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“I SHALL never forget,”
says one to whom Mr.Burns was more than any other man,” “the first time
I saw him. It was at Lawers, on Sabbath the 16th of August, 1840. The
whole country was ringing with the wonderful movement in Kilsyth, Perth,
and Dundee, with which his name was associated. It was rumoured too that
a short time before a person had died in connection with one of his
services. A great multitude assembled, not only with the ordinary
feelings of curiosity, but with feelings of wonder and solemnity
deepening almost into fear. I can remember the misty day, and the eager
crowds that flocked from all directions across hill and lake. The
service was of course in the open air, and when the preacher appeared
many actually felt as if it were an angel of God. There was an
indescribable awe over the assembly. Mr. Burns’ look, voice, tone; the
opening psalm, the comment, the prayer, the chapter, the text (it was
the parable of the Great Supper in Luke xiv.), the lines of thought,
even the minutest; the preacher’s incandescent earnestness; the stifled
sobs of the hearers on this side, the faces lit up with joy on that; the
death-like silence of the crowd, as they reluctantly dispersed in the
gold-red evening—the whole scene is ineffaceably daguerreotyped on my
memory. It was the birthplace of many for eternity. Last year (1868),
when a deputation from the General Assembly visited the presbytery of
Breadalbane, in connection with the state of religion, a venerable
minister stated that such of the subjects of that gracious work as still
survive adorn the doctrines of God our Saviour in all things. Most of
the congregations in the district received the divine shower.”
Mr. Burns’ labours in Breadalbane, or the romantic district that lies
along the margin of Loch Tay, took place between the periods of his
first and of his second visit to Aberdeen described in the last chapter,
and constituted altogether one of the most interesting and
characteristic parts of his whole evangelistic course. Here he was
peculiarly at home. The solemn forms of the everlasting hills and the
great shadow of the supernatural which they seemed to cast even over the
spirit of the people were congenial to him. The Sabbath stillness too,
and the fresh and healthful upland air, contributed to restore tone and
vigour to a frame on which the fevered atmosphere of city life and city
work had begun sensibly to tell. Never probably at any period of his
life was he more happy in the best sense than during this interval of
quiet, thoughtfulness and restful labour—kneeling in lonely prayer in
some forest thicket by the river or mountain side, or standing up before
those arrested crowds that hung upon his words, silent and solemn as the
mountains around. Never, probably, were the sacred impressions produced
by his preaching more deep and spiritual than here, or the tendency to
an unhealthy and nervous excitement less. The following graphic words
from the writer already quoted were true of him at all times, but at
this time emphatically so: “Like the Baptist he came preaching
repentance, and with terrible earnestness warned the thousands that
flocked to hear him to flee from the coming wrath. Like the Baptist,
too, he was independent of home ties—lived, as it were, in the
wilderness, ‘ making himself grandly solitary for the work of Christ!’
His very eyes left their light with you after he had gone. . . . And yet
there was an Isaiah-like grandeur about his expositions of the gospel.
When his lips were touched with the live coal, it was indeed a feast of
fat things to hear him. And even when he was straitened, which he often
was, owing to the incessant demands upon him, there was always something
precious which stuck fast in the memory.”
To this interesting period of Mr. B.’s labours we propose to devote the
present chapter; but it will be proper before entering on it, to glance
briefly at the course of his movements during the three preceding
months.
For some weeks after he left Aberdeen, those seasons of “straitening,”
of which Mr. Macgregor speaks, had been more than usually frequent and
painful to him. The reaction of feeling and the physical exhaustion
naturally succeeding a time of high excitement, produced a languor alike
of mind and body, which even his vigilant self jealousy could not avoid
attributing, in part at least, to other than spiritual causes. Thus at
Dundee, May 3d, at the close of a Sabbath’s services, he writes, “I was
tired and had not much of the Lord’s comfortable presence in my work,
feeling that I needed rest for the body and a season of solemn
retirement to meet with the Lord in personal communion.” And again at
Stirling, May 6th, “I did not come here with an expectation of doing
much, on two grounds: 1st, That my bodily strength was much reduced; and
2d, my mind needed recreation to restore its elasticity and power.” Yet
even then, sometimes the bow drawn at a venture, albeit by an enfeebled
hand, would send an arrow of divine conviction home to some favoured
heart:—“I was going out,” says he, May 13th, “on Monday night among the
people, and dropping words here and there, I somehow looked up the stair
when the people were coming down, and the eye fixing on a young man, I
pointed to him and said aloud, ‘Will you come to Christ?’ On Tuesday
this young man came to me in great distress, and told me that he was a
smith belonging to Scone, who was living there when I was in Perth, and
often attended our meetings. He said he often wanted to be awakened, and
wondered how he was so little moved, when so many around him were. He
remained in his undecided state until these words were so remarkably
directed to him. They went like a knife to his heart, and seemed to
bring him to the foot of the cross!”—He struggled on in the endeavour to
fulfil engagements already made, till a decided attack of illness
compelled him to pause and “rest a while” under the hospitable roof of
Collessie manse, where his kind friends Mr.1 and Mrs. M'Farlane welcomed
and nursed him with an affectionate tenderness, which he never
afterwards forgot. In a week or two, however, he was at his work again,
preaching to large and deeply moved audiences in various places in
Fifeshire, and meeting with unexpected encouragement and support even
from some of those ministers who would have been thought least likely to
favour his line of things. Dr. Barclay of Kettle, the oldest minister of
the Church of Scotland, then in his ninety-first year, who had been
always ranked amongst the Moderate party, shook him warmly by the hand
as he came down from the pulpit, saying, “ I thank you most heartily,”
and urged him to return. Dr. Ferrie of Kilconquhar,2 reputed of similar
views, made him free alike of his house and of his church, entered with
the deepest interest into all the solemn scenes which attended his
preaching, and told him that “ while he was with him he was to act
exactly as if he were the minister of the parish.” In the neighbouring
parish of Anstruther, then under the pastoral charge of Dr. Ferrie’s
son, he had a like freedom of action, and a like open and effectual door
of access to the consciences and hearts of the people, all the ministers
of the place cordially uniting their congregations to form one deeply
solemnized audience, in the midst of which “ some of the most hardened
sinners of the town were seen turning pale as death and shedding tears”
under the preacher’s appeals. Here he was in the midst of interesting
scenes and reminiscences. “Mr. Ferrie’s manse,” he writes, “is the same
that the celebrated James Melville, minister of East Anstruther after
the Reformation, lived in, and I spent most of my time on Saturday as
also on Sabbath in his study, a little room over the stair which juts
out from the house on the outside. It is called 'The Watch Tower,’ and
is well suited to the name, as it has three small windows looking east,
west, and south, from which one can see almost all the town and the
whole frith.” And again, two days afterwards, July 1st, “I spent the day
chiefly alone, seeking personal holiness, the fundamental requisite in
order to a successful ministry. I was in Burleigh Castle for an hour on
the first floor, which is arched and entire, having climbed up by a
broken part of the wall. Before me I had to the right Queen Mary’s
Island in Lochleven, and to the left the Lomonds, where the Covenanters
hid themselves from their persecutors, and I stood amid the ruins of the
castle of one of their leaders. The scene was solemn and affecting, and
I trust the everlasting Emmanuel was with me. O that I had a martyr’s
heart, if not a martyr’s death and a martyr’s crown!”
