AS
soon as an opportunity offered for resuming her
story, Mrs Mason, at Mary's request, proceeded as
follows :—
My Lord Longlands left the castle in a day or two
for Merriton Hall; and on the day after his arrival
there, he wrote to Miss Osburne, to inform her, that
he had prevailed on his intended bride to take me
into her service as a waiting-maid; and hoped Miss
Osburne would prevail on his mother to part with me,
to which the old dowager did not very readily
consent. But though she made a great favour of it,
it was at length happily settled ; and on the night
that Lord and Lady Longlands arrived at the castle,
after their marriage, I entered on my place. I found
7iy young mistress so amiable, so reasonable, and
sweet-tempered, that pleasing her would have been an
easy task, even to one less disposed to please her
than I was. I was congratulated by all the servants
on my promotion, and indeed thought myself the
happiest creature in the world. But my happiness was
soon overcast; for in the midst of all the bustle of
this first and only gay season at the castle, your
dear mother, my kind benefactress, was seized with a
fever of a very malignant and dangerous nature. She
was three days ill before the dowager-lady could be
persuaded that anything ailed her but a cold ; but
when the doctor was at last sent for, and explained
the nature of her complaint, all communication was
cut off between the tower and the other part of the
house ; and, as I had already exposed myself to the
infection, I was, at my earnest entreaty, permitted
to remain with the dear sufferer, whom I nursed
night and day for several weeks. Nor did I ever
catch the infection, from which I was preserved,
under Providence, by the attention I paid to the
doctor's advice; for though the weather was then
cold, I followed his directions in keeping the
windows constantly up, so that a current of fresh
air passed continually through the room, which was a
great comfort to the patient, and I believe tended
more to her recovery than all the medicines she
swallowed.
At length, thank God, she did recover; and oh, how
much did she then overrate the little service I had
it in my power to perform; for what did I more than
was my bounden duty? Never shall I forget the day
she first was permitted to go down stairs. With what
unfeigned piety did she return thanks to the
Almighty for her preservation ! How earnestly did
she pray, that the life He had preserved might be
spent in His service, and in the service of her
fellow-creatures ! And it was so spent; I am certain
that it was, though I, alas ! had no longer the
benefit of beholding her example; for, before she
recovered, my lord and lady had set off for England,
and had reached their seat in Yorkshire, to which I
was ordered to follow them by the stage-coach.
I was much agitated at the thoughts of leaving the
castle, though I expected to return to it with my
lady in the following summer. But it had been my
little world, and I was a stranger to all without
its walls: and, where I was going, I should have no
kind Miss Osburne to direct and counsel me 3 no one
who cared for me as Jackson did3 or the old
housekeeper, for whom I regularly knit a pair or two
of lamb's-wool stockings every year as long as she
lived. I went away loaded with keepsakes from her
and from Jackson, and indeed from all the servants
in the family, who vied with each other in showing
their good will. I did not see the dowager-countess
3 but Jackson told me she was in such bad humour at
my lord taking his son away to send to school, that
she could not see any one with pleasure who was
going to his house. Your poor mamma suffered more
from this bad temper of the old lady than the
servants did 3 but she neither complained of it
herself, nor would suffer a complaint of it to be
made before her. I durst not even drop a hint of it
when we parted, which we did with many tears on both
sides.
I was received very graciously by my amiable
mistress, and had the comfort of finding a very well
regulated family, where, though there was a number
of servants, there was no confusion, every one's
business being so well ordered and so distinctly
defined. My lady, in arranging her household, was
much indebted to the advice of an old aunt, Miss
Maiden, a maiden lady who lived with her, and who
had a great deal of good sense, and with a sober and
religious turn of mind, was at the same time so
lively and cheerful, that her company was liked by
young and old.
The family soon went to London, where my lord and
lady were obliged to go to great assemblies, and to
places of public amusement, as other great people
do; but Miss Maiden never went to any of these
places, and when they were out, spent all her time
in reading. As her eyes were weak, she was obliged
to employ her maid to read for her, which the poor
girl thought a grievous task. Upon her complaining
of it to me, I told her how willingly I should
relieve her, if she could prevail on her lady to
accept my services. On the first evening that she
happened to be alone, I was accordingly sent for.
