"Oh! I do ponder with most
strange delight
On the calm slumbers of the dead-man’s night.”
Henry K. White
We have lingered long in
the solitary burying-ground of St. Regulus; the sun hastens to its
setting; and the slanting beam of red light that comes pouring in
through an opening amid the trees, catches but the extreme tops of the
loftier monuments, and the higher pinnacles of the ruin beyond. There is
a little bird chirping among the graves; we may hear the hum of the bee
as it speeds homeward, and the low soothing murmur of the stream in the
dell below; all else is stillness and solitude in this field of the
dead.
There are times when,
amid scenes such as the present, one can almost forget the possible, and
wish that the silence were less deep. The most contemplative of modern
poets, in giving voice to a similar wish, has sublimed it into poetry.
“Would,” he says of his churchyard among the hills, in the stanza I have
already employed as a motto,
“Would that the silent
earth
Of what it holds could speak, and every grave
Be an a volume, shut, yet capable
Of yielding its contents to ear and eye.”
The dead of a thousand
years are sleeping at our feet; the poor peasant serf of *ten centuries
ago, whom the neighbouring baron could have hung up at his cottage door,
with the intelligent mechanic of yesterday, who took so deep an interest
in the emancipation of the negroes. What strange stories of the past,
what striking illustrations of the destiny and nature of man, how
important a chronicle of the progress of society, would this solitary
spot present us with, were it not that, like the mysterious volume in
the Apocalypse, no man can open the book or unloose the seals thereof!
There are recollections associated with some of the more recent graves,
of interest enough to show us how curious a record the history of the
whole would have furnished.
It is now well-nigh
thirty years since Willie Watson returned, after an absence of nearly a
quarter of a century, to the neighbouring town. He had been employed as
a ladies’ shoemaker in some of the districts of the south; but no one at
home had heard of Willie in the interval, and there was little known
regarding him at his return, except that when he had quitted town so
many years before, he was a neat-handed industrious workman, and what
the elderly people called a quiet decent lad. And he was now, though
somewhat in the wane of life, even a more thorough master of his trade
than before. He was quiet and unobtrusive, too, as ever, and a great
reader of serious books. And so the better sort of the people were
beginning to draw to Willie by a kind of natural sympathy; some of them
had learned to saunter into his workshop in the long evenings, and some
had grown bold enough to engage him in serious conversation when they
met with him in his solitary walks; when out came the astounding
fact—and important as it may seem, the simple-minded mechanic had taken
no pains to conceal it—that, during his residence in the south country,
he had laid down Presbyterianism, and become the member of a Baptist
church. There was a sudden revulsion of feeling towards him, and all the
people of the town began to speak of Willie Watson as “a poor lost lad.”
The “poor lost lad,”
however, was unquestionably a very excellent workman; and as he made
neater shoes than anybody else, the ladies of the place could see no
great harm in wearing them. He was singularly industrious, too, and
indulged in no extraordinary expense, except when he now and then bought
a good book, or a few flower-seeds for his garden. He was withal a
single man, with only himself, and an elderly sister who lived with him,
to provide for; and, what between the regularity of his gains on the one
hand, and the moderation of his desires on the other, Willie, for a
person of his condition, was in easy circumstances. It was found that
all the children in the neighbourhood had taken a wonderful fancy to his
shop. Willie was fond of telling them good little stories out of the
Bible, and of explaining to them the prints which he had pasted on the
walls. Above all, he was anxiously bent on teaching them to read. Some
of their parents were poor, and some of them were careless; and he saw
that, unless they learned their letters from him, there was little
chance of their ever learning them at all. Willie in a small way, and to
a very small congregation, was a kind of missionary; and what between
his stories and his pictures, and his flowers and his apples, his
labours were wonderfully successful. Never yet was school or church half
so delightful to the little men and women of the place as the workshop
of Willie Watson, “the poor lost lad.” Years of scarcity came on; taxes
were high, and crops not abundant; and the soldiery abroad, whom the
country had employed to fight against Bonaparte, had got an appetite at
their work, and were consuming a good deal of meat and com. The price of
food rose tremendously; and many of the townspeople, who were working
for very little, were not in every case secure of that little when the
work was done. Willie’s small congregation began to find that the times
were exceedingly bad; there were no more morning pieces among them, and
the porridge was less than enough. It was observed, however, that in the
midst of their distresses Willie got in a large stock of meal, and that
his sister began to bake as if she were making ready for a wedding. The
children were wonderfully interested in the work, and watched it to the
end; when, lo ! to their great and joyous surprise, Willie divided the
whole baking among them. Every member of the congregation got a cake ;
there were some who had little brothers and sisters at home who got two
; and from that day forward, till times got better, none of Willie’s
young people lacked their morning piece. The neighbours marvelled at
Willie; and all agreed that there was something strangely puzzling in
the character of the “poor lost lad.”
