Fort Augustus - At the
Monastery Door - The Bearded Monk - In the Catacomb Chapel - I Meet the
Father Abbot - Dinner with the Monks - The Corridor of Silence - Poverty,
Chastity, Obedience - A Talk with Father Cyril - The Peace of the Cloister
- I Sleep in a Monk's Cell - The Man from Cambridge - In the Sacristy with
the Father Prior - On the Monastery Tower.
WITH an early start next
morning I had hoped to cross the Corrieyairack Pass and be down at the
hamlet of Laggan Bridge in Badenoch by nightfall. But by a pleasant series
of events, I became the guest at the monastery in Fort Augustus, and I
remained there for several days, living in a monk's cell above the
Cloister.
It was one of the most
fortunate things in all my journey ; and it came about thus. Under the
control of the Father Abbot there is a College with several lay masters.
As I entered the village, I remembered I had met one of them in the South,
and I thought how greatly I would like to renew our acquaintance. Douglas
was his name ; he was a young man, with a fine gift of quiet and
entertaining talk ; and he was both a Marian and a Janeite. But his
admiration for Jane Austen was a mere whimsey compared with his enthusiasm
for Mary Queen of Scots, and when he spoke of John Knox his eye scattered
battles. We had talked far into the night about Mary, and I decided to
remind him of our meeting in the South, and to ask if he could get me
permission to see something of the monastery.
As I have already said, I
was brought up from my earliest days as a Protestant: a rampant
Protestant. In my youth I had a vague idea that the Jesuits were a secret
society with a Black Pope at their head, that they worked in strange
channels, and gained their ends by machinations not unlike those of
international crooks in detective stories. Naturally, this gave the very
name Jesuit a glamour for me, and it cast upon the Catholic faith and
everything connected with it an air of romance and mystery. In my young
days I had always thought of a monastery as a place like those gloomy
castles described so shudderingly by Mrs. Radcliffe in The Mysteries of
Udolpho - a place with secret passages, and shadowy figures in black
cowls, and strange religious rites being performed in a darkened chapel at
midnight. Thus when I entered the monastery grounds, all my early
impressions rose up within me, as early impressions will do until a man's
dying day ; and as I made for the doorway under the arches, I felt as if I
were approaching the grim portals of Horace Walpole's Castle of Otranto.
It was with some trepidation that I rang the bell.
There was a long pause. At
last the door opened, and there stood before me a monk with a magnificent
grey beard. He wore a black habit, with a tiny black skull-cap upon his
head, and he had large clear grey eyes and the smooth complexion of a
child. This was certainly not the gaunt and pallid figure I had expected
to greet me; and when I asked how I could get in touch with my friend in
the College, I was relieved by his amiable reply. He led me round by the
gravel path outside to another part of that intricate mass of buildings,
and asked me to wait in the big vestibule. A few minutes later, the young
man I had met in the South came hurrying downstairs. He said he remembered
me quite well, and he took me up to his room, where we talked for nearly
an hour about my journey, and then he asked if I would care to see over
the monastery. Presently, to my great satisfaction, he returned with
permission to show me round. "The monks are going to Vespers now," he
said, "so we won't be interfering with any of their duties."
The first place he led me to was the Catacomb Chapel, with its low vaulted
roof and red-brick floor. The Abbey had been built upon the foundations of
the old military Fort, and this chapel was one of the guard-rooms. In an
alcove stands a stone lamp found in the catacombs at Rome; and in caskets
there are relics of various saints, some of them the gift of Pope Leo
XIII, and they include a piece of bone from the body of St. Clemens, who
was a companion of St. Paul. Like Paul, he wrote an Epistle to the
Corinthians, although it is not included in the Holy Writ, and the only
manuscript of it is now in the British Museum. The paintings on the walls
of this chapel, I learned, were done by one of the present monks who had
been an artist before he took vows; and this led my friend to describe
something of the life of the community in the Abbey.