The book that she was then engaged in, was a history
of the Old World before the coming of our Saviour.
The subject was new to me, and the names were many
of them very hard; but as I took pains, I soon got
into the way of pronouncing them.
Miss Maiden observing that I took pleasure in
understanding what I read, was so kind as to take
the trouble of explaining to me all the difficult
passages. She said she was sensible, that to one
like me, it could be of little consequence to know
what had been done so many ages ago by great kings
and warriors., but that there was no sort of
knowledge without its use; that the observations I
made upon the consequences of the pride, vain-glory,
and ambition of those conspicuous characters of whom
we read, would improve the powers of my
understanding, and open my mind to perceive the
value of those Christian principles which lead to
peace here and happiness hereafter ; and would prove
that it was not in the power of all the riches or
all the glory of the world to give ^ content; for,
that to fear God, and to keep His commandments, was
the end of life.
I learned a great deal from the comments of this
good lady upon what I read to her; and as all her
instructions were given with a view to strengthen me
in the performance of duty, I have reason to be
thankful for such an opportunity of improvement
During the five years that she lived, I continued to
be her reader every winter; for it was only in
winter that she was ever left alone by my lady, who,
when in the country, lived a very domestic life. She
had all this time but one drawback on her happiness—
the want of children; but at length this blessing
also was granted; and in the sixth year of her
marriage she produced a daughter. The joy of this
event was clouded by the death of her good aunt, who
expired after a short illness, before Lady Harriet
was six weeks old. Her death was the death of the
righteous, full of faith, and hope, and joy. She saw
that it would be a loss to my lady, whose only fault
was an extreme indolence of temper. But she did what
she could to counsel her against the consequences ;
and, among other pieces of advice, recommended it to
her to place the whole management of the nursery
under my care. My lady told me this when she
proposed it to me, and told me also the reasons she
had given, which were too honourable for me to
repeat.
I knew nothing of the management of children, but
resolved to fulfil the trust to the best of my
abilities, and spare no pains to learn the best
modes of treating them in sickness and in health. As
the family increased, my duties enlarged; but the
only and the perpetual difficulty with which I had
to struggle, arose from the obstinacy and
self-sufficiency of the nurses. Knowing, however,
that I had the authority of my lord and lady on my
side, I generally prevailed, and, after two or three
months, brought them into my ways; but I saw enough
to convince me how sadly off the children of great
families must be when they are left altogether to
the management of such sort of people.
Finding it to be the great object with the nurses to
save themselves trouble, I laboured to convince
them, that by firmly adhering to my plan, they would
most certainly attain their end, for that nothing
could be so troublesome as children whose tempers
were spoiled by mismanagement. Very little trouble,
indeed, did these little darlings cost to any of
them; and as to myself, the constant vigilance with
which I watched over them, was a source of pleasure
and delight. From being always kindly treated, and
having their little humours checked in the bud, from
a certainty that they would never obtain their
object by crying, or by peevishness, they were the
most docile and tractable little creatures in the
world. They learned to be thankful for all that was
done for them, and to treat others with respect, as
they themselves were treated. As they were never out
of my sight, I could answer for it, that they never
saw or heard a thing that was improper, nor
witnessed a single instance of falsehood or deceit.
You may imagine how much I became attached to them,
and yet it is impossible that you should; for none
but a mother, and a fond mother, can knuw what my
heart felt, and still feels towards them. My love
for them made everything a pleasure; and, while a
sense of being accountable to God for the manner in
which I discharged my trust increased my diligence,
I was full of gratitude for being appointed to the
delightful task.
Some months after the birth of Master Edward, the
fourth and last of her children, my Jady went with
my lord to Scotland, to pay a visit to the
countess-dowager, whom they had never seen since the
year they were married, owing to some quarrel about
an estate, which the old lady would not give up to
my lord, though he had a right to it, and she had no
other child but himself. But her heart was set upon
the world, and when that is the case, it signifies
little whether people be poor or rich, for they
still think they can never have enough ; and though
they have much more than they can use, they go on
craving and craving for more, till they drop into
the grave. So it was with the old lady, who grew
fonder of money every year she lived; and though she
would not part with the estate, she was brought to
forgive my lord for claiming it, and expressed a
wish to see him, which his lady urged him to comply
with.
