islands of this fairy place,
resting where fancy led him; alternately gazing on the beautiful scene
before him, or reading some favourite poet, and not unfrequently
conversing with the boatman, who was guide for the day's excursion. One
island in particular was a favourite point of rest, and there he always,
for some short time, would wander about, or, sitting down, with a volume
upon his knees, was soon lost to the recollection of all outward things.
Spenser's "Fairy Queen" was the subject of his mental occupation during
this summer's ramble, and an essay upon which is well known to readers
of hia works to form one of his noblest criticisms.
Once, while rambling about this island, a beautiful
and picturesque tableau appeared, passing in solemn and striking effect,
which did not fail to call forth what was ever one of the most
remarkable traits of Professor Wilson's mind, a tender and ready
sympathy in the hour of sorrow. Rising from a large stone which he had
selected for his seat, and laying down the volume of Spenser he had been
reading, he stood close to the edge of the island; his still uncovered
head was raised | erect, and he watched, with a sad eye and grave
countenance, the approach of a boat that slowly and silently took its
way across the waters towards a long, bare island, that lay like a green
snake on the face of the lake. "Hush!" said he to his daughter; "it will
pass close by us;" and he bowed with reverence to the heavy, dark boat
Professor Wilson—from a cameo.
as it skirted the edge of the island upon which he
stood. It was a funeral party, bearing to his last home a poor old
Highland cottager; there were men and women sitting on either side of
the coffin, which was partially covered with a tartan plaid, upon which
lay a large sprig of heather. At the head of the coffin stood, with a
sad and downcast expression, a young man, brown and weather-beaten,
rough in exterior from hard labour and exposure. He was the chief
mourner; near to him sat a very old woman, too far on her own journey
near the other shores of life to evince any outward expression of grief.
But over the whole company there was visible that decent and grave
bearing never at any time wanting at a Scottish funeral. Each one had
doubtless his own awe-struck feelings awakened by the thought of that
"day when he goes down to the grave to await the judgment of the Lord."
Solemnly following the slow and measured stroke of the oar, the only
sound which fell upon the ear at that moment, he watched the
sad-burdened boat, that formed a melancholy contrast to the broad light
of the mid-day sun that gilded every object upon which its rays fell.
While the grassy grave received the last green sod which was to inclose
for ever his aged remains, the warm-hearted Professor, with words of
sympathy linked the inevitable doom of the loftiest and the lowliest in
our common pilgrimage.
Our ramble was prolonged to Kilchurn, and often was
arrested by views of unequalled beauty. But the little incident now
mentioned was soon perceived to have induced a mood of mind too habitual
to his deep and constant heart.
Professor Wilson had one image that never left him
day or night, and seldom failed to plunge him into a state of mental
dejection most touching to witness. The death of his wife lay heavy upon
him. He long continued to suffer the most poignant grief for her loss,
and never altogether laid aside the sorrow of mourning. He sometimes
spoke of her, and never did so without drawing tears from the eyes of
those who knew how he had loved her. It is certain he never ceased to
think of her. The night she died he was nearly bereft of reason. But God
strengthened him, and he survived for seventeen years the chosen
companion of his life.
In the outward nature he loved so well, many a fond
hour was spent. Nothing escaped his eye ; as ready to find amusement as
instruction, he read the book of nature under every phase, extracting
from objects which the every-day observer would pass over as unmeaning,
an interest that clothed what he saw with new life. Never was he more
charming than when so inspired ; for his power of eloquence required not
the loud applause of hundreds to give it éclat—it
was as noble, proud, and unsurpassed in the fastnesses of the Highlands,
before his own child and a rude and ignorant peasant, as it could be
within the walls of a university. If his subject was philosophy within
doors, it was the philosophy of nature without; if the one subject found
its text in the wisdom of the learned who had taught before him, the
other found its text in the wisdom of God, who was the beginning, and is
for ever.
How often the remembrance of that fine countenance
must visit the memory of those who have seen it kindled by the kindness
of joy, or saddened by the gloom of sorrow. The deep music of that
voice, too, can never pass away to be forgotten as an empty sound, for
it was full of genuine love and feeling, speaking to the heart, and to
be trusted to the last. If John Wilson had possessed no other gifts of
nature to distinguish him, he would have been distinguished by one at
least—a total absence of affectation; clear and open as day, he walked
the earth an upright man, without disguise ; a nobility of nature, which
needed not rank to mark his birth, gave to his bearing something which
art has never been able to give, so that the actual presence of this man
lives in memory alone.