After rapid visits to Strathmiglo, Milnathort, Cleish, Kinross, and
Dunfermline, he now proceeded westward by Stirling, Gargunnock, and
Kippen, to Kilsyth, and thence, after nearly a month of quiet pastoral
work, which was to him almost like repose, northward to those scenes I
amongst the “Sabbath hills,” where we have now to trace his footsteps.
Here his own journal is so full and interesting, and gives withal so
vivid a picture of the whole form and idea of his life, that I am
tempted to give the larger part of it almost entire. He had left Kilsyth
on the 12th August, and after spending two days of incessant labour in
Glasgow, proceeded northward via Lochlomond and Glen Falloch to Lawers,
where he commenced his labours on Sabbath the 16th, the day referred to
by Mr. Macgregor, and thence advanced gradually eastward to Fortingall,
Aberfeldy, Logierait, Moulin, Tenandry, Kirkmichael, as God in his
providence opened the way, welcomed everywhere by a solemnly expectant
and willing people. His first entry is at Inver-aman, at the head of
Lochlomond, and opens with a graphic incident characteristic of the
place and of the people:—
"Inverarnan, Friday, August 14/A—I travelled to Inverarnan, at the head
of Lochlomond, where I slept. Nothing particular occurred by the way,
except that I spoke to one or two of my fellow-travellers, wandering in
quest of pleasure, and was generally in such a dead frame of soul that I
had to remain below, and could not dare to open my mouth in the Lord’s
name. At Inverarnan I spent much of the afternoon in wandering about and
admiring the grandeur of the Lord’s works in this mouth of the Highlands
of Perthshire. I noticed two things among the people as affording an
index to the nature of the privileges they had enjoyed. Some seemed to
have full knowledge of a kind that is only to be got by hearing the most
spiritual and systematic of our Scottish preachers, and one woman I met
on the road who seemed to me a perfect specimen of a groaning hypocrite
(perhaps I am doing her injustice, the Lord pardon me if I am); as soon
as I began to speak to her, she wrung her hands and twisted her features
as if trying to manufacture the symptoms of repentance, &c. This agreed
well with what I know had been the Lord’s dealings with this part of the
country. They have had under some ministers the very best preaching, and
some of the people retain not only the mould of the doctrine taught
them, but the recollection of the deep and overpowering emotions which
it produced in the hand of the Spirit upon many minds at a former
period; particularly about twenty years ago, when Breadalbane, &c., was
signally blessed of the Lord, under the preaching of Mr. M‘Donald and
other godly ministers.— Evening, I had a meeting in the toll-house
adjoining the inn, with about twenty persons, chiefly men, who seemed
solemnized. The innkeeper was not very anxious for this meeting when I
spoke of it to him. He had much scriptural knowledge, and many of his
expressions put me in mind of Mr. M‘Donald’s phraseology, but his
attachment to his trade seemed stronger than his theology. His family I
was much interested in, and they upon the whole received me well, though
I did not spare the publicans’ trade even when Mrs. M‘Callum was
present. I this forenoon travelled by the Dunkeld coach from Inverarnan
to Lawers, up Glen Falloch, down Glen Dochart, and by Killin along the
side of Loch Tay, a splendid route for a great part of the way. I did
little on the way but sigh occasionally over the poor people whom we
passed, and to wish them an interest in Emmanuel. I also gave away one
or two little books to Highland boys in their kilt, who hung upon the
coach from, time to time. Dear boys, they looked surprised and pleased!
At Killin I breakfasted along with two young gentlemen on a fishing
excursion, who seemed to eye me suspiciously with my black clothes and
white neck-cloth, and took care to allow me to begin breakfast before
them, I thought, in order that I might not ask a blessing aloud. When
leaving them I said, ‘I am a fisher too.’ They looked grave, and one of
them said, ‘ Oh! a fisher of men, I suppose.’ ‘Yes,’ I said, ‘but like
other-fishers we have often to complain of a bad fishing season. They
smiled, and so we parted. I arrived at Lawers at one P.M., and found Mr.