I should much have liked to have gone with them, but
they resolved on leaving all the children under my
care in Yorkshire, except Master Merriton, the elder
of the two young gentlemen, who was to accompany
them, attended by Mrs Dickens, the woman who had
been his nurse.
The two young ladies, and the infant with his nurse,
were left entirely to my care; and, thank God, all
that I undertook to do for them prospered. In order
to be able to instruct them, I was at pains to
instruct myself. Lady Charlotte, though little more
than five years old, could read very prettily; and,
in reading, neither she nor any of the other
children ever had another mistress; nor had I any
trouble in teaching them ; for though I gave them
very short lessons, I had got the way of making them
attend to their book while they were engaged with
it, and took care that they should never find it
wearisome. When my lord and lady returned, they
expressed the highest satisfaction with the progress
that their children had made; and, to show their
satisfaction, made me a handsome present, which was
more precious to me, on account of its being a proof
of approbation, than ten times its value. I was not,
however, to get leave to enjoy it in peace; for I
soon observed that it had stirred up the envy of Mrs
Dickens, who, during the time they had been in
Scotland, had insinuated herself into my lady's
favour in an extraordinary manner, and conscious of
her influence, she took every occasion of showing
that she would not be directed by me.
The girl who kept Master Edward had been in a manner
brought up to the business under my immediate eye ;
she was a staid and sober person, of good
principles, and very diligent in the discbarge of
her duty: but she soon became an object of dislike
to Mrs Dickens, who, as I afterwards found, told my
lady in secret a thousand lies of the poor girl. All
now went wrong. Contention followed contention. I
gave up many things for the sake of peace : every
thing indeed, except where the interests of the
children were at stake; but there I thought it my
duty to be firm.
I shall not trouble you with an account of all the
arts which this wicked woman employed to effect her
purpose, and she did effect it; for she had
contrived to make my lady think that I set my
judgment above hers, and boasted of having more
authority in the nursery than her ladyship had, and
that all the people in it were my servants. My lady
was too indolent to make strict inquiry into the
truth. Mrs Dickens had made herself agreeable by
flattering her about the children, whom she praised
as if they had been more than human creatures; while
I, wishing my lady to throw her praise and blame
into the proper scales, was at pains to point out
their faults as well as their perfections. Still,
however, my lady had too much regard for me to hurt
my feelings.
In order to gratify Dickens, without appearing to
blame me, she, on our going up to town, told me that
my lord and she had resolved on making an alteration
in the establishment; to place the two young ladies
under my care, and the children in the nursery under
the care of Dickens.
I had nothing to do but to obey. An apartment was
fitted up fnr the young ladies and me, immediately
under the nursery, which was at the very top of the
house. It consisted of a sitting-room, in which was
a settee-bed for me to sleep on, and opened with
folding doors into a small room, in which were two
field-beds for the young ladies. I had reason to
rejoice in the change, for I once more lived in
peace; but I was not without anxiety on account of
the dear infants, as I by no means thought the
woman, who had been taken on Mrs Dickens'
recommendation to supply the place of Peggy, was at
all equal to the charge. But as my opinion was not
asked, I had no right to give it, nor indeed had I
many opportunities of observation, as our
establishments were quite distinct. We came to town
in November, and it was now the end of March; the
28th was Master Merriton's birthday, who was then
three years old. It was kept with great pomp and
splendour; all the first company in London were
invited to the great ball that was given on the
occasion ; and as the housekeeper had a great deal
to do, I, after the young ladies went to bed, gave
her all the assistance in my power, which kept me up
long beyond my usual time. I was very much fatigued,
and consequently very much inclined to sleep; but
sleepy as I was, the habit of watchfulness was so
strong in me, that I awakened at every little noise
that stirred. I thought I heard a sort of crackling
in the nursery over my head, and sat up to listen;
but it ceased, and I again returned to rest. In
about half-an-hour I was again awakened. The room
was full of smoke, and the smell of fire so strong,,
that I had but a moment for recollection; but, thank
God, my presence of mind did not forsake me. I flew
to the beds of my little charge; and taking up Lady
Harriet in my arms, and dragging Lady Charlotte half
asleep after me, I hastened to the stairs: the smoke
came from above, so that as we went down we breathed
more freely. We reached my lady's room in an
instant; the door was unbolted—it was no time for
ceremony—I rushed in ; but mindful of my lady's
situation, I spoke as calmly as in such
circumstances was possible. I entreated them
instantly to rise, but did not wait to say more;
for, seeing the smoke increase, I hastened on with
the children, crying out ' fire !' to alarm the
servants above and below.