Each day is divided by a rigid time-table of duties. At half-past four in
the morning the monks rise from sleep, and between five and six hours of
the day are spent in prayer and religious devotions. This is an essential
part of the Benedictine Rule, a rule that has lasted for fourteen hundred
years. In addition to his religious exercises, each monk has certain tasks
to perform, and the nature of his work depends upon his talents. Some are
musicians, some teach in the College, some are historians and work in the
Library or Scriptorium, and one of the Fathers attends to the financial
affairs of the community. As far as it is possible, the monastery is
self-supporting : lay brethren in the bakery and kitchen prepare the food
; some are stone-masons and carpenters, and keep the buildings in good
repair ; some are printers, and produce books and pamphlets, as well as
the Corbie, an excellent magazine issued by the College. Some of the lay
brethren are gardeners, some electricians. Indeed, the village of Fort
Augustus is lit by the monastery powerhouse, the current for which is
carried down half a mile from a little mountain stream, and this plant was
the first of its kind in the Highlands. From half-past four in the morning
until the day's end, the monastery bells ring out an old tune from an
invocation to St. Benedict and mark the hours for devotion and labour. All
this my friend told me as we stood in the tiny Catacomb Chapel where the
feet of Cumberland's soldiers had tramped during the dark days after
Culloden.
"Perhaps you would care to meet Father Placid," said my companion. "He's
in charge of the Library, and is interested in the 'Forty-five. I've been
given permission to take you into the Cloister."
He led me down a passage, opened a door through which no woman visitor may
go, and I stepped into the monks' quarters. Below one of the arches I
could see the grassy courtyard that is enclosed on its four sides by the
monastery buildings, and we walked slowly round to the Library, a noble
chamber with archways leading to three other rooms beyond. I suppose there
are thirty or forty thousand volumes stored around those walls, besides
many precious manuscripts, Lives of the Fathers, books of theology,
philosophy, science, archaeology; and the historical section at the far
end I found to be a treasure-house of good and rare things. Many of the
books had been bound in the monastery; it was obvious that they were
attended to with loving care; and even the floor of the Library shone like
old and well-kept pewter. My friend from the College had left me to browse
alone for a little while, and when he returned he was accompanied by
Father Placid himself; who told me that I might (if I so desired) pay my
respects to the Father Abbot.
In the monastery the Father Abbot is in supreme control. No bishop or
archbishop may command him : only to the President of the Benedictine
Congregation is he responsible. So I was told when I was taken upstairs,
and I entered his quarters with awe. The room into which I was ushered was
small and rather bare, with no carpet on the floor. Beside the narrow
white bed was the desk at which the Father Abbot himself sat working.
There was a quality in his handclasp, and in the expression of his dark
hazel eyes behind the double-lenses of his spectacles, which I' am sure
would have made a Hottentot, far less a heretic, feel that he was welcome.
We talked at a window which looked down across the graveyard to which each
monk at the end of his days is carried by his chanting brethren, and
beyond that green place with its yew trees are the waters of the largest
inland loch in Britain. We talked about all kinds of things, but mostly
history and religion-these all too briefly-and about the journey I was
making on foot across Scotland. I entered the room as a stranger: I left
it, to my surprise and delight, a guest of the community, with permission
to take up my quarters in the monastery and rest there for a few days.
Another fortunate thing happened to me that evening. Guests as a rule live
in the Hospice, which is apart from the monks' quarters, but it was being
used as an isolation-ward for someone in the College who was engaged in a
boyish tussle with measles. I was brutal enough to bless the infection,
for thus the Hospice was closed to me, and I was allotted the cell of a
monk who was away on some special duty. I suppose the Catholic Church is
the most highly organised unit in the world : its efficiency has certainly
penetrated as far as Fort Augustus, for when I returned to the vestibule
for my pack I found that it had been removed. A lay brother had already
carried it upstairs to my room above the Cloister: within less than five
minutes the machinery for my comfort had been set in motion ! How this
little miracle had been worked I did not understand until I learned that a
house-telephone system brings the most distant corner of that great
labyrinth of buildings into immediate touch with a central switchboard.
Though the Rule of St. Benedict is fourteen hundred years old, his
followers in Fort Augustus have kept abreast of the times, and my next
discovery was that my little room had central-heating and a wash-hand
basin with running water. A monk's cell with central-heating ! I blinked.
The twentieth century had indeed arrived in the Highlands.