Campbell a truly pious and very kind man. His partner equally
so.—Evening, I walked up the hill, and prayed for the outpouring of the
Holy Ghost. I had, however, to walk by faith and not by sense.
“Lawers, Sabbath, August 16th.—A congregation of, I suppose, fifteen
hundred assembled, though the day was unfavourable, at the tent by
twelve o’clock, to whom I preached, but with little assistance, speaking
comparatively, from Luke xxiv. 16, &c.; at the end I told them that I
had got no message for them from the Lord, but that I was not therefore
led to despair of yet getting a blessing among them, as I generally
found that when the Lord meant to pour out his Spirit, he first made
both preacher and people sensible that without him they could do
nothing. A godly man has since that time told me that he felt an unusual
fulness of heart that morning at family worship, and thought there would
be something unusual done.—Evening, We met in the church, which holds
five hundred sitters, and was crowded. I preached from the parable of
the barren fig-tree, and had much more assistance. A good many were in
tears, and one cried aloud as we were dismissing them.
“Lawers, Monday, August 17th.—We met for public worship at twelve
o’clock. The church was crowded, though the day was very stormy. I spoke
from the 51st and 32d Psalms, particularly upon confession of sin, and
the people seemed very solemnly impressed, some, perhaps many, being in
tears. When I had done Mr. Campbell came up and spoke a little very
solemnly in Gaelic, and the people became much more visibly moved. When
the blessing was pronounced a great many remained in their seats, and
some of them began to cry out vehemently that they were lost, &c. &c. We
in consequence continued praying and speaking to them until about five
o’clock, when we thought it good to let them remain alone, seeing that
we were to have public worship again at six o’clock; at half-past six
Mr. Campbell of Glen Lyon preached in Gaelic from Matthew xxv. 10, and
gave some account at the close of the wonderful work of the Lord at
Tarbat in Ross-shire. When I went into the church near the close, I
heard some persons groaning, and when we were separating one woman cried
out bitterly. We parted about half-pc>st eight, as we were to meet next
day at twelve again. A great day!
“Tuesday, August 18th.—We had a prayer-meeting at twelve, when the
church was three-fourths filled. Mr. M‘Kenzie began and was followed by
Mr. Campbell, both in Gaelic. This occupied nearly two hours, and when I
went to the pulpit I found it my duty to dismiss the people without
detaining them any longer, offering, however, to converse with any
individuals who might desire it. From one hundred and fifty to two
hundred waited about the door, and with these I engaged in prayer.
During the prayer the Spirit of God was mightily at work among us, so
that almost all wefe deeply moved, and one man cried aloud. Mr. M‘Kenzie
said that he almost never felt in the same way as at this time. After
prayer I addressed the people in a series of miscellaneous remarks
tending to bring them immediately to surrender to Jesus. Many I saw in
tears, and among these a number of fine stout young Highlanders. We then
prayed again, when the impression continued, and concluded by singing
Psalm xxxi.
“This day at a quarter to one conversed with the following anxious
inquirers:
“1. M. C., aged seventeen, C h, East Lawers, ‘Oh! I am deep, deep in
sin.’ She got her eyes opened on Sabbath night in the church. ‘ I saw
that I was utterly lost.’ ‘ I have not found Christ yet.’ ‘Who can lead
you to Christ?’ ‘The Holy Spirit.’ Deeply affected.
“2. C. G, above twenty, C e, West Lawers. Concerned three years ago,
particularly from a sermon of Mr. Campbell’s of Glen Lyon, on ‘How shall
we escape?’ &c. He said, that if they went away from the church
neglecting Christ, they would be trampling on his bosom, &c. It was this
that affected her. She has been more deeply affected during these days
past.
“3. C. R., aged twenty, C n, West Lawers. ‘I can get no rest nor peace,
my heart is seeking after something which I cannot get. This began when
I came into the church on Monday morning and heard you praying. I felt
as if my heart would come out. I have been seeking Christ, but I have
not got near to him yet.’ Deeply and tenderly affected.
“4. R. M., servant to Mr. Campbell, came with them from Benbecula (about
eighteen years); was awakened on Saturday night at worship in this room,
the first meeting that I had after arriving. ‘ I felt as if something
were gripping my heart in the inside, and could get no rest since that
time.’ Seems deeply and habitually concerned. This we see, as she lives
in the house.
“5. J. M‘L., C r, West Lawers (about twenty years). ‘A word of Mr.
Campbell’s of Glen Lyon, which he had at the sacrament (ten weeks ago),
always keepit wee me. He said that Rebekah’s brother asked her, ‘Will
you go with this man?’ and so he said we were to go with Christ. This
keepit wee me, and when Mr. Campbell came into the pulpit on Monday
night, I first thought, ‘ I have not yet gone with Christ,’ and when he
spoke of the door being shut, and we being out for ever, I saw that I
would be out, &c. I have got no rest since. (She cried out in agony that
night.) I often was concerned before, but it always went away when I
came out. If the Lord had not been merciful I would have been in the
place where his mercy is gone for ever long ago, to be sure,’ &c.
“6. B. M‘G., M h, four miles west (aged twenty-one years). Was a little
touched at the Glen Lyon sacrament (ten weeks ago), when Mr. Campbell’s
brother was preaching, especially by his saying, ‘ If you are missing
the Spirit it will be ill for you.’ I did not go on however at that time
until Sabbath, when I felt something at my heart, I did not know what,
and I got worse and worse every day. I heard my conscience crying I was
guilty in everything/ &c. &c. .
“7. C. C., aged fifteen, a cousin of M. C., stays at C h, East Lawers;
awakened on Monday forenoon; can make little out of her, she has so
little English.
“8. C. M‘G., aged fourteen, C h; awakened yesterday forenoon at Struan.