Having gained some cottages after a slow and steady
pull up the hill—interrupted now and then by sudden stoppages to look
round at the lake gleaming with light, and laden with endless
reflections, so that the eye saw as it were two lakes, and all the
mountains and islands preserved in an unbroken mirror of glass—not a
word was spoken, no epithets of admiration fell upon the silence of the
hour, but the whole figure of the man was roused into one embodied
voice—his soul was moved within him—expression's marvellous power
conveyed more than the rapture of human tongue. Adoration could tell its
story another way; but no one ever had such power in the passion of
silence as this true and unaffected son of nature. The name of these
cottages and that of the inhabitant of one of them has escaped my
memory. He had been a student in days past of Professor Wilson's, and
was at that time schoolmaster in this retired spot. A short rest in his
snug little parlour, a glass of milk, and other hospitality, was
partaken of, with some kind words of remembrance and pleasant talk.
Approaching sunset, and limited time to return to Cladich by the lake,
would not permit of a long seat under this humble roof.
Cladich, Loch Awe
A view, too, was to be looked at from the high ground
at the back of the cottage—this was imperative. So sauntering onwards, a
tempting grassy knoll, covered with wild flowers, offered still further
repose from a somewhat fatiguing walk. Sitting down, a new object of
interest was evidently discovered. Upon a small tuft of grass, quivering
beneath its weight, waved heavily from one blade to another, a large,
woolly, yellow honeybee. In an instant, that kind blue eye saw the sad
case of the hapless insect, whose preservation in life and restoration
to health began without loss of time. "Poor fellow," said the Professor,
"he is evidently very sick, we must try and restore him; no doubt, he
has come a great distance. He is completely done up. Not a leg to stand
upon. Don't hurt him. Leave him to me; I will manage the fellow. Come
along, sir," and so saying, he gently lifted the honey-laden bee, and
laid it upon his hand. "He is far too sick to think of stinging,
otherwise I would not trust such a glorious fellow. What a size he is!"
The poor bee, confused and faint, weakly tumbled from side to side on
its long way across the broad palm of its preserver's hand. "Look at
him; he is better already—the sun revives him. He is a cunning fellow; I
believe he knows that Kit North, who loves all living things, is at this
moment watching over him. Now, sir, how do you feel? Ah! there he goes;
I fear his end is at hand. No; he is better again. We shall change his
position; even a bee is a discriminating creature, and hates monotony.
There now, sir, creep upon my coat sleeve; you have all the world before
you where to choose a place." Slowly, more steadily and surely, the
large, gentle bee, crawled, with an effort of revived life, up the folds
and down the creases of the coat, and at last secreted itself in a dark
fold, where, out of sight, it formed new strength to enable it in a
short time to creep from its hiding-place to encounter the beams of the
evening sun. Once more visible, his kind friend encouraged him to open
his wings, which once or twice most ineffectually he tried to do. At
last, with a mysterious and sudden energy, and a strong buzz of
animation, he flew right away, and was very soon lost in the blue ether
on his way to the land of his fellow bees. "He is the finest bee I ever
saw; I should know him again among a thousand. How very sick the poor
fellow was; nothing but fatigue, however; he is all right, and by this
time the hive rejoices in the sound of his voice."
Nothing can be imagined more purely simple and
enjoyable than those wanderings in the country. The Professor laid aside
every care, and threw himself as it were into the arms of nature. All
day long, a voice of rejoicing animated those who were with him; and, as
has already been remarked, his silence was not less instructive than his
eloquence, for it indicated reverence, meditation, and inward communion
with the Invisible.
John Wilson had no one quality, physical or mental,
in measured portion, but a redundancy of all. But there were moments
when this luxuriance was cast aside, and these were in the quiet
retirement of his house, when he carried about in his arms his infant
grandchildren, and tended them like a nurse. Many an hour was spent in
the society of this dawning life. In the midst of this happy band
endles3 plans Were devised to amuse, enliven, and improve their minds.
He even de-dared that no one understood the management of children
better than himself.