I have alluded to
Willie’s garden. Never was there a little bit of ground better occupied;
it looked like a piece of rich needlework. He had got wonderful flowers
too—flesh-coloured carnations streaked with red, and double roses of a
rich golden yellow. Even the commoner varieties—auriculas and anemones,
and the party-coloured polyanthus—grew better with Willie than with
anybody else. A Dutchman might have envied him his tulips, as they stood
row beyond row on their elevated beds, like so many soldiers on a
redoubt; and there was one mild dropping season in which two of these
beautiful flowers, each perfect in its kind, and of different colours,
too, sprang apparently from the same stem. The neighbours talked of them
as they would have talked of the Siamese Twins; but Willie, though it
lessened the wonder, was at pains to show them that the flowers sprang
from different roots, and that what seemed to be their common stem, was
in reality but a green hollow sheath formed by one of the leaves. Proud
as Willie was of his flowers, and with all his humility he could not
help being a little proud of them, he was yet conscientiously determined
to have no miracle among them, unless, indeed, the miracle should chance
to be a true one. It was no fault of Willie’s that all his neighbours
had not as fine gardens as himself; he gave them slips of his best
flowers, flesh-coloured carnation, yellow rose, and all; he grafted
their trees for them too, and taught them the exact time for raising
their tulip-root3, and the best mode of preserving them. Nay, more than
all this, he devoted whole hours at times to give the finishing touches
to their parterres and borders, just in the way a drawing-master lays in
the last shadings, and imparts the finer touches, to the landscapes of
his favourite pupils. All seemed impressed by the unselfish kindliness
of his disposition; and all agreed that there could not be a
warmer-hearted or more obliging neighbour than Willie Watson, “the poor
lost lad.” Everything earthly must have its last day. Willie was rather
an elderly than an old man, and the childlike simplicity of his tastes
and habits made people think of him as younger than he really was; but
his constitution, never a strong one, was gradually failing; he lost
strength and appetite; and at length there came a morning in which he
could no longer open his shop. He continued to creep out at noon,
however, for a few days after, to enjoy himself among his flowers, with
only the Bible for his companion; but in a few days more he had declined
so much lower, that the effort proved too much for him, and he took to
his bed. The neighbours came flocking in; all had begun to take an
interest in poor Willie; and now they had learned he was dying, and the
feeling had deepened immensely with the intelligence. They found him
lying in his neat little room, with a table bearing the one beloved
volume drawn in beside his bed. He was the same quiet placid creature he
had ever been; grateful for the slightest kindness, and with a heart
full of love for all—full to overflowing. He said nothing about the
Kirk, and nothing about the Baptists, but earnestly did he urge his
visitors to be good men and women, and to be availing themselves of
every opportunity of doing good. The volume on the table, he said, would
best teach them how. As for himself, he had not a single anxiety; the
great Being had been kind to him during all the long time he had been in
the world, and He was now kindly calling him out of it. Whatever He did
to him was good, and for his good, and why then should he he anxious or
afraid? The hearts of Willie’s visitors were touched, and they could no
longer speak or think of him as “the poor lost lad.”
A few short weeks went
by, and Willie had gone the way of all flesh. There was silence in his
shop, and his flowers opened their breasts to the sun, and bent their
heads to the bee and the butterfly, with no one to take note of their
beauty, or to sympathize in the delight of the little winged creatures
that seemed so happy among them. There was many a wistful eye cast at
the closed door and melancholy shutters by the members of Willie’s
congregation, and they could all point out his grave. Yonder it lies, in
the red light of the setting sun, with a carpeting of soft yellow moss
spread over it. This little recess contains, doubtless, to use
Wordsworth’s figure, many a curious, and many an instructive volume, and
all we lack is the ability of deciphering the characters; but a better
or more practical treatise on toleration than that humble grave, it
cannot contain. The point has often been argued in this part of the
country—argued by men with long beards, who preached bad grammar in
behalf of Johanna South cote, and by men who spoke middling good sense
for other purposes, and shaved once a day. But of all the arguments ever
promulgated, those which told with best effect on the town’s-people were
the life and death of Willie Watson, “the poor lost lad.”
We have perused the grave
of the “ poor lost lad,” and it turns out to be a treatise on
toleration. The grave beside it may be regarded as a ballad—a short
plaintive ballad—moulded in as common a form of invention, if I may so
express myself, as any, even the simplest, of those old artless
compositions which have welled out from time to time from among the
people. Indeed, so simple is the story of it, that we might almost deem
it an imitation, were we not assured that all the volumes of this
solitary recess are originals from beginning to end.