She has little English, and I had to question her, through Mr. Campbell,
in Gaelic; yet she understood enough to reach her heart, and told me in
Gaelic that I had said their hearts were as hard as steel, and how when
a sheep was lost they would all go out one this way, and one that way,
and the shepherd would go to the hill till they found it, and then they
would be satisfied, &c. &c.
“In the evening I preached at six o’clock to a crowded and most solemn
audience from Isaiah xlv. 22, and enjoyed some degree of assistance, I
think. We concluded about nine o’clock, but just as the people were
going away ‘a woman that is a sinner’ cried out vehemently, and we had
to stay and pray again. Many of the people were in tears, and among
these some stout hardy men. Praise to the Lord! It is sweet to see how
the people show their kindness when their hearts are opened to Jesus.
During these few days there have been four fat lambs sent as presents,
some to Mr. Campbell and some to me, with many other articles, such as
butter, &c.
“Breadalbane, Fortingall, Friday August 21st. — In the Lord’s wonderful
providence, the minister of this dead parish consented to my preaching
there this day at twelve noon, and accordingly we went; this morning I
felt such an entire vacancy of mind and heart, that it seemed impossible
that I could preach. However in secret prayer before leaving the manse I
had hopes of a good day. The people were met at the tent, but the wind
being high we adjourned to the church. I spoke with assistance at the
outset from Psalm lxxii. 16-18, and had considerable enlargement in
prayer. The subject was conversion; text, Matthew xviii. 3, and in
discoursing upon this I experienced more assistance in attempting to
speak home to the very marrow of men’s souls than at almost any other
time (a few occasions excepted). Two wicked men could not stand it, as
we supposed, and retired from their seats. Many others, and among these
the stoutest men, were in tears. At the conclusion, when I had
pronounced the blessing, I sat down in the pulpit in secret prayer as
usual, but to my amazement I heard nobody moving; and waiting a full
minute I rose and saw them all standing or sitting, with their eyes in
many cases filled with tears, and all fixed on the pulpit. It was indeed
a solemn moment, the most solemn Mr. M‘Kenzie and Mr. Campbell said they
had ever seen. I asked them what they were waiting for, and whether they
were waiting for Christ. I prayed again, when there was the utmost
solemnity, and then spoke a little from a Psalm which we sung, and then
parted at four P.M. The people retired slowly and most of them in tears.
We dined at the manse, when all were very serious, and came away
immediately in order to hold a meeting in this parish at six o’clock. As
we came along the road we overtook some men and women in deep distress,
as their tears and sober countenances indicated, and their iron grasp
when we shook hands with them. Many also came to their doors and
recognized us with evident concern. At six we had a meeting for an hour
and half in a house at the east end of this parish, when about a hundred
were present. Praise to the Lamb!
“In the evening I walked up the side of Ben Lawers, until I could
command a view from the head of Glen Dochart to Dunkeld, having Loch Tay
in the centre from Kenmore to Killin. It was a beautiful evening, and
the scene was magnificent. However, all my thoughts of external scenery
were well-nigh absorbed in the thought of the wonderful works of Jehovah
which I had witnessed during the week that was closing among the poor
inhabitants of this splendid theatre of the Lord’s creation. I could
have supposed that I had been in Breadalbane for a month instead of a
week; the events that had passed before me were so remarkable and so
rapid in succession. It has been indeed a resurrection of the dead,
sudden and momentous as the resurrection of the last day—nay, far more
momentous than it to the individuals concerned. 'After coming home I was
alone, and felt much my need of a broken and grateful heart. Mr.
Campbell was telling me of some very noted sinners among his people whom
he had met with, and who seemed to be genuine penitents.
“Breadalbane, Ardeonaig, Sabbath, August 23d.—This morning I crossed the
loch at a quarter past eleven, along with hundreds of the people, to
preach at the missionary station of Ardeonaig, under the charge of a
most primitive Christian minister, Mr. M‘Kenzie, a nephew of Lachlan
M‘Kenzie, late minister of Loch Carron, a very remarkable and eminently
honoured minister of Jesus. The tent was placed on the hill-side behind
the manse, very nearly on the spot where it stood in the days of the
former revival under Mr. M‘Donald of Urquhart, and the minister who then
was placed here, the eminently godly Mr. Findlater, whose memory is
sweet in this neighbourhood. There was an immense assembly, collected
from a circuit of from twelve to twenty miles, which could not amount to
less than 3000. Mr. M‘Kenzie began in Gaelic at eleven. I succeeded him
in English at one, preaching from Ezekiel xxxiii. 11. I felt a great
uplifting of the heart in pride before God, and though I was enabled so
far to get over this as to be able to speak boldly and strongly upon the
‘evil ways’ of men from which they are called to turn, yet I could make
nothing of the display of Jehovah’s love which is made in the words, ‘As
I live, I have no pleasure,’ &c.; and though I stopped and prayed with
the people for assistance, yet I had to conclude abruptly, having
nothing to say but what would profane and degrade in the eyes of the
hearers these marvellous words. I came into the house at four o’clock,
much cast down on account of the reigning vanity and pride, and
self-seeking of my desperately wicked heart, and was driven to my knees,
when I found the Lord very gracious, and had a sweet anticipation given
me of the Lord’s presence in the evening, when we were to meet in the
church. Accordingly we met at six o’clock. I did not discourse on any
set subject, but was led to speak upon the Psalm which we were to sing
(Psalm cii. 11-14), and in this I felt so much enlarged, that both
people and preacher were tenderly moved with a view of Emmanuel’s love.