His favourite grandchild was a little boy who stood
third in the group of his grandchildren, a beautiful and
intelligent child, who bore from a very tender age a remarkable
resemblance to his grandfather. Toys or trifles were never given to
these children, but many wise words, and such sound advice as will never
leave their minds, but, along with recollections of many playful devices
for amusement, take part in their memories. There was a small copy of
Milton that was in constant use; it was a little, thick book, rather
tattered. It had been exposed during a fishing excursion to
vicissitudes, such as might happen to anything contained in the
coat-pockets of one who always waded without much thought as to whether
the water reached above the ankles or waist. Milton had been soaked, yet
this particular Milton was beyond price, and went with Professor Wilson
and this grandchild by the name of "Dumpy." It was never lost or
mislaid, for if the one did not know where it was the other did—was
certain of its whereabout, and so it lay between them. One day this
child had been walking in Edinburgh with his grandfather—a hot summer
day. The old man, feeling somewhat fatigued and overcome from heat,
proposed they should rest a while. The nearest point of repose was the
projecting base of George the Fourth's statue, at the head of Hanover
Street. Perfectly indifferent to the passers-by, or to any remark so
novel a position might call forth, the companions sat down—the stately
man, and pretty, long brown-locked boy. While they rested, no time was
to be lost—instruction and delight took the place of idle gazing—inert
dolce far niente had no meaning there.
"Dumpy" was at hand —passages were read aloud and explained. It is
doubtful if Milton was ever read before in the thoroughfare of a great
town, with no other auditor than a little boy.
The year that brought him the great grief of his
life, by laying his wife in her grave, kept alive every association of
sorrow, in imposing upon him a duty, which his benevolent nature readily
accepted. An old and faithful servant, who for many years had come and
gone in his household, finally came to reside with his family, in order
to be carefully nursed, as she was pronounced to be dying of
consumption. At that time Professor Wilson had gone to the country for
change of air and scene, hoping to find some benefit near the beautiful
woods of Hawthornden. He hailed with delight the idea that a sojourn in
that salubrious neighbourhood would be beneficial to the poor invalid
who had come to be taken charge of by his daughters. His interest in her
case was very great. Everything that kindness could suggest was done. As
long as she was able to walk, he would go with her to the garden or
avenue of the house, amusing her, and consoling her with cheerful words.
It soon happened
that she became worse, and lingered for some months in great suffering.
During that time, nothing could exceed the sympathy and tenderness shewn
her, to devise comfort for her at night, in order to shorten those
dreary watches that too often, alas! visit the dying who have no earthly
friends near, to give a word of comfort, or raise a cup of water to
their parched lips. This poor sufferer was saved such desolation. Night
after night Professor Wilson arose from his bed to see if he could do
anything to mitigate the pain, or make the weary pillow less hard.
Fainting-fits used to seize the invalid suddenly, and if alone her
distress was very great. To be made aware of the approach of these
attacks, he gave her a whistle which he always wore hanging from a
button on his coat, in order to call his dogs, when inclined to ramble
too far among fields, and trespass on proscribed ground. This
whistle—which he laid each night upon a table by her bedside—was the
signal that should call him to her assistance. Many a time the shrill
sound fell upon his ear; he was ever ready to hear it, even through the
long passage that separated his room from the part of the house where
she lay. He never left her till the fit passed off, and always called
some one to attend after he returned to his room. When she died, he
followed her to the grave, and shewed her memory the respect that was
due to a faithful and trustworthy servant.
A nature so kind and a heart so disinterested readily
won the respect and affection of dependants. Servants grew old in his
service, and became so attached, that even when no longer required, they
were unwilling to leave him.
The reaction of faithful love from a servant to his
master, finds a touching example in the conduct to Professor Wilson of
one who, for the long period of thirty-six years, considered himself
bound by contract with his own heart to serve, honour, and obey him,
even after his services had been during a considerable period dispensed
with ; but • nothing could make this warmly attached creature separate
himself from the interests of his master, for such he considered him
until the hour he died. The early part of Professor Wilson's life was
spent at the lakes of Westmoreland. Upon the banks of one of the most
beautiful, he chose his residence. And the tourist who now visits the
lovely Lake of Winandermere, seeks as an object of interest the once
dwelling-place of Wilson—Elleray, that "terrestrial paradise," so dear
to the poet's heart, not less on account of its unsurpassed beauty, than
its having been the home to which he first led the wife of his
youth—where with her he lived, until circumstances in his own position
made it imperative for him to leave that cherished place, and all its
associations of care and hope, to seek in the world a success that would
bring him independence and comfort. Faults not his own had deprived him
of a handsome fortune. A life of labour was henceforth to be his—the
fruits of which he has left to posterity.