It was forty years last
March since the Champion man-of-war entered the bay below, with her
ancient suspended half-way over the deck. Old seamen among the
town’s-folk, acquainted with that language of signs and symbols in which
fleets converse when they meet at sea, said that either the captain or
one of his officers was dead; and the town’s-people, interested in the
intelligence, came out by scores to gaze on the gallant vessel as she
bore up slowly and majestically in the calm, towards the distant
roadstead. The sails were furled, and the anchors cast; and as the huge
hull swung round to the tide, three boats crowded with men were seen to
shoot off from her side, and a strain of melancholy music came floating
over the waves to the shore. A lighter shallop, with only a few rowers,
pulled far a-head of the others, and as she reached the beach, the
shovels and pickaxes, for which the crew relinquished their oars,
revealed to the spectators more unequivocally than even the halfhoisted
ensign or the music, the sad nature of their errand. The other boats
approached with muffled and melancholy stroke, and the music waxed
louder and more mournful. They reached the shore; the men formed at the
water’s edge round a coffin covered by a flag, and bearing a sword
a-top, and then passed slowly amid the assembled crowds to the
burying-ground of St. Regulus. Arms glittered to the sun. The echoes of
the tombs and of the deep precipitous dell below were awakened awhile by
unwonted music, and then by the sharp rattle of musketry; the smoke went
curling among the trees, or lingered in a blue haze amid the dingier
recesses of the hollow; the coffin was covered over: a few of the
officers remained behind the others; and there was one of the number, a
tall handsome young man, who burst out, as he was turning away, into an
uncontrollable fit of weeping. At length the whole pageant passed, and
there remained behind only a darkened little hillock, with whose history
no one was acquainted, but which was known for many years after as the
“officer’s grave.”
Twenty years went by, and
the grave came to be little thought of, when a townsman, on going up one
evening to the burying-ground, saw a lady in deep mourning sitting
weeping beside it, and a tall handsome gentleman in middle life, the
same individual who had been so much affected at the funeral, standing,
as if waiting for her, a little apart. They were brother and sister. The
storms of twenty seasons had passed over the little mossy hillock. The
deep snows had pressed upon it in winter; the dead vegetation of
succeeding summers and autumns had accumulated around it, and it had
gradually flattened to nearly the level of the soil. It had become an
old grave; but the grief, that for the first time was now venting itself
over it, had remained fresh as at first. There are cases, though rare,
in which sorrow does not yield to time. A mother loses her child just as
its mind has begun to open, and it has learned to lay hold of her heart
by those singularly endearing signs of infantine affection and regard,
which show us how the sympathies of our nature, which serve to bind us
to the species, are awakened to perform their labour of love with even
the first dawn of intelligence. Little missed by any one else, or at
least soon to be forgotten, it passes away; but there is one who seems
destined to remember it all the more vividly just because it has passed.
To her, death serves as a sort of mordant to fix the otherwise flying
colours in which its portraiture had been drawn on her heart. Time is
working out around her his thousand thousand metamorphoses. The young
are growing up to maturity, the old dropping into their graves; but the
infant of her affections ever remains an infant—her charge in middle
life, when all her other children have left her and gone out into the
world, and, amid the weakness of decay and decrepitude, the child of her
old age. There arises, however, a more enduring sorrow than even that of
the mother, when, in the midst of hopes all but gratified, and wishes on
the eve of fulfilment, the ties of the softer passion are rudely
dissevered by death. Feelings, evanescent in their nature, and
restricted to one class of circumstances and one stage of life, are
uneradicably fixed through the event in the mind of the survivor. Youth
first passes away, then the term of robust and active life, and last of
all, the cold and melancholy winter of old age; but through every
succeeding change, until the final close, the bereaved lover remains a
lover still. Death has fixed the engrossing passion in its tenderest
attitude by a sort of petrifying process; and we are reminded by the
fact of those delicate leaves and florets of former creations, which a
common fate would have consigned to the usual decay, but which were
converted, when they died by some sudden catastrophe, into a solid
marble that endures for ever. The lady who wept this evening beside the
“ officer’s grave,” was indulging in a hopeless, enduring passion of the
character described; but all that now remains of her story forms but a
mere outline for the imagination to fill up at pleasure. Her lover had
been the sole heir of an ancient and affluent family; the lady herself
belonged to rather a humbler sphere. He had fixed his affections upon
her when almost a boy, and had succeeded in engaging hers in turn; but
his parents, who saw nothing desirable in a connexion which was to add
to neither the wealth nor the honours of the family, interfered, and he
was sent to sea; where a disappointed attachment, preying on a naturally
delicate constitution, soon converted their fears for his marriage into
regret for his death. Did I not say truly that the “officer’s grave” was
a simple little ballad, moulded in one of the commonest forms of
invention?