An inscription painted in gilt letters above my door told me that my room
was dedicated to St. Michael. There was no carpet on the floor, but the
bare boards were virginally clean. A plain deal desk was in the middle,
with a cardboard box as a waste-paper basket, and a narrow bed stood in
the corner, a crucifix above it. Many pictures were on the walls, pictures
of Christ and of the Mother of Christ, and of many Saints I had never
heard of. In the wide bookcase was the personal library of the monk to
whom this small room was the only home he would ever know. I hope I may be
forgiven if I am so personal as to express my admiration of the rich
catholicity of his taste. He was a classical scholar, I could see, and in
particular a Latinist. He apparently knew the eighteenth century well ;
he., was a Fielding man ; but he had tried Swift and found him little to
his liking, for some of his Swift was unopened. He read the sonorous prose
of Sir Thomas Browne with gusto, and some of Milton's too, though I could
not believe he had much relish for some of Milton's opinions. From his
well-thumbed Donne I gathered he had a palate for that older gloomy Dean
of St. Paul's, high priest of the Metaphysicals ; and he appreciated
Gerard Manley Hopkins, which I confess is more than I can do. As I made a
voyage of discovery among his books-a liberty I felt sure their owner
would not have resented-a picture of him began slowly to take shape. He
was a man who dwelt much in the past, but kept a shrewd eye upon the
movements of to-day. He was just a trifle scornful about what is called
popular education ; he regretted the trend of things in India; he knew
something about Minoan civilisation ; and when he was young he had read
the stories of Mrs. Ewing with such pleasure that he brought them with him
to be at his hand for the rest of his days. I sat down at his desk. He was
not a fluent writer, for he has prodded much with his pen in the wood
beside the ink-pot, but no doubt he comforted himself with the thought
that hard writing makes for easy reading, and I felt sure his talk was
discriminating and rich. I could almost imagine I already knew him, that
unknown monk into the peace of whose chamber I had broken: I felt he was a
ripe man with a deep and humorous mind, a man I would have loved to listen
to and share a joke with. An imprint of his personality was in every
corner of his bare but pleasant cell, and I unpacked my rucksack with a
glow of friendliness towards him. While I was pulling on a clean pair of
socks, there was a knock on the door. It was Douglas ; he had come to tell
me that the evening meal would be ready in the Refectory in about twenty
minutes ; and while I washed (with running water) he told me some of the
rules of conduct I was expected to observe.
The monks' rooms were along this corridor; and in the corridor, talk was
not permitted, not even a good-night in passing - the monks bow to each
other and continue on their way in silence. There was also a rule off
silence in the Refectory; during meals a monk mounts the pulpit and reads
from the Fathers of the Church. It was not expected that I should rise at
half-past four and attend the early morning offices, but I might do so if
I wished, and should make my way to the place in the Church reserved for
the public during the ordinary services. I was warned to be back in my
room at night by half-past nine, after which there is complete silence in
the monastery. If I wished to hold a conversation with any of the monks
during certain hours, I must make the request beforehand, so that
permission might be obtained from the Father Abbot. As for the Library, I
could work there as much as I liked, provided I retired to my room at the
hour for sleep. Douglas told me that he and another lay master from the
College had their food in the Refectory, and sat at the guest-table; and
as we went downstairs, it was a relief to me that I would not be alone at
this my first meal within the Abbey.
The Refectory, with its panelled walls and
high wooden roof, its stained-glass windows, and its pulpit perched beside
a tall Gothic arch, was profoundly impressive to the mind of a stranger
like myself. The guest-table was at right-angles to the high table of the
Father Abbot and his attendants: these two tables were covered with white
linen, but on all the others the dishes were laid upon bare polished wood.
One by one the monks entered and took their places, standing in silence,
until presently fifty or sixty motionless figures were in the Refectory.
Heads were bowed as the Father Abbot entered and walked slowly to his
place at the high table. He began the blessing in a soft musical voice,
and the monks joined in the praise; the grace was sung in Latin, richly
and fluently enunciated; and as soon as it was ended, the silent meal
began. While the food was being served by monks and lay brothers, who were
as skilful as any West End waiter, a voice from the pulpit began to read.
It was an American voice, I noted with surprise, and then I remembered
what Douglas had told me: within these walls were gathered men of many
nationalities, including French, German, and Russian. On the left of the
Father Abbot sat a man in a white robe which was a vivid contrast to the
black habit of the other monks: I learned afterwards that he was a member
of the Missionary Society of the "White Fathers" from Africa, and his
garments were based upon the Arab costume.