Boating was his favourite amusement, and while in
Westmoreland, he had quite a little fleet upon Windermere. Among
his boatmen
there was one
who was a great favourite—known only by the familar appellation
of "Billy." This man, from the hour he first became an inmate at Elleray,
never looked upon any other place as his home, or any other man as a
master than Professor Wilson. He came with him to Scotland, and acted as
domestic servant. Poor Billy was charming, full of character and talent.
Alter a time he married, and with his Scottish wife he returned to
pretty Bowness, a little village that skirted Lake Windermere, not far
from beloved Elleray, and where Billy again resumed his calling as
boatman. However, after a while, Professor Wilson went annually with his
family to Elleray, and Billy, wherever he might be, in service or out of
it made no matter, was sure to find his way to Elleray, where he took up
his abode as long as the master of his affection remained there, without
any regard to the duties incumbent upon him as the servant of another.
It was an understood thing with Billy's conscience, that his original
master was in reality his only one, whether bound to him by the laws of
bondage or not. Many a happy summer passed on, and this kind creature's
attachment seemed to become stronger and stronger. At last, in the
course of time, the yearly family visits to Elleray ceased—the place was
let. Billy was nearly brokenhearted ; but the clouds cleared off—the
sunshine of his life once more brightened the horizon. One season,
having been hired by a gentleman as his boatman, he accidentally heard
from him that Professor Wilson was to be in the country, in the course
of a day or two. Joyful intelligence!— Billy was off next day, and
arrived at Elleray. There he found the realisation of the good news. He
did not return to the gentleman's service that summer. So well-known was
the adoration he bore his old master, that no one ever interfered with
any arrangement he might make, while the loadstar of attraction was
near. Time again breaks the chain, but Billy is never lost sight of.
Professor Wilson looks kindly after his interest, and saved him from
poverty and distress. To Elleray he often went, and lingered about the
haunts of his master. On one occasion, some wood was to be cut down
there for sale. The smaller sort, set apart tied in little bundles,
might be bought separate. The day of the sale found Billy there. Lot
after lot was sold; he too must have his share; his offering was small,
but it was enough to get what he desired. In the after part of the day,
Billy was seen sitting weeping upon his little heap of wood, which with
a heavy heart he carried to his cottage, where it was laid aside in a
place of safety. It was his master's wood— could he burn it? No, not for
worlds! To see his master once more, still continued the uppermost
thought in his heart. And so to Edinburgh he went, and never again left
it, but remained an inmate of Professor Wilson's house for several
years, doing any little work which his enfeebled body was able for, and
very frequently acting as nurse to the merry race of grandchildren, he
was so proud to tell stories to, of that wonderful man who, at his
hands, came forth burnished with all the lustre and valour of a "Sir
Lancelot de Sac." At last poor Billy fell sick, and grew weaker day by
day; his devoted love found ample return, in kind and unwearied
attention from the master he served so faithfully. The evening he died,
Professor Wilson walked from his house in town into the country, where
his poor old servant, a short time before, had been removed in order to
get some change of air. His wife had been sent for from Westmoreland.
She came to attend him in his last hours, which gently and peacefully
were brought to a close. The old man, pale and worn, with weak and
fading eye, sought to rest it to the very last upon his master's face,
whose hand was clasped in his, while for more than an hour, he sat
watching the departing breath. When the last sigh was given, and silence
had set its eternal seal over the mortal remains of his single-hearted
and humble friend, Professor Wilson rose from the side of the bed, where
he had sat, with a solemn and sad countenance, stood for a moment or two
gazing at the wasted form of his faithful old servant; then, stooping
down, he kissed, with tender remembrance of so true a nature, the damp
forehead of the dead man. "Poor fellow, he is gone, and we are all going
too. I shall lay his head in the grave, in some quiet, green spot,
pleasant to the memory." He was buried in the beautiful Warriston
Cemetery, in the outskirts of the town.