Let us peruse one other
grave ere we quit the burying-ground —the grave of Morrison the painter.
It treats of morals, like that of “ the poor lost lad,” but it enforces
them after a different mode. We shall find it in the strangers’ comer,
beside the graves of the two foreign seamen, whose bodies were cast upon
the beach after a storm.
Morrison, some sixty or
seventy years ago, was a tall, thin, genteel-looking young man, who
travelled the country as a portrait and miniature painter. The
profession was new at the time to the north of Scotland; and the people
thought highly of an artist who made likenesses that could be recognised.
But they could not think more highly of him than Morrison did of
himself. He was one of the -class who mistake the imitative faculty for
genius, and the ambition of rising in a genteel profession for that
energy of talent whose efforts, with no higher object often than the
mere pleasure of exertion, buoy up the possessor to his proper level
among men. There was a time when Morrison’s pictures might be seen in
almost every house—in little turf cottages even among halfpenny prints
and broadsheet ballads; nor were instances wanting of their finding
place among the paintings of a higher school:—some proprietor of the
district retained an eccentric piper or gamekeeper in his establishment,
or, like the baron of a former age, kept a fool, and Morrison had been
employed to confer on all that was droll or picturesque in his
appearance, the immortality of colour and canvas. Like the painter in
the fable who pleased everybody, he drew, in his serious portraits, all
his men after one model, and all his women after another; but, unlike
the painter, he copied from neither Apollo nor Venus. His gentlemen had
sloping shoulders and long necks, and looked exceeding grave and
formidable; his ladies, on the contrary, were sweet simpering creatures,
with waists almost tapering to a point, and cheeks and lips of as bright
a crimson as that of the bunch of roses which they bore in their hands.
I have said that Morrison
thought more highly of his genius than even his country folk. As the
member of a highly liberal profession, too, he naturally enough took
rank as a gentleman. Geniuses were eccentric in those days, and
gentlemen not very moral; and Morrison, in his double capacity of genius
and gentleman, was skilful enough to catch the eccentricity of the one
class and the immorality of the other. He raked a little, and drank a
great deal; and when in his cups said and did things which were thought
very extraordinary indeed. But though all acknowledged his genius, he
was less successful in establishing his gentility. There was, indeed,
but one standard of gentility in the country at the time, and fate had
precluded the painter from coming up to it; no one was deemed a
gentleman whose ancestors had not been useless to the community for at
least five generations. It must be confessed, too, that some of
Morrison’s schemes for establishing his claims were but ill laid. On one
occasion he attended an auction of valuable furniture in the
neighbouring town, and though a wanderer at the time, as he had been all
his life long, and miserably poor to boot, he deemed it essential to the
maintenance of his character, that, as all the other gentlemen present
were bidding with spirit, he should now and then give a spirited bid
too. He warmed gradually as the sale proceeded, offered liberally for
beds and carpets, and made a dead set on a valuable pianoforte. The
purchasers were sadly annoyed; and the auctioneer, who was a bit of a
wag, and laboured to put down the painter by sheer force of wit, found
that he had met with as accomplished a jvit as himself. Morrison lost
the piano, and then fell in love with a moveable wooden house, which had
served as a sort of meat preserve, and was secured by a strong lock.
“You had better examine it inside, Mr. Morrison", said the auctioneer;
“in fact, the whole merit of the thing lies inside.” Morrison went in,
and the auctioneer shut and locked the door. There could not be a more
grievous outrage on the feelings of a gentleman; but though the poor man
went bouncing against the cruel walls of his prison like an incarcerated
monkey, and grinned with uncontrollable wrath at all and sundry through
its little wire-woven window, pity or succour was there none; he was
kept in close durance for four long hours till the sale terminated, and
found his claim to gentility not in the least strengthened when he got
out.