I looked around me at the faces of the monks. I knew from a remark of
Douglas that each had served a period of probation of four years before he
had been permitted to make a final decision to join the community and take
vows of obedience, chastity, and poverty ; and it was strange to think
that not one of these men owned anything in this world, not even the habit
he wore and in which he would one day be carried to his grave by the
lochside. Some of the faces around me were bronzed with the sun; some were
strong and square and keen-eyed, the faces of men of action; some were
thoughtful, the faces of students. But in not one of them could I see any
hint of gaunt and hungry asceticism. Yet there was one thing in common to
them all; it escaped me at first; and then I knew. I saw it in their quiet
eyes: it was tranquillity.
Water was served in metal flagons. The food was simple but plentiful, and
I supped with an excellent appetite, while the American in the pulpit read
to us of martyrdoms for the Faith and of monastic discipline from the Rule
of St. Benedict. At the end of the meal the tinkle of a tiny silver bell
on the high table was the signal for us to rise, and a chant of
thanksgiving was begun. The singing monks drew their hoods over their
heads and filed out two by two, the lay brothers leading the way, the
Father Abbot himself going last.
I joined the end of the procession which was moving along the Cloisters
where, after a mutual bow between the Abbot and the community, a short
recreation was begun. After this the final offices for the day were sung
in the Church. With Douglas I sat in the nave and listened to the service
in the semi-darkness. The voices of the chanting monks, the candles on the
rich altar, the shadows among the arches, the last of the twilight
outlining the narrow windows-these made upon my mind an impression of
unique beauty. I was already beginning to understand a little of the
fascination of the monastic life, that strange mingling of fellowship and
solitude.
Afterwards, in Douglas's room in the College building, we were joined by
Father Cyril, who had received permission from the Father Abbot to
converse with us for an hour. I found him to be a man of deep learning. He
was a Russian; he had acquired English; then he had tackled Gaelic with
such success that he was persuaded to give to the world the results of his
study of that lovely but difficult tongue: odd to think that a Russian
should be the author of a standard Gaelic-English dictionary ! His study
of the early races of Britain has gained him a place of honour among
modern ethnologists. At the first glance you would not have taken him to
be a student at all; strip him of his black robe, and you might have
judged him to be a City man, or perhaps the director of some big business,
for the lines of his face showed power and decision of mind. His short
figure was strongly built, his step was firm, he had a healthy skin and
clear blue penetrating eyes, the eyes of one accustomed to command rather
than to obey. But the moment he spoke, his face lit up with good-humour;
and soon I discovered that his modesty was as profound as his erudition.
Although he had come to talk about history, we strayed into religion and
the monastic life. I told him I knew several Anglican clergymen who simply
spluttered with rage at the very mention of a monastery : to them,
monachism was the very negation of all that Christianity stood for.
Father Cyril laughed. "May a man not live according to his own choice?" he
said. "And we believe it to be God's choice. Some may say it is a selfish
life we lead, worshipping God in our own way. Selfish ? The word is
difficult to define; it has many implications. Each of us in this
community has his own work to do, but our first duty is to worship. Would
your Anglican friends call the Carthusian monks selfish? There is only one
Carthusian monastery in Britain, and those in the Faith look upon it as a
spiritual power-house of the Catholic Church in these islands. The duty,
and the only duty, of the Carthusian monk is to pray. Each one lives apart
in his own house within the monastery wall. He knows that when he enters
the door to take his final vows he will probably never look upon the
outside world again. It is a complete dedication of the self to God ... A
strict rule of silence is imposed," Father Cyril went on. "He takes his
food alone; he meets his fellow monks only in the sanctuary, except once a
week when the community dines in the Refectory and assembles for half an
hour to converse together. That weekly half-hour is their only personal
contact with each other. They live to pray. When the work of our church is
going forward well we say, `Ah, the Carthusians are praying well !' But
how few men are called to such a task!" His voice was hushed. "It is only
the chosen ones who receive such a call."
I said I had often wondered whether monks felt a desire to break away and
mix with the world.