After we had prayed 1 made a few additional remarks of a miscellaneous
kind, which seemed also to come home to the heart. When we were
separating, some individuals began to cry aloud. I tried to quiet them,
as I am always afraid that they are in danger of drawing the attention
of many who are less affected away from considering the state of their
own souls. However, they could not be composed, and when I went up to
the gallery, where the most of them were, I found to my joy that they
were persons from Fortingall, who had I suppose been impressed on
Friday. We took them along with a number of other persons in the same
state into the manse, and after prayer sent them away, though not in the
best state for going to so great a distance. Praise! I saw a number of
men in the church much affected, but they did not come so prominently
forward, being better able to restrain their feelings.
“Monday, August —During the greater part of the day my soul was in a
light and easy frame, for which I was rebuked in speaking with Mr.
M‘Kenzie; and from this time till the hour of meeting I was under a
humbling sense of pride and impious profanity of heart in the work of
God, insomuch that it seemed to me almost beyond hope that I should be
supported of the Lord in his public service. I could fix on no passage
to speak from, but was led to study with a personal reference Ezekiel
xxxvi. 25-27. After I had sung and prayed in the church, I was thinking
of speaking on this passage, but not having very clear direction to it,
I thought it better to sing again that I might have further opportunity
to cry to the Lord for guidance. I opened the psalm-book and my eye
rested on Psalm lxix. 29. The suitableness of the words to my own
spiritual state attracted me, and I began to make a few remarks in
consequence upon them. I soon however got so much divine light and
assistance in commenting on them, that I spoke from them I suppose for
an hour, much affected in my own soul, and to an audience in general
similarly moved. Mr. M‘Kenzie seemed much affected, and said when we
came into the manse that I had not had such an hour in Breadalbane
before. Oh! how wonderful are the Lord’s dealings! how fitted to humble
the pride of all flesh, and teach us a childlike and entire dependence
on him for all blessings! We were hardly in the manse until a, number of
men and women came in after us, in deep distress of soul, with whom we
had to pray again. . . .
“Lawers, Tuesday, August 28th.—We had a meeting here at one o’clock, of
thanksgiving to Jehovah for his glorious work in the souls of the people
here during the past days. It was conducted chiefly in Gaelic by Mr.
Campbell and Mr. M‘Kenzie. I spoke a few words at the end, from Psalm
cxlix. 1-4. The people seemed in a very solemn frame. As we came from
the ferry-boat, we looked into the old church on the lochside, now used
as a barn, and joined in giving the Lord praise for the marvellous
displays of his saving grace made in it to many who are now in heaven
!—Evening, we had a public meeting at six. The evening was fine, and the
audience could not be much under 700, I think. Many had come a distance
of 8 miles. I was, as yesterday, brought under a deep sense of my
inability to say anything to the Lord’s glory previous to our
assembling, but I was aided in my extremity in no less a degree. I read
Mark ix. 41-50, and preached from Luke xvi. 16. I believe I never spoke
more faithfully in the pulpit than at this time from these three
particulars :—He that presses into the kingdom of God, 1. The Devil. 2.
The world. 3. The old man, &c. &c. There was very little visible emotion
among the people, but the most affecting solemnity and most rivetted
attention. It was as if the veil that hides eternity had become
transparent, and its momentous realities were seen appearing to the
awe-struck eyes of sinners. We parted at a quarter-past nine, after
pressing on the people to retire directly home to the throne of grace. I
am told to-day (Wednesday) by Mr. Campbell, that for a quarter of a mile
from the church every covered retreat was occupied by awakened souls
pouring out the heart to God. He seems to think, from all that he saw
and has heard to-day, that last night was the most solemn season that we
have had at this time. Praise, praise ! O humble me, good Shepherd, and
be thou exalted over all! Amen.
“Lawers, Friday, August 28th.—We rode home by Fortin-gall, passing down
to the foot of Glen Lyon, through some of the most sublime scenery that
I ever witnessed. ... I felt awfully the power of corruption in my heart
by the way, and when we were within a mile of the foot of the glen I
went out and getting down among the rocks by the river side, where the
voice was lost in the noise of the gushing flood, I I was enabled to cry
aloud for help to the Lord. The Lord heard me I think, though, alas! I
neither then, nor almost at Iany time, can get so near to him as I did
in former times; I come rather as a minister than as a sinner. Lord,
help me! At Fortingall I met G G , formerly in the 79th Highland
regiment, in which he served at eight storms and twelve general
engagements, and yet escaped with a single wound.
He is known in the country as an awful drunkard and a discontented
radical, and yet, to the astonishment of many, he was so much affected
when I was at Fortingall, that he has been with us at all our meetings
since. He said, ‘There is an impression on my soul, and I am determined
to follow it out.’
I could not see that he had got a full view of his sins, but it was
sweet to see him even inquiring. ... I could not believe, when on the
way home, that it was possible for me to address in the evening a public
meeting at Kiltire, four miles west from Lawers, but when going to the
place of meeting I felt that humiliation under God’s gracious hand which
filled me with hope. The house was crowded, and many were outside at the
windows. There must have been 250 in all. I spoke from John x. 27, and
had my closed lips again opened, to my own astonishment. The people were
deeply solemnized and tenderly moved. It was our last meeting, and I
know that many would have wished to shake hands at parting; yet I was
rejoiced to see that they seemed so solemnly engaged about the truth,
that few sought after this and went rapidly off in solemn silence.
Indeed, I think I never had so pleasing a separation from any people.
Glory to the Lord! In walking home I overtook a few of the people. They
said nothing, but walked in thoughtful silence, and in some cases wept.
... In looking back upon this work from the beginning till now, it
appears to me more clearly the fruit of the sovereign operations of
God’s Spirit than almost any other that I have seen. We have never
needed to have any of those after-meetings which I have found so
necessary and useful in other places, the people were so deeply moved
under the ordinary services. I never saw so many of the old affected as
in this case. The number of those affected are greater in proportion to
the population than I have ever seen, and there has been far less
appearance of mere animal excitement than in most of the cases that I
have been acquainted with. Perhaps most of these advantages are to be
traced to the excellent ministry under which they have been, and to
their universal acquaintance with conversion as a necessary change, and
one that some of their fathers underwent.