The housekeeper was the first to hear me : to her I
left the children, and again flew upstairs. I met my
lord carrying my lady in his arms, calling out for
help; but I did not stop, for I knew they were in
safety.
I was soon at the foot of the nursery stairs, but oh
! what smoke had I then to pass through ! How I got
through God only knows ; for it was His Almighty arm
that supported me. On opening the nursery door, the
flames burst out upon me; but I had a thought how it
would be, and had wrapped myself in a blanket, which
I knew the flames would not lay hold of, as they
would upon my cotton nightgown. I could not speak
for suffocation; but getting to the first of the two
beds, I dragged off the clothes from Mrs Dickens,
which was all I could do to awaken her. I then
seized the child, who slept in a little bed beside
her, and was making my way out, when the little
infant set up a scream. He slept with his maid in a
detached bed, to which the flames had not yet
reached, but all between was in a blaze. I made a
spring, and reached the place; but no maid was
there, only the child alone. I snatched him up
beneath my arm, and, again passing by her, made an
effort to call out to poor Dickens. She started up,
and, as I thought, followed me; but this effort to
save her had nearly cost me dear; for I thought I
should have expired instantly. Providence restored
my strength, and darting through the flames, I got
to the top of the stairs, where, I believe, I
fainted, for I fell down the whole of the flight
altogether senseless; nor do I remember anything
further, till I found myself in a strange bed, with
strange faces round me.
I called out to ask if the children were safe? 'They
are ; they are safe !' returned a voice which I knew
to be my lord's. He advanced to my bed-side. ' You
are my preserver, Mason,' said he; ' thank God you
are restored to life. We shall never forget that you
have saved us and ours from destruction. Think, in
the meantime, of nothing but of taking care of
yourself.'
Pain now reminded me of the escape I had made. The
pain I suffered was indeed excessive; nor could it
be otherwise, for I had broken my thigh bone in the
fall, and dislocated the joint immediately above; so
that I soon knew that lameness for life would be my
portion. But the thoughts of having been
instrumental in saving the lives of the family was a
cordial which kept up my heart. Still, however, I
was very anxious to learn all the particulars of the
sad disaster. The nurse who took care of me would
tell me nothing. It was of no use to ask the
surgeons; for they only desired me to keep myself
quiet, and to give myself no anxiety.
In a few days the housekeeper came to see me, and
though she resolved to be extremely cautious, she
could not resist the temptation of being the first
to tell me all.
'I was scarcely in my senses with the fright,' said
she, ' but flew, as you desired me, to awaken the
servants. And men and women were all up in a minute,
some flying one way, and some another, till my lord
brought them all to order by his commanding voice.
He sent one to alarm the neighbours; one for the
fire-engines; and one over the way to the colonel's,
to ask for shelter for the family; and, placing my
lady in a chair by the parlour-door, he ran up
stairs again in distraction, thinking his sons were
lost. The smoke was so thick he did not see you, but
he heard your fall, and received his children from
your arms, though you knew nothing of it. Two of the
men were at his back, and he made them lift you, and
carry you over with the rest; for my lady was by
this time carried over likewise, and all the
children. In the midst of this bustle some one
called out for James; but no one had seen him. I
went to his door, but it was locked. At last he
answered. " Don't you know that the house is on
fire?" cried I. He first swore, and then blessed
himself, but out he came sure enough, and who came
with him, do you think, but Sally, the saucy minx,
crying and screaming, that she was ruined ! she was
ruined !