Father Cyril laughed again. "No man who has tasted the happiness of the
monastic life would wish for any other. I have lived in this monastery for
over forty years. Until I came here I did not know the meaning of the
fullness of the spiritual life. In the bustle of the world I did not get
an opportunity of studying the deeper aspects of that life." He raised his
hands with a slow gesture and smiled. "But each to his own vocation. Some
are called into the world, some into the Cloister. My life here is as
attractive to me as on the first day I came : I wish for no other. You,
who so much enjoy the world, cannot comprehend the peace a man has inside
these walls, a peace that passeth understanding. But make no mistake ! We
aren't a gloomy lot-we have our jests. We meet for one hour and a half
every day at Recreation. Besides this, a variety of duties provide their
own type of recreation. I myself have had the good fortune now and then to
assist an old parish priest in Moidart in his work among the
Gaelicspeaking population. Ah, that is a lovely country, where the people
are simple and courteous and unspoiled. I have many good friends in
Moidart."
"But I have just come from there!" I exclaimed. "I walked through Moidart,
and I went to the Catholic service at Mingarry beside Loch Shiel last
Sunday."
"And my friend Father Patrick was preaching!" cried Father Cyril.
"He was."
"And were you at Glenuig-and did you see the chapel by the shore?"
"Yes, indeed."
"Then you have seen the country I know so well ! And did you meet
Campbell-my good friend John Campbell? Oh, this is most excellent ! Why
did you not speak of Moidart before? We would have had much to talk about.
But now my hour is all but finished! I am sorry, I must go. But if we can
meet again, we will talk of that lovely land . . ." As he rose to his
feet, the chime of the bells outside marked the hour.
A handclasp, a smile, a quick bow, and Father Cyril was gone.
Douglas and I sat staring into the glowing embers of the fire. Father
Cyril had left me much to think about.
"How utterly contented he seems," I said.
Douglas smiled. "They're all like that. Pax is the Benedictine motto, and
there can be no doubt that 'peace comes dropping slow' in this corner of
the Highlands. The spirituality of the monks and the beauty of the place
affects us all, you know. My chief is an old naval man-he was Number One
at Keyham in the War-and even he feels it. It steals over you a queer
tranquility of mind. Why, the Abbey itself is a romance: we're only a few
yards away from the ramparts of the old Fort, a citadel of war-and now a
citadel of peace . . ."
It was an eerie journey back to my room. I had insisted that I knew my
way, but when I reached the Cloister I found the lights had been
extinguished, and I did not know where to look for the electric switch. I
lit a match, a poor bead of yellow light amid the blackness of the arches.
It was a long walk down two sides of the courtyard, until at last with the
help of more matches I came to the foot of the stairs, and then I stole
upwards to the corridor above. No glimmer of light was shining at any
door, and quietly I reached my own room. I crawled into my narrow bed as
ten chimed slowly in the high clock tower; the sound of it faded in the
still air; and then a great silence settled down.
It was still dark when I awoke, and I could hear a quiet shuffle of many
feet. For about two seconds I could not think where on earth I was, and
then I remembered. I knew it must now be after half-past four, and the
sound I heard was the choir monks down the corridor to begin the day with
their chanted psalms. I thought of them in the sanctuary, singing Matins
before the day had broken, with candles upon the altar, and the lighted
chancel making the darkness of the nave more profound. I listened during
several minutes for the sound of their voices, but the Church was too far
away for the chant to reach me, and soon I had slipped back into sleep.
Like the other meals, breakfast was taken in silence, but silence was the
only formality. By the time I entered the Refectory, most of the monks had
finished their food and had departed to their duties. Afterwards in the
Cloister I met Douglas, who had come to enquire for me, and it was then I
met Father Martin, the oldest monk in the Abbey. He was over ninety; he
had been born but ten years after the death of Sir Walter Scott, and he
spoke of the fact with an amused equanimity. "I have been here for over
half a century," he said, with a quiet chuckle. "It sounds a long time!
But it does not feel it! I've had a very happy life-and why not? Here,
I've had everything I wanted-everything. Twenty-five years ago, some of my
old friends in the neighbourhood made me a gift of a watch. Look, here it
is.... They said, `Ah, the poor old man, he will soon be gone, let us make
him a gift while he is still alive.' And what has happened?" He put back
the watch in his pocket with a laugh. " Now these friends are all dead,
all of them-and I am still using the watch!"