“Lawers, &>c., Saturday, August 29th.—I left my dear and kind friends at
half-past twelve by the coach, after visiting a young man on his
sick-bed, a son of the Baptist minister. Many of the people recognized
me as we went along. Mrs. M‘N or Mary M‘G , who was on the road, burst
into tears and threw herself down upon the dyke. We had a delightful
drive. At Kenmore a gentleman in clerical dress, who had been on the
front of the coach, addressed me and said, ‘You have very affectionate
hearers; I am glad to see it. I am a minister of the Church of England,
and have under my care fifteen thousand souls in the heart of London/
&c. Another English gentleman who was standing at the inn said to me,
‘That is one of the excellent of the earth, his name is Mr. W . He was a
missionary, but had to come home from bad health, and is now travelling
from the same cause/ He had a livery servant with him. He left us at
Aberfeldy, and I went down and spoke to him while the horses were
changing. He seemed a sweet humble Christian man. ‘Oh!’ he said, ‘that
is a heavenly scene, if we had only a heaven within; at least I want
that/ &c. We parted with Christian salutations. The Lord’s people are
indeed one in him, though separated in the world.
“Moulin, Tuesday September %th.—This morning I rode with Mr. C. to
Straloch, in this parish, through Glen Brirachan, ! and then preached to
about five hundred in the open air at twelve o’clock. I was under a
heavy load of conscience all the way to the place of meeting. I got a
little relief during the time that Mr. Drummond of Kirkmichael, who had
come to meet us, prayed in an adjoining house before I began; but still
I was in such bondage of spirit that I could hardly speak to the people,
feeling as if they were seeing the infidelity and . hypocrisy of my
heart from my countenance, and so being j unable to look them directly
in the face. My text was Isaiah j xxxii. 2, first clause, in which I
considered, 1st. Why we needed a covert, &c. 2d. What was meant by the
wind and tempest. 3d. Who the ‘man’ spoken of is. 4th. How he f becomes
a hiding-place. After some introductory remarks on j the text I prayed,
and then got considerable liberty in speaking of the evil of sin, and
its deserving the wind and tempest of divine wrath. However, when I
proceeded to the second head, this assistance was withdrawn, and I was
so dark and dead that I had to draw quickly to a close. I prayed, and
gave out a concluding psalm, during which Mr. Campbell came and pressed
me to say a few words more, as there were people there who in all
likelihood would not be got at again. This affected me, yet I could get
no greater liberty to speak, and told him that I could not speak at that
time for the whole world. I intimated when I had pronounced the
blessing, that I desired to speak further to them, and that I was
persuaded there must be some cause, either in me or in some of them, for
the withdrawal of the Spirit of God; but that though I had no message
for them at that time, I would rejoice to remain with any who were
really desiring a blessing to their souls, and join in crying to the
Lord for his help. No one went away. We joined in prayer, the people
with far greater solemnity, and I with some degree of liberty; and after
I had ended I felt so carried above the power of my enemies, that I
began at once upon the topics I had left; and throwing down the gauntlet
to the enemies of Jesus, I spoke for a long time with such assistance
that I felt as if I could have shaken the globe to pieces through the
views I got of the glory of the divine person of Christ, and of his
atoning sacrifice to rescue sinners from eternal death. The people were
bent down beneath the word like corn under the breeze, and many a stout
sinner wept bitterly. We separated about four o’clock, and I felt myself
called, in consequence of what I had seen and felt, to agree to Mr.
Drummond’s request that I should go to Kirkmichael on Sabbath week
instead of to Grandtully as I had intended. Glory to the Lord! We had
some of the gentry there in tears.
“Wednesday, September 8th.—I rode up in the forenoon to B., the property
of Mr. S. of S., Perth, where he and his family at present are; with the
view of preaching at Tenandry church, near which they are. The scene is
the most sublime that I have almost ever seen, including the pass of
Killiecrankie, &c. &c.; but I have no time, even had I the power, to
describe the grandeur of the Lord’s works in nature. I felt the
temptation to be unfaithful to the ‘rich man’ with whom I was called to
live, and through this compliance unfaithful also to the poorer classes
around. If we are unfaithful to the rich and great all our faithfulness
to others must be more or less hypocritical. This I felt, and being made
to cry to the Lord for help, I got so completely over it that when
preaching in the evening at Tenandry, with the S.’s, Mrs. H. of S., the
builder of the church,1 &c., present, I spoke boldly and openly of many
things that the rich alone could understand, and which they would find
it hard to bear unless they would unreservedly submit to Christ and his
cross. We met at five o’clock; I spoke* from Hebrews iv. 7. At first I
had assistance enough to expound, but not enough to reach the conscience
with keen exhortation and reproof. However, after praying, I got this
for a considerable time, and the people were so much affected that all
were rivetted in their looks and some were weeping audibly. The plan
followed was this:—I considered the meaning of, 1st. Hearing God’s
voice. 2d. Hardening the heart. 3d. The arguments against this sin. (a)
Our losing the promised rest; (ff) Our having been long called
already—‘after so long a time;’ (c) Our being called ‘to-day.’ After I
had prayed I sought to improve these truths by selecting a few passages
of God’s word, such as Ye must be born again,’ &c.; ‘Come now and let us
reason together;’ and pressed the people by the arguments of the text to
hear and obey these immediately as the voice of God. It was this part
that seemed to come chiefly hoine. We had an after-meeting with the
anxious, who seemed to be numerous.