After living, as he best
could, for about forty years, the painter took to himself a wife. No
woman should ever have thought of marriage in connexion with such a
person as Morrison, nor should Morrison have ever thought of marriage in
connexion with such a person as himself. But so it was—for ladies are
proverbially courageous in such matters, and Morrison- could bid as
dauntlessly for a wife as for a pianoforte—that he determined on
marrying, and succeeded in finding a woman bold enough to accept of him
for her husband. She was a rather respectable, sort of person, who had
lived for many years as housekeeper in a gentleman’s family, and had
saved some money. They took .lodgings in the neighbouring town; Morrison
showed as much spirit, and got as often drunk as before; and in little
more than a twelvemonth they came to be in want. They lingered on,
however, in miserable poverty for a few months longer, and then quitted
the place, leaving behind them all Mrs. Morrison’s well-saved wardrobe
under arrestment for debt. The large trunk which contained it lay
unopened till about five years after the poor woman had been laid in her
grave, the victim of her miserable marriage; and the contents formed *a
strange comment on her history. There were fine silk gowns, sadly marred
by mildew, and richly flowered petticoats eaten by the moths. There,
too, were there pretty little heads of the virgin and the apostles, and
beads and a crucifix of some value; the loss of which, as the poor owner
had been a zealous Roman Catholic, had affected her more than the loss
of all the rest. And there, also, like the Babylonish garment among the
goods of Achan, there was a packet of Morrison’s letters, full of flames
and darts, and all those little commonplaces of love which are used by
men clever on a small scale, who think highly of their own parts, and
have no true affection for any one but themselves.
It has been told me by an
acquaintance, who resided for some time in one of our northern towns,
that when hurrying to his lodgings on a wet and very disagreeable winter
evening, his curiosity was attracted by a red glare of light which he
saw issuing through the unglazed window and partially uncovered rafters
of a deserted hovel by the wayside. He went up to it, and found the
place occupied by two miserable-looking wretches, a man and woman, who
were shivering over a smouldering fire of damp straw. These were
Morrison and his wife, neither of them wholly sober; for the woman had
ere now broken down in character as well as in circumstances. They had
neither food nor money; the rain was dropping upon them through the
roof, and the winter wind fluttering through their rags; and yet, as if
there was too little in all this to make them unhappy enough, they were
adding to their miseries by mutual recriminations. The woman, as I have
said, soon sank under the hardships of a life so entirely wretched; her
unlucky partner survived until the infirmities of extreme old age were
added to his other miseries. It is not easy to conceive how any one who
passed such a life as Morrison should have lived for the greater part of
a century; and yet so it was, that, when he visited the neighbouring
town for the last time, he was in his eighty-fifth year. And never,
certainly, was the place visited by a more squalid, miserable-looking
creature; he resembled rather a corpse set a-walking than a living man.
He was still, however, Morrison the painter, feebly eccentric, and
meanly proud : even when compelled to beg, which was often, he could not
forget that he was an artist and a gentleman. In his younger days he had
skill enough to make likenesses that could be recognised; the things he
now made scarcely resembled human creatures at all; but he went about
pressing his services on every one who had children and spare sixpences,
till he had at length well-nigh filled the town with pictures of little
boys and girls, which, in every case, the little boys and girls got to
themselves. On one occasion he went into the shop of one of the town
traders, and insisted on furnishing the trader with the picture of one
of his daughters, a little laughing blonde,, who was playing in front of
the counter.
He produced his colours,
and began the drawing; but the girl, after wondering at him till his
work was about half finished, escaped into the street, and one of her
sisters, a sober-eyed brunette, who had heard of the strange old man who
was “making pictures,” came running in, and took her place. The painter
held fast the intruder, and continued his drawing. “Hold, hold, Mr.
Morrison, that is another little girl-you have got!” said the trader;
“that is but the sister of the first.” “Heaven bless the dear sweet
creature!” said Morrison, still plying the pencil, “they are so very
like that there can be no mistake.”
The closing scene to poor
Morrison came at last. He left his bed one day after an illness of
nearly a week, and crawled out into the street to beg. A gentleman in
passing dropped him a few coppers, and Morrison felt indignant that any
one should have offered an artist less than silver. But on second
thoughts he corrected himself. “Heaven help me !” he ejaculated, “I have
been a fool all life long, and I am not wise yet!” He crept onwards
along the pavement to the house of a gentleman whom he had known thirty
years before. “I am dying,” he said, “and I am desirous that you should
see my body laid decently under ground; I shall be dead in less than a
week.” The gentleman promised to attend the funeral; Morrison crept back
to his lodgings, and was dead in less than a day. Yonder he lies in the
strangers’ corner; the parish furnished the shroud and the coffin, and
the gentleman whom he had invited to his burial carried his head to the
grave, and paid the sexton. There are few real stories consistently
gloomy throughout. Nature delights in strange compounds of the bizarre
and the serious; and Morrison’s story, like some of the old English
dramas that terminate unfortunately, has a mixture of the comic in it.
And yet, notwithstanding its lighter touches, I question whether we
shall be able to find a deeper tragedy among all the volumes of- the
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