I complimented him upon his age and his happy life, and he nodded.
"I do not feel very old," he said, "except for one thing. I can remember
so little of what happened yesterday or last week. But it is strange how
clearly I can picture what happened when I was young. I can remember how I
rode the first bicycle that was made in England. I was up at Cambridge at
the time-Emanuel. I knew the man who was making that strange contraption
on two wheels, and I said I wanted to ride on it. I did so-and had a
spill. But not so bad a tumble as another Emanuel man who rode it down the
hill at Bridge Street ! You know that hill above Bridge Street in
Cambridge?" "Yes;
there are traffic-lights now on the hill at Bridge Street."
"What are traffic-lights?" he asked.
"Extraordinary!" he said after I had explained
how town traffic is now controlled by coloured robots. And he went on with
his story: "Well, the
man who made the queer machine with two wheels asked me what to call it. I
said, ' Why, of course-a Bicycle!' When I got back to my rooms I thought,
` What a hybrid name I've given it-part Latin, part Greek !' But it was
too late. The man had told everybody it was a Bicycle, and a bicycle it
has remained. But the sin is still upon my conscience. Queen Mary said the
word Calais would be engraved on her heart-I need not tell you the
dreadful word that will be written upon mine !" With a chuckle he moved
off along the Cloister.
"And I know what he's been telling you," said
a voice in my ear. I swung round, and Douglas introduced me to the Father
Prior, a monk with quick, twinkling, humorous eyes. " I was wondering if
you would like to see the Sacristy," he continued; " it's where the
vestments and so forth are kept. Come along. There's just time for it
before Conventual Mass. I don't know whether the Sacristan is there just
nowif he isn't, I'll show you the vestments myself." And the Father Prior,
in whose lively frame the spirit of good humour seemed to have found a
permanent home, went bustling down the Cloister with a gesture for me to
follow. "He's the
second in command here," whispered Douglas in my ear, "one of the best
fellows in the world-and one of the merriest. A fine musician and an
expert bookbinder. You'll like him."
We made a happy party in the Sacristy, where
we were joined by Father Benedict, who was the Procurator of the
monastery, which meant that he had charge of its financial affairs, a task
which gave him full scope for the talents he had exercised as an Admiralty
official in Whitehall before he became a monk. With the help of Father
Flood, a historian and philosopher who had graduated as Doctor of Divinity
at Rome, the cabinets in the Sacristy were opened and vestments of the
most gorgeous colours were taken out and displayed. Each colour has a
meaning in the ecclesiastical year : red signifies the blood of the
Martyrs, the Love of God, and the fiery tongues of Pentecost ; green
symbolises hope in the growing life of nature; purple is worn during
penitential seasons and fast days; black is used at funeral services and
on Good Friday; white signifies Christ, the Light of the World; and gold
may be worn at any time except at a funeral service and during Lent. Most
of these vestments have been the work of nuns-there was once a Convent at
Fort Augustus-and they reveal in their own way as exquisite an art as the
tapestries from Oudenarde, a name which can be placed beside the more
famous Gobelins. These tapestries were shown to me by Father Benedict, who
told me their history. They belonged to the Earl of Wintoun, who had
joined in the Rising of 1715. But before going "out" with Mar he had
deposited the tapestries with a kinsman of his, Seton of Touch. Wintoun
was captured, sentenced to death, but he made a daring escape from the
Tower and got away to France. Many years afterwards he was permitted to
return, but with his title and estates forfeited. He went back to Seton of
Touch and asked for his priceless tapestries. "Go to the devil," said
Seton of Touch. "My dear fellow, you're supposed to be dead !" They
remained with the Touch family, until they passed by bequest into the
hands of the Setons of Abercorn, of which family Father Benedict is a
member. The tapestries have been surrendered to the Abbey for safe keeping
by Sir Alexander Hay Seton, tenth baronet of Abercorn; and one of them
hangs behind the high altar.
"What extraordinary people these Catholics
are!" I thought as I looked round upon so much beauty and remembered some
of the grim Presbyterian churches where I had been accustomed to worship.