“Saturday, September
12th.—At six P.M. I left Moulin manse, and had a very solemn and
affecting parting from this dear family. The servants I conversed with
individually during the day, and all, but particularly three of them,
were very deeply affected, as they had previously been in church at
several of the meetings. Leaving Moulin by Mr. C.’s gig, I drove down
the strath to Logierait, where I was kindly received by Mr. Buchanan
(another Moderate minister) and his sister. I spent the evening for the
most part alone, and in conversation with Mr. B., who is a man of
superior talents and attainments in knowledge, and seems to have a good
disposition towards those remarkable outpourings of the Holy Spirit in
Scotland against which so many are arrayed in open enmity.
“Logierait, Sabbath, September 15th.—The morning was fine, and an
immense congregation assembled at twelve o’clock in the churchyard, with
whom I continued uninterruptedly until five P.M., singing, praying, and
preaching the word of life. The subject was 2 Corinthians v. 19-vi. 2.
The people were very solemnly affected, indeed more visibly so than on
any previous Sabbath that I have been in the Highlands; at one time many
were crying aloud in agony, and tears were flowing plentifully
throughout the audience. One of the addresses that seemed most signally
blessed originated in a somewhat remarkable way. As I was about to
engage in prayer at the middle of the service, I noticed two young
gentlemen looking down upon the audience from a little eminence a few
hundred yards distant from us; and feeling a strong desire to say
something that might arrest them in their carelessness at so awfully
solemn a time, I called on the people of God to join me in praying for
them, hearers hung upon the preacher’s words until the sun had set and
the full moon had arisen. It was a memorable night in the history of
many.”—Notes of Addresses by the Rev. William C. Burns, edited by M. F.
Barbour, page 28, where a sketch of the sermon will be found. and spoke
so loud that they could easily hear me. When I was doing this a third
young man ascended to my view, and joined his companions. The three put
me in mind of the three young men who were so remarkably converted at
the Kirk of Shotts, when going to Edinburgh to be present at some scenes
of public amusement. I told this anecdote, enlarging upon many things
which it suggested with much liberty, and the impression seemed to be
deeply affecting. The young men in my view, as soon as they heard me
speaking of them, and had the eyes of the congregation turned upon them,
withdrew from their position and came near, concealing themselves behind
the church, where they no doubt heard what was said. The rich people,
with very few exceptions, remained to the end; and some of them I
thought seemed solemnly affected, at least for the time. Some of the
most pointed appeals were addressed specially to them. Mr. B. seemed
satisfied, and gave me encouragement to come to him again. Both he and
Mr. C. of Moulin expressed themselves as agreeably disappointed, having
expected to hear something very exciting, and not solid and sober.
“Monday, September 16fh.—This day I spent chiefly alone, in
letter-writing, &c., having no meeting in the evening. Oh! how sweet and
profitable to my soul I find a day on which I have no public duty !
Would that I had more such, if it were the Lord’s holy will! In ordinary
cases they would be absolutely indispensable, but when the Lord moves in
so mighty and sovereign a manner as he is doing now, the mountains
become a plain.
“Tuesday,September 17th— Mr. B. left to-day to be absent from home for a
fortnight, and parted with me, expressing regret that we could not meet
again in public, and pressing me kindly to make all the use I could of
his house, &c., in his absence. This I did. We joined solemnly in prayer
before parting. The Lord bless him !—Evening: I went down three and a
half miles coward Dunkeld and preached at Dowally. The subject I forget.
The season was pleasant but in no respect remarkable. I went home again
to Logierait at night.
“Wednesday, September 18th.—Being tired last night, and having told the
servant that she need not awaken me in the morning, I slept until past
ten' A.M., and got up, fearing to be too late for the Lochlomond coach,
which passed up to Grandtully on the other side of the Tay at eleven
o’clock, and trembling at the thought of being hurried so quickly
through my secret duties. I got hastily ready, and without taking any
breakfast got my luggage ready and set off. On reaching the ferry-boat I
learned to my grief that the coach had passed fully a quarter before the
usual time, and was already out of sight, and that thus I was left to
walk a distance of six miles. I went on with my bag in my hand, thinking
that the Lord might have some design of a gracious kind concealed under
this frowning occurrence; and when I had gone about one and a half
miles, and was passing through the little village of Balnaguard I
discovered one which fully explained his mysterious intention. For after
I had passed a great number of people engaged under the burning sun in
cutting down and also in gathering in the plenteous fruits of the earth,
two men in the prime of life came running to meet me, evidently under
concern about their state, and pointing to a school-house beside us, the
shutters of which were shut in consequence of it being the harvest
season, pressed me to meet the people there though it were but for half
an hour. I went in, and in the course of not more than seven minutes the
room was crowded to the door by people of all ages, from the child of
seven to the grandfather of seventy. We prayed; I read the 70th Psalm in
the metrical version, and made a few remarks on the last eight lines; we
then prayed again, and I came away leaving these dear people in as
solemn a frame, to all appearance, as I have ever witnessed any
audience. There could not be fewer than one hundred and twenty present,
and among these I hardly saw one that was not shedding tears. The
wonderful providence by which we had been brought together affected us
much, and I was so much struck with the dealing of God in this and in
the state of the people, that I intimated another prayer-meeting among
them for Friday forenoon, when I expected to pass them on my way to
visit Dowally a second time. During the time of our meeting
I noticed a farmer of the name of M‘G. of H of Grandtully, come in and
stand listening with the most rivetted attention to what was said. He
was a rough-looking man, and one whom I noticed in this character the
first night that I was at Grandtully, saying to myself, ‘How wonderful
it would be to see that man brought under conviction of sin/ From his
appearance at Logierait on Sabbath, and now at this meeting, I
entertained a hope that this might be the case. When I came out and met
him, my hope was agreeably confirmed. Having to go from home on
business, and being anxious to be at our meeting at Grandtully in the
evening, he had set out very early and was now returning in the utmost
haste. When he heard that I was at Balnaguard he sent home his horse
that he might be present and accompany me home. We accordingly had a
good deal of solemn converse on the way. He seemed under deep concern,
and pressed me to go in, though my time was nearly gone, and pray with
them. I did so, and hardly had I entered when the room was filled with
old and young, collected from the harvest-field. Without saying a word
we joined in prayer, and so remarkably was the presence of God granted
that all were in tears, and some cried aloud. After prayer I left this
scene, which was certainly one that displayed the finger of God as much
as any one in which I ever was, and walked home in company with R. D., a
stepson of M‘G’s., and the boy who cried out in the church at Grandtully
on the first night that I was there. He seems to continue under deep
concern, and has got some comfort since that time. He went, dear boy,
with me to carry my bag. When we had got to a considerable distance, a
number of those who had been affected in the house came running across
the fields to meet us again, weeping bitterly; but I did not encourage
this, and sent them to secret prayer. I arrived at Grandtully by five
o’clock, and hardly conscious of fatigue. ‘The Lord will give strength
to his people.’ ‘As thy days, so shall thy strength be!’”