'"Ruined!" cried I, "who cares for your being
ruined? but what will you say to setting my lord's
house on fire, and burning all the family in their
beds !" No more time was there for speaking; the
staircase was all in a blaze; the flames came with
such speed that little could be saved, even out of
my lord's room, except papers, and such like. We
were all obliged to fly with what we had on, and all
were safe except poor Mrs Dickens.'
'And did she perish !' cried I, in great agony. ' O
yes, poor soul,' returned the housekeeper, ' she did
indeed perish! Never was there anything so horrid,
or so shocking ! God in His mercy preserve us all
from such a dreadful end !'
Here poor Mrs Nelson perceiving how much I was
agitated, and recollecting that she had been warned
against telling me the woful tale, stopped short to
comfort me, and entreated that I would deny having
heard anything of the matter from her.
'O no,' said I, 'I Mrs Nelson; let us never allow
ourselves to depart from truth; it is the beginning
ot all iniquity. But 0 that unhappy woman! hurried
into eternity with all her sins upon her head !
without a moment, a single moment, to pray for mercy
on her soul. And yet, perhaps, she might, perhaps—
'No, no,' cried Mrs Nelson, ' she was in no state to
pray; for she was in a state of intoxication,
utterly deprived of her senses. Sally has confessed
all. You never heard such plans of wickedness.
Sally, it seems, had been her emissary and
confidant, when they lived together at Sir William
Blendon's. And it was with a view to get her to be
under her that she fell out with Peggy, and got her
turned out, and got all the management of the
nursery to herself. They then went on at full
career, no one to control them, going out, one or
other of them, night after night, to the feasts and
junkettings which in this wicked town go on among
servants all the winter. And for the men-servants,
there may, to be sure, be some excuse, for you know,
poor fellows, they never get leave to go to bed till
morning, and it cannot be expected that they should
sit and mope alone; but then, when they carouse
together, they entice the maids to meet them, by
giving them balls, and treats, and such like, of
which no good can come; nor, to be sure, would any
woman, who regards her character, go to be seen at
such places, though they were to be made, as Sally
was, queen of the ball. For it seems she was greatly
taken out, and had more lovers than any of them
among the footmen. Mrs Dickens did not go to meet
lovers, but to get drink; and when she stayed at
home, Sally brought her enough to please her; but
she never ventured on a great dose till near
bed-time, when she was pretty sure of being safe.
One night, indeed, my lady came up to the nursery,
when she was conscious of being in no condition to
speak to her, and what do you think the wicked woman
did ? It makes one's hair stand on end to think of
it; why she fell down on her knees, and pretended to
be saying her prayers! and as my lady would not
disturb her devotions by speaking, she thought she
had a fine escape. O poor woman ! little did she
think how soon she should be called to answer for
this hypocrisy, without a moment's time to pray for
mercy on her soul!
'It seems that on the night of the fire, Sally,
having an assignation with James, pressed her to
take even more than her usual quantity; and as she
was very far gone, she was obliged to help her in
taking off her clothes, and in getting into bed,
that bed from which she was no more to rise ! Sally,
after having watched till all was quiet, put out her
candle, as she thought; but she confessed she only
turned it down, for she never would use an
extinguisher, and as the candlesticks have wide
sockets, a long piece of small candle can scarcely
be put down in them without the chance of turning
over; but she did not wait to see whether it did or
no; nor is she certain whether she might not have
let a spark fall into the linen-press, where she had
just been with the candle ; for she says she never
had any fear of fire in all her life, and whenever
she went into a press, always thrust the candle
before her, without dread or care.'
'It was,' I said, ' from the linen-press that the
flames issued, when I entered the room.'
'That might be,' said Mrs Nelson; 'but the chair
with the candle was just beside it, so there is no
saying which took fire first.'
'And was there no attempt made to save Mrs Dickens?'
cried I; ' did she never wake?'
'Yes, yes,' said Mrs Nelson, ' she awoke, and got to
the windows; the people in the street saw her, and
heard her screams; for she screamed most terribly!
and they got a ladder, and put it up, and thought to
have brought her down on it, but before any one
could make the top, the floor fell in, and she
disappeared.'
Here Mrs Mason was obliged to pause, so much was she
agitated with the recollection of this dreaded
scene. When she had a little recovered, she
proceeded, as will be found in the next chapter.