"And yet not so extraordinary either. How absurd to make so sharp a
division between the secular and the sacred ! Does visual beauty detract
from the solemnity of the worship of God?" And it seemed to me a fitting
thing that one of those exquisite Seton tapestries should have a place of
honour in the sanctuary.
We passed into the side chapel, and I looked
upon the shrine of the Blessed Sacrament, with its magnificent pavilion of
deer skin, dyed a rich crimson, hanging over the golden tabernacle.
It was a descent from the sublime to the
material when we entered the power-house. A lay brother is the electrician
in charge, and we went into his little den. He looked an ordinary
work-a-day engineer, very keen and competent, with oily blue dungarees,
although his large spectacles and square-cut beard gave him a slight
resemblance to the late Lytton Strachey. Pictures were pinned round the
wall, not the pictures of popular actresses and film stars which one
usually sees in an engineering-shed, but of saints and martyrs. On the
bench lay a periodical he had been reading: it was not a magazine of
popular fiction, it was the Weekly Edition of The Times. Through the
monastery kitchens we went; the breakfast dishes had already been washed
by an electric apparatus with power supplied by the bearded man who read
The Times; then down into the cellars I was taken, the cellars of the old
military Fort that are now the monastery store-rooms. But there are more
than storerooms in those cellars, as I found when we went into the
printing-works where lay brethren were busy setting up in type a little
book Father Cyril had written. I recalled the clatter of linotypes in
London, and the roar of the big Goss machines as they turned out
twentyfive thousand copies of a periodical each hour, and I thought that
those three lay brethren working quietly at their frames were lucky
fellows. From there Douglas led me into the College buildings, and the
note of pride in his voice was justifiable. Here, in the shadow of the
monastery is a boarding-school for Catholic boys from the ages of nine to
nineteen. It would be difficult to conceive of a more romantic atmosphere
to be educated in, and it was evident from my companion's talk that
cricket and rugger and hockey were taken as seriously here as at
Glenalmond and Loretto and Fettes. I would like to have heard the monks
around the touch-line of the playing-field upraising their voices in a
cheer as the school scored a try against a visiting team, and it must
certainly seem odd to the visitors themselves to play before the eyes of
those black-garbed spectators. From the school buildings, Douglas took me
down and pointed out a low brick archway which is said to have been part
of the dungeon where Lord Lovat was confined after Culloden. From here the
old rogue was taken to London, tried, and executed. The jests of fate are
strange jests. For it was the twelfth Lord Lovat who was thrown into this
dungeon, and it was the fifteenth Lovat who gave these buildings to the
Benedictine Order. At
the door of the Hospice, I saw a couple of tramps and an old woman
departing with bread ; each morning, to any poor person who may come
hungry to this door, the monks give food and a blessing. My exploration
ended in the tower, one hundred and twenty feet above the level of the
loch. Pointing towards the Monadhliath Mountains on the south, Douglas
showed me where the Corrieyairack Pass led up to the high skyline. In a
day or two I knew I would be struggling up that distant mountainside, my
pack getting heavier at every step. I wondered how Badenoch would look,
spread out before me, when I reached the top of the pass; I wondered where
I would find myself at dusk ; and then I dismissed the journey from my
mind, and descended to the more placid air of the Library.
On Saturday night after Compline, which is the
last Divine Office of the day, I said good-bye to the Father Abbot, for I
decided to make an early start next morning, and I knew that he would then
be occupied. I went to bed thinking how strange a village Fort Augustus
was, lying there in the centre of the Highlands, with a monastery bell
sounding the hours; the sirens of steamships in the Canal reminding folk
in their gardens of the distant sea; a tiny artificial island in the loch
recalling the days when our ancestors lived for security in lake-dwellings
built upon piles with a secret causeway below the surface of the water
linking them with the shore; and a vitrified fort upon the hillside
marking an age which no man has yet been able to determine. I thought,
too, of how hospitably I had been received in this place. St. Benedict
wrote in his Rule an instruction to his followers that a guest should be
treated as though Christ himself had come among them. And I, a Protestant,
had been so received. Something of the sweet tranquillity of the Cloister
had crept into my mind and body, and I had learned many things I had not
dreamed of before. It was with regret that I buckled on my pack next
morning and set out on my long day's journey over the Corrieyairack. |