Here we must reluctantly break off this remarkable and deeply
interesting itinerarium. Remarkable and interesting I cannot doubt that
it will be regarded by every Christian mind, however differently men may
judge in regard to some of the points which it naturally raises for
consideration. It brings, indeed, into the strongest relief at once that
in him which in the view of all was most admirable, and that which was
most peculiar, and in the view of some open to question. In particular
the predominantly, sometimes almost exclusively subjective character of
his ministry stands out in the broadest light. He spoke, apparently
could speak, only what he felt, and that only while he felt it, and so
far as he felt it. He must utter the very present experience and
conviction of his soul, or be silent altogether. Out of the abundance of
the heart alone could his mouth speak. The declaration of a mere
intellectual belief, or remembered conviction of the past, seemed to him
a mockery and almost a falsehood. His preaching was thus in the
strictest sense a cardiphonia —the voice of an instrument that could
sound only as the breath of the eternal Spirit of God swept over it.
Truths merely known, believed, arranged in logical sequence in the mind
or in written discourse, was to him no message from God to human souls;
but only truth “quick and powerful,” and glowing in living fire within
the heart.
Most significant in this point of view are such expressions as these in
one of the above extracts: “I could not speak at that time for the whole
world.” He said afterwards of the same occasion to a friend, “that the
adversary of souls had been at his right hand the whole time; and that
each statement which he sought to make from the Word of God seemed to be
contradicted by a voice within as soon as made.” At another time he felt
as if the people might see through his very eyes the hypocrisy and
falsehood of his heart, while he uttered mechanically the sound of
words, the life and power of which he did not feel. I S offer no opinion
now in regard to the profound question here involved: whether the
principle on which he acted was in itself just; or whether, if just for
him, the course of action to which it led were a fit precedent and
example for other men. The question is not even properly raised in this
form, for his whole ministry during those remarkable years was so
plainly exceptional that no warrantable; inference can be drawn from his
case to that of others. His function and vocation was rather that of the
old prophets uttering from time to time the message and the ‘burden ’
given to them under the immediate impulse of the Spirit who gave it,
than that of the priests whose lips ought at all times to keep
knowledge, and to impart its sacred lessons to others even when for the
time they enjoy not the full sweetness of it themselves. Even those who
may think that the principle on which he acted was carried out by him to
too extreme a point will scarcely deny the general truth, that however
it may be with the other functions of the pastoral office—as of
instruction, admonition, counsel, persuasion, consolation—for the
special work of awakening souls an awakened and immediate sense of
eternal realities is of all things most essential.
It may be possible enough to explain a doctrine or enforce a duty
without anything more than a general and habitual conviction of the
truth involved, yet surely if we would make others weep we must weep
ourselves. At least if in this matter he erred, he erred on a safer side
than that of those who would divorce altogether the message of the .
preacher from the experience of the man, and who can discourse of the
deepest and most sacred exercises of the soul with an equally free and
fluent speech, with a cold and with a burning heart. Better a single
word spoken in the spirit, than a thousand words of mere sounding
breath; better to utter in a few broken sentences a real message from
God, than to speak with the tongue of men and of angels a heartless,
soulless message of our own.
After all it can scarcely be doubted that the extreme fluctuation of
feeling and of consequent freedom of utterance manifested in these
journals was in great measure owing to that exhaustion of the vital
powers, and that lack of opportunity for studious meditation which the
incessant labours of this period entailed; and that in more favourable
circumstances his spiritual experiences might have been more equable,
and his power in the pulpit more constant. It would appear from
expressions which occur here and there in the journals that this was
occasionally at least his own impression, and there is much in their
general tenor which goes strongly to confirm that view. It is observable
how often his times of deepest depression immediately succeeded his
times of highest elevation, as though the one were at least in large
measure the reaction of the other. The temporary quiescence of the
feelings, equally with the corresponding languor of the bodily frame,
was but the inevitable and even salutary result of the sudden unbending
of the bow which had been too long and too tightly bent; and it was his
trial rather than his error that he could, during these three remarkable
years, so seldom obtain that needful restorative repose. It was in
circumstances such as his that the gracious Master, who knoweth our
frame and remembereth that we are dust, said to his disciples, when they
were worn out with the greatness of their labours and with those
manifold distractions which left them no leisure even to eat, “ Come ye
yourselves apart into a desert place and rest awhile.” There was no such
interval of retreat permitted to him now; but the enjoyment of that
precious boon was reserved for another and not distant day.
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